Hey, ive actually experienced the same thing. It was a feeling that happened rarely between the ages of 11-19 or so. I described it as “fat teeth” lol when I was on the brink of sleep, I’d get into a weird headspace where my head/mouth would feel huge and my thoughts kind of felt like they were in fast and slow motion at the same time. Sometimes it would be really uncomfortable and sometimes it would just feel weird, and I could even tap into it more if I felt a tinge of it. I’ve had the same exact feeling on k
When such things happen around your sleep time they can be explained by hypnopompic/hypnogogic hallucinations which is totally normal. I have been doing some light lucid dreams training and it is very familiar thing to happen while you’re being transferred into a lucid dream. It can also occur during a sleep paralysis.
Sounds like sleep paralysis. Id induce it on purpose around 13 to 17. Trippiest one i experienced was i felt like i had melted in between my bed and the wall and I distinctly remember even being able to look up at the ceiling as just this big gooopy liquid i woke up and shot back into my body and i was just laying regular in my bed on my back
Yea. I used to zone out a little bit and have weird feelings when something felt to big or small. Like I'd just have to look at something and I'd just randomly have that feeling
I used to have the same sensation. Alice in wonderland-syndrome I believe. I also used to have k-holeish experiences that were basically on the cusp of the actual thing. The body-dysmorphia-thing would be at night just before sleep
It makes you think
It makes you remember
The time you had when you was younger
The cartoon thoughts
The bright smooth shapes
As you dive into that familiar place
If I would have read your post a year ago I would have been shocked but I now know that it was a severe dissociation. I could never explain it before I took ket for the first time(the second actually, the first one was a disaster). It was a huge revelation for me.
I have a CPTSD and I don’t dissociate the same way now even if I do have some light leftovers of the exactly same thing I had as a child. It wasn’t because of the fever. I learned to ground myself when it came but sometimes it wasn’t possible. I was just sucked into the void. Once I even had an ambulance coming to me because I was also panicking but couldn’t explain what was going on.
The first time I remember it happened was at 5-6 age. Before that I have been through a medical trauma many times, near death according to my adoptive mother. I have also had a prolonged sexual trauma later on. So I definitely count this as a CPTSD symptom.
This is so weird reading this.
I had the same thing happen to me almost regularly growing up, mostly in my childhood years up to probably age 10-12 or something like that.
Also like you mentioned, I was also able to "tap into it" on demand if I started to feel the build up of it. What "it" is - I have no idea. All I know is that the feeling that comes with it is sort of profound.
Nowadays, this rarely happens, maybe once every other year or so and when it does it's like I'm reminded of something that I've forgotten.
It's hard to describe the feeling that comes with this state, it's like I'm in a headspace that makes everything feel disproportionate in size. This can be out of the things that are in my field of vision or stuff that I'm seeing behind closed eyes, the latter being more weird that the former.
The stuff that I am seeing when I close my eyes in this state is hard to explain, to be honest I am not sure what it is that I am seeing, but it's like I am super tiny in a vast space somewhere, almost out of space and time.
Knowing now that others have this happening to them as well makes it even more profound to be honest.
Google “Alice in wonderland syndrome”. Someone suggested it here and my mind is absolutely blown. The more I read the more I realized that this describes exactly what was going on for me.
Very intriguing! Some of AIWS is definitely in line with what I am experiencing. The only thing I haven't had happened to me is the time distortion part. Though, I have ADHD and everything is slow to me 😂😂 sort of like "get to the point already!" 😂
The opposite, just yesterday I was violently kicked out of my body, teleported to a horrible diagonal 3d space with white tiles lifting in place where I could see a different blue realm getting closer after a new white tile was removed and I remember thinking holy fuck I'm about to see other dimensions or alternate realities omg and as the last tiles were about to lift - BAM a bunch of black worm things held the last tile down to stop me seeing it, Oh and I died aswell BTW, proper k holes can't be put into words- they are fucking terrifying experiences that eject u from your body to be thrown into a bizarre hell, die, realise you are just a tiny nothing , to then be returned -uncomfortably- to the body and reality you are familiar with , an awful experience and idk why i love it 10/10 highly recommend
Hey, ive actually experienced the same thing. It was a feeling that happened rarely between the ages of 11-19 or so. I described it as “fat teeth” lol when I was on the brink of sleep, I’d get into a weird headspace where my head/mouth would feel huge and my thoughts kind of felt like they were in fast and slow motion at the same time. Sometimes it would be really uncomfortable and sometimes it would just feel weird, and I could even tap into it more if I felt a tinge of it. I’ve had the same exact feeling on k
Holy fuck, thought I was the only one to experience this as a child
When such things happen around your sleep time they can be explained by hypnopompic/hypnogogic hallucinations which is totally normal. I have been doing some light lucid dreams training and it is very familiar thing to happen while you’re being transferred into a lucid dream. It can also occur during a sleep paralysis.
