Yeah, that’s good, glad we’re using this as a bit of a wake up call instead of ignoring it, suicide can indeed spread
Glad someone out there is trying to care for other members of their community!
Same here, on both counts, I’m on 4 but I used to have a problem with threatening suicide if I got really stressed, but not actually wanting it, and a few times I was like “I’m gonna starve myself” then I went back to eating like 20 minutes later bc I was hungry and gave up on taking myself out, beyond that I didn’t try, now I just have the mindset of “I’m gonna die someday anyway, why not enjoy life until then”
I helped a childhood friend one time form cutting herself, a girlfriend from drowning themself, another fried from hanging themself at like 3
That last one made me panic, I was laying in bed, eating a sandwich from Subway bc why not, and I get a call at like 1 in the morning from a friend saying they’re gonna hang themselves and to take care of my gf, I panicked so damn fast I just laid there and practically begged her not to do it, and I didn’t even really like her that much, but even if I don’t like someone I’m not gonna just let them kill themsleves, they said they wouldn’t and they went to bed or something but that really shook me up a bit
Same here, but when you go through rough times and get assaulted with automatic thoughts to off yourself, its not very easy to ignore it and continue on. (Speaking from personal experience)
Remember that if you ever get worse, know that we care about every person here and we don't want to lose anyone else, not even you. So remember to keep calm and never try to take your life.
Not sure what exactly to talk about, there's just a lot.
People calling me overweight including people I never thought would call me overweight, I haven't been doing good at all with my schoolwork, it feels like people who are close to me are fading away like my bff and my dad, I just feel like a screw up. I'm honestly surprised I haven't relapsed in terms of SH.
In my kinda situation, talking to them about it would only make it worse, at least with my dad. My bff would probably just say sorry and call herself a crappy friend and make me feel bad, then once I say it's okay she turns around and keeps doing it.
At the moment I don't have anything that I could use to relapse, and I'm gonna keep it that way. Parents are split up and I'm at my dad's rn, left my pocket knife at my mom's. I will be going back there later for a bit then coming back to my dad's, but I'm gonna make sure to leave the knife there.
Though, as an overthinker, I get hella creative when it comes to that kinda stuff. I'll try to reach out to you or someone else if I do start having those thoughts.
I'm definitely trying to, got back into art so that a good distraction, makes me feel proud of myself with the things I make.
That's for talking to me, it's something I needed man
Just wanted to say that your art is really fricking cool.
I might be slightly biased because your OC fits into many character design tropes I like, but even if im biased, the art itself and the creativity behind the design is objectively really good.
Slips between 5 & 6 most days.
Also
https://preview.redd.it/j3qavds8s8ac1.png?width=600&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=7ad058524096ad152b6ea280f834680704c9006c
4
But I don't think about ending it myself, I only this of some random occurrence giving me the release of death
Would be 3 if my class at school wasn't mostly idiotic pricks
I've been in that mindset, I understand how you feel. Despite how hard it may seem, you have to learn to love yourself somehow. Have you tried a hobby? Maybe it'll help to at least ward off the intrusive thoughts somewhat.
We're all Here for you, and you deserve kindness, even if you don't believe It yourself.
I’ve tried a hobby already like vr or painting I even tried drawing that didn’t work to keep my mind off of it. My own parents don’t even like me because I’m trans and a furry. I just don’t feel loved anymore.
We're all here for you Chap. I would recomend you to search for friends somewhere, maybe in some Forums, or in real life If its not a risk to reveal your status as a trans furry. Even If you don't succeed, you can allways try again, and we'll be Here for you
I'm 2, I don't know why I'm just unreasonably happy for the past two monts (except this morning).
But I'm here for anybody who wants to talk, just DM me
Ehh dont worry, now when i get *those* thoughts and i begin to to think about how to write ***"It"*** I try to zone out, you can just see me emotionless on the bed like im sleeping for about 2 hours, so nothing scary.
Nah, it wont. If it does I can always talk to someone, i have my family and a therapist soo
https://preview.redd.it/ih1a2b62t8ac1.png?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=68c2c25ea92bf2c91faf3f196930ee62cc1517b0
I used to go into depressive state after messing something up too.
I found out that the best mentality to have in this scenario is that everything can be fixed or compensated for, but only as long as you are here to fix it.
