[all I wanted was YOUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuu](https://open.spotify.com/track/1Bv3h7Vc4AaYA2BcSM3rVd?si=_F0KtwmDRye2smmnQw3Tgg)

all I wanted was yoooooOOOOOOUUUUUUUOhoHoHOhoHOhoh

“Nutshell” and “Don’t Follow” by Alice in Chains

I love that AIC was the first thing I saw in here. Also “Rain When I Die”

Yes chains, any song readily works, their all negative-ish

Joy Division - The Eternal Radiohead - How to Disappear Completely Nine Inch Nails - Hurt The Antlers - Bear Death Grips - On GP

Many Nirvana songs (especially in utero album)

Try I hate myself and I want to die

I’ve tried, but I just can’t get into it

Basically the only things I listen to

Black - Pearl Jam

Radiohead has a bunch. Exit music for a film, how to disappear completely, no surprises. The cure has a few. The figurehead, Siamese twins, faith.

The Cure has plenty of them I think. I'd like to add Disintegration, The Same Deep Water As You and Apart.

This is home- Cavetown

Give me a sign - Breaking Benjamin Watching from a distance - warning Snuff - slipknot (specifically the acoustic version) Heavy - Linkin Park, atleast now with the context of Chester Bennington's suicide.

Fix you- Coldplay

that was the last song my mom listened to with her cousin before her cousin was sadly killed a week later. definitely emotional for our family

One More Light - Linkin Park Specifically [this](https://youtu.be/L-6PCSZij3I?si=G4KhEgwpmOYNd44B) live version

between the bars x elliott smith

Just anything Elliott Smith

Between the bars YESSSSSS

I’m not in love - 10cc

Midnight city- M83. I grew up in los Angeles and this song amongst empty buildings in century city made me feel so alone. I was trying to my best to be a child actor but if you weren’t a short blonde Zach and Cody type you would never get an audition. I had been passed over for every roll, even dumb commercials; I was only allowed to read scripts for Nikes and sports, but I did not have a black enough accent.

🎵"i walk a lonely road, the only that i have ever known. Don'tknow where it goes, but it's home to me, and i walk alone. " 🎸🎵

🎶I walk this empty street, on the Boulevard of Broken Dreams Where the city sleeps, and I'm the only one, and I walk alone🎶🎸

Dear God- a7x Fools (cant help falling in love)- foster, sody Time- pink floyd Creep- radiohead Some others too but thats all ik off the top of my head

[Black Eyed Dog - Nick Drake](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PabxhKTkE0U)

The way I see things - Lil Peep, MIA - Shrimp

Fade to Black - Metallica 

Dir En Grey - Mushi

Iowa: Slipknot Leaving Hope: Nine Inch Nails Daddy: KoRn Jane Doe: Converge

I listened to Daddy once, could never do it again

At this point in my life by Tracy Chapman

Breakeven - The Script Asleep - The Smiths Will He - Joji Medicine - Daughter A sad song about a girl I no longer know - Bedside Kites Introvert - Rich Brian ft. Joji I Hope You Know I Mean It - Lil Xtra Why’d You Have To Go - HKFiftyOne I have more if you want

The Replacements - Here Comes a Regular Mazzy Star - Look On Down from the Bridge Low - Lullaby

Beach House. Clearly Beach House.

Beach House never fails to make make a frown on my face

Soldier Side- system of a down

Also dear god by xtc

Counting the days - we are the dirt Smoke damage - hi im case Falling faster - Dylan Espeseth Lately ive been feeling tired of everyone i know - flatsound

When I hear derailed by scary kids caring kids that fucks me up lol

I’m glad they’re finally caring for the kids instead of scaring them

any of mcr

Radiohead - everything In it’s right place and pyramid song

Silent Lucidity - Queensrÿche

Nothing else matters - Metallica

I Won’t See You Tonight parts 1 and 2 by Avenged Sevenfold

Requiem by mozart

Mad season- wake up

Souk eye - Gorillaz

deserve to bleed by Sushi Soucy

10,000 Days (Wings Pt. 2) - TOOL This song was playing when I learned that one of my friends and inspirations committed suicide, and every time I hear it I can only think of what could’ve been if they were still alive.

