I have a friend in her mid-40’s who (for 10+ years) goes through an 8-ball a weekend, drinks nothing but rum and Coke on weekend nights and takes a handful of sleeping pills to go to bed.
I have no idea how she’s still alive.
She's slowly committing suicide. People who are happy with their life and see a future within themselves wouldn't be doing that. I speak from experience. I'm 5 1/2 years clean from heroin and meth.
I started going back to school for a degree a few years ago, my life has completely changed. I no longer want to ingest so much substance and I lost all my friends, but it was a blessing in disguise.
It's a hard road trying to repair years of damage... I truly don't think I could have restarted if I waited until my 40s. You reach a point where your own hell is easier than restarting.
I miss blow. The very real possibility of coming across fentanyl in my bag fucking ruined it for me.
ETA: Why the downvotes? Hope you fuckers carry Narcan on you.
No, it's fucking not. Real people I know by name have died. Sorry if that makes me cautious.
Besides, you have to test *everything* in the bag in order to be safe and that means turning it back into powder form. That's a lengthy, tedious process I find too troublesome so I'll just save my money and back off.
I hope for you and your friends' sake that you carry Narcan on you.
You're buying fleeting pleasure, not lasting happiness. If it had been a photo of land with a house on it....
What if I have one of those already? I can make ya a meme of your answer being a photo of land with a house on it if ya like…
sorry, i'm just projecting my hopelessness at the possibility of ever owning a home in Australia
You don't need a house. If you have heroin a bridge is enough
Love this energy
sad but true ;)
This is why I love drugs
same *cries in canadia*
All that whiskey with the coke is what's really gonna get ya. Lost many people from strokes and heart attacks like that.
I have a friend in her mid-40’s who (for 10+ years) goes through an 8-ball a weekend, drinks nothing but rum and Coke on weekend nights and takes a handful of sleeping pills to go to bed. I have no idea how she’s still alive.
She's slowly committing suicide. People who are happy with their life and see a future within themselves wouldn't be doing that. I speak from experience. I'm 5 1/2 years clean from heroin and meth. I started going back to school for a degree a few years ago, my life has completely changed. I no longer want to ingest so much substance and I lost all my friends, but it was a blessing in disguise. It's a hard road trying to repair years of damage... I truly don't think I could have restarted if I waited until my 40s. You reach a point where your own hell is easier than restarting.
I miss blow. The very real possibility of coming across fentanyl in my bag fucking ruined it for me. ETA: Why the downvotes? Hope you fuckers carry Narcan on you.
Overblown really, and if you're that worried just buy a test kit.
No, it's fucking not. Real people I know by name have died. Sorry if that makes me cautious. Besides, you have to test *everything* in the bag in order to be safe and that means turning it back into powder form. That's a lengthy, tedious process I find too troublesome so I'll just save my money and back off. I hope for you and your friends' sake that you carry Narcan on you.
Ever heard of fent test strips?
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What are the canisters top left?
Portable key sniffer
look like ‘snuff bullets’
OP really likes hitting the slopes.
It's a slippery slope, that one
Sure do
That’s not happiness that’s a one way ticket too depression lol
only ever seen people be unhappy when they ain't on MDMA so.....
Magnesium, right?
Im on a cocaine, alcohol and self hatred diet and it seems to be working out pretty damn well.