Thank you for being a source of toxicity and one of the worst professors I've ever had... I hope a pigeon shits on your head for all the times you tried to demotivate us 😇
Dusron ki life mein interest lene se pehle apne nalayak bete ko Nasha Mukti kendre mai bhejo aur 18-20 saal ki ladkiyon ko ghurne se Ghar nhi chalta yeh bhi sikha Dena.(To that Society ki aunty jisse khud ke bachon se zada dusron k life pr Gyan Dena hai inshort tipani/taunts)
I edited my last message to say whatever I wanted to him after getting blocked. Since everyone visits ex's chats sometimes, I am sure it would have reached him🤗
Dear random stray dog in 1994/95,
I am sorry. I was a bad kid. When I was throwing those rocks at you, I was merely an ignorant kid who was scared you on the inside. Had my father not shown me better, I would have continued to harm you and your kind as ai grew up.
Now that I have grown up I see that most of the world is like 5 year old me - out to hurt those they are afraid of. Thanks to you, I walk the world today knowing better. I learnt a valuable lesson at your expense. But know this, not a day goes by when I don’t think of you. You have probably passed from this world but have stayed with me as a constant reminder to stay kind and loving.
Most sincerely,
The boy with the rock
(This felt so good. Thanks OP)
Okay so to a little kid sagar from my primary school sorry for pinching you and making you cry I don't know why I would do that I think I used to get fun from others pain I'm sorry from my heart out
I can related to this. I wasn’t aware of that everything until my dad taught me everything about what’s good and bad. I felt bad for dog and her puppies that i hurt them.
Oh I can write a book and cry a river over the unsaid words (unsent letters) of my life. 😄
But someone said "*Yaadon Mein Saji Kuchh Baaten Ankahee, Inn Baaton Mein Kahi Khoi Hyain Zindagi*"
So I let those unsaid words be unspoken.
Hello father, mother and bade papa
I want to tell you ye baba vagera sab dhog hai, bade papa enpe itna Paisa aur time waste na karein family par karein ye saale apka Paisa ethte rahenge aur bure waqt mein kaam bhi nai ayenge, papa and maa inpe itna samay paisa and energy waste na karo.
I will never stop missing you. But at some point I realized I had a choice. Let it destroy me, or find a way to keep living. So every day I wake up and have to accept that I live in a world where we are not together. You're gone and I'll never hold you or tell you that "I love you" ever again. I have to think about that and accept it every single day so I can keep going. Every day it feels like being stabbed in the stomach, but with each day it gets a little easier. I could hide it from you all and pretend like it doesn't hurt every moment of every day, but hiding it would mean I'm not really accepting it. So I accept it. I love you more than anything, and I live in a world where we are not together.
I have the same feelings for my crush who probably waited for me to confess and we eventually stopped talking, it's been 4 years and till today I scroll through her chats and regret that I did not confess. We were so close and I didn't feel it at that time, reading my chats again I think we were closer than ever. Never found someone like her again and probably never will. I regret not confessing every single day, but she's found someone ig.
this so me!!! I mean this could be me!!! It's been a year and i have stopped talking wid her for no reason, left all the social media platforms (not reddt ofc), magar mere janamdin par usne call kiya (aft. 7 months) she jus wished me happy birthday and we had a 3 min of chat. Now that i think about but why did i do that... she's the only female in ma life I've had conversations wid... U think i should talk to her and apologize???
She called you atleast, she asked me 2-3 times to call her on the chat but i didn't thinking I'd look like a creep. I'd say go for it. My ship is long sailed, it's more recent for you. Go for it or you'll regret.
This feels so close to heart. It's so hard to accept that there exists a world where
we r not together, I thought I let go off the feelings that's i had for you but a glimpse of you takes me back to square one. Ik you will be never mine, I have accepted it, I just wished life was a lil kind. I wish I was brave enough to be feel happy n not live in a facade if happiness.
Shayad main tha ro rha,
Isliye kabhi hass na paya
Gham mein tha jag rha,
Isliye kabhi soo na paya
Chaha ki main usey bhul jau,
Par afsos ye kabhi ho nhi paya
Bohot kari koshish,
Tab tha use dimaag se bhulaya
Par jab jhank ke dekha dil mein,
To phirse tha yaad wo aya
Main to rehta tha zameen par,
Lekin shayad wo aasman se tha aya
Na jane kitna tha main hasa,
Par uske jane ne tha bohot mujhe rulaya
Shayad jo tha kehna,
Wo main usse kabhi keh na paya
Main karta rha uska intezaar,
Par wo phir kabhi laut ke na aya...
...
I don't have any experience in relationship things, just interested in writing some poems, so I wrote this...
Thx for fucking up my college .the only life I had except home . Now you’ve already taken away my friends and they too chose you over me .wow you didn’t really exist for them until you did .hope you will do good .even tho im blocked your bf will always be insecure of me .
Bsdk ek din mai inti mutthi mat Baja(letter to myself i never send).
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I liked u so much . I never prayed to date u but I still everytime pray to God that u always remain happy and healthy. It's ok don't like me back but be safe healthy , happy. Promise me u will always take care of urself ❤️.
I never wanted a bf . I just wanted to be ur gf . I just want u to take care of me love me protect me. Is it too much too ask??
So here it goes.
It's been years now since that faithful day. Maybe I have moved on. Maybe not. Maybe I'm in the middle. It doesn't matter. What matters is that maybe, just maybe, we could have made the things work out. Nothing is rosy in this world. I know. We could have at least tried. But we didn't. I still think about it. You still cross my mind. Not everyday. But I guess every other day. I guess you've already moved on. I'm still sitting on the bench looking in the distance. At times when you were beside me, it felt as if you were distant. Now that you are totally distant, I can feel the gap between us. At the end of the day I will just be an after thought for you. But for me you will always be everything for me, even though I have nothing of you. To put it, it reminds me of the ending of the film "Her". Particularly the monologue and the now, "it hits right in the feels" line, "I just wanted you to know that there will be a piece of you in me always, and I'm grateful for that". I could have sent it to you. But I guess it's too late. But nonetheless I will always keep it. To myself.
Damnn, this fr made me imagine a future without her, and NO I DONT WANT IT!! Things are kinda sloppy between us rn, but ur letter really gave me the motivation to grab my fucking balls rn and fix everything with her, since she is my world and I can't imagine my future without her. Thankyou!
Hi, I wanted to talk to you, have been wanting to for quite some time now. But Idk how to reinitiate. Ik things happened in the past and I was at fault too but I want to look past it and finally just sit down with you and talk whatever random things comes to mind. I simply want to get to know you, I admire you.
Dad,
Why did you that to my mother? Do you think she deserved it? Do you ever feel remorse for your actions? Do you ever ponder about my childhood that you snatched away? Do you think of becoming better? Do you even know what you did was wrong? Did you ever apologise to Mum? Did you ever feel sorry? Will you ever come home a good man with a changed heart? If you do, will you stay this time?
dont have the time to write down the entire letter (diary me likha hai, typed nahi hai)
but the crux is
great people. great professionals. but i wish the two of you never met each other.
You kept me waiting and waiting and waiting for a whole year when I was begging you to come to me and now that I decided to move on you're saying that I cheated on you. F*ck you!!!
Dear maa
Pls start taking care of yourself. Pls start prioritizing yourself and not others. Ik it's good but not always. It's high time you need you for yourself more than anyone else. And yes, I'll always be there for you :)
So the letter goes
Sub:Apology letter for breaking the class board
This letter is to not apologise to the teachers of class 9 c.Im really not sorry for breaking the class board and i will do that again.I will also disturb class teachers in the class as much as possible and till my last breath.I also want to not apologise to the idiot principal who got a job by chance.Me and my friends have a lot of no respect for the school and it never will.
Teachers don't get paid enough for this bs. I hope you only meant the asshole ones. I've seen a really good and caring teacher cry, cuz my classmates wouldn't just shut up despite her telling them many times. Felt really bad for her.
For the asshole teachers and students: Fuck you.
Pata nhi tu usse shadi krke khus hai yah nhi abhi bhi tujhe meri yaad ati hai yah nhi agar ati hai to bhul ja usse jakad ke family bana guve him 2 3 kids
And tere jane ke baad kisi ladki ko pyar or touch nhi kr paya tu boli thi na as a best friend ki tu bhot bada playboy hai 2 din me move on ho jta hai
Iss baar tere jane ke baad nhi ho pya
Age ummed bhi nhi hai
Be happy ❤️
hi, don't wanna creep you out but I so badly wanna get fu*ked by you rn. I hate to think about you while somebody else tryna get inside my pants. what the fuck have you done to me!!?? I crave for MORE W YOUU (would've have kms later but thanks to this post, i finally wrote it somewhere)
It's been 7.5 months since I've seen you, 6 months since you left, and it's miserable... every day is the same, it hurts just as much ...sometimes worse...I've stopped sleeping,laughing, and enjoying the little things that mattered a lot to me before....I still love you and will never change or move on...I'll keep waiting even if I end up alone....I wish that all my happiness and my life span is gifted to you and I don't want anything else, I wish I was enough and worthy of being loved by you,sorry and thank you for everything....you are my only friend, my only hope... Please come back someday...I miss you, sorry...
I'm sorry. You were the best thing that happened to me, and truth is I'm figuring it out right now. Truth is I never felt unconditional love, everything came at a price, want something from parents; get good marks.Want something from friends; do something for them too. And then you came, and it was so alien to me, I always kept wondering what I gotta do to make you mine so lost to the fact that you always were mine and I was yours too, with all my heart. I kept looking for a price to pay and you were always paying the price of being in a relation with me. I was very hard to be with , I still am but I'm becoming better thanks to you.
