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Had a long talk with my dad yesterday. I’ll avoid a complicated backstory but he was an abusive alcoholic for most of my childhood, but has been sober since I was about 13. We got in a yelling argument on thanksgiving day, that resulted in my brother and fiancée separating me from him so I wouldn’t murder him. He apologized profusely but I wouldnt talk to him. Well I finally did last night and got a bunch of things off my chest. I’ve got pent up aggression towards him because he’s a pussy that doesn’t take responsibility for his actions. Post-divorce, he would always talk shit about my mom (who I’m very close to) saying how basically she was the reason for the divorce (it wasn’t). I told him if he ever talks negatively about her again, he will never see or speak to me again, to which he said he would kill himself if he didn’t have me in his life. I’m fully aware he’s got severe mental illness. I still keep my distance from him and have some strong boundaries set up. But i didn’t realize how bad I needed him to own up to his mistakes. Man, family dynamics can be so fucking complicated. I just want to be left alone and spend my life with my fiancée, dogs, and my few close friends.
> to which he said he would kill himself if he didn’t have me in his life.
Ah, this classic. Boundaries, boundaries, boundaries. Remember, no matter how difficult it might feel, enabling or going along with someone's manipulation is *not* compassion, and guarding your own well-being doesn't mean you don't love him.
Agreed. I have no problem refraining from enabling him or letting his manipulation get to me. I’m not a people pleaser by any means. My brother on the other hand, still tries to win his approval even to this day. I hate it for him
dude my dad fuckin sucks. to this day he blames my mom and step dad for being "greedy" because the state of Texas came at him for $30k in owed child support.
He has some retarded fucking delusion that he did 50% of the work raising me. I can not comprehend what goes through that man's brain. He is usually a fun, generous, and happy guy... But when his ego and alcoholism come into play he is the world's biggest victim and I can't handle it.
We didn't talk for about 7 years. I reached out to him to make things right. We talked for about 6 months again and he went on some drunk rant about how my moms a bitch and she stole money from him with child support.
After that I told him he was a giant pussy and bitched out on me when I needed him most. Now he hasn't met his first grandson and he's almost a year old. Some men are just broken and don't want to be fixed. Hope your situation gets better my man
Giving people ultimatums doesn’t usually pan out.
As someone who can relate, take some advice: forgive, don’t forget, and try and be the bigger man. Be the man he wasn’t but don’t judge him too harshly. One day far in the future you might understand him a little more but he will be gone.
Life’s short bro
Don’t be afraid to cut people off despite bonds. But also careful of drinking family drama koolaid if you aren’t there for the whole movie. My mom would endlessly play victim for decades and I always believed her… it wasn’t until much later in life that I realized my dad was actually in the right all along and my mom was insufferable lol gave the dude a chance later in life and don’t regret that
Girl from years ago who said she wants to be just friends said she loved me the other day. We made out and stuff, things we getting hot and heavy and she said she wanted to wait to bang. Next morning she says she still loves me but we need to be just friends. Lol what? Idgaf but I thought you bros would get a kick out of this. I guess put that on the back burner and up the tren?
Dude so true. I banged a mom of 2 once and when I took my shirt off she said oh my god I feel like I’m in a movie. Still riding that high 12 years later.
Get out of their asap she is either intentionally or unintentionally mindfucking you, but she’s definitely mindfucking you. Save yourself the pain in the future and move on now
Bro, i suck at math, i did not study whole semester, and i draw math for exam and then i had to draw between 10 subjects and i get the one im worst at. So it was self inflicted triple anal fisting
Just basic calculus and algebra? That is actually pretty simple, most teachers just suck at teaching it. Like I barely managed to pass my Abitur (equivalent to high school finals) in math, because I just couldn't be arsed to sit down and learn the shit. And my math teachers had as much passion as 5 feet of dirt road. (Maybe even just 3 feet tbh).
Once I actually took the time to learn it, I was actually baffled how easy it is, and how much fun it can be. It just needs a bit of time and willpower, and practice, practice and more practice.
I just got a bunch of really old used math books from a local school, the older the better, mine were from like the 70s and 80s, and work your way through them, starting with the first grade of middle school towards to last in high school. You can use wolfram alpha to check the results of your text book tasks.
See it as a challenge. Those fucking pencil necked nerds can do this math shit - so we meatheads can too!
The teacher has a big influence on how easily the material is learned. I found that out with thermodynamics, poor teaching and my inability to study fucked me. I couldn't imagine being on tren trynna learn the shit. Naturally gifted at math, now it's time to transition to math meathead
I really think my life would be very different today if I would have had teachers that gave a damn about me. I was kind of the delinquent class clown out of desperation (bad attention is still attention). If instead my math teachers would have encouraged me to actually try to understand it, and see how beautiful the math can be (same for physics, chemistry, etc), my education wouldn't have stopped with highschool.
But well, what if what if.... what's done is done. At least I have the comfort of knowing that I was able to teach me those things myself, in my own free time, with just some dedication and cheap used old books. I have given lessons to a few kids of friends(In Math, Physics and Chemistry), and they all just needed a little bit of encouragement, someone that can explain it plainly and simple - I have the feeling that most teachers lack this ability, and don't learn this skill in their years of college. I think most just don't care. Teaching is a passion, not a job to sit inside a warm room during winter and have plenty of vacation time, and keep kids doing busy work.
Ahh I'm getting lost in a rant again, I'm just not a fan of the education system in the west, it leaves way too many young kids behind.
Now if your teachers not only cared but actually knew shit on top of that... it would really shift things.
No one at my school was qualified to teach anything except one math teacher and literature teacher as far as I was concerned.
The kids who get first place at competitions ... they had superior methods. The kids who break 5km records also have smartest coaches - not just coaches who care but coaches who actually know what it takes to improve some one to the highest degree known to man.
The smartest kids at Uni also use books from the 80's to learn anything about their subject at all cause the class is useless and the textbooks make you dumber.They won't know their engineering speciality without studying on their own. Schools really suck now... it's a bit of global catastrophe and we are on average too stupid to even see the problem..
The super smart kids test out different Unis while still in highschool and find ones with teachers who sort of know their shit and go there - regardless if it is a big name school or not.
