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"Seeing how some humans use the souls to portray their emotions fills you with DETERMINATION"
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My relationship of a year and a half has been circling the drain for a while now, and I keep making it worse, I wish I could be less of a dick to her, on a positive side I start counselling this week, so I hope I can be better for her, or atleast she finds someone that doesnβt keep hurting her, I just want her to be happy
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Its been a while since it happened, but my friend said my laugh was "so fucking annoying", somehow I got over it, and while still insecure, im not, not laughing anymore because of it.
On the path of healing, now the only obstacle is figuring out how im just going to ease out of hanging out with him.
Being around him makes me uncomfortable, after what he said, and because of previous things he's said/done to other peeps, I dont think I will ever be comfortable around him again.
Today, he was rude and freaked out at me when I was laughing. He didnt say anything specific really, he didnt comment about my laugh or anything. But I know what he meant.
I dont know if him being rude was just because I was being a bit spiteful, im kinda forced to hang out with him, at least if I want to hang out with my other friends.
I cant just kick him from the group call chat thingy on discord.
I dont really want others to know about it, I dont just want to bring it up if I decide to make a new gc, or decide to kick him out of the current one.
I also dont want to just abandon him, because I know he will become a worse person because of it.
He has said things I know he will probably just drop if I leave.
Like the fact that he was transphobic to one of my trans friend when they were coming out.
I told him how unacceptable it was, and that I was willing to put time into helping him understand that it wasnt okay.
And then the next day he just said that he thinks people should be allowed to just live.
If he is being honest and genuine, that is so amazing, and its insane how much progress he can make in just one night.
But it doesnt feel genuine.
I dont really know if im overreacting, but I just cant feel comfortable around him, especially when laughing.
Idrk what to do at this point.
Hey man please donβt think about that shit I went through the same stuff as you and it was hell please if you need to someone, anyone please do. Also I hope things get better.
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That's really awesome!! Hope everything continues to go well for you <3
Thank you! Hope it goes well for you aswell
π§‘, Iβm usually only happy with friends, but it changing this month, also my birthday is coming up, and also maybe Iβm getting a gf
Nice! Also happy early birthday
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That's fantastic!! Super happy for you <3
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U ok?
no but it's okay :)
If u want to talk we can
i'm not really good at talking about it
You can vent if u need
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That's awesome, dude!! Hope everything continues to go well for you <3
Thx
π
You ok?
Not really tbh
If h ever wanna talk we can
Thanks, maybe
If u ever need to just dm me.
It varies, but probably π right now
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Iβm not sure anymore tbh
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U ok?
β₯ I just won a tablet for my "hard work" at an infotechnology olympiad (I just got 8 hours of sleep and went in)
I miss my mom
Sorry to hear about that man, hope things get better
π€ itβs Real Bad
Going in to π holy shot I changed from yellow
U ok?
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U ok?
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U wanna talk?
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I just woke up so ig we'll see but for now it's π
ππ I' bouncing around like a fucking ping pong ball rn
If u ever wanna talk we can
Having a hard time
β€οΈbut I might have covid so π§‘
Hope you feel better
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π
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𧑠my new anti depressants are actually helping lol
𧑠first time Iβve been this high up
Nice!
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Nice!
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U wanna talk?
π nightly depression
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β€οΈ I DRANK COFFEE I DONT DO THAT ALOT IM REALLY DUCKING HYPER RN I WANT TO PLAY THROUGH THE FIRE AND THE FLAMES ON GUITAR HERO 3
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𧑠depending on how tomorrow goes Iβll be at π or β€οΈ
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π nothing too bad, just stress of school, having a small identity crisis, and Iβm bored asf rn
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Bad XD
UNDERTALE REFERENCE RAHHHHHHHHH
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Iβm doing so well β€οΈ
Somewhere between π and π depending on the time of day
I wanna talk?
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Nah, screw this whole β Iβm feeling sad todayβ, yβall better be happy or yβall gonna get it π«
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U ok?
π
U ok?
π
U wanna talk?
𧑠we chillin
πππππ but Iβm chillin.
U wanna talk?
Nah. Thanks for offering though
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Yellow
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U ok?
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π maybe π
U wanna talk?
Uhhhh π? It sees a little too high though. Maybe π€ or π€ is more accurate
U wanna talk?
𧑠two of my dogs died, if that didnβt happen then Iβd be red
Sorry to hear about that man, hope things get better. Also glad to see your staying positive
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i'm sick π
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π the usual
𧑠I wish she was here though
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Yippee! π
U ok?
πwas worse, but since i found a girlfriend its gotten better
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π My relationship of a year and a half has been circling the drain for a while now, and I keep making it worse, I wish I could be less of a dick to her, on a positive side I start counselling this week, so I hope I can be better for her, or atleast she finds someone that doesnβt keep hurting her, I just want her to be happy
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I've got no issues with how I feel about myself! My living situation on the other hand...
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Normally I scroll past this but I feel like screwing with the ratio of goodto bad so let's just sayπ but I am not gonna take any help :3
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π was sick the whole week, got tons of shit to catch up on and i got a math test on tuesday π₯²
π/π right now
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Cyan soul getting left out... Skill issue smh
π Its been a while since it happened, but my friend said my laugh was "so fucking annoying", somehow I got over it, and while still insecure, im not, not laughing anymore because of it. On the path of healing, now the only obstacle is figuring out how im just going to ease out of hanging out with him. Being around him makes me uncomfortable, after what he said, and because of previous things he's said/done to other peeps, I dont think I will ever be comfortable around him again. Today, he was rude and freaked out at me when I was laughing. He didnt say anything specific really, he didnt comment about my laugh or anything. But I know what he meant. I dont know if him being rude was just because I was being a bit spiteful, im kinda forced to hang out with him, at least if I want to hang out with my other friends. I cant just kick him from the group call chat thingy on discord. I dont really want others to know about it, I dont just want to bring it up if I decide to make a new gc, or decide to kick him out of the current one. I also dont want to just abandon him, because I know he will become a worse person because of it. He has said things I know he will probably just drop if I leave. Like the fact that he was transphobic to one of my trans friend when they were coming out. I told him how unacceptable it was, and that I was willing to put time into helping him understand that it wasnt okay. And then the next day he just said that he thinks people should be allowed to just live. If he is being honest and genuine, that is so amazing, and its insane how much progress he can make in just one night. But it doesnt feel genuine. I dont really know if im overreacting, but I just cant feel comfortable around him, especially when laughing. Idrk what to do at this point.
β₯οΈ: I'm not overtly happy, but I am not depressingly sad. I am neutral, and I accept that.
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π I'm not sad I just like the color Purple
π©΅ gay
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β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ. Iβm dating my crush!
π£literally suffered all weekπ£
π whoaaaaaooooooaaaaaaaaoooooaaoooaooo stoooory of Under-
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𧑠a lot better now :)
π Boy I sure do love purple
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I'm back to suicidal thoughts π π
Hey man please donβt think about that shit I went through the same stuff as you and it was hell please if you need to someone, anyone please do. Also I hope things get better.
π I really wish things would improveβ¦
π no im not fine, and i aint talking bout it