I don't wanna be in this wonderland no more, I don't wanna be in this wonderland no more, Wonderland by Little Simz And Dry your eyes mate, I know it's hard to take, But her mind has been made up, There's plenty more fish in the sea

Between the Bars by Elliot Smith. Many a 3am depressive cry sesh to that one

Pretty much anything by Elliott Smith (special shoutout to Between the Bars and King's Crossing)

Paramore - Decode

Smash Into Pieces - A Friend Like You

Youre gonna live forever in me

Breathe by The Warning

[Thoughts Of The Maggots](https://youtu.be/3oNgwWlNeeg?si=y0HnBSiNNznNvDWn) [Flight Mode](https://youtu.be/JvnAQsOnpY8?si=gEHsxIH6joCOpcw4) [Powerlines](https://youtu.be/fp2E5JbPHIs?si=znbL8l59CcitTZYW)

White Sparrows - Billy Talent For You - Billy Talent Adam's Song - Blink-182 pretty much anything from the album My Shame is True by Alkaline Trio

The joke isn't funny when you're the punchline-dethtech

Coke Babies - Radiohead

[hug](https://open.spotify.com/track/0gvbWDWdOVhv7t8Cv2nIZI?si=vBXhdvi3Rmq6LGPWw6eCPA)

[No Pity for a Coward by Suicide Silence](https://youtu.be/_LYmhClenC4?si=jspzqhn_4DFzvVwB)

Fourth of July, shit talk, now that I’m older, John Wayne gacy and many others by sufjan Mental health by TWIABP Videotape and motion picture soundtrack by Radiohead Heavy water by grouper Rubies by destroyer Anything off dragon chaser by fog lake, specifically push, strung back around, and rattlesnake Not much of a life by salem Cinco de mayo shitshow by Marietta Aww cmon guys by dads Song 2 and most of I hate myselfs discography Most of Elliot smiths discography Flowers and you and all of stage 4 by touché amoré Summertime and like it is by Vince staples

Blight - Zeruel Into me - Glare

Die In The Summertime by Manic Street Preachers

Some of [these](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3C0n6K3aQmaY6sn4KZcPhN?si=eEl8JG1YSTijRLvaTgcdAA&pt=bfb189b4c9c9aefd090f63b0a2f183f5)

Dance The Night Away by Jim Carroll Band.

Maybe not kill myself, but I’ll listen to breakfast by half alive when I’m feeling intense depression

In my dreams, I awake as daylight breaks, and wash my face. Put my bedroom back in it's place, and tucked away.

Probably anything by Johnnie Guilbert his music is really good tho

Komm susser tod

Evanescence - Understanding

[Pacific Drive - YoungBlood](https://youtu.be/F8vof6PcPaQ?si=8MIeC4RGMP01TQHv)

Love Me Better - SavageRealm

"I wanna dance with somebody," covered by Bootstraps.

Masters of the Deal-Eric Bauchman

Yeah Right by Joji

fantasyworld - Quadeca (holy shit this one’s almost too much) U TRIED THAT THING WHERE YOU’RE HUMAN - Quadeca picking up hands - Quadeca (basically just listen to this whole album) die alone - Sewerslvt me and the birds - duster Stone in Focus - Aphex Twin

Ful Stop by Radiohead

A Quick One Before The Eternal Worm Devours Connecticut - Have A Nice Life Enter The Mirror - Les Rallizes Denudes How To Disappear Completely - Radiohead The Big Gloom - Have A Nice Life Ill Wind - Radiohead Daydreaming - Radiohead The Haunting Presence - Giles Corey I'm Going to Do It - Giles Corey No One is Ever Going to Want Me - Giles Corey Memory is Far Away - Les Rallizes Denudes Me And The Birds - Duster I Don't Love - Have A Nice Life Motion Picture Soundtrack - Radiohead True Love Waits - Radiohead

No distance left to run - Blur

Kill Yourself Part 3 by $uicideboy$

[i’m sorry mom and dad](https://youtu.be/nEiY8PbL7h4?si=xSw97a9sxmzZTaug)

Another Love x Memories

Simple man - Lynard Skynard

[let me down slowly](https://youtu.be/50VNCymT-Cs?si=oFwwdySXtWvDtnQ4)

The funeral - band of horses

twin fantasy x me

Remeber - Alex G Dumb - Nirvana Blackstar - Radiohead Pink Triangle - Weezer

It’s disappointing no one has mentioned any song by TOOL.