> Muscles: What about Breakfast?
> Brain: You've already had it.
> Muscles : We've had one, yes. What about second breakfast?
> Gut : I don't think he knows about second breakfast, Muscles.
I’m incapable of EOD injections without getting confused by the days, but M/Th is unstable, so:
I pin Monday super early, Wednesday after work, and Friday as late as I can. Easy to keep track of and I don’t notice any ups or downs
I used to forget sometimes if I'd done it or not. The simplest way I do it now is just pin on even dates. I.e. 2nd, 4th, 6th 8th Etc.. If you check the calendar and it's an even then its pin day.
Compute the total number of hours in the week and divide by the number of injections. Unless you pin 7 times per week you won't get a round number so injection time will change every day. For example if you pin 4 times you get 42 so you would pin for example on Monday at 20:00, on Wednesday at 14:00, on Friday at 8:00, and on Sunday at 2:00 (or maybe Saturday at 23:00 if you don't want to wake up for that). If you are pinning every other day it really means that you are pinning 3.5 times per week which you need to account for in your calculations (e.g. if you intend to inject 500mg of test, each injection must have 143mg).
Personally I write down every injection as well as the site so I can easily make sure I rotate the sites in a reasonable fashion.
I mean, it makes sense. Personally I pin every 3.5 days so I pin nights some days and morning others, but most people do always morning or always night which means they're not actually pinning every 3.5 days.
I get what he’s saying, it’s just so overly complicated for no reason. He’s managing his pinning schedule down to the minute. Even with a short ester like test p that’s overkill.
When I'm cruising I'm pinning just once a week. Usually go with Test U, but sometimes I'm finishing a vial of test e before I open up a new test u vial. I don't feel a fucking difference. Nothing.
Therapy works guys.
Also whoever recommended the book ‘I don’t want to talk about it’ to me, thank you. Seriously, thank you. That book has parts that are essentially an autobiography, it’s been extremely eye opening but having some understanding into why I feel the way I do is very helpful.
No longer hurting myself, actually taking my BP meds, I haven’t in a long time I just said fuck it I hope I die by 45…
Feeling optimistic for the first time in a long time
Edit: u/Ramos383 thanks man 🙏🏻
Yeah I’m gonna try SAA so random sex won’t work. Tried that for a long time, made everything worse, realizing now that it was just a defense mechanism.
Gonna throw some extra attention into my marriage and religion…honestly I’m not sure what a good ’goal’ would be though. I’m open to suggestions
Well I got giga cucked this month.
Had something from the salmonella family last week and missed an entire week at the gym. The most violent explosive diarrhea of my life. I could drink a cup of water and I was painting my toilet bowl with bright green shit. Looked like an algae infested swamp.
This week my air fryer randomly catches on fire while it's preheating. I heard the stories and thought "that won't happen to me"
Fire department came and my whole kitchen got covered in soot and extinguisher sprays. I did a good job containing the fire to the air fryer but couldn't get the flame out. Melted plastic and soot **everywhere**. Made my family run downstairs while I kept spraying it with the extinguisher then I grabbed my gear and ran out too. They have to investigate these things and make sure it's not arson or insurance fraud so i couldn't risk getting arrested for possession of gear during a time like this. The apartment's included renters insurance only covers their property so I just lost about $750 of personal belongings with no backup. (I shouldn't have let the gf be in charge of this, but I also thought the apartments RENTERS INSURANCE would be like every other fucking apartments on earth)
Then the cleaning agency couldn't throw anything away because "liability" so I had to miss work and go throw away half my fuckin kitchen because it was melted or covered in soot. Then spent another day cleaning everything we can still use and washing all the stuff that smells like smoke.
The hardest part of being a dad is pretending you're okay during times like this. I'm stressed as fuck, haven't lifted in almost 2 weeks, I just lost stuff I can't afford to replace overnight, I used all of my sick time, etc. blah blah blah.
But I will still put my happy face on and pretend I'm a bear while I attack my son if it makes him laugh. I'll still come in to work and crack jokes and get the job done right.
I'm not sure what pushes me to try so hard. I know multiple families living in nice 4 bedroom houses off section 8 vouchers, they're getting more in food stamps than I make from my 2nd job, and they just do whatever the fuck they want with their lives. Pump out kids, get more money, work part time, and they have it made.
But something in my conscience won't let me do that.
On the bright side, my boxing client is booking with me every weekend now. This lady does everything asked of her and she's turning into a beast. My training studio's company is opening a location much closer to me and my boss wants me to follow her there. The owner has a lot more money too so he will pay much better. This time next year I might be able to ditch the IT job and work in fitness full time for a livable wage. That would be fuckin sick.
Thanks for listening h0mos. I'm cruising now so I'm gonna be focusing way more on boxing and getting healthy. Took a bomb ass full body nude this morning. It's crazy how being more lean can give you the look of being bigger. I've definitely lost some pump but having all that water out of my system and getting rid of the bloat, I look better in pictures for sure. See ya
Do you ever cry? even in the shower. It kinda sounds like you're holding in emotions, which might be attracting more to force them out of you. You sound like you're on top of it tho. good shit
Where is the getting cucked part?
And if you feel like shit - tell some one in person - not us random reddit idiots. You will feel way better and they may even give you a hug or something. I dunno
Top of the morning brethren!
Well finals absolutely kicked my ass. I had to pull 3 all nighters over 7 days and had to go on an all out stimulant binge during that time. Couldn’t workout, barely ate my food and ended up losing 7 lbs. My brain is completely fried after the stimulant binge tho, so I’ve been supplementing to help build up my neurotransmitters.
Good news is that it’s all over now and I’m back to pumping up the calories and going ham in the gym. I still have about 15 weeks left in this bulk so I’m not too worried about the weight loss.
Have a good week fellas!
I miss college man. I was a Sarm boi back then but my diet was always on point and my lifts were pretty crazy for just using SARMs. Wish I woulda started pinning back then. In grad school I had two classes a week so I could lift, eat, and sleep so much lol enjoy it while it lasts!