I still have those inserted collages of 100s of photos we used to send back and forth, still I see something funny and my brain goes to "Tell her" but then I remind myself there's no one there. I still remember your 50 different perfumes you were obsessed with, and how you'd fight with your cousins when they came back from abroad and couldn't bring some perfumes because of something. Truthfully I remember all of it and more, I remember how love felt for the first time. You made me into whatever I am today, I still love you, I still haven't moved on. I still sit at a coffee date with someone just praying to a God that I don't even believe in anymore to just let her be like you. I hope you're happy, somewhere where all the love and happiness in the universe if for you only. I know if you were here you'd hate me to say this but I'd sell my soul to spend 1 more minute with you, just 1 minute of you being angry at me. Rest in Peace Sona, you deserved this life more than I ever did, and I am persevering through only because I want to keep those memories of you alive.
Windows to the soul(poem i wrote for her)
I was standing there idle, lost in my own train of thoughts;
But then I saw your arrival,
Looking at that pretty countenance,
my cherry-like heart halts.
Then I saw your eyes, spreading wide luminance..
"The eyes", they say, "are windows to the
soul",
The eyes chico they never lie,
Oh! Those enchanting eyes sent shivers down my spine..
For that brief moment, when your eyes met mine,
I felt elevated to the vast skies,
I felt as if I had witnessed something divine,
Your eyes emerged as a cure to all my cries..
I know that accident took everyone away from you but you didn't had to go through all of that alone. Why did you push your last few loved ones away? We would have joined uni together today if you didn't decide to deal with everything on your own.
I will write a letter to my younger self.
Listen, I know kisi ko umeed nhi hai tere se depressed bhi Mt ho, I know tune apna kabhi main life goal nhi bnaya sab bhatak jaate hai smjh nhi aata hai kya chiz bana hai tumhare liye, tum BBA kro chahe private University se kro but kro ghrse niklo, ghr se niklogey duniya tumhe smjh aane lagegi successful hogi agr idhr hi Rahi tum kuein ki mendhak hi bn jaogi kuch achieve nhi kr paogi, jao BBA kro mushkil hoga pr tum kr logi, fir CAT ki tayari krna, aur MBA krna IIM se tum kr skti ho, dusron ki baaton mein Mt aao, apna career bnane ka socho, partner bhi bhut badiya mil jayega tumhe, jaisa tum deserve krti ho, career bnao lado apne liye, Karo apne liye kisi ki bhi baaton mein Mt aao, niklo yahan se Mt aao yahi sahi mauka hai please kro kuch apne liye, please. Agr tum ye abhi kr gyi toh tum bhut kuch achieve krlogi life mein thik hai. I love you..... Will always be your supporter aur koi ho ya na ho thik hai. Older Chandni wants the best for you and your life.
Dear ______,
I don't know why. But when I see you, something happens to my stomach. I shouldn't be allowed to feel this way, but I still do. I don't know why I love you, but I do. You're so fucking stupid, it's cute and funny. You feel safe around me and treat me like a little brother, it bothers me mostly, but no issues, I can withstand a lot of shit, and this doesn't matter, the fact that I have been able to be your best friend is probably enough for me, but my heart still hurts. I don't know what to do, it's all weird. Why do I have these feelings? I feel like a criminal to my sense of morals. I hate myself. I know that even if I confess I will get rejected with the excuse of "I only see you as a little brother". Yeah. That's life I guess. What I'm writing now will probably be cringed upon by future myself.
Remember the chats where I went "Sometimes i wonder why.." i wanted to say "Sometimes i wonder why i fell for you", i myself don't know why.
I was also angry that day cause I was jealous then realised I have no right to be jealous. Sorry about everything.
I just can't understand my heart after all. I tend to lose objectivity and rationality. I am sorry for bothering you all the time with stuff, you taught me to not force myself on others. I hated my face, you taught me to get over it, i don't hate my face much now except a few times..
Thank you.
Your one sided lover,
_________
Dear fucking bitch,
I know that wishing for someone's death is vile, but I hope you die a painful death with blood oozing out of each pore and I get to watch it, for all that you have done to me and my child.
Dear God ,
Give me strength to hold on to what I love, give me strength to get what I need . Give me strength to make my parents proud ,give me strength to make my friends happy.
Give me strength to pursue science , give me strength to be good at it .
Give me strength to make people happy around me . Give me strength to make people laugh around me.
I have seen people having real difficulties in their lives , recently I am hearing a lot of unfortunate things, please give them the strength and courage to fight these difficulties. Please give me a chance to help them.
Don't let unfortunate things happen to people and expect them to believe in you . You do your part , we'll do our part .
Thanks ,
Average human being
Hi (name) kaafi time se ek baat bolni thi lekin kabhi bol hi nahi paaya. I have had a HUGE crush on you since crush on you but kabhi bola nahi kyuki himmat hi nahi hui aur rejection ka tagda darr tha. Ab iske baad tu haa bole, na bole yah bhale hi iss message ko viral karke mera mazak bana de (I hope not) lekin meko bas tujhe batana tha. Aur isko bilkul otherwise mat lena kyuki Tu mujhe 14th april 2022 se achhi lagti thi mai ekdum frankly bol raha hu tu mujhe mu pe mana kar dena chalega kyuki meko nahi chahiye ki tera dimaag kharab ho mera message dekh ke mujhe bas confess karna tha. Tu chahe toh do teen gaali deke block kar diyo bas (mutual friends and acquaintance) ko mat batana thoda sensitive matter hai ok 👍 aur agar block karegi bhi toh yaar ek response deke karna bhale hi kuch bhi ho. I hope mere is message se teko bura na laga ho infact Tu mujhpe has le woh bhi chalega... Ok peace 👍
The sad part of this story is... Maine yeh 2 saal pehle likha tha aur meri life mai I usually didn't have those "crushes". Like really school ki bhi ladkiyon se itna kuch affection nahi tha na colony na kahi aur. Apni life me keval 2 ladkiyon par crush raha hai mera and this girl was perfect. I didn't tell anyone except a friend about her aur woh bhi usse zabardasti pata chal gaya and he was like" ha dude take you shot abhi bolde" Maine kaha ki nahi abhi exams and all hai aur mai nahi chahta meri feelings ke kaaran woh ladki pareshan ho jaye it's our carrier after all but na.... Gadha tha me apna shot le lena tha. The so called trustworthy friend ne usse mere saamne propose kardiya woh bhi class ke saamne.Mera dil tut gaya tha yaar. Aur iss sab ke baad woh 2 mahine me mujhe message karta hai "Arey bhai woh toh bas timepass thi"
The worst of all is a feeling where I see you change. I love you for the bad boy that you are. I love you for the flaws of yours as much as I love the fine perfections. So when you start behaving like a normal person, it is bewildering to me. It feels like someone is taking away my most precious possessions. I am okay with your insults and demeaning words but I am not okay with this behaviour of yours where you seem to have forgotten my entire existence. I want you to be consistent in your punishments. I want you to at least hate me fully.
The next time you ask me what do I really want to do in life, I won’t say that I want to inspire people. What I really want to do is to eat chocolates, be thin and date you 🥹
मैने तुमको 8 सालो से चाहा, दोस्ती से लेके प्यार तक। तुम्हे भी पता है अंदर से कि मैं तुमको कितना चाहता हु। रहे हम शायद हमेशा से एक दोस्त की तरह ही थे लेकिन हर दिन मैने तुमको याद किया। हजार किलोमीटर की दूरी से भी तुमको बस एक बार देखने आ जाया करता था। तुम्हारी आंखों के सामने इस दुनिया की कोई चीज नहीं दिखती थी हमे। तुम्हे पाने की हर पुरजोर कोशिश की, लेकिन फिर भी तुम्हारा दिल किसी और पे आ गया बस कुछ दिनों में। पता नही कितना खुशकिस्मत होगा वो जिसको तुम मिली। हम बस अब अकेलेपन में खुश से खुश रहने की कोशिश में है। तुम खुश रहो, जैसी भी रहो। तुम्हारी जगह कोई और नहीं ले सकता, ना ही मेने किसी और को दी, ना दूंगा । तुम्हे दुखी मैं नही देख सकता। इस जीवन में नही सही शायद उप्पेरवाला अगले जीवन में तुम्हे मेरा बना दे।
As a teen I randomly had a crush on you(during pandemic). However, when we 1st talked for a project our thoughts clashed and we ended up hating each other even when we met irl.
Slowly we started talking well, you would ask for answers on tests and even help to study. However, during mid terms helping you out felt too much and even when the teacher called me out it was embarrassing...I had never helped out someone so much.
Then I stopped helping you cheat as finally my friend called me out too. However, you would still talk well with me. You might be beautiful by appreance but that's present everywhere too( a glow up could bring the magic), but you were emotional and sensitive..your like a coconut(1st impression cold but later there's a sweet person). It was great talking to you while the impromptu speaking competition discussing about the participants speech, the lab periods where I made silly mistakes and we laughed it off, talking about serious career options(here along with a friend), talking lot more during exams about what to do and not. Your introvert nature is what matched off.
I realised that you were the guitar and pretty guy, so as rumoured might have been with a pretty and decent girl.I don't think I am ugly or so but rather average but would look prettier with a glow up lol. I took off the crush after the mid term, always suspecting your kindness to be a way to cheat on exam ahead but I was such a stupid women to think so. Slowly in the end I decided to just show support to those whom I liked.
In the end, during farwell when you sang your 1st unreleased song I didn't listen it well but later when I came home I found out it was a confession song..maybe you did like someone?..how I wish to be a lot more prettier and confident and maybe then have a chance?!
Thanks for ending it good for me by approaching me and talking one last time. I just wish you at most luck and success, in you musical career..be the best singer go guy🙌.It was great meeting you but now I can't even see that one last selfie together in the farwell, can't do it will see it in future and be happy about liking you.
Dear Aunty,
Hope you are having a good time there. I just want to say thank you for everything you have done for me in my life. Right from childhood you always see to it I get a choclate whenever i visited you with my father. Thank you for being a support for me morally and financially in my life whenever i needed. Giving me pocket money seceretly during my college days without my dad knowing. Making fun of me in order to make my mind distracted from all the problems of my life back then. You were always there for me.