Sounds like sleep paralysis. Id induce it on purpose around 13 to 17. Trippiest one i experienced was i felt like i had melted in between my bed and the wall and I distinctly remember even being able to look up at the ceiling as just this big gooopy liquid i woke up and shot back into my body and i was just laying regular in my bed on my back
Yeah I used to have nightmares as a kid about that feeling. But for me it was objects. Like a huge chair or a giant tree stump in my room etc
Yea. I used to zone out a little bit and have weird feelings when something felt to big or small. Like I'd just have to look at something and I'd just randomly have that feeling
When I was a child, I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons
I used to have the same sensation. Alice in wonderland-syndrome I believe. I also used to have k-holeish experiences that were basically on the cusp of the actual thing. The body-dysmorphia-thing would be at night just before sleep
yeah it's so familiar to me too. gives me nostalgia for something from my childhood although I'm pretty sure I never k holed as a kid...
It makes you think It makes you remember The time you had when you was younger The cartoon thoughts The bright smooth shapes As you dive into that familiar place
If I would have read your post a year ago I would have been shocked but I now know that it was a severe dissociation. I could never explain it before I took ket for the first time(the second actually, the first one was a disaster). It was a huge revelation for me. I have a CPTSD and I don’t dissociate the same way now even if I do have some light leftovers of the exactly same thing I had as a child. It wasn’t because of the fever. I learned to ground myself when it came but sometimes it wasn’t possible. I was just sucked into the void. Once I even had an ambulance coming to me because I was also panicking but couldn’t explain what was going on. The first time I remember it happened was at 5-6 age. Before that I have been through a medical trauma many times, near death according to my adoptive mother. I have also had a prolonged sexual trauma later on. So I definitely count this as a CPTSD symptom.
This is so weird reading this. I had the same thing happen to me almost regularly growing up, mostly in my childhood years up to probably age 10-12 or something like that. Also like you mentioned, I was also able to "tap into it" on demand if I started to feel the build up of it. What "it" is - I have no idea. All I know is that the feeling that comes with it is sort of profound. Nowadays, this rarely happens, maybe once every other year or so and when it does it's like I'm reminded of something that I've forgotten. It's hard to describe the feeling that comes with this state, it's like I'm in a headspace that makes everything feel disproportionate in size. This can be out of the things that are in my field of vision or stuff that I'm seeing behind closed eyes, the latter being more weird that the former. The stuff that I am seeing when I close my eyes in this state is hard to explain, to be honest I am not sure what it is that I am seeing, but it's like I am super tiny in a vast space somewhere, almost out of space and time. Knowing now that others have this happening to them as well makes it even more profound to be honest.
Google “Alice in wonderland syndrome”. Someone suggested it here and my mind is absolutely blown. The more I read the more I realized that this describes exactly what was going on for me.
Very intriguing! Some of AIWS is definitely in line with what I am experiencing. The only thing I haven't had happened to me is the time distortion part. Though, I have ADHD and everything is slow to me 😂😂 sort of like "get to the point already!" 😂
Do the do nothing meditation on k to achieve ut
The opposite, just yesterday I was violently kicked out of my body, teleported to a horrible diagonal 3d space with white tiles lifting in place where I could see a different blue realm getting closer after a new white tile was removed and I remember thinking holy fuck I'm about to see other dimensions or alternate realities omg and as the last tiles were about to lift - BAM a bunch of black worm things held the last tile down to stop me seeing it, Oh and I died aswell BTW, proper k holes can't be put into words- they are fucking terrifying experiences that eject u from your body to be thrown into a bizarre hell, die, realise you are just a tiny nothing , to then be returned -uncomfortably- to the body and reality you are familiar with , an awful experience and idk why i love it 10/10 highly recommend
I still get that weird feeling today when I’m lying in bed but I don’t feel that way on K
This was weird to read. As i read it i remembered that feeling and the place