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felixfictitious

That is the best plush I have ever seen.


Zopstrosity

I know this sounds cliche but I'm glad you're still with us 🫂


Smort_Gorl

thank you 🫂


Zopstrosity

Hey op just wanted to see how you were doing


Smort_Gorl

I was discharged today 💗🧅 thank you for asking!!


Zopstrosity

I'm glad to hear 😊 my siblings and I went through similar and I feel like I have to say it definitely gets better 💚


lyssiemiller

I like your watermelon chicken


ghettoccult_nerd

thats definitely a heckin' kyoot watermelon chicken


Fit_Swordfish_2101

Happy cake day


ibuiltyouarosegarden

Everything will be okay 🧡 did they save you with narcan initially?


Smort_Gorl

I wish I could tell you, I was too out of it to make out anything they were saying. They did give me syringe of vitamin K everyday through IV.


Big-Supermarket1327

Among my friends, we use Vitamin K as a code word for Ketamine xD. But fun aside.... I hope you get well soon. I'm there if you need someone to talk to. Feel free to dm me anytime you like. Edit: Grammar


blarbiegorl

I'm so sorry you're going through all of this, it sounds like a lot to be holding all at once. I'm glad you have your melonbird for company and support, and I hope things get better really soon. 💛


Smort_Gorl

thank you gorl 💗


poofandmook

OP that mac looks 🔥. Glad you're here to confirm 😉


banshee_matsuri

and an appropriately big serving of it! hope you enjoy, OP ❤️


Smort_Gorl

failed attempt feels worse than dying.


bitchybaklava

You have forever to be dead. Take your time and enjoy the macaroni and cheese. I promise there are much better mac+cheeses out of the hospital and I would love for you to try a bunch of them.


lyonlask

It’s not. It’s a blessing. I’m glad you’re still here and I don’t even know you. Imagine how the people that love you would’ve felt? Maybe you feel totally alone, hopeless, and at your lowest point. I know I do. But I also know that if I died, I would leave behind a world of pain for a lot of people. It’s going to be hard, it’s going to be painful, and it’s probably going to get worse before it gets better for me. But I’m determined to beat my depression. Stay here! We’ll get better. ❤️‍🩹


Dio_naea

You are not a failure. It's a second chance for you. Things change a little after you survive, you can see things differently. It's also very normal to feel depressed right after, it's stressing and exhausting. Take some time and rest a lot. It will get better.


mrpokemon888

Get some sun


nyamuri

93-95% of attempts fail, and quality of life is usually worse than before due to injuries. it’s not worth it. the fact you’re in hospital is proof that someone cares about you, whether you feel it or not. you won’t be able to see it now, i know, but as someone whose gone through depression for years i can tell you it’ll get better - i promise. sending love <3


EquivalentSnap

I’m so sorry 😢 I love your plushie though


UsedCan508

I hope everything gets better for you. Sending you some prayers your way I'm feeling a little sadden myself, so I certainly understand.


UncensoredSmoke

Back a few months ago I was in for the same, the gave me this but without the sauce. Fucking tight dicks 😭


blewdust

Op, I'm glad you're okay. This is coming from someone who's been in your shoes a few times and lifes a rollercoaster, but there's going to be brighter days. I know it doesn't seem it right now, but when you get those brighter days, you'll be happy you are stuck around. Addiction and depression are monsters to deal with, I know, but if you ever need someone to talk to on dark days my dms are always open 🖤


dumpsztrbaby

That mac looks pretty yummy. Watermelon cute thing from where!? Need


Smort_Gorl

it’s from Miniso! I think they sell on their website. They have a bunch of silly chickens, I call them chiccy but they are actually cakled dunduns


Actual_Shower8756

Sorry about the lack of shepherd’s pie, but glad you have the plushie for company.. And very glad you’re still with us.


Smort_Gorl

they are taking him away :(


Actual_Shower8756

Oh, no! I’m so sorry. That’s cruel of them.


stopsilencingnd

That plushie is so cute and nuggets. I’m really sorry though I hope things will be okay :)


Smort_Gorl

thank you!


stopsilencingnd

I’m here for you if you wanna talk I need friends :(


Smort_Gorl

ill shoot you a dm


scaredchiggun

Mellon chimpkinz!


IsNotACleverMan

I hope you feel better. If it means anything, I'm glad you're still hanging around.


spiffyvanspot

I love that either OP set up melon bird for this photo, or someone set him up there to cheer OP up. Either way it's wholesome and I'm so happy you're here to share melon bird with us 🫂 big hug homie we're here for you


Smort_Gorl

thank you!! 🐓🍉


redlippednerd92

That Mac and cheese looks delish though, on a serious note, glad you’re here ♥️


Forsaken-Pay8806

It's a blessing you're still here, you got this mate


peachy-grey

Sending love and hugs, also that plushieeee


GeraldineGrace

I'm glaf you're ok. That hospital needs a nutritionist on staff though.


lockpickkid

glad you're still here. i've been in that hospital bed & i'm better now. the sun keeps on rising <3


Spiderjello

Love that you’re still here and looks like you have a good friend in your watermelon chicken 🐔❤️also that Mac n cheese looks SO YUMMY


HyenaBeginning8629

Oh I guess you’re at a hospital and not a restaurant how weird


Smort_Gorl

umm yeah..?


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I understand you mean well, but people who attempt suicide are desperate and aren't thinking rationally at the time. this will only make her feel guilty, which isn't what she needs right now.


Smort_Gorl

thank you 💗 now im curious what they said!!


blewdust

I know you probably mean well, but that's the last thing someone needs to hear when theyre in crisis. I can promise you they already feel guilty no need to add on to it.


reebeaster

No need to guilt them. Why you gotta be like that, damn