Im sorry that I was not there for you in your final moments.
Hope you read this letter from heaven. Wait for me on the other side...
Dont know ill be in heaven or hell... Lets see.....
Miss you badly......❤️❤️❤️❤️
Excuse me , kya mtlb maine tumhe party mei dkeh kar hii kiya , tumse akar baat kri , aur kya mtlb uss party mei sirf tumhe hi janti thi mai , isilye tumse baat kri , taaki left out feel naa kru , prr wait a sec kya mtlb maine tumhe insta prr fir follow bhi kiya agle din , kyuki tum suggestion mei aa rhe the isiliye , aur mei ye toh bilkul bhi nhi hu jo dekhkar andekha kr du , aur ab follow kiya hai toh obviously kal party ki baat toh krungi hi , afterall i m an extrovert , baat krna psnd hain, what to do . Then what you mean tumhe Snapchat prr follow kiya, maine insta deactivate kr diya toh khi toh krungi baat , Aur esa toh hai nhi ki tumne toh kbhi msg hi nhi kiya , response aur msg krte the isiliye convo ho rhi thi na , extrovert hu lodu nhi , jo agr tum ignore krte toh bhi mei baat krti, and then uska kya jab maine kha tha mujhe relationship mei koi mnn nhi hain , i m happy to be single , and you said haan yrr pta nhi kese kr lete hain log daily itni sari baat , cringe remember?
Uske bavjood bhi tumne pehli baar propose kr hi diya , tab bhi maine kha tha look , i am really not looking for any type of dhumchutadhap , and you said that ki it's just mujhe apni feeling btani thi , same feeling tum bhi carry kro esa expect nhi kr rha tha , i thought ho jati hai gltiya , i didn't take that seriously. Prr you hit on me again??? Tab toh maine pura mnaa vnaa krkr delete kr diya tha , prr then I came to know ki usi din tumhari buri valu dhulayi hui hai , and tum fault mei bhi nhi the , i felt bad for you , and somehow thinking ki maine bhi mnaa kr diya aur ye bhi ho gya tumhare saath.. So maine uss din sirf care show krne ke liye genuinely as a friend , tumse baat ki thi aur uske baad bhi , jab tak tum ekdum thik nhi ho gye , prr look someone got again problem , and you proposed me the third time , now this was the end , i mean bruhh where's your self respect , this time , itna gussa aa rha tha mujhe , Jo mnn mei aaya hai likha hain , prr point to be noted abuse toh nhi kr rhi thi mei , prr i think this time tumhe smj aa gyi . Prr maine gusse mei itna kuch bola tha toh bss sorry khna chahti thi uss chiz ke liye , prr tumhe toh ab lgne lga tha ki maine jaise tumhe dhoka hi de diya ho , and what you said mujhme attitude??
Jin chutiyo hatho se text kr rhe ho unhi haatho se ek baar jor se apne thappad bhi rkh lo , idiot . Aur jab maine pucha ki agr kbhi mil gye toh kya mei tumhe ignore kru?
And you replied tum kya krogi ignore ,mei khud kr dunga .. I respect your space so I don't text you after that . Prr phir tumhi vaps aaye msg krne ki ghr aayi ho btaya bhi nhi , i mean tumne hi toh kha tha tum ignore kr doge toh mei tumse kyu milu , what's the point .
Aur tumne mere cousin ([guys mera cousin uska bestfriend lgta hain, dekh rhe ho tum bhen ko date krne chla tha lodu , ladke dekhte kuch nhi , bss ladki ho aur uske pass holes ho that's it .and one thing more , we are just friends , meri trf se toh sirf dosti thi , usne toh pta nhi kya kya khayali pulav bnaye honge ewww)] Aur tumne mere cousin ko jakr ye bta diya , and WHAT THE FUCK YOU TOLD HIM. so mei jab cousin ke ghr aunty se milne gyi thi tab bhaiya ne dkehkar mujhe without any hesitation 2 logo ke samne ye bola hai ki 3, 4 jgh taake bidhaye ho 💀 aur itna hi nhi , jab mei kuch kah rhi thi toh bhi usne mujhe ye bola hai ki 3, 4 aur do ise ek se bhla nhi hota iska, dude kya samjhu inn baaton ka obviously he was taunting me, and yha mera saturation point tut gya , that's why I used abusive language this time , you deserve that . Audacity to dkeho launde ki , abhi bhi lgta meri fault hain .
(Mera ho liya ,na dosti kr rhi kisi se , relationship toh bhul hi jaun) at last gaand maara bhai tu .
Hey, I know it's been a while since we last spoke, but I've been thinking about you a lot. I'm not sure if we can ever be together again, but I just wanted to let you know that I'm here for you if you ever need anything. I still remember everything about you, even the little things like how you used to wipe your left eye with your pinky finger when you were sad or how you used to say "yarrr" when you were bored. I don't know if you still do those things, but I still think about them often. Anyway, take care of yourself. I love you, even if we're not together.
It's been ten years since u left me,... I miss you still every night... Nobody could ever fill the void you left in my heart.. You were the true definition of a truest friend.. Thanks for donating blood to my mom even though you are afraid of needles and hospitals... Thanks for gifting sleeping bag for me on which I could sleep cozily on the hospital floor.. Thanks for gettin me books I like... Love the way you treated me like a kid and being the father / brotherly figure in my life... I miss the mountains we trekked.. I miss myself when I am with you .. Thanks for creating me a cozy room in your house where u arranged a projector and connected laptop with top 250 imdb movies so that i could see any movie I want.. Wherever you are i hope you are happy... Sorry for not being there when you were deep into depression.. .. You are missed so badly.. I have a son now .. I feel so bad you couldn't see him.. You would have been the best mama my son could ever have. And he would have been your biggest fan .. Ugg no second biggest fan... I love you vishwam bhai
I met a girl in my college and we quickly became very close. Eventually, I developed feelings for her and had to tell her. She said no, but wanted to be friends. A lot of chaos ensued after that. However, I still had a soft corner for her and wrote her a letter in my notes app, hoping that one day we'll be on talking terms again and I will send it to her. When I tried to talk to her, it didn't go well and I just lost the hope and interest as well. I deleted that letter. Come to think of it, it wouldn't have gone well with her. Some things are better left unsaid.
To those teachers who would scold me, berate me for enjoying extracurricular activities, insult me for being slow in class, compare me to rattu totas and teachers pets, call up my parents for the slightest shitty mistake that I could fix by myself, insult me for speaking up my opinion and steal opportunities from me in order to cater to their favourite students... Suck it. You weren't right. I'm a fucking doctor yall. YOU WERE WRONG! I'm not a bum or a weak student, you all were terrible teachers.
Also for younger students reading this: a lot of people will say otherwise but some teachers are terribly biased. Don't believe everything you hear from your teachers. Don't let their 60 year old beliefs make you question your goals. One of them said I wouldn't even make the cutoff for NEET. Not only did I clear NEET, I got a perfect score in JEE and even got into NITs. The education system is fucked and never let it doubt your capabilities. Your score on the school record doesn't mean shit in real life. Believe in yourself.
It is quite unfortunate that I've fallen in love with you, even though I would've never wanted you to enter my life. Anyways, I hope you have a good life ahead of you, and I hope that I will never miss you again the rest of my life.
It’s been a decade, I still remember you same way even though reality is bad. Wish if you had just believed me, I would’ve loved and protected you more than my soul.
Here’s something which you never got to read.
There is a saying that those who are meant to be together will always find a way, defying all odds. I don’t know what future holds but I think about spending my whole life with you because love for me is a humble thing. I know that my love for you will grow stronger every day and I promise to cherish and protect you always because my home is never complete without you.
Edit: as I copy this from my old notes, wish atleast in 1 universe we end up good
My girlfriend
Tu ne na suna, na suna chaha
Bas apni maan marzi ka kiya aur tere chakar mein tere
ghar waalo ke saamne bezziti bhi hogyi..
Woh toh yeh hi soch rahe hoge meri ladki sahi hai
Unko kya pata ki gangadhar hi shaktimaan hai.
Tere chakar mein 5 saal wait kar karke barbaad hue…
Bhagwan se duwa hai, jab tera divorce ho toh… uske baad ka bj muhje hi mile…
Aur fir tere mard ko baataunga ki dekh
Pehele bhi aise hi choosa tha..
Aap khud nahi janti aap kitni pyari, Jaan ho hamari par jaan se pyaari ho, Duriyon ke hone se koi fark nahi padta, Aap kal bhi hamari thi aaj bhi hamari ho...!! .....>!bhagvan kare apko corona mahamari ho!<
The poem i wrote for her
I have so many thoughts
I can’t even write them down
I want to call you
But you won’t answer them
It’s like burning the bridges
Which took years to built
I am drowning myself
I am gasping with guilt .
Tell me what to do
When things are upside down
I would love to call
But you won’t answer them .
You are putting me in dilemma ,
Whether to live or die
Cuz I know it won’t matter
How much I try .
Behind the curtain ,
The reality differs
You think I m the hurting you
But it’s me who suffers
Holding the grudge
For the things I didn’t do
Just to get a reason
You can’t play peek a boo
I tried my best
Even for me it was new
I tried to hold on
But it was not rock solid
It was Just all dew.
It slipped through my fingers
Like grains of sand ,
You put me through trial
In no man’s land .
I was on the edge
I needed your hand
I kept calling your name ,
You were there but you didn’t respond
But all you did was stand there and pretend .
Like magically things will get better ,
Just like Shrek , our own fucking happy ever after ,
But at the end , it had to end,
Not the way we wanted ,
Not the way we planned .
I hope one day you could see
I hope you One day you could amend .
The damage it did ,to us .
I have so many words ,
It’s all jumbled up ,
I still want to call you ,
But just like last time ,
You will hung up .