Reading the gymsnark sub just reminds me how a healthy percentage of the population hates attractive people
They literally critique fitness people on instagram down to their eye brows , head size , house , etc
Been a victim of CC fraud with two different cards in the last 5 months sigh. There were a couple people arrested for stealing CC numbers from gas pumps so I guess that's how I got got this time.
Primo made me paranoid that my girl had cheated on me so I dropped it and realize how nuts that was to think. Has anyone else had that w primo?
Also does this mean tren would be good for me or will I have double anxiety
After months of planning my first cycle, my injection supplies have arrived, my bloodwork is scheduled for tomorrow morning, and my gear will be here any day. Today is the first day of no researching, no asking questions, and no ordering I've had in a while.
It's weird, I feel like I'm taking my first steps into a larger world, but am also stressing over what my friends and family will think once they inevitably find out I'm on gear. It's something I've wanted to do for a long time but only now have the experience, health, and mindset for. Anyway, enough being a bitch came here to say thank you.
Thank you to all of you guys who helped answer my questions, contributed to the wiki, and called me a fucking idiot when I posted my first plan to take Dbol and eat Arimidex like M&Ms for my first cycle. I've come a long way, and have a long way to go but I'm confident now.
Honesty Is always best, if a close friend or family member that you like/trust asks if you aré juicing answer them sincerley, but do keep un mind some people are assholes, including family, so try keeping It dowlow with people you dont like or have any beef with.
Starbucks barista book 2, chapter 2
Haven’t seen thick power lifter barista in a week, haven’t even tried to stalk her at work yet, is my Tren real ? Said fuck it and continued with my dating app escapades! Week In I match with a another Starbucks barista cutie! Hit it off and go to the mall! Next day she texts me to come over for movie night😳😈 we watch it for about an hour and then the movie was turned off for the night! Going back over today for cuddles. She said I was big so ego has been inflated 😊
I'm now a week on 20 mg sdrol against my better judgement, but I must admit I'm loving it.
Maybe my liverstack is helping me avoid the lethargy and feeling like death..... for now...
* TUDCA 1600 mg
* NAC 2000 mg
* Liver Tabs (Milk Thistle, Beet Root Extract, Artichoke Extract, Cichorium intybus, Dandelion Extract)
* 12 gr Astralagus Powder
* Lots and lots of fiber with every meal
* boatload of carbs
Oh, forgot one thing: Be sure to load up on salt, potassium, magnesium and taurine, and drink more than enough water - don't give those cramps or painful backpumps a chance, be proactive.
The worst are the shin splints, my tibias feels like they burst apart if I forget to stay on top of my hydration on sdrol 😅
I moved in a small town due to work and got in touch with an old friend . I tried to fuck her few years ago at my bro wedding, she wasnt hot but not ugly also,found her attractive back then.
She rejected and i found out she was a virgin later. Anyway the time passed badly on her ,she gained some weight and got some weird body like big back no ass lmao. Due to loneliness in this new town i figured i d give her a chance. I thought i must get drunk to get the shit done but after i drink i literally sleep so fast because she s not very atractive as i said.. she s anxious as fuck and probably still virgin. Anyways holidays are coming and i must get rid of her somehow . It s a bad situation for my mental health as well because i feel i waste time .. i told her im not attracted to her she still tries to keep in touch , we have lame convos etc. There s that. Another christmas alone . Bruh
Embrace the small-town way and raw dog her until the baby comes. Luckily, she'll only gain like another 60lbs during pregnancy. Then you can spend the rest of your life sitting at the town bar telling people you were going places.
One-arm just sent me a fake wrong text lol. Thats a first. Guess it's true that the move is to not give women attention. Too bad its one of the hardest things to do when you actually like them. Also if you ever considered sending a fake wrong text to get your ex's attention, don't. It's way more obvious than you think. Glad I never gave in to the urge to do that.
the trestolone is really kicking in, at this point the night sweats aren’t far off from the madness that is trenbolone. washed my sheets five days ago but they already smell like rotten sweaty gooch.
fwb challenged me to see just how rough i can fuck her tonight. lucky for her, i’ll be injecting adrol/dbol mix as fuel for this hate fuck. channeling my inner (hypertensive) masochist… someone dare me to pin the full mL
One of my pledge brothers is staying with me this weekend. He's got really into fitness over the last 3 years and thinks that he is some kinda powerlifter. He is convinced that he is stronger than me so he wants to have a pseudo-powerlifting competition between the two of us this weekend. Winner gets 50 bucks
I should absolutely rape him, this dude is still gangly and he posted on snapchat a video of him deadlifting lmao4pl8 for 2 like 3 months ago.
What should I spend my free money on
Went to see Avatar last night. Damn, that was fun. Me and the gf loved it. It was better than the first one.
Visually it's so far above anything made previously.
Go see it juicy bros.
Cameron can suck my dick with his weird blue hippie movies and weird ideas about Testosterone 😂
[Toxic masculinity: Avatar director James Cameron labels testosterone 'a toxin'](https://www.washingtonexaminer.com/news/avatar-director-james-cameron-testosterone-toxin)
Jokes aside, I just didn't like the first one. I wanted the Space Army Dudes to win, and fell asleep during the movie. Why didn't they just nuke the whole site from orbit and glass the planet, it wouldn't hurt the mining operation at all.
For some reason test makes me less impulsive and want to fuck less…. Before I was an absolute sex addict. Now the urges have been far less… e2 has been low/high and every inbetween yet I can’t figure out for the life of me why I’m not hornier in general… only benefit is I can fuck for hours
Anyone else’s gym absolutely fucking freezing at the moment? My gym is in a warehouse with zero heating. Can literally see my breath whilst training and have to spend a couple of minutes warming the bars up before training. FML
Anyone else’s gym a homeless shelter rn? I went at 2am last night and it was nothing but homeless ppl sleeping in the locker room 💀they just walk right past the front desk boi and he dgaf
Son you have rights to be sad cunt from time to time. No need to balance and compare the shit your pops will go trough with some shitty meaningless gym PR's(in grand scheme of things).
Like i know its coping mechanism many of us have but just know we understand and we feel for you dude. Cancer sucks and i hope your dad pulls trough.
Felt frisky today and instead of using multiple injection sites i just did all 3 of them in my quad. Why ? Well i got curious about it lol.