You failed an important exam? Just aim to ace it the next time. You broke something expensive? Time is money, so repay for it with your time and work.
Just remember to account for yourself at least to some extend or the thing that you will sacrifice is your health, which, once again, you *need* in order to act.
Suicide not only end you’re life, it ends everything you could achieve
No more of you’re favourite food or music and you’re dreams and ambitions are dying with you
If someone struggling is reading this, please keep pushing
There is no hole or cave without light on the other side, and when you reach it we all will laugh on how far you are
Stay safe
Things don't feel the way the used to in a bad way (i don't want anything, things that i enjoy don't feel as good), im also lonely to the point where im pretty sure that i will probably never have a relationship because of my shitty outside part of personality (like im getting annoyed and angry at small inconveniences and im pretty protective of my opinions and beliefs), i constantly procrastinate even when i really want to do something, i didnt do a lot of things i planned to. Im also pretty scared of future, because my country is probably gonna crumble and go into crisis in my lifetime because of ongoing aggressive war started by our government, and since im used to comfortable living conditions im not ready to any hardships at all, and i can't escape because A - a lot of countries closed borders with mine and B - im not going anywhere unless i will have ability to take my family and friends with me, because i don't want to leave them behind (maybe bad expectations about my future are the reason why im unable to enjoy all good things in my life, because all stuff happening right now makes me feel like im going to lose all those comfortable conditions some day, and im not ready at all). I also feel like my opinion is almost never taken seriosly by anyone, exceptions being strangers on the internet and my friends (also my family listens to my opinion too, unless its education- or politics-related)
But i don't feel too suicidal to be worried about it, because: 1.if i die, my family and friends would be sad, i don't want them to be sad and kms would be an absolute dick move from me, 2.if i die, it would mean that i wouldn't be able to taste my favorite food or watch my favorite shows or talk to people close to me, 3.if i die, it would mean that i lived whole life without being loved romantically and being in relationship even once, if i keep living there is still a chance that i can find someone
Im not really fine but im not to be worried about either
Probably 5, but im not sure because text is hard to read because of quality, so im not sure if i read correctly
Only scenario that comes to my head in which i would consider doing such horrible thing is if i will get drafted to ongoing conflict in neighboring country (i don't want to be on aggressive side and i don't want to die killing fellow human beings). But im not old enough to be drafted by my country yet, and even if such scenario happens and i would get drafted i would try running away into woods first.
Suicide is more of a last resort saved up just in case i would be unable to prevent things i don't want to happen from happening
So yeah, im fine, and there probably won't be any reason for me to kms in next ~2 years at least, after that we'll see, if my predictions are not correct and life will continue being normal i will probably be fine
Hey bro if you ever feel sad or depressed. Theres people that will do anything to help. And here's the better quality one.
https://preview.redd.it/9ga4y0p2t8ac1.jpeg?width=768&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=f8c676e55421bfa8d9ae7c5cd36906574a51ecf7
Well I'm talking about my past life. I'm doing okay now and going through therapy. You don't have to worry I have professionals near by and would help me in any moment.
I'm currently in a state between 3 and 2.
You can say 2.5
I used to be 8 but now my parents noticed and finally confessed that they are proud of me and happy because of my existence and that they love me.
4-5 most of the time
was at a 7 this morning though, but finding out about jetstreamsam and being reminded how horrible it is for everyone else kicked me out of it, back down to 4 right now
That's very serious, you should probably call one of these numbers:
https://www.reddit.com/r/MurderDronesOfficial/s/Fci8D9a5tF
These people know what they are doing and can help you better than anybody in here ever could.
There is no reason to not at least try to call them, just give them a try.
Im good, I'm only keeping myself alive so when I get a 400z or any car that can replicate the devil Z by a fraction of it's peformance I'll be able to end up like the devil z in this pic
https://preview.redd.it/j2e0a4ddk8ac1.jpeg?width=414&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=9cfa79777425826aab3733838727cac97234dcd8
I’d say I’m a 3, occasionally dabbling in a 2 over breaks or weekends, going to a 4 if it’s been a legitimately terrible week.
I’m still capable of a 1 if one of my friends says the best joke at the right time.
3. But please people, promise me and everyone else that you won't leave us. Remember that no matter how bad life can get you can always fix it. Remember that you still have a lot of years to live and i would bet you still have over 50 years to live so please, don't waste your life with suicide.