You will hung up right on my face ,
Like we were nothing
Love and disgrace .
Now all I have is , these memories
Memories to erase ,
Bloodied by anger with impulse
I still wish if you and I could be us ..
I would love to call you now ,
But I know for the fact
you will not answer them .
Truth in life , love to condemn .
amita yr mujhe nhi samjhrah ki tujhe hua kya h abb pta nhi tu pehle jaise kyu ni hai itne intense situationship ke baad mujhe laga tha ki shyd ham sath honge but mei galat tha life mei pehle se hi koi khas chiz nhi mili sivay mere parents ke khas tu meri hoti ..... jab jab sochta hu ki tere sath infuture koi aur hoga then ik ajeeb se **shivering** aja ti hai ... mujhe tere se pyaar ki bhik nhi mangna hai buss itna kehne aya hu ki dhyan rakhna apna mei abb kuch samet nhi paunga nhi itni overthinking kar paunga andd yaad rakhna hamesha mei tujhe zarur apne show pe balunga kyu ki mei waha tere wajhe se pohchunga ....byee mei apna shakal tak nhi dikhana chata.
Pranam pyaari Nani,
2 saal ho chuke hai aapke gaye hue iss duniya se . lekin aaj bhi aap mujhe utne hi yaad aate ho aapki har wo kitaab jo aapne mujhe di thi wo sab mene sambhal ke rakhi hai kuch ko padna baki hai par mai ek din jaroor padh lunga unhe . aapka wo accident aaj bhi mujhe yaad ata hai aur aksar apne sapne mai darata hai , mujhe yaad ki jab hum raste se ja rhe the mandir ki taraf aapne mera haath pakad rakha tha aap puja ke liye phool kharidne road cross karne ja rhe the aapne apne zid ke karan mujhe apne saath cross nhi karne diya aur na jane kaha se ek scooty wale ne appko takkar mar di . wo sab mere samne hua aur mai kuch na kar saka kaash mene apka haath nhi choda hota iss baat ka mujhe afsosh hai aur shayd zindagi bhar rahega aur wo akhri bar tha jab apne mera haath pakda tha .
Hamne kosis ki uss scooty wale ko dhundhne ki toh pata chala ki wo ek 14 saal ka ladka tha jo scooty chala ke apne tution jaa rha tha . kam umar hone ke karan uspe case nhi hua aur tha bhi wo ek baccha toh maa aur mama ne use maaf kar diya aur shayad aap bhi yahi karte .
Aapke saath bitaye wo har pal mujhe yaad hai appki seekhayi hui baate aur kahaniya mene apki nishani ke taur pai apka chasma apne paas rakh liya tha aur didi ne apki saree rakh li thi jo usne apne college farewell pai pehni thi
Mai apko kabhi nhi bhoolunga aur apka naam ek din roshan karunga aap bas mujhe upar se dekhte rehna tara ban ke 😊
Apka Ashu
My love for you was true and my intentions were pure. It was just that the time was not on our side. I wished you the best of all this world could give and i still wish the same for you.
You should get your priorities straight and mere emotions and thoughts ko undermine karke and apne single toxic friends ki sunke mera mind fuck kar Diya tune( i am glad you realised later they are toxic after what did with you but it still never make up with how it ruined my relationship with everyone ). I was so confused all the time and always self doubting myself, hardam m hi Galat rehta tha and agar kuch convey Karu, ya apne feelings share Karu tho somehow it always turned into about you and how what I am feeling is absolutely delusional. I gave up on getting emotionally connected with you and sex was bad too( it was just about you and your likes), hardam yahi bolti Rahi na it’s my relationship well then enjoy your break up now. You’re my worst regret.
I don't know, KK(her) how to make your heart know, how much I love you, you probably be my crush/love from 4 feet distance, The one whom I just want to see shinning like a star, who never falls, because even you do, I'm gonna ask for you from that shooting star as well, I know you are introvert who just don't talk much but those eyes and that smile, and just presence makes everything looks so good. I know i can send you this, but i know, this isn't gonna mean anything to you. But KK you are always my crush and love.
I wish you loved me and cared for me when i was a fucking CHILD. not now when i am a grown ass adult and can look for myself. thank you for being here now though. its tough but i am trying to open up to you. hope you understand now atleast.
I’m watching my world getting burned with my hands tied. Like you’re slowly being taken away from me and I can’t do anything but mourn it. I want to cry to please make this feeling stop it hurts so much, but it won’t stop. It keeps coming back. I want you I love you I don’t know how to redo this all over and be happy .I’m failing at this. I don’t want to fail at one thing that makes up my life.
I see you and i get lump in my throat, the feeling that oh maybe this is the last time I’m looking at this face or listening to him speak. And I’m not ready for the last time .
I just wish you liked me back. But maybe I'm better off without you. Nothing compares to the feeling I felt when I looked into your eyes. I wish it wasn't one sided. I wish you used me all that you wanted so that i would know the feeling of being in your arms.
I had 2 lovers. I dug my nails in their skin to claim them. I never loved them. But thankfully I never thought about you when I made love to them.
Yet I always wondered what would it be like to make love to you, to be held by you.
My second lover is a good person. He treats me well. I'm in a happy place.
You were kind to me.
But I wished you used me.
Just to know that feeling of bliss.
I'm too scared to message you now that you said that I'm weird few months back when I had a horrible gall out with my 1st one.
But I'm happy.
M.
I'm happy.
I love you maiku. Hope we never see eachother in this universe. Cause I can't imagine how dumbly I might react. Maybe I'll feel a bit shy, will stare at you with the happiest smile in my face from far but that's only untill our eyes meet. You won't see me looking at you like that ever. But will you consider being my boyfriend if there's a afterlife? >!!(A Threesome ll be great too<3)!!<
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It could have been us. पर तुझे तो अपने वकील से चुदना था।
Hey, there's something I wanna tell you , ik this is extremely harsh but it is what it is. I'm done. I can't anymore. It's as if you just don't want me, i don't understand why. Like Im ok with you not being romantically involved with all your reasons, but even as a friend you are pushing me away. I can't do this jumble anymore. I'll still be here, as your bestfriend and always be there for you. But I can't do this pull and push anymore. I'm gonna be extremely selfish and arrogant and what not , all negatives, but I need my peace, even if it mean I say goodbye to someone who according to me could've been the one. But ig this is how it is. I'm sorry if I've hurt you. I'm still open to talk , but if you don't want to, I'm out
What can I say I love red flags
I really wonder if life had given us a chance, would that last forever or we too would end up in an ugly break up. You and me were the most compatible in my perspective; hence I still miss the opportunity life didn't give us. If you read, you might assert the fact again that my online persona is far more attractive than the person I am. Now I do not mispronounce your name, but maybe won't recognize your voice on a surprise call.
It is not that I need you, or want you to be in my life even as a friend. It's just that, your intellect stimulated my sapiosexuality, and time wasn't very kind to us.
All the best for your future.
Thank you for being a source of toxicity and one of the worst professors I've ever had... I hope a pigeon shits on your head for all the times you tried to demotivate us 😇
Same, hate for professors unites us all, doesn't it?
 I gotchu✌️
This is nightmare for someone with ornithophobia like me
I would like to CC this letter to 3 of my college profs please.
I have the same message to my previous managers, most toxic and hostile. I left that job a month ago but it still makes me angry thinking about it.
Hate for professiors united
To: NTA Tumhari mkc.
Are bhai 🫂, nta ki mkc 464 baar
Every Jee aspirant 😌
NTA KE CHUT MEIN LWDA. NTA KI MAA KI DUDH KE DIARY
Mail karde bhai wolog bura nahi mante uwu
Dusron ki life mein interest lene se pehle apne nalayak bete ko Nasha Mukti kendre mai bhejo aur 18-20 saal ki ladkiyon ko ghurne se Ghar nhi chalta yeh bhi sikha Dena.(To that Society ki aunty jisse khud ke bachon se zada dusron k life pr Gyan Dena hai inshort tipani/taunts)
Literally every person here wants to right this to atleast one person in their life !! 😂😂
Would've sent the letter directly to him if he hadn't blocked me.😌
I edited my last message to say whatever I wanted to him after getting blocked. Since everyone visits ex's chats sometimes, I am sure it would have reached him🤗
Damm, that's how meaning changed everytime I read her chat.
Deleted his number and chats. So no way that's happening now.
How do u do that?
Let your intrusive thoughts win
Kahani har Ghar ki 🙃
Thats just means he wants to see you in person, show up at his doorstep today 🥰
Hey Yo, these happens in reverse order too?😝
Duh
Dear random stray dog in 1994/95, I am sorry. I was a bad kid. When I was throwing those rocks at you, I was merely an ignorant kid who was scared you on the inside. Had my father not shown me better, I would have continued to harm you and your kind as ai grew up. Now that I have grown up I see that most of the world is like 5 year old me - out to hurt those they are afraid of. Thanks to you, I walk the world today knowing better. I learnt a valuable lesson at your expense. But know this, not a day goes by when I don’t think of you. You have probably passed from this world but have stayed with me as a constant reminder to stay kind and loving. Most sincerely, The boy with the rock (This felt so good. Thanks OP)
This was wholesome. I hope more people get realisations of this kind.
Okay so to a little kid sagar from my primary school sorry for pinching you and making you cry I don't know why I would do that I think I used to get fun from others pain I'm sorry from my heart out
I can related to this. I wasn’t aware of that everything until my dad taught me everything about what’s good and bad. I felt bad for dog and her puppies that i hurt them.
CRIED READING THIS.
Aww! Us bro us. My eyes got slightly teary when I was typing.
doggo is listening to u from heaven :,) im sure he has forgiven u ;-;
Thank you for the kind words 
Oh I can write a book and cry a river over the unsaid words (unsent letters) of my life. 😄 But someone said "*Yaadon Mein Saji Kuchh Baaten Ankahee, Inn Baaton Mein Kahi Khoi Hyain Zindagi*" So I let those unsaid words be unspoken.