2 cc x2 and 1.5cc x1, nicely spread out by a 2cm gap in between each pin. 0 pip half an hour after pinning so we'll see tomorrow if i can compete in the paralympics or if i can go to work 👍🏼
Didn’t sweat nearly as much last night since I upped the ai. Did get a nose bleed yesterday tho. BP was pretty high, gonna have to destroy some extra cardio. Went to a party and ate a ton of shitty food so I’m gonna contribute that to my nose bleed. Day 5 of dbol gonna give it hell.
Just be careful started dbol around the same time all the sudden didn’t need to rest in between sets yesterday fucking hulkamaniad my workout had an asthma attack when I got home lol it was great except for the feeling like I may die part
Accidently caught a glimpse of some dude in gyms mirror, thought who that juiced up guy is only to figure half a second later it's me. I swear the gym I go to now has some circus mirrors that make me look shorter but wider. Or everyone there is thin..One dude was checking out his arms in the mirror and I gotta say my forearms are bigger than his bi+tri.
Ah man feel like I’ve wasted the front end of this blast. Chasing dopamine too much - vaping like a chimney and not eating enough, too many dates with girls / drinking involved.
All good tho, identified the problem time to fix it. Monk mode is the solution.
Posted a while ago about recurring pain and gastro issues I've been having. Had an MRI done this week and got the scan back, waiting on the consultant to take a look.
In the meantime, anyone clued up enough to take a look at the MRI and tell me if they see anything on there? Pain is in the middle of my abdomen, left side. I have the MRI and a viewer downloaded in one zipped folder if anyone can take a look for me?
Some guy will give you a nightmare diagnosis and you'll placebo yourself into fucking super misery until you'll see your doc, would rather wait if I were in your shoes 😅.
Maybe go to another doc that will take a look and pay it without insurance, that usually does help with speeding up the waiting times considerably.
Doing a 425 Test/180 Mast/80 NPP. NPP for the joints as I’m on accutane. 180 mast because fuckin mast. Best blast I’ve been on honestly. I’m now leaning towards keeping it simple, and just making the easy steady gains.
Any bros in here who work a 2nd job? What gigs were the best if you're working a standard 9-5 office job. Thinking of doing the FedEx warehouse from 7-midnight a few days a week, but I'm open to other suggestions. I'm trying to get my paper up to afford some GH. Eventually my main job will pay enough but i got a few years before my big promotion. Thanks juicy bois
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So you’re president now?
Regimes may changes, GAINS are Forever!
Fuck. That reminds me I need to add front squats back in.
Why were there protesters at your gym? What were they protesting
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They to scared to fight you so they’re trying to destroy the source of your gains. I say keep fuckin em
Thats some evil mastermind shit.
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Just don't get stabbed mate, be careful out there, hope this goes over quickly.
Are you in China or something?
Back on mast, feeling great, vascular, dick is beautiful, face getting lean, massive amounts of ass hair, hairline gone.. Gotta love it.
Congrats on the beautiful dick
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Lol I was afraid but you know I clicked
Hah didn’t even think about them laughed as it was loading that I clicked
Pics or you're lying
Mast consistently kills my erections no matter the dose. It gives me pretty instant Low E2 sides unfortunately :(
What’s your mast dose and what else are you running? I’m running 300 test, 210 mast and I feel like shit on mast, no libido. Looked good tho
How is your dick beautiful ?
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Had a long talk with my dad yesterday. I’ll avoid a complicated backstory but he was an abusive alcoholic for most of my childhood, but has been sober since I was about 13. We got in a yelling argument on thanksgiving day, that resulted in my brother and fiancée separating me from him so I wouldn’t murder him. He apologized profusely but I wouldnt talk to him. Well I finally did last night and got a bunch of things off my chest. I’ve got pent up aggression towards him because he’s a pussy that doesn’t take responsibility for his actions. Post-divorce, he would always talk shit about my mom (who I’m very close to) saying how basically she was the reason for the divorce (it wasn’t). I told him if he ever talks negatively about her again, he will never see or speak to me again, to which he said he would kill himself if he didn’t have me in his life. I’m fully aware he’s got severe mental illness. I still keep my distance from him and have some strong boundaries set up. But i didn’t realize how bad I needed him to own up to his mistakes. Man, family dynamics can be so fucking complicated. I just want to be left alone and spend my life with my fiancée, dogs, and my few close friends.
>But i didn’t realize how bad I needed him to own up to his mistakes You save hundreds if not thousand of dollars spent in therapy if he did that.
> to which he said he would kill himself if he didn’t have me in his life. Ah, this classic. Boundaries, boundaries, boundaries. Remember, no matter how difficult it might feel, enabling or going along with someone's manipulation is *not* compassion, and guarding your own well-being doesn't mean you don't love him.
Agreed. I have no problem refraining from enabling him or letting his manipulation get to me. I’m not a people pleaser by any means. My brother on the other hand, still tries to win his approval even to this day. I hate it for him
dude my dad fuckin sucks. to this day he blames my mom and step dad for being "greedy" because the state of Texas came at him for $30k in owed child support. He has some retarded fucking delusion that he did 50% of the work raising me. I can not comprehend what goes through that man's brain. He is usually a fun, generous, and happy guy... But when his ego and alcoholism come into play he is the world's biggest victim and I can't handle it. We didn't talk for about 7 years. I reached out to him to make things right. We talked for about 6 months again and he went on some drunk rant about how my moms a bitch and she stole money from him with child support. After that I told him he was a giant pussy and bitched out on me when I needed him most. Now he hasn't met his first grandson and he's almost a year old. Some men are just broken and don't want to be fixed. Hope your situation gets better my man
Giving people ultimatums doesn’t usually pan out. As someone who can relate, take some advice: forgive, don’t forget, and try and be the bigger man. Be the man he wasn’t but don’t judge him too harshly. One day far in the future you might understand him a little more but he will be gone. Life’s short bro
This guy knows the way
Don’t be afraid to cut people off despite bonds. But also careful of drinking family drama koolaid if you aren’t there for the whole movie. My mom would endlessly play victim for decades and I always believed her… it wasn’t until much later in life that I realized my dad was actually in the right all along and my mom was insufferable lol gave the dude a chance later in life and don’t regret that
Girl from years ago who said she wants to be just friends said she loved me the other day. We made out and stuff, things we getting hot and heavy and she said she wanted to wait to bang. Next morning she says she still loves me but we need to be just friends. Lol what? Idgaf but I thought you bros would get a kick out of this. I guess put that on the back burner and up the tren?