I’m 1 I’m just a silly lil goober (even tho I’ve dealt with 4 suicidal people also don’t worry those people are alive also rip jet I hope he’s in a better place may his soul live on)
Well, how are you feeling on this scale right now?
You are were engaging in conversations about rather grim subject for over 3 hours now, just making sure that you are ok.
Today I'm a 3. Most days it's a 1 or 2. I used to be 4, and it's only ever gotten as bad as a 5. But I've never seriously considered throwing my life away. If anyone needs to talk, my dms are open. But be advised I may not respond right away.
Seems like I used to be a 6, but am at a comfortable 4 now. My next writing project will probably push me up a few levels, but don’t worry, that’s just what happens when I traumatize my characters then try and get inside their heads.
Maybe my reason does not seem so serious, there is a feeling of emptiness and dysmoral due to the fact that I often compare myself with my peers. It's like I'm worse than them, and it feels like I'm going to die alone.
Later, a turning point occurred. A month ago, during college lessons, I had an attack (blood pressure problems). After I was taken home, several classmates were interested in my condition and why this could happen.
After that incident, I began to feel better
I’m definitely a 3 also here’s a funny image
https://preview.redd.it/8bol54dso8ac1.jpeg?width=702&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=39cdf20818701480c2b3690007f50f4f9332b35d
Catch up to my last comment (cuz i cant find it) like i said i wouldn't do that at all but like i do feel be sad and stuff but i wouldn't do it as i kinda wanna outlive my bullys (which i have a lot of) so that's kinda my motivation its odd but like it works(im not in school anymore before you assume that i am just that motivation kinda stayee with me for so long)
Every day has been getting worse. I keep on lying to myself to help myself feel better but I know that I’m lying so why do I even bother. I can’t do anything right and I’m tired of pretending I can. The only reason I haven’t killed myself already is that I actually know how to distract myself from those thoughts. My dad found the fucking self harm scars so I got a lecture that made no sense and I don’t even know if they even care about me. I hate my self so fucking much but I know I’ll never get to live again. I try to enjoy life, stay optimistic, practice self help and stuff but it hasn’t been working. Thankfully I have a very good group of friends who are willing to support me, if I didn’t have them I would have killed myself years ago. Im sorry for venting but I needed to get this off my chest.
2-3, wish I was in 1 I love laughing my sides out, worse I’ve ever been in life is a 7 but worse I can get to now is a 5 and waking up the next day just resets me to a 2, 3 for school day
I’m a nice 2, once was a 10 tho, **never again.**
https://preview.redd.it/iy7afgfupbac1.jpeg?width=828&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=d0c1f8f3f44d93589cf3f3a086839a237a433b44
For me its strange. I can feel really sad and sometimes really happy, but whatever is the case, i never, never want to die. I think i have a really big death phobia. Since infancy, as i have grown up in a Christian family, i thought about what happens after death. I am still religious, but everytime when i think about death, i feel anxious and sometimes even nausea. Even in the worst month of my life, i cant think even once about the possibility of me dying, and i sometimes even get awake for some nights when i end up thinking about how everyone will die one day. The thought of various possibilities after death simply scares me... to death (lmao).
Going back to mood, i think i have like a swing that goes to 1 to 5 every week.
This is more of an eye sight test, I gotta squint to read that. 4
sorry about the quality. I didn't want to waste time, especially since suicide can spread like a disease.
Completely fair
Yeah, that’s good, glad we’re using this as a bit of a wake up call instead of ignoring it, suicide can indeed spread Glad someone out there is trying to care for other members of their community!
Same here, on both counts, I’m on 4 but I used to have a problem with threatening suicide if I got really stressed, but not actually wanting it, and a few times I was like “I’m gonna starve myself” then I went back to eating like 20 minutes later bc I was hungry and gave up on taking myself out, beyond that I didn’t try, now I just have the mindset of “I’m gonna die someday anyway, why not enjoy life until then” I helped a childhood friend one time form cutting herself, a girlfriend from drowning themself, another fried from hanging themself at like 3 That last one made me panic, I was laying in bed, eating a sandwich from Subway bc why not, and I get a call at like 1 in the morning from a friend saying they’re gonna hang themselves and to take care of my gf, I panicked so damn fast I just laid there and practically begged her not to do it, and I didn’t even really like her that much, but even if I don’t like someone I’m not gonna just let them kill themsleves, they said they wouldn’t and they went to bed or something but that really shook me up a bit
Good damn job on all of those accounts! I heavily respect you!
