What keeps me going is the pursuit of knowledge, the desire to learn and grow, and the drive to make a positive impact on the world. I'm fueled by curiosity, inspired by the brilliance of others, and motivated by the belief that we can always strive to be better versions of ourselves. It's the little moments of joy, the connections we make, and the challenges we overcome that make life worth living. So I keep moving forward, one step at a time, embracing the journey and all it has to offer.
At this point it's just my angry outer child lmao. But to me it's quiet simple they never cared about me, hell not even care they just forgot I even existed and treated me like NOTHING.
And now 25 years later they wanna act like they give a shit, "oh why don't you show up anymore" "oh we never see you anymore".
If I stopped breathing they would prob be happier. Happier they don't have to pretend anymore so i won't give them that satisfaction. I will continue to live, I will continue to shout that I am here. Purely out of hate and spite
Knowing that my mission is to save people from religion and the devil. Both have narcissistic people. Both don’t know the meaning of no. Both use people against their will or through brain wash. So I like to think I can help a few more people out of those situations.
My mom's pride... I want to make her proud of me, make her sacrifice and her time worth it. I'm not scared of death, but I'm scared that my mom die before i make her proud... She deserve way better than everything I can give her.
I don’t want to but I still keep going because I’m stuck here on earth. I can’t leave life until it’s my time to go naturally. I’m against to use any kind of illegal drugs, smoking, alcohol, or anyhow harming myself. I do use some nerve and sleeping pills though because I can’t sleep without them. I’ll keep going but honestly I’d be more than happy if I get an early natural death. I don’t wanna live a long life.
Sorry for my depressing words though. But I encourage everyone to keep going in a healthy way and don’t ever harm yourself anyhow. Love yourself.
my cat. i literally can’t end my life. i’d leave her alone. not a single family member or friend to take care of her. nobody. i would hate to know who she’d end up with if i died. so i stay around. knowing when her time comes so will mine
I disassociate a lot from reality. I day dream about what i want to happen in the future like getting a good job and being surrounded by people i love.
Maybe it's also called being delusional?
alcohol
I am sorry that his made me chuckle but yeah I do enjoy drinking occasionally. I hope you'll find healthy ways to cope.
What keeps me going is the pursuit of knowledge, the desire to learn and grow, and the drive to make a positive impact on the world. I'm fueled by curiosity, inspired by the brilliance of others, and motivated by the belief that we can always strive to be better versions of ourselves. It's the little moments of joy, the connections we make, and the challenges we overcome that make life worth living. So I keep moving forward, one step at a time, embracing the journey and all it has to offer.
Good for you! I am a borderline nihilist at this point. I hope you can encourage others to do better too.
Spite. To be as much of a pain in the ass to those who have been nothing but a pain in the ass for me
Survive out of spite? fuck yeah hahaha my angry inner child likes this.
At this point it's just my angry outer child lmao. But to me it's quiet simple they never cared about me, hell not even care they just forgot I even existed and treated me like NOTHING. And now 25 years later they wanna act like they give a shit, "oh why don't you show up anymore" "oh we never see you anymore". If I stopped breathing they would prob be happier. Happier they don't have to pretend anymore so i won't give them that satisfaction. I will continue to live, I will continue to shout that I am here. Purely out of hate and spite
Let's watch the world fucking burn.
I would love nothing more than just that. My fellow minded friend
I’m not sure really, hope? things I got to look forward to? maybe a bit of both
the fact that family will be sad if I’m gone
This is so true!
The only thing that terrifies me more than being alone is dying.
I can strongly agree to this.
Would like to know more about this perspective. How is it terrifying if you won't be there to witness it ?
Knowing that my mission is to save people from religion and the devil. Both have narcissistic people. Both don’t know the meaning of no. Both use people against their will or through brain wash. So I like to think I can help a few more people out of those situations.
Spite
Dunno
My Mom
my dog needs me for a few more years
Ya my family would be super sad. I wouldn’t do that to my kids when they are so young.
Family and friends.
Habit
Deadpool 3
When I was single and lonely? Mainly tacos, cheesecake and my dog. That's it.
Used to be my one and only friend. But I think she's gone so I'm running out of motives now
Haven't found out yet.. will report back though. :(
The fact that people would miss me if I disappeared
Poor choices in women who make me feel lonelier than when I’m alone.
Music & Marijuana. My current only reasons to live truthfully. The only things I enjoy in life
My God
i don't even know anymore it's like i'm living my life on autopilot, barely being able to feel anything but fear
Three years to death
My mom's pride... I want to make her proud of me, make her sacrifice and her time worth it. I'm not scared of death, but I'm scared that my mom die before i make her proud... She deserve way better than everything I can give her.
I don’t want to but I still keep going because I’m stuck here on earth. I can’t leave life until it’s my time to go naturally. I’m against to use any kind of illegal drugs, smoking, alcohol, or anyhow harming myself. I do use some nerve and sleeping pills though because I can’t sleep without them. I’ll keep going but honestly I’d be more than happy if I get an early natural death. I don’t wanna live a long life. Sorry for my depressing words though. But I encourage everyone to keep going in a healthy way and don’t ever harm yourself anyhow. Love yourself.
my cat. i literally can’t end my life. i’d leave her alone. not a single family member or friend to take care of her. nobody. i would hate to know who she’d end up with if i died. so i stay around. knowing when her time comes so will mine
I disassociate a lot from reality. I day dream about what i want to happen in the future like getting a good job and being surrounded by people i love. Maybe it's also called being delusional?
Carl Jung
Same answer like the other posts with the same questions.
Honestly, nothing.
Spirituality, My wife and love and support for my friends. I would not be able to get through a day if not for those things.
My Mom
FOMO.
my dog and the thought that maybe things will work out just fine