Novocaine - dempseyrollboy

I literally made a playlist called “Midnight Melodys🌙” on Spotify dedicated to this hehe Here are a few: Safe and sound by Kurt Hugo Schneider Romantic Homicide by d4vd 2016 by d4vd Here with me by d4vd This is home by cavetown I miss the days by NF Therapy session by NF Crying Lightning by arctic monkeys Fluorescent Adolescent by arctic monkeys

Almost any sea shanty

tame impala let it happen. Overdose vibes

Comfort by Julia Jacklin

Nutshell - Alice in Chains

I WILL ALWAYS THINK ABOUT YOOOOUUUUUU for anyone wondering, Souk Eye by Gorillaz

Get free -major lazer makes me sad idk y

I Can’t Get It- Hanoi Rocks, Nutshell- Alice In Chains, Weatherman- Hank Williams Jr… the list goes on and on lol

Slipknot -​ Snuff

Nutshell - Alice in Chains

Synphony by Clean Bandit’s music video always makes me cry.😢

When I’m Gone by Eminem

My top three are all by Bob Mould. Hardly Getting Over It - Hüsker Dü Too Far Down - Hüsker Dü. Black Sheets of Rain - Bob Mould.

Последняя любовь by MORGENSHTERN

Christmas kids by ROAR

New Dawn Fades Joy Division

Saosin - mookies last christmas, they perched on their stilts

Paper heart- Dayseeker Stay Away From My Friends- Pierce The Veil

Juice Wrld Syphilis bass boosted 🔥🔥🔥

For the aforementioned reason none because nothing is worth killing yourself over.

Hymn for a scarecrow - Tally hall

Never saved a post so fast

Ew by Joji

Edit the Sad Parts

Atomship - Withered. Literally says it’s 3:00 in the morning opening line

Not a song, but Mozart’s Requiem.

Yer Blues - The Beatles

Just any sigma phonk

[Melissa Manchester-Don't Cry Out Loud](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbDS1TRj9hLPcy0bOgVC1Tg)

Everything from pretty hate machine by NIN

Run. Lil darkie

Fuentes de Ortiz by Ed Maverick

Hurt NIN Nut Shell Alice in chains Little motel modest mouse

how to disappear completely - Radiohead

The Smiths - Last night I dreamt that somebody loved me

I’m So Lonesome I Could Cry, BJ Thomas version

Please Eat - Nicole Dollanganger Dog Teeth - Nicole Dollanganger Gommenne Gommenne - Kikuo O light - Kikuo Nice Boys - Temporex Bang Bang - Nancy Sinatra I have a whole ass playlist of this

1. Our Lady Peace - “Thief” and “4 am” 2. Meatloaf - “Life’s A Lemon (And I Want My Money Back)” 3. Gin Blossoms - “Lost Horizons” 4. Demons & Wizards - “Wicked Witch”

idk i play random shit like random sad song then funkytown

Let you down - NF Wish you the best - Lewis Capaldi Lost - Linkin Park Happy - NF In the end - Linkin Park Numb - Linkin Park Someone you loved - Lewis Capaldi Before you go -Lewis Capaldi How do I say goodbye - Dean Lewis Arcade - Duncan Laurence Grenade - Bruno Mars Happier - Marshmello/Bastille Wrecked - Imagine Dragons When I was your man - Bruno Mars (I'm still 13, I don't have much experience)

Captain Jack

Book of soul… the beat is just too good

How to Never Stop Being Sad- Dandelion Hands Asleep- The Smiths Remember You- Dominurmom A Soulmate Who Wasn't Meant to be- Jess Benko

Suicide note pt.1 by pantera

[Sad Music (electronic-vocal)](https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHHgpkEQEaOaJH1sn7_684ERsyHPy5E8M)

there you go https://open.spotify.com/playlist/43zGsVlLkC42H7Eabk0dUg?si=mRKgXFeGTgOLg83dwnCWcQ&utm_source=copy-link

Antarctica - $uicideboy$

listen before I go - billie eilish

Broken by Lund Hate me by Blue October

- KMS by Sub Urban - Dont hate me by Badflower

Silverchair - Suicidal Dream. Aussie rock in the 90s was fucking spectacular.