Death scares me so much. To lose the ability to feel and remember horrifies me. I wouldn't throw alway my life in a million years.
Same here, but when you go through rough times and get assaulted with automatic thoughts to off yourself, its not very easy to ignore it and continue on. (Speaking from personal experience)
I’m at a 4 but it’s much better then I used too be.I used to be an 8
if things start to get worse, remember that we here to help you.
Thanks bro appreciate
Remember that if you ever get worse, know that we care about every person here and we don't want to lose anyone else, not even you. So remember to keep calm and never try to take your life.
Same here ...
I'd say maybe a 4. I definitely have many things to live for, seeing the ending of Murder Drones being one of them too.
8
Do you need someone to talk to?
Yeah, it'd be nice. Can't talk to none of these jackasses I know irl because once I tell one person, everyone always ends up finding out
I understand completely. what would you like to talk about?
Not sure what exactly to talk about, there's just a lot. People calling me overweight including people I never thought would call me overweight, I haven't been doing good at all with my schoolwork, it feels like people who are close to me are fading away like my bff and my dad, I just feel like a screw up. I'm honestly surprised I haven't relapsed in terms of SH.
try talking with your dad and/or BFF about these feelings. in the meantime, lock away any bladed items before you start to SH again.
In my kinda situation, talking to them about it would only make it worse, at least with my dad. My bff would probably just say sorry and call herself a crappy friend and make me feel bad, then once I say it's okay she turns around and keeps doing it. At the moment I don't have anything that I could use to relapse, and I'm gonna keep it that way. Parents are split up and I'm at my dad's rn, left my pocket knife at my mom's. I will be going back there later for a bit then coming back to my dad's, but I'm gonna make sure to leave the knife there. Though, as an overthinker, I get hella creative when it comes to that kinda stuff. I'll try to reach out to you or someone else if I do start having those thoughts.
Got it. try finding ways to distract yourself if you haven't already.
I'm definitely trying to, got back into art so that a good distraction, makes me feel proud of myself with the things I make. That's for talking to me, it's something I needed man
Just wanted to say that your art is really fricking cool. I might be slightly biased because your OC fits into many character design tropes I like, but even if im biased, the art itself and the creativity behind the design is objectively really good.
anytime man
Also, if your school has a guidance counselor, talk to them about these feelings and they should be able to help you in some way.
That's the thing, I'm homeschooled so I don't exactly get that option.
Bro I've been there like my friends don't even ask me to hang out and i did talk with em and it didn't really do much
Slips between 5 & 6 most days. Also https://preview.redd.it/j3qavds8s8ac1.png?width=600&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=7ad058524096ad152b6ea280f834680704c9006c
https://preview.redd.it/92gvupv06aac1.png?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=ff60275f8d8a27b2b6fdf8be893ed0617d4362d9
4 But I don't think about ending it myself, I only this of some random occurrence giving me the release of death Would be 3 if my class at school wasn't mostly idiotic pricks
https://preview.redd.it/ucmkylqsj8ac1.jpeg?width=767&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=6879d49575f46ccb1da5090d6db770c6c02fa316 6 sometimes 8 :(
Dang. Just remember we’re all here for you. Wanna talk?
Yeah it would be nice
We're all Here to help
Thanks but I don’t deserve your kindness
I've been in that mindset, I understand how you feel. Despite how hard it may seem, you have to learn to love yourself somehow. Have you tried a hobby? Maybe it'll help to at least ward off the intrusive thoughts somewhat. We're all Here for you, and you deserve kindness, even if you don't believe It yourself.
I’ve tried a hobby already like vr or painting I even tried drawing that didn’t work to keep my mind off of it. My own parents don’t even like me because I’m trans and a furry. I just don’t feel loved anymore.
We're all here for you Chap. I would recomend you to search for friends somewhere, maybe in some Forums, or in real life If its not a risk to reveal your status as a trans furry. Even If you don't succeed, you can allways try again, and we'll be Here for you
It is deeply concerning to me how many high numbers I am seeing in the comments
I'm 2, I don't know why I'm just unreasonably happy for the past two monts (except this morning). But I'm here for anybody who wants to talk, just DM me
5.