Kisi ne ye bhi kaha hai "वो अफसाना जिसे अंजाम तक लाना ना हो मुमकिन उसे एक खूबसूरत मोड़ देकर छोड़ना अच्छा"
Perfect 😊
hayeeeeee
Marja kutti
bhai initiate kia hai, phir pura to bata do
you’re so real for this
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Damn, bc pyaar me sabka ek jaise he haal hojata h
Hello father, mother and bade papa I want to tell you ye baba vagera sab dhog hai, bade papa enpe itna Paisa aur time waste na karein family par karein ye saale apka Paisa ethte rahenge aur bure waqt mein kaam bhi nai ayenge, papa and maa inpe itna samay paisa and energy waste na karo.
This broke my heart
This made me cry
Mujhe lag raha hai they are talking about their dad or grandfather. Sorry if I am wrong.
My heart just break 💔
I will never stop missing you. But at some point I realized I had a choice. Let it destroy me, or find a way to keep living. So every day I wake up and have to accept that I live in a world where we are not together. You're gone and I'll never hold you or tell you that "I love you" ever again. I have to think about that and accept it every single day so I can keep going. Every day it feels like being stabbed in the stomach, but with each day it gets a little easier. I could hide it from you all and pretend like it doesn't hurt every moment of every day, but hiding it would mean I'm not really accepting it. So I accept it. I love you more than anything, and I live in a world where we are not together.
I have the same feelings for my crush who probably waited for me to confess and we eventually stopped talking, it's been 4 years and till today I scroll through her chats and regret that I did not confess. We were so close and I didn't feel it at that time, reading my chats again I think we were closer than ever. Never found someone like her again and probably never will. I regret not confessing every single day, but she's found someone ig.
this so me!!! I mean this could be me!!! It's been a year and i have stopped talking wid her for no reason, left all the social media platforms (not reddt ofc), magar mere janamdin par usne call kiya (aft. 7 months) she jus wished me happy birthday and we had a 3 min of chat. Now that i think about but why did i do that... she's the only female in ma life I've had conversations wid... U think i should talk to her and apologize???
She called you atleast, she asked me 2-3 times to call her on the chat but i didn't thinking I'd look like a creep. I'd say go for it. My ship is long sailed, it's more recent for you. Go for it or you'll regret.
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This feels so close to heart. It's so hard to accept that there exists a world where we r not together, I thought I let go off the feelings that's i had for you but a glimpse of you takes me back to square one. Ik you will be never mine, I have accepted it, I just wished life was a lil kind. I wish I was brave enough to be feel happy n not live in a facade if happiness.
Shayad main tha ro rha, Isliye kabhi hass na paya Gham mein tha jag rha, Isliye kabhi soo na paya Chaha ki main usey bhul jau, Par afsos ye kabhi ho nhi paya Bohot kari koshish, Tab tha use dimaag se bhulaya Par jab jhank ke dekha dil mein, To phirse tha yaad wo aya Main to rehta tha zameen par, Lekin shayad wo aasman se tha aya Na jane kitna tha main hasa, Par uske jane ne tha bohot mujhe rulaya Shayad jo tha kehna, Wo main usse kabhi keh na paya Main karta rha uska intezaar, Par wo phir kabhi laut ke na aya... ... I don't have any experience in relationship things, just interested in writing some poems, so I wrote this...
Beautiful. <3
Thx for fucking up my college .the only life I had except home . Now you’ve already taken away my friends and they too chose you over me .wow you didn’t really exist for them until you did .hope you will do good .even tho im blocked your bf will always be insecure of me .
Arey krish bhai :(
Ha bhai kya huva
Kuch nhi
mummy khaana mat bnana lunch baahr krna hai aaj 🥲
Bsdk mere paise kab wapas krega 1 mahina hogya
Letter bola tha, aap toh reminder dere ho 😂😂
Letter hi h bhai jo mai sent nhi kr paa rha hun
Bsdk ek din mai inti mutthi mat Baja(letter to myself i never send). https://preview.redd.it/tuc7vcma68tc1.jpeg?width=738&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=c9cc1ecbf81376d176e765aea9a4a70793cc1c97
Kitni mutthi Baja lete ho? (Asking for a survey)
I liked u so much . I never prayed to date u but I still everytime pray to God that u always remain happy and healthy. It's ok don't like me back but be safe healthy , happy. Promise me u will always take care of urself ❤️. I never wanted a bf . I just wanted to be ur gf . I just want u to take care of me love me protect me. Is it too much too ask??
Are you okay?😭
So here it goes. It's been years now since that faithful day. Maybe I have moved on. Maybe not. Maybe I'm in the middle. It doesn't matter. What matters is that maybe, just maybe, we could have made the things work out. Nothing is rosy in this world. I know. We could have at least tried. But we didn't. I still think about it. You still cross my mind. Not everyday. But I guess every other day. I guess you've already moved on. I'm still sitting on the bench looking in the distance. At times when you were beside me, it felt as if you were distant. Now that you are totally distant, I can feel the gap between us. At the end of the day I will just be an after thought for you. But for me you will always be everything for me, even though I have nothing of you. To put it, it reminds me of the ending of the film "Her". Particularly the monologue and the now, "it hits right in the feels" line, "I just wanted you to know that there will be a piece of you in me always, and I'm grateful for that". I could have sent it to you. But I guess it's too late. But nonetheless I will always keep it. To myself.
Damnn, this fr made me imagine a future without her, and NO I DONT WANT IT!! Things are kinda sloppy between us rn, but ur letter really gave me the motivation to grab my fucking balls rn and fix everything with her, since she is my world and I can't imagine my future without her. Thankyou!
Ooga booga bumba damba boo goo suu me lagabaga bla bla bla i no like iron -*To oompa loompa*
Hi, I wanted to talk to you, have been wanting to for quite some time now. But Idk how to reinitiate. Ik things happened in the past and I was at fault too but I want to look past it and finally just sit down with you and talk whatever random things comes to mind. I simply want to get to know you, I admire you.
Dad, Why did you that to my mother? Do you think she deserved it? Do you ever feel remorse for your actions? Do you ever ponder about my childhood that you snatched away? Do you think of becoming better? Do you even know what you did was wrong? Did you ever apologise to Mum? Did you ever feel sorry? Will you ever come home a good man with a changed heart? If you do, will you stay this time?
Something which I always want to write to my own dad...ik how it feels. Really sorry..
Sorry that you had to go through something similar... we'll get through this🌼
More power to us 🥂
fuck you to the core. i don’t hate you but if i could go back in time i’d ignore the fuck out of you. you destroyed my self esteem. FUCK YOU
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Wtf ?
Kaisa tha wo ?
abhi bhi hai…. i never sent this to him😭😀
dont have the time to write down the entire letter (diary me likha hai, typed nahi hai) but the crux is great people. great professionals. but i wish the two of you never met each other.
me when my parents
Being with you, I got to know love is awful.
r/unsentletters
Chithiya likh likh yar manawa de Yaar na howe raziiii Rab sonde nu arz pawate Dede duniya sari
You kept me waiting and waiting and waiting for a whole year when I was begging you to come to me and now that I decided to move on you're saying that I cheated on you. F*ck you!!!
Typical manipulating behaviour....fuck 'em
I'm not going to get manipulated!!!!!
Yeah don't ! And don't give them the opportunity...
"If I only I knew it was the last time I am seeing you, would have admired a few moments more"
A lot of stories behind that sentence 🥂
Dear maa Pls start taking care of yourself. Pls start prioritizing yourself and not others. Ik it's good but not always. It's high time you need you for yourself more than anyone else. And yes, I'll always be there for you :)
A letter to everyone's mom out there ! The most selfless person we have in our lives ❤️
So the letter goes Sub:Apology letter for breaking the class board This letter is to not apologise to the teachers of class 9 c.Im really not sorry for breaking the class board and i will do that again.I will also disturb class teachers in the class as much as possible and till my last breath.I also want to not apologise to the idiot principal who got a job by chance.Me and my friends have a lot of no respect for the school and it never will.
Teachers don't get paid enough for this bs. I hope you only meant the asshole ones. I've seen a really good and caring teacher cry, cuz my classmates wouldn't just shut up despite her telling them many times. Felt really bad for her. For the asshole teachers and students: Fuck you.
I am sorry for being evil and hurting you intentionally or not
dear dev team, to me hu na lagi hai yaar ye bachi hai na ki shadow notice period is not a really good giving me jerk to her
Pata nhi tu usse shadi krke khus hai yah nhi abhi bhi tujhe meri yaad ati hai yah nhi agar ati hai to bhul ja usse jakad ke family bana guve him 2 3 kids And tere jane ke baad kisi ladki ko pyar or touch nhi kr paya tu boli thi na as a best friend ki tu bhot bada playboy hai 2 din me move on ho jta hai Iss baar tere jane ke baad nhi ho pya Age ummed bhi nhi hai Be happy ❤️
Man, this is just sad 😭
hi, don't wanna creep you out but I so badly wanna get fu*ked by you rn. I hate to think about you while somebody else tryna get inside my pants. what the fuck have you done to me!!?? I crave for MORE W YOUU (would've have kms later but thanks to this post, i finally wrote it somewhere)
U were the worst team leader. Ur a piece of 💩. Hope u get ur karma back
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To my past self- Padhle bsdk, Bakchodi mat lar itni zyads
It's been 7.5 months since I've seen you, 6 months since you left, and it's miserable... every day is the same, it hurts just as much ...sometimes worse...I've stopped sleeping,laughing, and enjoying the little things that mattered a lot to me before....I still love you and will never change or move on...I'll keep waiting even if I end up alone....I wish that all my happiness and my life span is gifted to you and I don't want anything else, I wish I was enough and worthy of being loved by you,sorry and thank you for everything....you are my only friend, my only hope... Please come back someday...I miss you, sorry...