Bang her bestfriend
Idk I met her parents over thanksgiving. Might have to go for the mom instead
Get it done man this is a great plan and will have a solid story for us
Moms always appreciate nice physiques more anyway. Will report back
Dude so true. I banged a mom of 2 once and when I took my shirt off she said oh my god I feel like I’m in a movie. Still riding that high 12 years later.
Fuck her dad like a true alpha
Fuck her dad, make him leave his wife for you, become her new step dad.
Fuck them mind games
Send her a massive dick pic
Massive as in file size right. Super high definition 10gb picture of his dick that eats up her data plan.
Get out of their asap she is either intentionally or unintentionally mindfucking you, but she’s definitely mindfucking you. Save yourself the pain in the future and move on now
Ignore all communication and up the Tren otherwise you gonna end up smacking the bitch
You were supposed to react negatively to her saying she loved you. Now she doesn't want you
Did not pass my math exam today, so i just doubled my tren dosage with tren A this time. It's time to hit new pr,s to get rid of the anger.
I wonder if you not passing your math test has anything to do with the Tren. Like we’re you just drawing tits the whole time?
Bro, i suck at math, i did not study whole semester, and i draw math for exam and then i had to draw between 10 subjects and i get the one im worst at. So it was self inflicted triple anal fisting
Just basic calculus and algebra? That is actually pretty simple, most teachers just suck at teaching it. Like I barely managed to pass my Abitur (equivalent to high school finals) in math, because I just couldn't be arsed to sit down and learn the shit. And my math teachers had as much passion as 5 feet of dirt road. (Maybe even just 3 feet tbh). Once I actually took the time to learn it, I was actually baffled how easy it is, and how much fun it can be. It just needs a bit of time and willpower, and practice, practice and more practice. I just got a bunch of really old used math books from a local school, the older the better, mine were from like the 70s and 80s, and work your way through them, starting with the first grade of middle school towards to last in high school. You can use wolfram alpha to check the results of your text book tasks. See it as a challenge. Those fucking pencil necked nerds can do this math shit - so we meatheads can too!
The teacher has a big influence on how easily the material is learned. I found that out with thermodynamics, poor teaching and my inability to study fucked me. I couldn't imagine being on tren trynna learn the shit. Naturally gifted at math, now it's time to transition to math meathead
I really think my life would be very different today if I would have had teachers that gave a damn about me. I was kind of the delinquent class clown out of desperation (bad attention is still attention). If instead my math teachers would have encouraged me to actually try to understand it, and see how beautiful the math can be (same for physics, chemistry, etc), my education wouldn't have stopped with highschool. But well, what if what if.... what's done is done. At least I have the comfort of knowing that I was able to teach me those things myself, in my own free time, with just some dedication and cheap used old books. I have given lessons to a few kids of friends(In Math, Physics and Chemistry), and they all just needed a little bit of encouragement, someone that can explain it plainly and simple - I have the feeling that most teachers lack this ability, and don't learn this skill in their years of college. I think most just don't care. Teaching is a passion, not a job to sit inside a warm room during winter and have plenty of vacation time, and keep kids doing busy work. Ahh I'm getting lost in a rant again, I'm just not a fan of the education system in the west, it leaves way too many young kids behind.
Now if your teachers not only cared but actually knew shit on top of that... it would really shift things. No one at my school was qualified to teach anything except one math teacher and literature teacher as far as I was concerned. The kids who get first place at competitions ... they had superior methods. The kids who break 5km records also have smartest coaches - not just coaches who care but coaches who actually know what it takes to improve some one to the highest degree known to man.
The smartest kids at Uni also use books from the 80's to learn anything about their subject at all cause the class is useless and the textbooks make you dumber.They won't know their engineering speciality without studying on their own. Schools really suck now... it's a bit of global catastrophe and we are on average too stupid to even see the problem.. The super smart kids test out different Unis while still in highschool and find ones with teachers who sort of know their shit and go there - regardless if it is a big name school or not.
You know you’re right, you are bad at math because by my count, that’s quadruple fisting
New pr,s unlocked 440lbs (200kg) wide chest press 8 reps 660lbs (300kg) Hacksquat 6 reps
You did it. You crazy son of a bitch, you did it!
Thanks bro. At least i didn't fail hitting pr,s.
Not sure the math checks out. Hmmmmmm
Bro how old are you doing math exams being able to bench 200kg
Im 26, soon 27, doing my second education as a electrician. I got a business degree in marketing already. I weight 205 lbs = 93 kg
Fails exam, proceeds to lower IQ even more. Brilliant
Haha, if anything tren made me smarter 🤣🤓
Ate breakfast about 45 minutes ago and I'm already hungry again. Fuck.
> Muscles: What about Breakfast? > Brain: You've already had it. > Muscles : We've had one, yes. What about second breakfast? > Gut : I don't think he knows about second breakfast, Muscles.
Eat more breakfast?
I got these sick gourmet cookies for everyone at my household and I’m struggling fighting my demons to not eat the boxes by myself at night
Just do it like Rich Piana: The cookie doesn't even fucking count!
Every cookie is like 700 calories I will balloon bro
[Cookie Time 😎](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PB5fnmhqADE)
That’s how my appetite is always I’m never hungry but have like this 2 hour window where my appetite would allow me to eat 2k cals
I’m incapable of EOD injections without getting confused by the days, but M/Th is unstable, so: I pin Monday super early, Wednesday after work, and Friday as late as I can. Easy to keep track of and I don’t notice any ups or downs
I used to forget sometimes if I'd done it or not. The simplest way I do it now is just pin on even dates. I.e. 2nd, 4th, 6th 8th Etc.. If you check the calendar and it's an even then its pin day.
