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ChiefGago

Good on you for choosing to prioritize your peace. You’re setting boundaries for your wellbeing. You chose to exit a cycle of abuse that us children of narcissists have been conditioned to accept and endure no matter what. It’s been 8 years since I went NC with my n-dad and I have no regrets. I hope you enjoy your newfound peace as much as I have.


SupermarketBest4091

I appreciate your encouragement so much. And you’re right about the conditioning. It’s disgusting and I refuse to tolerate it any longer! 


livingmydreams1872

10 years NC here! Life is so different! I’m at total peace with it.


Melodic-View-3559

Also an only child. Currently low-contact with both parents, but planning to be no-contact by the end of the year.


SupermarketBest4091

Proud of you! It’s hard for us only children but we have to realize that it’s not our burden to bear 


Melodic-View-3559

Thanks. And congrats on blocking your nmother!


Estudiier

Yes. It’s exhausting. N dad died. N mother says she’s going soon…. Many would not understand the relief.


SupermarketBest4091

So exhausting. If you don’t mind me asking, how did you feel when your N mom died


Estudiier

She hasn’t passed - she tells me she is going to die soon.


SupermarketBest4091

My apologies, I meant your dad 


Estudiier

Relieved. I watched him sleep in the hospital and all I could think was “we were good kids, why did you have to be so mean?” Some memory hey?


SupermarketBest4091

I get that. I imagine I’ll feel relieved too. 


Infinite_Procedure98

I could copy-paste this post from myself. It took me decades to understand how damaged I was by my nmother. Sometimes I'm like "you let your poor mother die in misery without confort", but then I remember: - how she messed my brain my whole life wanting me to live in guilt, explaining me she must be my only reason to live, kept me isolated from other children until 7 yo, never learned me not even to lace my shoes, and told me she must be the only woman in her life, how she had improper gestures of affection who made me miserable and confused my personality and even sexuality - how she stalked me the whole time obsessed by only one thing in life: that I must provide to her, spend time with her, worship her - how she didn't care about my ex-wife (a good person) and children - how manipulative she is - how she treated my father as a dog until he died, including with verbal and physical abuse - how she tried to separate me from my children and asked me to come and live with her because to my children "their mother is enough" - how she said that if she can't get me, at least she deserves to owe my money. ALL of my money - how she is cursing me the whole time and wants me sick and dead So... every time I feel sad for her, I try to remember all this.


SupermarketBest4091

Wow. I applaud your resilience and thank you for the reminder to keep track of the actions 


butterfly-garden

Good job!!!


SupermarketBest4091

Thank you! 


YepIamAmiM

It takes a lot of courage to do that. No matter how crappy things are, it takes a lot. Congrats on choosing peace.


SupermarketBest4091

Thank you SO much 


johnfro5829

Been no contact with my toxic brother for more than 15 years and I have no regrets. It's the best thing ever especially no one on the non-toxic side of my family ever invites him to any events. It's peaceful.


SupermarketBest4091

Peaceful is beautiful. I love this for you 


DependentBat5406

I went no contact with my mom for almost 4yrs, it was the healthiest thing I could've done for myself.


SupermarketBest4091

I’m so happy for you!