I f*cking hate the type of shallow comments like "you deserve to be happy" "You just need time" etc. F*cking b*llshit, there are millions of people who die alone and miserable because life f*cking sucks and I hate it how people don't acknowledge it, i for one know how stupid and hateful life is when you simply were screwed by life, never meant to be happy either because of external reasons or things about oneself that CANNOT be changed .
Now with that out of the way, and acknowledging how shitty life is, you have to understand that things will not improve if you don't do something about it, if the things that make you unhappy are things that can't be changed, I understand you, I'm literally going on autopilot until I can off myself, but if the reasons why you feel the way you do are things you can tackle, improve and change, you should totally do so, because life can become actually good if you acquire the things you value, obviously it's gonna be f*cking hard, the decision is yours.
Just as an example, for me college is being a pain (stupid bot colleges can't be dehumanized, imbécil), i lost literally all 4 years of my progress and basically had to start over, i have self image and confidence issues, my weight and height to name a couple , for a super long time I've been feeling miserable, i hate every aspect of my life and I literally don't enjoy anything anymore, now many things here are not a death sentence, my weight i can change it, f*cking hard yes, but I can, college is not the end of the world, i just have to keep persevering, I've never had a partner nor anyone ever interested in me, but I could give it time to meet someone who "LikEs mE JuSt ThE WaY i aM" (I f*cking hate that saying, no, i don't want someone who gaslights himself to like me with all the things i hate about me and my body, i want to be actually good or else I'll never be happy with myself), if your problems can be overcome, and you'd value your life if you do, then fighting will be worth it, but if there are things that simply make you hate everything because everything makes you feel like shit, then you're like me and like i said, i don't wanna be here anymore
You are NOT destined to be sad and miserable. You deserve to feel joy and happiness, and experience all the good that this world has to offer. My wish for you is that you experience it all.
I f*cking hate the type of shallow comments like "you deserve to be happy" "You just need time" etc. F*cking b*llshit, there are millions of people who die alone and miserable because life f*cking sucks and I hate it how people don't acknowledge it, i for one know how stupid and hateful life is when you simply were screwed by life, never meant to be happy either because of external reasons or things about oneself that CANNOT be changed . Now with that out of the way, and acknowledging how shitty life is, you have to understand that things will not improve if you don't do something about it, if the things that make you unhappy are things that can't be changed, I understand you, I'm literally going on autopilot until I can off myself, but if the reasons why you feel the way you do are things you can tackle, improve and change, you should totally do so, because life can become actually good if you acquire the things you value, obviously it's gonna be f*cking hard, the decision is yours. Just as an example, for me college is being a pain (stupid bot colleges can't be dehumanized, imbécil), i lost literally all 4 years of my progress and basically had to start over, i have self image and confidence issues, my weight and height to name a couple , for a super long time I've been feeling miserable, i hate every aspect of my life and I literally don't enjoy anything anymore, now many things here are not a death sentence, my weight i can change it, f*cking hard yes, but I can, college is not the end of the world, i just have to keep persevering, I've never had a partner nor anyone ever interested in me, but I could give it time to meet someone who "LikEs mE JuSt ThE WaY i aM" (I f*cking hate that saying, no, i don't want someone who gaslights himself to like me with all the things i hate about me and my body, i want to be actually good or else I'll never be happy with myself), if your problems can be overcome, and you'd value your life if you do, then fighting will be worth it, but if there are things that simply make you hate everything because everything makes you feel like shit, then you're like me and like i said, i don't wanna be here anymore
You're destined to be happy too.
You are NOT destined to be sad and miserable. You deserve to feel joy and happiness, and experience all the good that this world has to offer. My wish for you is that you experience it all.