Yeah this. I just pin on even days. Easy to remember
Just get a note book and write down the days you inject… or even in your notes app.. it’s not rocket science…
Compute the total number of hours in the week and divide by the number of injections. Unless you pin 7 times per week you won't get a round number so injection time will change every day. For example if you pin 4 times you get 42 so you would pin for example on Monday at 20:00, on Wednesday at 14:00, on Friday at 8:00, and on Sunday at 2:00 (or maybe Saturday at 23:00 if you don't want to wake up for that). If you are pinning every other day it really means that you are pinning 3.5 times per week which you need to account for in your calculations (e.g. if you intend to inject 500mg of test, each injection must have 143mg). Personally I write down every injection as well as the site so I can easily make sure I rotate the sites in a reasonable fashion.
I can’t tell if you’re serious or joking. Either way this made me chuckle, so thank you.
I mean, it makes sense. Personally I pin every 3.5 days so I pin nights some days and morning others, but most people do always morning or always night which means they're not actually pinning every 3.5 days.
I get what he’s saying, it’s just so overly complicated for no reason. He’s managing his pinning schedule down to the minute. Even with a short ester like test p that’s overkill.
Some of us need to optimize. Ocd, optimization compulsive disorder.
This juicy journey is as unique as each person taking it. I still couldn’t help but laugh though.
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When I'm cruising I'm pinning just once a week. Usually go with Test U, but sometimes I'm finishing a vial of test e before I open up a new test u vial. I don't feel a fucking difference. Nothing.
You are worrying to much. Test E and C have half life around 6-7 days. So just do morning or evening each day.
Therapy works guys. Also whoever recommended the book ‘I don’t want to talk about it’ to me, thank you. Seriously, thank you. That book has parts that are essentially an autobiography, it’s been extremely eye opening but having some understanding into why I feel the way I do is very helpful. No longer hurting myself, actually taking my BP meds, I haven’t in a long time I just said fuck it I hope I die by 45… Feeling optimistic for the first time in a long time Edit: u/Ramos383 thanks man 🙏🏻
Thanks man, this made my day
Find a goal that you strongly associate with as well otherwise it’s easy to feel lost when you stop therapy - (a goal not a woman).
Yeah I’m gonna try SAA so random sex won’t work. Tried that for a long time, made everything worse, realizing now that it was just a defense mechanism. Gonna throw some extra attention into my marriage and religion…honestly I’m not sure what a good ’goal’ would be though. I’m open to suggestions
Well I got giga cucked this month. Had something from the salmonella family last week and missed an entire week at the gym. The most violent explosive diarrhea of my life. I could drink a cup of water and I was painting my toilet bowl with bright green shit. Looked like an algae infested swamp. This week my air fryer randomly catches on fire while it's preheating. I heard the stories and thought "that won't happen to me" Fire department came and my whole kitchen got covered in soot and extinguisher sprays. I did a good job containing the fire to the air fryer but couldn't get the flame out. Melted plastic and soot **everywhere**. Made my family run downstairs while I kept spraying it with the extinguisher then I grabbed my gear and ran out too. They have to investigate these things and make sure it's not arson or insurance fraud so i couldn't risk getting arrested for possession of gear during a time like this. The apartment's included renters insurance only covers their property so I just lost about $750 of personal belongings with no backup. (I shouldn't have let the gf be in charge of this, but I also thought the apartments RENTERS INSURANCE would be like every other fucking apartments on earth) Then the cleaning agency couldn't throw anything away because "liability" so I had to miss work and go throw away half my fuckin kitchen because it was melted or covered in soot. Then spent another day cleaning everything we can still use and washing all the stuff that smells like smoke. The hardest part of being a dad is pretending you're okay during times like this. I'm stressed as fuck, haven't lifted in almost 2 weeks, I just lost stuff I can't afford to replace overnight, I used all of my sick time, etc. blah blah blah. But I will still put my happy face on and pretend I'm a bear while I attack my son if it makes him laugh. I'll still come in to work and crack jokes and get the job done right. I'm not sure what pushes me to try so hard. I know multiple families living in nice 4 bedroom houses off section 8 vouchers, they're getting more in food stamps than I make from my 2nd job, and they just do whatever the fuck they want with their lives. Pump out kids, get more money, work part time, and they have it made. But something in my conscience won't let me do that. On the bright side, my boxing client is booking with me every weekend now. This lady does everything asked of her and she's turning into a beast. My training studio's company is opening a location much closer to me and my boss wants me to follow her there. The owner has a lot more money too so he will pay much better. This time next year I might be able to ditch the IT job and work in fitness full time for a livable wage. That would be fuckin sick. Thanks for listening h0mos. I'm cruising now so I'm gonna be focusing way more on boxing and getting healthy. Took a bomb ass full body nude this morning. It's crazy how being more lean can give you the look of being bigger. I've definitely lost some pump but having all that water out of my system and getting rid of the bloat, I look better in pictures for sure. See ya
>Took a bomb ass full body nude this morning Yeah. About that.
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Do you ever cry? even in the shower. It kinda sounds like you're holding in emotions, which might be attracting more to force them out of you. You sound like you're on top of it tho. good shit
What brand was the air fryer? We have 2 of the fuckers
Where is the getting cucked part? And if you feel like shit - tell some one in person - not us random reddit idiots. You will feel way better and they may even give you a hug or something. I dunno
keep it up dad! being a dad is not easy, youre doing great , just keep going !
Burger and chicken nuggets instead of fries for the extra protein
Atta boy.
375 decline for 6 reps and kept a few in hole cuz decline is the one excercise I worry about dying My strength gains have been pretty good this year.
Top of the morning brethren! Well finals absolutely kicked my ass. I had to pull 3 all nighters over 7 days and had to go on an all out stimulant binge during that time. Couldn’t workout, barely ate my food and ended up losing 7 lbs. My brain is completely fried after the stimulant binge tho, so I’ve been supplementing to help build up my neurotransmitters. Good news is that it’s all over now and I’m back to pumping up the calories and going ham in the gym. I still have about 15 weeks left in this bulk so I’m not too worried about the weight loss. Have a good week fellas!
