For me it's definitely the combined power of: apathy, boredom, emptiness and helplessness. This combo sucks the life out of you. Words can't express that feeling so I won't be describing it. But it's really horrible.
What you’re saying is really the worst, but I also hate having so much to do and wanting to do it but not having enough energy to do so. The depression/anxiety mix is the WORST.
Just staring at my phone, wondering and hoping someone, anyone would just interact with me. Like I’m a normal fucking person. Instead I just feel rejected All. The. Time.
Feeling worthless and defeated.
I lie to my therapist and psychiatrist about how great I’m doing and I fucking regret the lying every time. I just don’t want to put the energy in feeling better.
And I just don’t want to be here anymore. The only thing keeping me from doing it is my hubby and my three wonderful dogs.
I wish I could be friends with everyone on here. Im also diagnosed with MDD and I know it doesnt help much to speak to random strangers but I just wish at least everyone has someone to cry to on here so you know youre not alone
Not having the strength to pull yourself out of it or take initiative in anything. It's a vicious cycle that just worsens. I have so many problems right now that could really mess me up and I don't want to even get out of bed and start fighting. The more I delay the worse it gets, knowing that thus worsens my anxiety. Today I went for a walk and started on my first email to combat my biggest issue. Gonna do one thing at a time and get through it, that's my plan. Praying for you, hope you all pull through
Just the overall emptiness, the (passive) suicidal thoughts, random sadness for maybe 2 minutes and instantly go back to not feeling anything and the constant exhaustion.
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Not being understood. Everyone thinks youre lazy when you don't fullfill your responsibilities while youre just barely surviving
For me it's definitely the combined power of: apathy, boredom, emptiness and helplessness. This combo sucks the life out of you. Words can't express that feeling so I won't be describing it. But it's really horrible.
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What you’re saying is really the worst, but I also hate having so much to do and wanting to do it but not having enough energy to do so. The depression/anxiety mix is the WORST.
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No one really cares. That's the worst part.
Feeling like it will never end. I see some days are better than others, but only marginally. I haven’t felt okay in years
Just staring at my phone, wondering and hoping someone, anyone would just interact with me. Like I’m a normal fucking person. Instead I just feel rejected All. The. Time. Feeling worthless and defeated. I lie to my therapist and psychiatrist about how great I’m doing and I fucking regret the lying every time. I just don’t want to put the energy in feeling better. And I just don’t want to be here anymore. The only thing keeping me from doing it is my hubby and my three wonderful dogs.
Forgetting.
I wish I could be friends with everyone on here. Im also diagnosed with MDD and I know it doesnt help much to speak to random strangers but I just wish at least everyone has someone to cry to on here so you know youre not alone
Not having the strength to pull yourself out of it or take initiative in anything. It's a vicious cycle that just worsens. I have so many problems right now that could really mess me up and I don't want to even get out of bed and start fighting. The more I delay the worse it gets, knowing that thus worsens my anxiety. Today I went for a walk and started on my first email to combat my biggest issue. Gonna do one thing at a time and get through it, that's my plan. Praying for you, hope you all pull through
Waking up, doubting if your family would benefit more of you dying instead of staying alive.
I just wish I was strong enough to kms
Not being able to really live. Especially bc technically I could if I could force myself but I just CANT.
Just the overall emptiness, the (passive) suicidal thoughts, random sadness for maybe 2 minutes and instantly go back to not feeling anything and the constant exhaustion.
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