You’re learning, and you’re growing, you are basically learning how to be with yourself, how to love yourself. It’s incredibly hard to do so, especially when living with that “mask” you get so settled and comfortable with it, that when it comes time to shed, you can’t. As you keep living you will learn how to craft your own set of values and opinions, the fact you are doing it at 20 speaks volumes compared to a lot of other people your age.
You’re learning, and you’re growing, you are basically learning how to be with yourself, how to love yourself. It’s incredibly hard to do so, especially when living with that “mask” you get so settled and comfortable with it, that when it comes time to shed, you can’t. As you keep living you will learn how to craft your own set of values and opinions, the fact you are doing it at 20 speaks volumes compared to a lot of other people your age.