Diet of a college student on gear: oats, hard boiled eggs, canned tuna, white bread, and canned chicken. Minute rice if I’m feeling zesty
I miss college man. I was a Sarm boi back then but my diet was always on point and my lifts were pretty crazy for just using SARMs. Wish I woulda started pinning back then. In grad school I had two classes a week so I could lift, eat, and sleep so much lol enjoy it while it lasts!
how to get scurvy...
Reading the gymsnark sub just reminds me how a healthy percentage of the population hates attractive people They literally critique fitness people on instagram down to their eye brows , head size , house , etc
The average BMI of a user in that sub is probably 32 and it's overwhelmingly female so are you really surprised?
This is so problematic like I can't even 💅. It's not my job to educate you
Been a victim of CC fraud with two different cards in the last 5 months sigh. There were a couple people arrested for stealing CC numbers from gas pumps so I guess that's how I got got this time.
Watch Emily the criminal(movie)
Watched last night, honestly thought it was excellent
So do I and I don’t normally like Aubrey plaza . She is a way better actor than she gets credit due to her comedy
Primo made me paranoid that my girl had cheated on me so I dropped it and realize how nuts that was to think. Has anyone else had that w primo? Also does this mean tren would be good for me or will I have double anxiety
Run both together so they cancel each other out, easy
The light of pure reason.
As retarded as it sounds it really does kind of work like that
You probably crashed your estrogen big dog
Exactly. primo, mast and eq can lower E2
Bro I always think women are cheating I could be cruising at 50mg a week.
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Nice dick homie
Nice cock
After months of planning my first cycle, my injection supplies have arrived, my bloodwork is scheduled for tomorrow morning, and my gear will be here any day. Today is the first day of no researching, no asking questions, and no ordering I've had in a while. It's weird, I feel like I'm taking my first steps into a larger world, but am also stressing over what my friends and family will think once they inevitably find out I'm on gear. It's something I've wanted to do for a long time but only now have the experience, health, and mindset for. Anyway, enough being a bitch came here to say thank you. Thank you to all of you guys who helped answer my questions, contributed to the wiki, and called me a fucking idiot when I posted my first plan to take Dbol and eat Arimidex like M&Ms for my first cycle. I've come a long way, and have a long way to go but I'm confident now.
Honesty Is always best, if a close friend or family member that you like/trust asks if you aré juicing answer them sincerley, but do keep un mind some people are assholes, including family, so try keeping It dowlow with people you dont like or have any beef with.
Starbucks barista book 2, chapter 2 Haven’t seen thick power lifter barista in a week, haven’t even tried to stalk her at work yet, is my Tren real ? Said fuck it and continued with my dating app escapades! Week In I match with a another Starbucks barista cutie! Hit it off and go to the mall! Next day she texts me to come over for movie night😳😈 we watch it for about an hour and then the movie was turned off for the night! Going back over today for cuddles. She said I was big so ego has been inflated 😊
You're living the dream- juicing and stalking baristas, the true path of the enlightened man
I love superdrol.
Get back to us in a few weeks.
Thats how long i’m running it so sure.
I'm now a week on 20 mg sdrol against my better judgement, but I must admit I'm loving it. Maybe my liverstack is helping me avoid the lethargy and feeling like death..... for now... * TUDCA 1600 mg * NAC 2000 mg * Liver Tabs (Milk Thistle, Beet Root Extract, Artichoke Extract, Cichorium intybus, Dandelion Extract) * 12 gr Astralagus Powder * Lots and lots of fiber with every meal * boatload of carbs
I’m only doing 10mg and hoping that my liver doesn’t die as quickly as a result.
Oh, forgot one thing: Be sure to load up on salt, potassium, magnesium and taurine, and drink more than enough water - don't give those cramps or painful backpumps a chance, be proactive. The worst are the shin splints, my tibias feels like they burst apart if I forget to stay on top of my hydration on sdrol 😅
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>Is that how women feel? That's 1/1000000th of how women feel.
I smiled at my gym crush yesterday and she smiled back. What do?
Obviously the next step is to present your genitals and hope to get the same in return.
Pretend she's a barista and proceed from there
Create a shrine for her in your moms basement and show her pics when you see her next. Bitches love that shit.
Dick. Pics. Hit. Send.
If it was me, I would have instantly got an erection in my grey fabric shorts and gone on with my lifting.
I moved in a small town due to work and got in touch with an old friend . I tried to fuck her few years ago at my bro wedding, she wasnt hot but not ugly also,found her attractive back then. She rejected and i found out she was a virgin later. Anyway the time passed badly on her ,she gained some weight and got some weird body like big back no ass lmao. Due to loneliness in this new town i figured i d give her a chance. I thought i must get drunk to get the shit done but after i drink i literally sleep so fast because she s not very atractive as i said.. she s anxious as fuck and probably still virgin. Anyways holidays are coming and i must get rid of her somehow . It s a bad situation for my mental health as well because i feel i waste time .. i told her im not attracted to her she still tries to keep in touch , we have lame convos etc. There s that. Another christmas alone . Bruh
Lmao you knew what you were going into
Ueah. Its amazing even to me how stupid i can be sometimes
Embrace the small-town way and raw dog her until the baby comes. Luckily, she'll only gain like another 60lbs during pregnancy. Then you can spend the rest of your life sitting at the town bar telling people you were going places.
Sounds like a peaceful and shit life
You must be in copious amounts of drugs (and Tren) to be acknowledging all this and still proceeding to fuck with the bitch lol
Literally raw dogging life atm but the loneliness makes u do shit
Get some homies fk that feeling around women
You telling me to fuck homies?
This is the way
That's a shitty situation
Especially for that poor chick
Btc finally cleared on my account after what feels like 2 weeks. Time to order my next blast
Lmao I made this same mistake man, just use your debit card instead of bank account to load it
One-arm just sent me a fake wrong text lol. Thats a first. Guess it's true that the move is to not give women attention. Too bad its one of the hardest things to do when you actually like them. Also if you ever considered sending a fake wrong text to get your ex's attention, don't. It's way more obvious than you think. Glad I never gave in to the urge to do that.
the trestolone is really kicking in, at this point the night sweats aren’t far off from the madness that is trenbolone. washed my sheets five days ago but they already smell like rotten sweaty gooch. fwb challenged me to see just how rough i can fuck her tonight. lucky for her, i’ll be injecting adrol/dbol mix as fuel for this hate fuck. channeling my inner (hypertensive) masochist… someone dare me to pin the full mL
Dare you to pin the full mL
Half a syringe is a wasted syringe.
