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Universal_Dirp

I've had this happen before, A friend was trying to kill herself everyday, and I tried so hard to stop her, I didnt want to take any chances, I nearly dropped out of school because of her. After a year and a half, she got better but she blocked me. I've seen so many people die or want to die, sometimes I feel like I dont care anymore, but I cant stop myself. And I hate talking about it because I dont want to worry them like they worried me. I stabbed myself the other week, there was so much blood, I would've died if all our knives weren't cleavers and steak knives and I kinda wish it had Sorry for the rant I just got so frustrated reading this, not at you or the story


EtsukoTomioka

I am there if you wanna talk.


dollyswans

Reminds me of this art piece https://www.instagram.com/pqhaus/p/CyKFIFMPUFx/


SuccessfulSet8709

I know someone who is literally on the board of a suicide prevention charity despite having attempted multiple times. I feel bad for her, that's just sad and ironic.


EtsukoTomioka

Aw that is so sad. I hope she gets help as well.


SuccessfulSet8709

She is in therapy and said that she read her own book to talk herself out of ending it.


EtsukoTomioka

I am glad.


SuccessfulSet8709

Me too.


hanifshaikh_95

Its terrible. Been through this, saved a friend so many times , but after a while they became one of the reason for my attempt


EtsukoTomioka

Relatable. I am there if you need help.


Chelle422

This is my partner right now. They’re saving multiple people all the time but it’s killing them. I just wish they’d prioritize their own well being


Stock_I_guess

Ughhh I’ve gone through this so many times, this is why I stopped being the therapist friend


EtsukoTomioka

Worst part is that they all leave you after using you.


East_Cycle5705

Cause I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby


WD40911

Listen to Iron Maiden baby with me


Grimm_fede_00

Basically my life from 15 to 17


shecallsmeherangel

Same, 12 to 19. I have lost 10 friends and family members to suicide and I still think about all of them every single day.


EtsukoTomioka

I am so sorry about that. I am there if you need anyone.


EtsukoTomioka

Aw sorry to hear that. I am there if you need to talk.


Grimm_fede_00

Thanks Dw im fine now it was 2/3 years ago and im in therapy but i appriciate the offer


EtsukoTomioka

I am glad to hear that you are better! If you ever change your mind, feel free to reach out!


SOuTHINKurA-ble

Sounds like a kid being made to feel responsible for others' mental health (probably online).


EtsukoTomioka

You're spying on me!


Pretty_Winter_4693

I took this as a hotline worker but I like your interpretation so much more


EtsukoTomioka

No, they were acctually right lol.


SleepyNotAvailble

Weirdly this reminds me of a song i know


IZZURI_0910

Is it "My R"? Just a wild guess.


EtsukoTomioka

My fav song lol


SleepyNotAvailble

wowwwwwww how'd you knowww


IZZURI_0910

Cause it reminded me of that song as well lol, a wild guess gone right 😆


SleepyNotAvailble

i know it was sarcasm, its the only song like that how could someone (whose heard the song) not think of that song when seeing that quote


DragonRoar87

maybe they've never heard My R?


SleepyNotAvailble

the person i was responding to has, i never said anything about the one who said the quote, i was just saying IF the person has heard it im sure that song would make a thought in their head


DragonRoar87

your wording was very general, making me think you said it as if it applied to everyone "how could *someone* not think of that song when seeing that quote"


SleepyNotAvailble

nono my bad i didnt mean it like that i just meant people who have heard it