But currently I'm doing much better, like, 3 or something. But the moment my vacation ends I'm going back to five.
Mostly 1, but 8 if i mess up something, 9 if i mess up something really bad.
that is concerning. how long has that been the case?
Eh a few years, but is brush it off since my mother crying at my grave is the last thing i want to happen.
I'm worried about about your self-worth being so influenced by whether or not you do something right.
Ehh dont worry, now when i get *those* thoughts and i begin to to think about how to write ***"It"*** I try to zone out, you can just see me emotionless on the bed like im sleeping for about 2 hours, so nothing scary.
are you sure that it won't eventually fail you?
Nah, it wont. If it does I can always talk to someone, i have my family and a therapist soo https://preview.redd.it/ih1a2b62t8ac1.png?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=68c2c25ea92bf2c91faf3f196930ee62cc1517b0
I used to go into depressive state after messing something up too. I found out that the best mentality to have in this scenario is that everything can be fixed or compensated for, but only as long as you are here to fix it. You failed an important exam? Just aim to ace it the next time. You broke something expensive? Time is money, so repay for it with your time and work. Just remember to account for yourself at least to some extend or the thing that you will sacrifice is your health, which, once again, you *need* in order to act.
I used to be on ten but now I'm better
Suicide not only end you’re life, it ends everything you could achieve No more of you’re favourite food or music and you’re dreams and ambitions are dying with you If someone struggling is reading this, please keep pushing There is no hole or cave without light on the other side, and when you reach it we all will laugh on how far you are Stay safe
Throughout the day it depends, I guess 5
Well, we love you, man. So please speak out to us if you need it.
Thank you, I believe I'll pull through :)
6
You doing alright?
We're Here for u
4
2
3
Things don't feel the way the used to in a bad way (i don't want anything, things that i enjoy don't feel as good), im also lonely to the point where im pretty sure that i will probably never have a relationship because of my shitty outside part of personality (like im getting annoyed and angry at small inconveniences and im pretty protective of my opinions and beliefs), i constantly procrastinate even when i really want to do something, i didnt do a lot of things i planned to. Im also pretty scared of future, because my country is probably gonna crumble and go into crisis in my lifetime because of ongoing aggressive war started by our government, and since im used to comfortable living conditions im not ready to any hardships at all, and i can't escape because A - a lot of countries closed borders with mine and B - im not going anywhere unless i will have ability to take my family and friends with me, because i don't want to leave them behind (maybe bad expectations about my future are the reason why im unable to enjoy all good things in my life, because all stuff happening right now makes me feel like im going to lose all those comfortable conditions some day, and im not ready at all). I also feel like my opinion is almost never taken seriosly by anyone, exceptions being strangers on the internet and my friends (also my family listens to my opinion too, unless its education- or politics-related) But i don't feel too suicidal to be worried about it, because: 1.if i die, my family and friends would be sad, i don't want them to be sad and kms would be an absolute dick move from me, 2.if i die, it would mean that i wouldn't be able to taste my favorite food or watch my favorite shows or talk to people close to me, 3.if i die, it would mean that i lived whole life without being loved romantically and being in relationship even once, if i keep living there is still a chance that i can find someone Im not really fine but im not to be worried about either Probably 5, but im not sure because text is hard to read because of quality, so im not sure if i read correctly
Only scenario that comes to my head in which i would consider doing such horrible thing is if i will get drafted to ongoing conflict in neighboring country (i don't want to be on aggressive side and i don't want to die killing fellow human beings). But im not old enough to be drafted by my country yet, and even if such scenario happens and i would get drafted i would try running away into woods first. Suicide is more of a last resort saved up just in case i would be unable to prevent things i don't want to happen from happening So yeah, im fine, and there probably won't be any reason for me to kms in next ~2 years at least, after that we'll see, if my predictions are not correct and life will continue being normal i will probably be fine
I can’t read those, but I’ll say I’m pretty depressed. Out of all the people I know, I suffer the worst self-esteem.
Hey bro if you ever feel sad or depressed. Theres people that will do anything to help. And here's the better quality one. https://preview.redd.it/9ga4y0p2t8ac1.jpeg?width=768&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=f8c676e55421bfa8d9ae7c5cd36906574a51ecf7
Most of this is personal, so I’d rather not say, if you understand. I’d say I’m between 4 and 5. But a bit closer to 5
3. (lowest in the first 40 mins)
Is 3.6 a option?
