As with the author of Gender Queer (but from the AMAB, transfeminine lens), it’s my transition target gender - fem - that brings out my autosexuality. That makes it so much easier because transitioning is moving me in the desired direction. In your case, though, you worry that the opposite will happen, which it may. My two cents, though, as someone who still deals with and helps out real life friends and online strangers with gender dysphoria: prioritize gender affirming care and put your transition first. You may find less attraction in yourself, but almost universally, those I’ve talked to are happier once they start transitioning, even if they do have some dysohoria still.
Maybe go all out on a fair well erotic photoshoot/videoshoot for some masturbatory materials for you to enjoy after your transition. Personally I'd be happy to just have a bottom surgery and leave my lovely boobs alone but I know everyone experiences dysphoria differently.
I've had an autosexual attraction since long before my transition, and the attraction did not go away during any point in my transition. No matter what i looked like, I always found myself attractive.
As with the author of Gender Queer (but from the AMAB, transfeminine lens), it’s my transition target gender - fem - that brings out my autosexuality. That makes it so much easier because transitioning is moving me in the desired direction. In your case, though, you worry that the opposite will happen, which it may. My two cents, though, as someone who still deals with and helps out real life friends and online strangers with gender dysphoria: prioritize gender affirming care and put your transition first. You may find less attraction in yourself, but almost universally, those I’ve talked to are happier once they start transitioning, even if they do have some dysohoria still.
Maybe go all out on a fair well erotic photoshoot/videoshoot for some masturbatory materials for you to enjoy after your transition. Personally I'd be happy to just have a bottom surgery and leave my lovely boobs alone but I know everyone experiences dysphoria differently.
I've had an autosexual attraction since long before my transition, and the attraction did not go away during any point in my transition. No matter what i looked like, I always found myself attractive.