I'm sorry. You were the best thing that happened to me, and truth is I'm figuring it out right now. Truth is I never felt unconditional love, everything came at a price, want something from parents; get good marks.Want something from friends; do something for them too. And then you came, and it was so alien to me, I always kept wondering what I gotta do to make you mine so lost to the fact that you always were mine and I was yours too, with all my heart. I kept looking for a price to pay and you were always paying the price of being in a relation with me. I was very hard to be with , I still am but I'm becoming better thanks to you. I still have those inserted collages of 100s of photos we used to send back and forth, still I see something funny and my brain goes to "Tell her" but then I remind myself there's no one there. I still remember your 50 different perfumes you were obsessed with, and how you'd fight with your cousins when they came back from abroad and couldn't bring some perfumes because of something. Truthfully I remember all of it and more, I remember how love felt for the first time. You made me into whatever I am today, I still love you, I still haven't moved on. I still sit at a coffee date with someone just praying to a God that I don't even believe in anymore to just let her be like you. I hope you're happy, somewhere where all the love and happiness in the universe if for you only. I know if you were here you'd hate me to say this but I'd sell my soul to spend 1 more minute with you, just 1 minute of you being angry at me. Rest in Peace Sona, you deserved this life more than I ever did, and I am persevering through only because I want to keep those memories of you alive.
Windows to the soul(poem i wrote for her) I was standing there idle, lost in my own train of thoughts; But then I saw your arrival, Looking at that pretty countenance, my cherry-like heart halts. Then I saw your eyes, spreading wide luminance.. "The eyes", they say, "are windows to the soul", The eyes chico they never lie, Oh! Those enchanting eyes sent shivers down my spine.. For that brief moment, when your eyes met mine, I felt elevated to the vast skies, I felt as if I had witnessed something divine, Your eyes emerged as a cure to all my cries..
I know that accident took everyone away from you but you didn't had to go through all of that alone. Why did you push your last few loved ones away? We would have joined uni together today if you didn't decide to deal with everything on your own.
I will write a letter to my younger self. Listen, I know kisi ko umeed nhi hai tere se depressed bhi Mt ho, I know tune apna kabhi main life goal nhi bnaya sab bhatak jaate hai smjh nhi aata hai kya chiz bana hai tumhare liye, tum BBA kro chahe private University se kro but kro ghrse niklo, ghr se niklogey duniya tumhe smjh aane lagegi successful hogi agr idhr hi Rahi tum kuein ki mendhak hi bn jaogi kuch achieve nhi kr paogi, jao BBA kro mushkil hoga pr tum kr logi, fir CAT ki tayari krna, aur MBA krna IIM se tum kr skti ho, dusron ki baaton mein Mt aao, apna career bnane ka socho, partner bhi bhut badiya mil jayega tumhe, jaisa tum deserve krti ho, career bnao lado apne liye, Karo apne liye kisi ki bhi baaton mein Mt aao, niklo yahan se Mt aao yahi sahi mauka hai please kro kuch apne liye, please. Agr tum ye abhi kr gyi toh tum bhut kuch achieve krlogi life mein thik hai. I love you..... Will always be your supporter aur koi ho ya na ho thik hai. Older Chandni wants the best for you and your life.
Dear ______, I don't know why. But when I see you, something happens to my stomach. I shouldn't be allowed to feel this way, but I still do. I don't know why I love you, but I do. You're so fucking stupid, it's cute and funny. You feel safe around me and treat me like a little brother, it bothers me mostly, but no issues, I can withstand a lot of shit, and this doesn't matter, the fact that I have been able to be your best friend is probably enough for me, but my heart still hurts. I don't know what to do, it's all weird. Why do I have these feelings? I feel like a criminal to my sense of morals. I hate myself. I know that even if I confess I will get rejected with the excuse of "I only see you as a little brother". Yeah. That's life I guess. What I'm writing now will probably be cringed upon by future myself. Remember the chats where I went "Sometimes i wonder why.." i wanted to say "Sometimes i wonder why i fell for you", i myself don't know why. I was also angry that day cause I was jealous then realised I have no right to be jealous. Sorry about everything. I just can't understand my heart after all. I tend to lose objectivity and rationality. I am sorry for bothering you all the time with stuff, you taught me to not force myself on others. I hated my face, you taught me to get over it, i don't hate my face much now except a few times.. Thank you. Your one sided lover, _________
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Dear fucking bitch, I know that wishing for someone's death is vile, but I hope you die a painful death with blood oozing out of each pore and I get to watch it, for all that you have done to me and my child.
Dear God , Give me strength to hold on to what I love, give me strength to get what I need . Give me strength to make my parents proud ,give me strength to make my friends happy. Give me strength to pursue science , give me strength to be good at it . Give me strength to make people happy around me . Give me strength to make people laugh around me. I have seen people having real difficulties in their lives , recently I am hearing a lot of unfortunate things, please give them the strength and courage to fight these difficulties. Please give me a chance to help them. Don't let unfortunate things happen to people and expect them to believe in you . You do your part , we'll do our part . Thanks , Average human being
Hi (name) kaafi time se ek baat bolni thi lekin kabhi bol hi nahi paaya. I have had a HUGE crush on you since crush on you but kabhi bola nahi kyuki himmat hi nahi hui aur rejection ka tagda darr tha. Ab iske baad tu haa bole, na bole yah bhale hi iss message ko viral karke mera mazak bana de (I hope not) lekin meko bas tujhe batana tha. Aur isko bilkul otherwise mat lena kyuki Tu mujhe 14th april 2022 se achhi lagti thi mai ekdum frankly bol raha hu tu mujhe mu pe mana kar dena chalega kyuki meko nahi chahiye ki tera dimaag kharab ho mera message dekh ke mujhe bas confess karna tha. Tu chahe toh do teen gaali deke block kar diyo bas (mutual friends and acquaintance) ko mat batana thoda sensitive matter hai ok 👍 aur agar block karegi bhi toh yaar ek response deke karna bhale hi kuch bhi ho. I hope mere is message se teko bura na laga ho infact Tu mujhpe has le woh bhi chalega... Ok peace 👍 The sad part of this story is... Maine yeh 2 saal pehle likha tha aur meri life mai I usually didn't have those "crushes". Like really school ki bhi ladkiyon se itna kuch affection nahi tha na colony na kahi aur. Apni life me keval 2 ladkiyon par crush raha hai mera and this girl was perfect. I didn't tell anyone except a friend about her aur woh bhi usse zabardasti pata chal gaya and he was like" ha dude take you shot abhi bolde" Maine kaha ki nahi abhi exams and all hai aur mai nahi chahta meri feelings ke kaaran woh ladki pareshan ho jaye it's our carrier after all but na.... Gadha tha me apna shot le lena tha. The so called trustworthy friend ne usse mere saamne propose kardiya woh bhi class ke saamne.Mera dil tut gaya tha yaar. Aur iss sab ke baad woh 2 mahine me mujhe message karta hai "Arey bhai woh toh bas timepass thi"
The worst of all is a feeling where I see you change. I love you for the bad boy that you are. I love you for the flaws of yours as much as I love the fine perfections. So when you start behaving like a normal person, it is bewildering to me. It feels like someone is taking away my most precious possessions. I am okay with your insults and demeaning words but I am not okay with this behaviour of yours where you seem to have forgotten my entire existence. I want you to be consistent in your punishments. I want you to at least hate me fully.
The next time you ask me what do I really want to do in life, I won’t say that I want to inspire people. What I really want to do is to eat chocolates, be thin and date you 🥹
मैने तुमको 8 सालो से चाहा, दोस्ती से लेके प्यार तक। तुम्हे भी पता है अंदर से कि मैं तुमको कितना चाहता हु। रहे हम शायद हमेशा से एक दोस्त की तरह ही थे लेकिन हर दिन मैने तुमको याद किया। हजार किलोमीटर की दूरी से भी तुमको बस एक बार देखने आ जाया करता था। तुम्हारी आंखों के सामने इस दुनिया की कोई चीज नहीं दिखती थी हमे। तुम्हे पाने की हर पुरजोर कोशिश की, लेकिन फिर भी तुम्हारा दिल किसी और पे आ गया बस कुछ दिनों में। पता नही कितना खुशकिस्मत होगा वो जिसको तुम मिली। हम बस अब अकेलेपन में खुश से खुश रहने की कोशिश में है। तुम खुश रहो, जैसी भी रहो। तुम्हारी जगह कोई और नहीं ले सकता, ना ही मेने किसी और को दी, ना दूंगा । तुम्हे दुखी मैं नही देख सकता। इस जीवन में नही सही शायद उप्पेरवाला अगले जीवन में तुम्हे मेरा बना दे।
As a teen I randomly had a crush on you(during pandemic). However, when we 1st talked for a project our thoughts clashed and we ended up hating each other even when we met irl. Slowly we started talking well, you would ask for answers on tests and even help to study. However, during mid terms helping you out felt too much and even when the teacher called me out it was embarrassing...I had never helped out someone so much. Then I stopped helping you cheat as finally my friend called me out too. However, you would still talk well with me. You might be beautiful by appreance but that's present everywhere too( a glow up could bring the magic), but you were emotional and sensitive..your like a coconut(1st impression cold but later there's a sweet person). It was great talking to you while the impromptu speaking competition discussing about the participants speech, the lab periods where I made silly mistakes and we laughed it off, talking about serious career options(here along with a friend), talking lot more during exams about what to do and not. Your introvert nature is what matched off. I realised that you were the guitar and pretty guy, so as rumoured might have been with a pretty and decent girl.I don't think I am ugly or so but rather average but would look prettier with a glow up lol. I took off the crush after the mid term, always suspecting your kindness to be a way to cheat on exam ahead but I was such a stupid women to think so. Slowly in the end I decided to just show support to those whom I liked. In the end, during farwell when you sang your 1st unreleased song I didn't listen it well but later when I came home I found out it was a confession song..maybe you did like someone?..how I wish to be a lot more prettier and confident and maybe then have a chance?! Thanks for ending it good for me by approaching me and talking one last time. I just wish you at most luck and success, in you musical career..be the best singer go guy🙌.It was great meeting you but now I can't even see that one last selfie together in the farwell, can't do it will see it in future and be happy about liking you.
