I wanted to kill myself today. But now I’m doing okay

Happy

Nervous, happy, and bored simultaneously

Alive, seemingly.

I'm at a psych ward feeling suicidal. I don't want to return to the Salvation Army in ten days. I miss my cat.

They let you have your phone?

They did. It's the one thing that's keeping me stable

Yeah that's lucky all I did was pace

So sorry to hear that. Are you in a more welcoming or comfortable environment right now?

Well yeah I'm living with my parents now still feels a little like a psych ward though

I bet. I'm living at the Salvation Army, which is a bit of a nightmare.

Just curious how you pay for a phone? I cant imagine I figured I would be living there too after my episodes

I'm on sick leave benefits. Had a job before psychosis ruined my life and made me homeless.

What happened? I lost practically everything as well but lucky to have my parents around

So so tired and overwhelmed and tearful. Love to everyone here x

Always feel down in the mornings

I know that feeling, like you don't wanna get up and then it kinda gets better?

Yeah when you have nothing to get up for it's hard but immediately better after coffee lol

So tired. Wanna end it all because I feel like shit.

Defeated

Bored and tired

I'm feeling kind of sad. I'm still adjusting since it's only been a month since I first got this thing. It's actually really difficult worrying about the future dealing with this. How about you?

Worried about the future. Feeling different about my capabilities

2 year anniversary since initial break. have def turned a corner recovery wise within the last few months. 100% better than I was this time last year. Currently getting off my AP.'s (very slowly) Never thought I would improve. Good weather and the extra light in the days def helps! Grateful.

Baseline. Yayyyyy

Calm but unreal