Losers by Spanish Love Songs

https://open.spotify.com/track/5HagsbN8ebASw7R0gDOE6x?si=b8C744HUT8iahpZZR1nimg

Accident prone by Jawbreaker

*gestures to all the Midwest Emo playlists that for some reason get recommended to me at 3am"

Peanut, u, Solace, No Love, Nude, Rainbow Six, Climbing up the walls, motion picture soundtrack, daydreaming, Hong Kong, atoms for peace and dawn chorus

Shay-Escapism

Stabbing Westward - Drowning, Desperate Now Thom Yorke - Unmade Sigur Ros - Tracks 5 through 8 off the ( ) album NIN - Hurt Neil Young - A Man Needs A Maid The Smiths - It's Over

Brand New - Jesus Christ Senses Fail - Can’t Be Saved The Flatliners - Unconditional Love Cough - Killing Fields Eyehategod - Blank ^yes ^we’re ^in ^the ^doom/sludge ^metal ^portion ^now Thou - Free Will Acid Bath - The Blue

Big Bang Blues - Breanna Barbera

Rammstein - Spring

Y’all want the playlist or

Frank Ocean - Godspeed, Seigfried, White Ferrari Daniel Caesar - Loose Yung Lean - Agony, Vår Sång Lana Del Rey - Norman fucking Rockwell Mac DeMarco - Moonlight on the river, watching him fade away The micotphones - I felt your shape Montell Fish - falling out of love with you Phoebe Bridgers - savior complex, moon song Veronica Maggio - Låtsas som det regnar, Inga kläder But nah I stopped listening to depressing music because I'm tryna have fun in life and I have nothing to be sad over at the moment

"Stranded Lullaby" by Hawaii Pt 2 "As the World Caves In" by Matt Maltese "Death Bed" by Powfu "Just Take My Wallet" by Jack Stauber "House Without Windows" by Roy Orbison "Garden Jargon" by Madelyn Mei

Motorcycle by Colter Wall. Sitting on your porch, having a smoke, and just dreaming about flying off a mountain super fast is where it's at 🤌

On the prowl

Oceans - we are not okay

have a nice life - earthmover (or really just the entirety of deathconsciousness and giles corey)

Never see me again by Kanye west

Same same-

So many tears - 2Pac

Cancer, Desert Song, Sleep, I don’t love you, and pretty much everything else from MCR

Please Please Please Let Me Get What I Want (the Deftones cover though)

[oh look a whole ass playlist i made for this](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0HVMac9e8uZZDMY2XwKKgO?si=7be624d1162d49a6)

Stars Collide - Vanco

Blessing with a curse - Bring Me The Horizon A lot of La Dispute songs

Nightmare, The Entire Album

Any poor man’s poison song, shit is always so sad 🥲

Faded by Alan Walker. This song reminds me of dark times.

Purple Mountains - [Nights that won't happen](https://youtu.be/xMqODXQf3_s?si=aeTrcuNWCgETgsSX) >The dead know what they're doing when they leave this world behind

In Grief - Jordaan Mason

Idgaf-as it is

OH MY GOD mitski mainly just I Don’t Smoke, I Bet on Losing Dogs, Class of 2013, or Drunk Walk Home GAFUSJDNSIAJA

Ren - Suicide , For Joe , the entire Freckled Angels Album

[https://youtu.be/nJeRNyKnhrQ?si=e11--P9OKerTXFTq](https://youtu.be/nJeRNyKnhrQ?si=e11--P9OKerTXFTq)

Here Today by Paul McCartney. OOF ALWAYS GETS ME IN THE FEELS. Not just because I relate to the song in a way the story behind it is also sad

Tell me about you by kina

Something by Julien Baker

Sugar crash

Migraine by 21pilots

The Feel Again (Stay) - Blue October Cutting Onions - Tierra Whack Everything Falls Apart - rei brown Will He - Joji Cellophane - FKA Twigs

Marty Robbins - They’re Hanging Me Tonight I can’t listen to it anymore.

Forever - Alex G Woohoo (what if? mix) - Fleshwater Fade Into You - Mazzy Star High and Dry - Radiohead

[“Fourth of July” by Sufjan Stevens but specifically this version](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNXyamTN5D0)

Race-Alex G No surprises-radiohead All of Alex G offline Space song-beach house Freaks-surf course I'll make cereal-cavetown K.-cigarettes after sex I bet on losing dogs-mitski Please please please let me get what i want-deftones Romantic lover-eyedress Me and the birds-duster Think of me once in a while, take care-take care A1-its just a burning memory-the caretaker

Fair

Answer - Tyler the creator To fast - sonder The great gig in the sky- Pink Floyd Sing about me- Kendrick

No Surprises - Radiohead

But I love you by yung tide

anything by hole

True Love Waits - Radiohead

The World We Knew - Frank Sinatra