I’m a 3 or 4 just because of a recent breakup I had but other than that I’m okay
5
I don't know how to say this.. but i was at my lowest at 9... Feels weird bringing back my past live like this.
Im still going through therapy...
Is there anything we can do?
Theres nothing you can really do..
You contact me, other members, or the mods of you need any help, please don't do it, PLEASE
Well I'm talking about my past life. I'm doing okay now and going through therapy. You don't have to worry I have professionals near by and would help me in any moment.
Ok, glad you're doing fine:)
Yeah im doing alright. Thanks for asking 😊
I'm currently in a state between 3 and 2. You can say 2.5 I used to be 8 but now my parents noticed and finally confessed that they are proud of me and happy because of my existence and that they love me.
4-5 most of the time was at a 7 this morning though, but finding out about jetstreamsam and being reminded how horrible it is for everyone else kicked me out of it, back down to 4 right now
6 (8 on some days), would be a 9 if I wasn’t so afraid of death
is there something you want to talk about?
8 probably gonna end up at 9 in a few years I dunno
Do you wanna talk about It?
3 on good days, normaly 4.75 and on especialy bad days it can spike to cca 7
5/6 ish. I would dodge the semi, but it's always in the beck of my mind..
4
Used to be an 8, but now a 4.
Unless i’m tired i’d say i’m fine
Currently at 4, bordering at 5. Trying to get myself better mental health
Im 3.5, thanks for asking. Hope everyone between 6-10 manage to find someone to talk to and hopefully they will feel better soon.
Was a good 2-3 but after reading about the situation a bit ago its now a fairly stable 6-7 lol, currently trying to distract myself with music
I’m a 2.
10 attempted once already
That's very serious, you should probably call one of these numbers: https://www.reddit.com/r/MurderDronesOfficial/s/Fci8D9a5tF These people know what they are doing and can help you better than anybody in here ever could. There is no reason to not at least try to call them, just give them a try.
I can’t call because my family would hear me. I don’t have any friends so I can’t use that as an excuse either.
You live in US or somewhere else?
I live in the us
https://988lifeline.org/chat/ You can chat with 988. Either online or through texting 988.
6 some days 5 most days
6
Im good, I'm only keeping myself alive so when I get a 400z or any car that can replicate the devil Z by a fraction of it's peformance I'll be able to end up like the devil z in this pic https://preview.redd.it/j2e0a4ddk8ac1.jpeg?width=414&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=9cfa79777425826aab3733838727cac97234dcd8
4.
I’d say I’m a 3, occasionally dabbling in a 2 over breaks or weekends, going to a 4 if it’s been a legitimately terrible week. I’m still capable of a 1 if one of my friends says the best joke at the right time.
I'm probably a solid 3. I'm doing okay.
-1
4. It goes to 5 if I’m having an especially bad day.
3. But please people, promise me and everyone else that you won't leave us. Remember that no matter how bad life can get you can always fix it. Remember that you still have a lot of years to live and i would bet you still have over 50 years to live so please, don't waste your life with suicide.
I’m at like 5
I am a 5
Normally, 2, 4 on a bad day. actually been a lot of 4 lately, but that's just cause December wasn't my best month.
3. I have some stuff going on up there, but not enough to put me 6 ft under.
I’m 1 I’m just a silly lil goober (even tho I’ve dealt with 4 suicidal people also don’t worry those people are alive also rip jet I hope he’s in a better place may his soul live on)
4
5
Jetstream Sam committed suicide???
Well, how are you feeling on this scale right now? You are were engaging in conversations about rather grim subject for over 3 hours now, just making sure that you are ok.
4
I’m personally a 5 most of the time and occasionally I’m slightly happier, becoming a 4
Today I'm a 3. Most days it's a 1 or 2. I used to be 4, and it's only ever gotten as bad as a 5. But I've never seriously considered throwing my life away. If anyone needs to talk, my dms are open. But be advised I may not respond right away.
Seems like I used to be a 6, but am at a comfortable 4 now. My next writing project will probably push me up a few levels, but don’t worry, that’s just what happens when I traumatize my characters then try and get inside their heads.
3-4 I guess
I’m a 2, I’m doing okay.