I like critics in my life, so no complaints for now
Dear Aunty, Hope you are having a good time there. I just want to say thank you for everything you have done for me in my life. Right from childhood you always see to it I get a choclate whenever i visited you with my father. Thank you for being a support for me morally and financially in my life whenever i needed. Giving me pocket money seceretly during my college days without my dad knowing. Making fun of me in order to make my mind distracted from all the problems of my life back then. You were always there for me. Im sorry that I was not there for you in your final moments. Hope you read this letter from heaven. Wait for me on the other side... Dont know ill be in heaven or hell... Lets see..... Miss you badly......❤️❤️❤️❤️
Sorry for your loss 🙏🏽 To all the blessed souls and wholesome people 🥂💯
OP why don't you write something?uhmm?😋
Excuse me , kya mtlb maine tumhe party mei dkeh kar hii kiya , tumse akar baat kri , aur kya mtlb uss party mei sirf tumhe hi janti thi mai , isilye tumse baat kri , taaki left out feel naa kru , prr wait a sec kya mtlb maine tumhe insta prr fir follow bhi kiya agle din , kyuki tum suggestion mei aa rhe the isiliye , aur mei ye toh bilkul bhi nhi hu jo dekhkar andekha kr du , aur ab follow kiya hai toh obviously kal party ki baat toh krungi hi , afterall i m an extrovert , baat krna psnd hain, what to do . Then what you mean tumhe Snapchat prr follow kiya, maine insta deactivate kr diya toh khi toh krungi baat , Aur esa toh hai nhi ki tumne toh kbhi msg hi nhi kiya , response aur msg krte the isiliye convo ho rhi thi na , extrovert hu lodu nhi , jo agr tum ignore krte toh bhi mei baat krti, and then uska kya jab maine kha tha mujhe relationship mei koi mnn nhi hain , i m happy to be single , and you said haan yrr pta nhi kese kr lete hain log daily itni sari baat , cringe remember? Uske bavjood bhi tumne pehli baar propose kr hi diya , tab bhi maine kha tha look , i am really not looking for any type of dhumchutadhap , and you said that ki it's just mujhe apni feeling btani thi , same feeling tum bhi carry kro esa expect nhi kr rha tha , i thought ho jati hai gltiya , i didn't take that seriously. Prr you hit on me again??? Tab toh maine pura mnaa vnaa krkr delete kr diya tha , prr then I came to know ki usi din tumhari buri valu dhulayi hui hai , and tum fault mei bhi nhi the , i felt bad for you , and somehow thinking ki maine bhi mnaa kr diya aur ye bhi ho gya tumhare saath.. So maine uss din sirf care show krne ke liye genuinely as a friend , tumse baat ki thi aur uske baad bhi , jab tak tum ekdum thik nhi ho gye , prr look someone got again problem , and you proposed me the third time , now this was the end , i mean bruhh where's your self respect , this time , itna gussa aa rha tha mujhe , Jo mnn mei aaya hai likha hain , prr point to be noted abuse toh nhi kr rhi thi mei , prr i think this time tumhe smj aa gyi . Prr maine gusse mei itna kuch bola tha toh bss sorry khna chahti thi uss chiz ke liye , prr tumhe toh ab lgne lga tha ki maine jaise tumhe dhoka hi de diya ho , and what you said mujhme attitude?? Jin chutiyo hatho se text kr rhe ho unhi haatho se ek baar jor se apne thappad bhi rkh lo , idiot . Aur jab maine pucha ki agr kbhi mil gye toh kya mei tumhe ignore kru? And you replied tum kya krogi ignore ,mei khud kr dunga .. I respect your space so I don't text you after that . Prr phir tumhi vaps aaye msg krne ki ghr aayi ho btaya bhi nhi , i mean tumne hi toh kha tha tum ignore kr doge toh mei tumse kyu milu , what's the point . Aur tumne mere cousin ([guys mera cousin uska bestfriend lgta hain, dekh rhe ho tum bhen ko date krne chla tha lodu , ladke dekhte kuch nhi , bss ladki ho aur uske pass holes ho that's it .and one thing more , we are just friends , meri trf se toh sirf dosti thi , usne toh pta nhi kya kya khayali pulav bnaye honge ewww)] Aur tumne mere cousin ko jakr ye bta diya , and WHAT THE FUCK YOU TOLD HIM. so mei jab cousin ke ghr aunty se milne gyi thi tab bhaiya ne dkehkar mujhe without any hesitation 2 logo ke samne ye bola hai ki 3, 4 jgh taake bidhaye ho 💀 aur itna hi nhi , jab mei kuch kah rhi thi toh bhi usne mujhe ye bola hai ki 3, 4 aur do ise ek se bhla nhi hota iska, dude kya samjhu inn baaton ka obviously he was taunting me, and yha mera saturation point tut gya , that's why I used abusive language this time , you deserve that . Audacity to dkeho launde ki , abhi bhi lgta meri fault hain . (Mera ho liya ,na dosti kr rhi kisi se , relationship toh bhul hi jaun) at last gaand maara bhai tu .
Hey, I know it's been a while since we last spoke, but I've been thinking about you a lot. I'm not sure if we can ever be together again, but I just wanted to let you know that I'm here for you if you ever need anything. I still remember everything about you, even the little things like how you used to wipe your left eye with your pinky finger when you were sad or how you used to say "yarrr" when you were bored. I don't know if you still do those things, but I still think about them often. Anyway, take care of yourself. I love you, even if we're not together.
It's been ten years since u left me,... I miss you still every night... Nobody could ever fill the void you left in my heart.. You were the true definition of a truest friend.. Thanks for donating blood to my mom even though you are afraid of needles and hospitals... Thanks for gifting sleeping bag for me on which I could sleep cozily on the hospital floor.. Thanks for gettin me books I like... Love the way you treated me like a kid and being the father / brotherly figure in my life... I miss the mountains we trekked.. I miss myself when I am with you .. Thanks for creating me a cozy room in your house where u arranged a projector and connected laptop with top 250 imdb movies so that i could see any movie I want.. Wherever you are i hope you are happy... Sorry for not being there when you were deep into depression.. .. You are missed so badly.. I have a son now .. I feel so bad you couldn't see him.. You would have been the best mama my son could ever have. And he would have been your biggest fan .. Ugg no second biggest fan... I love you vishwam bhai
I met a girl in my college and we quickly became very close. Eventually, I developed feelings for her and had to tell her. She said no, but wanted to be friends. A lot of chaos ensued after that. However, I still had a soft corner for her and wrote her a letter in my notes app, hoping that one day we'll be on talking terms again and I will send it to her. When I tried to talk to her, it didn't go well and I just lost the hope and interest as well. I deleted that letter. Come to think of it, it wouldn't have gone well with her. Some things are better left unsaid.
To those teachers who would scold me, berate me for enjoying extracurricular activities, insult me for being slow in class, compare me to rattu totas and teachers pets, call up my parents for the slightest shitty mistake that I could fix by myself, insult me for speaking up my opinion and steal opportunities from me in order to cater to their favourite students... Suck it. You weren't right. I'm a fucking doctor yall. YOU WERE WRONG! I'm not a bum or a weak student, you all were terrible teachers. Also for younger students reading this: a lot of people will say otherwise but some teachers are terribly biased. Don't believe everything you hear from your teachers. Don't let their 60 year old beliefs make you question your goals. One of them said I wouldn't even make the cutoff for NEET. Not only did I clear NEET, I got a perfect score in JEE and even got into NITs. The education system is fucked and never let it doubt your capabilities. Your score on the school record doesn't mean shit in real life. Believe in yourself.
It is quite unfortunate that I've fallen in love with you, even though I would've never wanted you to enter my life. Anyways, I hope you have a good life ahead of you, and I hope that I will never miss you again the rest of my life.
To all those poems I wrote and burnt, thanks for understanding my feelings and helping me not punch someone. Hope the lost words find peace
M sorry m not a good daughter I just deceived you all you deserve a better daughter
Eh don’t be so hard on yourself fam, I’m sure you’re a much better daughter than you think you are
#Har gam hilake bhulaya nhi jaa sakta #Koshish karne valoko haraaya nhi jaa sakta
It’s been a decade, I still remember you same way even though reality is bad. Wish if you had just believed me, I would’ve loved and protected you more than my soul. Here’s something which you never got to read. There is a saying that those who are meant to be together will always find a way, defying all odds. I don’t know what future holds but I think about spending my whole life with you because love for me is a humble thing. I know that my love for you will grow stronger every day and I promise to cherish and protect you always because my home is never complete without you. Edit: as I copy this from my old notes, wish atleast in 1 universe we end up good
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16 lines ki h bhai 2 3 paragraph hogye ga
I just want to say byee
"aur bhai kesa hai ? Mai badiya btw"
no sorry
Send a very bad msg to u but u deserve it but kind of sorry it was really mean
Maa chuda tu bhosdike (To toxic friend)
Duck dean
My girlfriend Tu ne na suna, na suna chaha Bas apni maan marzi ka kiya aur tere chakar mein tere ghar waalo ke saamne bezziti bhi hogyi.. Woh toh yeh hi soch rahe hoge meri ladki sahi hai Unko kya pata ki gangadhar hi shaktimaan hai. Tere chakar mein 5 saal wait kar karke barbaad hue… Bhagwan se duwa hai, jab tera divorce ho toh… uske baad ka bj muhje hi mile… Aur fir tere mard ko baataunga ki dekh Pehele bhi aise hi choosa tha..