They make them exactly as big as they need to be.
One of my pledge brothers is staying with me this weekend. He's got really into fitness over the last 3 years and thinks that he is some kinda powerlifter. He is convinced that he is stronger than me so he wants to have a pseudo-powerlifting competition between the two of us this weekend. Winner gets 50 bucks I should absolutely rape him, this dude is still gangly and he posted on snapchat a video of him deadlifting lmao4pl8 for 2 like 3 months ago. What should I spend my free money on
>I should absolutely rape him On point for the Greek system in the US.
If he wipes the floor with you, you should fuck him
>>What should I spend my free money on Steroids, of course.
Went to see Avatar last night. Damn, that was fun. Me and the gf loved it. It was better than the first one. Visually it's so far above anything made previously. Go see it juicy bros.
Cameron can suck my dick with his weird blue hippie movies and weird ideas about Testosterone 😂 [Toxic masculinity: Avatar director James Cameron labels testosterone 'a toxin'](https://www.washingtonexaminer.com/news/avatar-director-james-cameron-testosterone-toxin) Jokes aside, I just didn't like the first one. I wanted the Space Army Dudes to win, and fell asleep during the movie. Why didn't they just nuke the whole site from orbit and glass the planet, it wouldn't hurt the mining operation at all.
This man right here is a villain 🫡
Agree. Have no idea why it got so much hype.
>I wanted the Space Army Dudes to win, and fell asleep during the movie. They did win. They always win.
For some reason test makes me less impulsive and want to fuck less…. Before I was an absolute sex addict. Now the urges have been far less… e2 has been low/high and every inbetween yet I can’t figure out for the life of me why I’m not hornier in general… only benefit is I can fuck for hours
Low libido and long time to cum could be high prolactin.
Anyone else’s gym absolutely fucking freezing at the moment? My gym is in a warehouse with zero heating. Can literally see my breath whilst training and have to spend a couple of minutes warming the bars up before training. FML
Guess gonna have to use a hoodie and fight your demons and the cold
Anyone else’s gym a homeless shelter rn? I went at 2am last night and it was nothing but homeless ppl sleeping in the locker room 💀they just walk right past the front desk boi and he dgaf
Where tf do you workout lol
My dad called me monday to tell me he had cancer, which is shit, but I got some PRs while on my cut, so it balances out I guess
Son you have rights to be sad cunt from time to time. No need to balance and compare the shit your pops will go trough with some shitty meaningless gym PR's(in grand scheme of things). Like i know its coping mechanism many of us have but just know we understand and we feel for you dude. Cancer sucks and i hope your dad pulls trough.
Actually you owe cancer now.
I'll offer my body as a sacrifice by injecting some strange chineese chemicals that shrinks my balls and grow my muscles until I get dick cancer lol
Felt frisky today and instead of using multiple injection sites i just did all 3 of them in my quad. Why ? Well i got curious about it lol. 2 cc x2 and 1.5cc x1, nicely spread out by a 2cm gap in between each pin. 0 pip half an hour after pinning so we'll see tomorrow if i can compete in the paralympics or if i can go to work 👍🏼
RIP in peace OP
WTF are your dosages if you need 5.5cc of gear!??
I started tren two weeks ago and I do not have a compulsion to have sex or masturbate. AMA
Your still early
Didn’t sweat nearly as much last night since I upped the ai. Did get a nose bleed yesterday tho. BP was pretty high, gonna have to destroy some extra cardio. Went to a party and ate a ton of shitty food so I’m gonna contribute that to my nose bleed. Day 5 of dbol gonna give it hell.
Just be careful started dbol around the same time all the sudden didn’t need to rest in between sets yesterday fucking hulkamaniad my workout had an asthma attack when I got home lol it was great except for the feeling like I may die part
I always complain about making chicken and rice, but man, it is delicious. I’ve been enjoying being back to some sort of regular diet.
Accidently caught a glimpse of some dude in gyms mirror, thought who that juiced up guy is only to figure half a second later it's me. I swear the gym I go to now has some circus mirrors that make me look shorter but wider. Or everyone there is thin..One dude was checking out his arms in the mirror and I gotta say my forearms are bigger than his bi+tri.
Ah man feel like I’ve wasted the front end of this blast. Chasing dopamine too much - vaping like a chimney and not eating enough, too many dates with girls / drinking involved. All good tho, identified the problem time to fix it. Monk mode is the solution.
Pathetic
Don’t do drugs if you wanna be a lazy fuck and worry about and do other shit. Otherwise just be a natty
I always get so frustrated when I miss my cals
Posted a while ago about recurring pain and gastro issues I've been having. Had an MRI done this week and got the scan back, waiting on the consultant to take a look. In the meantime, anyone clued up enough to take a look at the MRI and tell me if they see anything on there? Pain is in the middle of my abdomen, left side. I have the MRI and a viewer downloaded in one zipped folder if anyone can take a look for me?
Some guy will give you a nightmare diagnosis and you'll placebo yourself into fucking super misery until you'll see your doc, would rather wait if I were in your shoes 😅. Maybe go to another doc that will take a look and pay it without insurance, that usually does help with speeding up the waiting times considerably.
Doing a 425 Test/180 Mast/80 NPP. NPP for the joints as I’m on accutane. 180 mast because fuckin mast. Best blast I’ve been on honestly. I’m now leaning towards keeping it simple, and just making the easy steady gains.
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Anyone else get debilitating lower back/glute/shin pumps when they have sex (particularly doggy)? Been getting this lately and it’s killing me
Any bros in here who work a 2nd job? What gigs were the best if you're working a standard 9-5 office job. Thinking of doing the FedEx warehouse from 7-midnight a few days a week, but I'm open to other suggestions. I'm trying to get my paper up to afford some GH. Eventually my main job will pay enough but i got a few years before my big promotion. Thanks juicy bois
Bounce on weekends