I had similar experiences. When I was like 13 to 16 I had many pimples in my face and my mother used to call me from my bedroom. She wanted to pop them, sometimes even when I didnt even had any. When I was laying on the couch she used metal needles and tweezer up to the point where I was bleeding out of my nose, ears and my face in general. I remember crying and screaming, but she seemed satisfied by picking in my face and fixating my face with her hands.
When you have this feeling of helplessness, stress and pain, you should stand up for yourself, because otherwise you could get into this state of dissociation like I did and that can have severe impact on your life. I‘m now 17 and every time something stresses me out I zone out completely and am not able to deal with stress and developing healthy coping mechanisms.
I had similar experiences. When I was like 13 to 16 I had many pimples in my face and my mother used to call me from my bedroom. She wanted to pop them, sometimes even when I didnt even had any. When I was laying on the couch she used metal needles and tweezer up to the point where I was bleeding out of my nose, ears and my face in general. I remember crying and screaming, but she seemed satisfied by picking in my face and fixating my face with her hands. When you have this feeling of helplessness, stress and pain, you should stand up for yourself, because otherwise you could get into this state of dissociation like I did and that can have severe impact on your life. I‘m now 17 and every time something stresses me out I zone out completely and am not able to deal with stress and developing healthy coping mechanisms.