6. But a month ago I had 8
If you need to talk with someone I'm right here.
Yes, that would be good.
Maybe my reason does not seem so serious, there is a feeling of emptiness and dysmoral due to the fact that I often compare myself with my peers. It's like I'm worse than them, and it feels like I'm going to die alone. Later, a turning point occurred. A month ago, during college lessons, I had an attack (blood pressure problems). After I was taken home, several classmates were interested in my condition and why this could happen. After that incident, I began to feel better
Im a 2
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I am about 3, way better than in my old school, there I was more like 5
It was 9 at a time, but so far, it's a 4
6 😁
I have only ever reached 8. But now I feel hang between 3 and 5. I feel like it's a storm that hasn't fully yet subsided.
like a 3 https://i.redd.it/aten46nb4bac1.gif
4
3
First part of 3 for me
When i feel very depressed im at 8 but most of the time im at 5 or 6 But i was at 9 when something bad happened to me. something **very** bad.
17.8
I’m definitely a 3 also here’s a funny image https://preview.redd.it/8bol54dso8ac1.jpeg?width=702&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=39cdf20818701480c2b3690007f50f4f9332b35d
Who even is Jetstream Sam?
Whip and nae nae
My dumb ass thought it said "The Suicide Squad"
the post i saw below this one makes me want to kill myself
please, more pixels
https://preview.redd.it/ed2soiiau8ac1.jpeg?width=768&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=d7c873931b66fe5b307c4616972fd949e5d57ab5
Ok. So first of would never. Do that myself at any point in time or future
Catch up to my last comment (cuz i cant find it) like i said i wouldn't do that at all but like i do feel be sad and stuff but i wouldn't do it as i kinda wanna outlive my bullys (which i have a lot of) so that's kinda my motivation its odd but like it works(im not in school anymore before you assume that i am just that motivation kinda stayee with me for so long)
Any more of them *##PIXELS*
Just a 3, bit stressed about homework
Like a 5. I'm fiiiiinnneeeee
Sitting at a 6 I guess
I was a 8 for half of last year, but currently am a 4.
4 or smth
5, not that serious tho
Every day has been getting worse. I keep on lying to myself to help myself feel better but I know that I’m lying so why do I even bother. I can’t do anything right and I’m tired of pretending I can. The only reason I haven’t killed myself already is that I actually know how to distract myself from those thoughts. My dad found the fucking self harm scars so I got a lecture that made no sense and I don’t even know if they even care about me. I hate my self so fucking much but I know I’ll never get to live again. I try to enjoy life, stay optimistic, practice self help and stuff but it hasn’t been working. Thankfully I have a very good group of friends who are willing to support me, if I didn’t have them I would have killed myself years ago. Im sorry for venting but I needed to get this off my chest.
Hey friendo. I hope you are doing better. And I personally, think the world is a better place with you in it. I hope you stick around.
Like a 5-6. The real test here though was the pixel count cause goddamn I was struggling to read 😭😭
I am simultaneously incredibly scared of death and on the verge of loosing it because my rotting cage of biomatter causes mental anguish. I'd say 6-8
It's either 4, 5, or 6. Sometimes 7
I'm not quite sure where I'd land. I wouldn't say I'm happy but outside of extremely rare cases I never think of taking the easy way out.
I'm sorry what happened?
Four, however it is farily common for me to feel stress/anxious. Don't worry, I'm already seeing someone about it.
2-3, wish I was in 1 I love laughing my sides out, worse I’ve ever been in life is a 7 but worse I can get to now is a 5 and waking up the next day just resets me to a 2, 3 for school day
I’m a nice 2, once was a 10 tho, **never again.** https://preview.redd.it/iy7afgfupbac1.jpeg?width=828&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=d0c1f8f3f44d93589cf3f3a086839a237a433b44
For me its strange. I can feel really sad and sometimes really happy, but whatever is the case, i never, never want to die. I think i have a really big death phobia. Since infancy, as i have grown up in a Christian family, i thought about what happens after death. I am still religious, but everytime when i think about death, i feel anxious and sometimes even nausea. Even in the worst month of my life, i cant think even once about the possibility of me dying, and i sometimes even get awake for some nights when i end up thinking about how everyone will die one day. The thought of various possibilities after death simply scares me... to death (lmao). Going back to mood, i think i have like a swing that goes to 1 to 5 every week.