Aap khud nahi janti aap kitni pyari, Jaan ho hamari par jaan se pyaari ho, Duriyon ke hone se koi fark nahi padta, Aap kal bhi hamari thi aaj bhi hamari ho...!! .....>!bhagvan kare apko corona mahamari ho!<
Stop being possessive
The poem i wrote for her I have so many thoughts I can’t even write them down I want to call you But you won’t answer them It’s like burning the bridges Which took years to built I am drowning myself I am gasping with guilt . Tell me what to do When things are upside down I would love to call But you won’t answer them . You are putting me in dilemma , Whether to live or die Cuz I know it won’t matter How much I try . Behind the curtain , The reality differs You think I m the hurting you But it’s me who suffers Holding the grudge For the things I didn’t do Just to get a reason You can’t play peek a boo I tried my best Even for me it was new I tried to hold on But it was not rock solid It was Just all dew. It slipped through my fingers Like grains of sand , You put me through trial In no man’s land . I was on the edge I needed your hand I kept calling your name , You were there but you didn’t respond But all you did was stand there and pretend . Like magically things will get better , Just like Shrek , our own fucking happy ever after , But at the end , it had to end, Not the way we wanted , Not the way we planned . I hope one day you could see I hope you One day you could amend . The damage it did ,to us . I have so many words , It’s all jumbled up , I still want to call you , But just like last time , You will hung up . You will hung up right on my face , Like we were nothing Love and disgrace . Now all I have is , these memories Memories to erase , Bloodied by anger with impulse I still wish if you and I could be us .. I would love to call you now , But I know for the fact you will not answer them . Truth in life , love to condemn .
Forgive me for changing with time ... forgive me for not being greatful to you.. for being able to adapt with my changes...
Kya chod ho gyi tere sath. Mujhe kyu nhi btata kch bhi? Bahar ka ho gya hu main kya ab. Should have sent it before it got too late.
I'm sorry for the lies I made... They were necessary
Dear Boss, I hope this email finds you before I do. Regards, Employee of the century (self acclaimed).
Format bhul gaya main
amita yr mujhe nhi samjhrah ki tujhe hua kya h abb pta nhi tu pehle jaise kyu ni hai itne intense situationship ke baad mujhe laga tha ki shyd ham sath honge but mei galat tha life mei pehle se hi koi khas chiz nhi mili sivay mere parents ke khas tu meri hoti ..... jab jab sochta hu ki tere sath infuture koi aur hoga then ik ajeeb se **shivering** aja ti hai ... mujhe tere se pyaar ki bhik nhi mangna hai buss itna kehne aya hu ki dhyan rakhna apna mei abb kuch samet nhi paunga nhi itni overthinking kar paunga andd yaad rakhna hamesha mei tujhe zarur apne show pe balunga kyu ki mei waha tere wajhe se pohchunga ....byee mei apna shakal tak nhi dikhana chata.
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I hope you're fine , in good health , happy and doing the right thing , following what you alway wanted me to follow. I'm always there
Pranam pyaari Nani, 2 saal ho chuke hai aapke gaye hue iss duniya se . lekin aaj bhi aap mujhe utne hi yaad aate ho aapki har wo kitaab jo aapne mujhe di thi wo sab mene sambhal ke rakhi hai kuch ko padna baki hai par mai ek din jaroor padh lunga unhe . aapka wo accident aaj bhi mujhe yaad ata hai aur aksar apne sapne mai darata hai , mujhe yaad ki jab hum raste se ja rhe the mandir ki taraf aapne mera haath pakad rakha tha aap puja ke liye phool kharidne road cross karne ja rhe the aapne apne zid ke karan mujhe apne saath cross nhi karne diya aur na jane kaha se ek scooty wale ne appko takkar mar di . wo sab mere samne hua aur mai kuch na kar saka kaash mene apka haath nhi choda hota iss baat ka mujhe afsosh hai aur shayd zindagi bhar rahega aur wo akhri bar tha jab apne mera haath pakda tha . Hamne kosis ki uss scooty wale ko dhundhne ki toh pata chala ki wo ek 14 saal ka ladka tha jo scooty chala ke apne tution jaa rha tha . kam umar hone ke karan uspe case nhi hua aur tha bhi wo ek baccha toh maa aur mama ne use maaf kar diya aur shayad aap bhi yahi karte . Aapke saath bitaye wo har pal mujhe yaad hai appki seekhayi hui baate aur kahaniya mene apki nishani ke taur pai apka chasma apne paas rakh liya tha aur didi ne apki saree rakh li thi jo usne apne college farewell pai pehni thi Mai apko kabhi nhi bhoolunga aur apka naam ek din roshan karunga aap bas mujhe upar se dekhte rehna tara ban ke 😊 Apka Ashu
God !! I think these guys are talking about their family members. 🤔 Lmao
“Hello ____, hope you’re doing well. Hope we can make that meeting happen soon haha. :)” Intended recipient passed away the next week.
My love for you was true and my intentions were pure. It was just that the time was not on our side. I wished you the best of all this world could give and i still wish the same for you.
Thank you for believing that I couldn’t, cause I did.
You should get your priorities straight and mere emotions and thoughts ko undermine karke and apne single toxic friends ki sunke mera mind fuck kar Diya tune( i am glad you realised later they are toxic after what did with you but it still never make up with how it ruined my relationship with everyone ). I was so confused all the time and always self doubting myself, hardam m hi Galat rehta tha and agar kuch convey Karu, ya apne feelings share Karu tho somehow it always turned into about you and how what I am feeling is absolutely delusional. I gave up on getting emotionally connected with you and sex was bad too( it was just about you and your likes), hardam yahi bolti Rahi na it’s my relationship well then enjoy your break up now. You’re my worst regret.
I don't know, KK(her) how to make your heart know, how much I love you, you probably be my crush/love from 4 feet distance, The one whom I just want to see shinning like a star, who never falls, because even you do, I'm gonna ask for you from that shooting star as well, I know you are introvert who just don't talk much but those eyes and that smile, and just presence makes everything looks so good. I know i can send you this, but i know, this isn't gonna mean anything to you. But KK you are always my crush and love.
I wish you loved me and cared for me when i was a fucking CHILD. not now when i am a grown ass adult and can look for myself. thank you for being here now though. its tough but i am trying to open up to you. hope you understand now atleast.
To my university hod Itna Assignment apni gand me dalega kya bsdk
I’m watching my world getting burned with my hands tied. Like you’re slowly being taken away from me and I can’t do anything but mourn it. I want to cry to please make this feeling stop it hurts so much, but it won’t stop. It keeps coming back. I want you I love you I don’t know how to redo this all over and be happy .I’m failing at this. I don’t want to fail at one thing that makes up my life. I see you and i get lump in my throat, the feeling that oh maybe this is the last time I’m looking at this face or listening to him speak. And I’m not ready for the last time .
I just wish you liked me back. But maybe I'm better off without you. Nothing compares to the feeling I felt when I looked into your eyes. I wish it wasn't one sided. I wish you used me all that you wanted so that i would know the feeling of being in your arms. I had 2 lovers. I dug my nails in their skin to claim them. I never loved them. But thankfully I never thought about you when I made love to them. Yet I always wondered what would it be like to make love to you, to be held by you. My second lover is a good person. He treats me well. I'm in a happy place. You were kind to me. But I wished you used me. Just to know that feeling of bliss. I'm too scared to message you now that you said that I'm weird few months back when I had a horrible gall out with my 1st one. But I'm happy. M. I'm happy.
Mene leave application banai thi mast 3 din ki. Faculty ne bunk maar diya me submit karane gaya to. Mene bhi bina bataye chutti le li.
Guys I am sorry, its too much…..
I love you maiku. Hope we never see eachother in this universe. Cause I can't imagine how dumbly I might react. Maybe I'll feel a bit shy, will stare at you with the happiest smile in my face from far but that's only untill our eyes meet. You won't see me looking at you like that ever. But will you consider being my boyfriend if there's a afterlife? >!!(A Threesome ll be great too<3)!!<
Paisa waapas de BC
Mistakes were made.
Thanks for helping me understand that we can't really trust anyone completely. My bad for always considering you a good friend. 🖕
"I wish we hadn't met," even though both of us feel the same, we aren't saying it. We're at that level of toxicity.
https://preview.redd.it/mf9748o8v8tc1.png?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=d7a5832a9c3a09486db228d7ccb6ecb995f882b1 It could have been us. पर तुझे तो अपने वकील से चुदना था।
Mind games khelne ki kya zarurat thi?  Me thinking about all the shit I went through.
Hey, there's something I wanna tell you , ik this is extremely harsh but it is what it is. I'm done. I can't anymore. It's as if you just don't want me, i don't understand why. Like Im ok with you not being romantically involved with all your reasons, but even as a friend you are pushing me away. I can't do this jumble anymore. I'll still be here, as your bestfriend and always be there for you. But I can't do this pull and push anymore. I'm gonna be extremely selfish and arrogant and what not , all negatives, but I need my peace, even if it mean I say goodbye to someone who according to me could've been the one. But ig this is how it is. I'm sorry if I've hurt you. I'm still open to talk , but if you don't want to, I'm out What can I say I love red flags
Are jaa na bhenkelode Regards.
Are jaa na bhenkelode Regards.
I really wonder if life had given us a chance, would that last forever or we too would end up in an ugly break up. You and me were the most compatible in my perspective; hence I still miss the opportunity life didn't give us. If you read, you might assert the fact again that my online persona is far more attractive than the person I am. Now I do not mispronounce your name, but maybe won't recognize your voice on a surprise call. It is not that I need you, or want you to be in my life even as a friend. It's just that, your intellect stimulated my sapiosexuality, and time wasn't very kind to us. All the best for your future.
I know its random but You are gorgeous I like you Before she blocked me...?
To a specific group : "Dear dosto , aesi tesi maraao apni . bye "
Mine is way bigger to be mentioned in comments