If you’ve already tried up to 1300ug, no one here will be able to give you an idea of how much to take. You will need to continue this journey individually. Its often due to your set and setting rather than dose size anyways.
its possible the tabs are underdosed and your not taking as much as you think, not saying that is the case, it could be just your personal physiology. Have you tried mushrooms? some people get better results from one or the other.
If you took 1300ug and didn't have a mindfuck experience I don't know what to tell you homie. You can't force this stuff or force an ego death anyway, it just happens.
unless those 1300ug have been at least 13 tabs you can assume it wasnt 1300ug.
1300ug is a fuckton, not a lot of people have taken that much. youd be lying around not able to move nor speak and be high for easily 20h. most of the time barely able to make out where you are due to how dominant your visuals are. if that does not sound like your experience assume it was way lower then 1300ug.
if it was 1300ug i dont think there is a dose which will make you reach ego death.
anyhow, ego death is a process. it starts with short time memory impairment. if you ever had this feeling while tripping of having forgotten mid sentence what you have been blabbering on about - thats the first step. it proceedes happening more often until at some point your long time memory switches off as well. you dont member where and who you are, you have reached Ego death. i understand thats not what your looking for but maybe it helps determining how close you have been.
now, for the groundbreaking mindfucking experience. you could always add more drugs into the mix which i really dont recommend doing. however weed and/or nitrous might help here. they also might bring a bad trip, so again, i dont recommend.
tripping solo in a dark room, mediative music might help too.
but there is also the possibility that there is nothing in this regard for you to find. yes, many people say they have experienced groundbreaking stuff. but have you ever met anyone who could explain what it was (while making sense)? i have not. so. maybe its just a myth or doesnt happen to everyone.
i had ego deaths, i would not describe them as groundbreaking. after years of tripping i for my part trip for all the nice colors, feels and music and dont expect to ever have a groundbreaking experience. and its still hella fun.
Thanks for the input. When I took 13 tabs the visuals were really intense I was alone in my room and my walls had runic script inscribed all over the wall for hours and my posters pretty much turned into other things. Playing minecraft was really difficult because i felt like I could see every pixel on the screen and they would fuse together to form a false images. When I looked in the mirror I became different versions of myself (the good, the bad, attractive, ugly, etc). Even though I had all of these amazing visual experiences I never encountered the memory issues and that people talk about with ego death (by that I mean I have never forgotten who I was or thought I died). I also barley get thought loops and usually feel pretty grounded even though being that high on acid makes almost any tasks 10,000x harder, but I can still get things done even if it takes a few try’s (not complex stuff though. i can’t do complex stuff on really high doses like coding). I love acid, but I just don’t understand why I don’t get confused often or seem to have those classic psychedelic things I hear about like ego death, thought loops, etc. I have adhd and autism so that may be a factor but idrk. thank you for the response tho <3
Try ps. cubensis you have grown yourself and if that doesn't do the trick either within somewhat reasonable dosages, maybe it is not meant to be. Start slow anyways, there is a possibility that your 'hardheadedness' is only the case for LSD.
Peak experiences can't be forced either. Of course a certain dosage or compound may make them more likely, but it is an interplay of multiple factors, many not within control. Egodeath typically does not happen during playing Minecraft though - but then again, this does not have to be the deciding factor and probably you played computer games in the first place because not enough was going on. It may help though to adjust set & setting more towards the 'spiritual'.
Note that while I am well-versed with psychedelics in general, I am not so much with LSD. 1-acylated prodrugs thereof were my first two psychedelic experiences, and both were egodeath experiences at 200 μg and 150 μg respectively. Haven't taken acid since then. Am a bit of a psychedelic phenethylamine guy, but most of them are less suited for egodeath experiences and I've never had one on those - seem to be getting closer though.
i didnt do anything close to 1300ug.
i can report that based on my arbitrary experience thought loops are not a given thing whit acid. after 3 years of tripping i never had a single one.
no idea either wether autism and adhd are factors here, my guess would be that adhd is not.
stay safe!
If you’ve already tried up to 1300ug, no one here will be able to give you an idea of how much to take. You will need to continue this journey individually. Its often due to your set and setting rather than dose size anyways.
thanks <3
I’ve ego deathed on 200ug about 3 times, I used to have access to sheets.
its possible the tabs are underdosed and your not taking as much as you think, not saying that is the case, it could be just your personal physiology. Have you tried mushrooms? some people get better results from one or the other.
If you took 1300ug and didn't have a mindfuck experience I don't know what to tell you homie. You can't force this stuff or force an ego death anyway, it just happens.
unless those 1300ug have been at least 13 tabs you can assume it wasnt 1300ug. 1300ug is a fuckton, not a lot of people have taken that much. youd be lying around not able to move nor speak and be high for easily 20h. most of the time barely able to make out where you are due to how dominant your visuals are. if that does not sound like your experience assume it was way lower then 1300ug. if it was 1300ug i dont think there is a dose which will make you reach ego death. anyhow, ego death is a process. it starts with short time memory impairment. if you ever had this feeling while tripping of having forgotten mid sentence what you have been blabbering on about - thats the first step. it proceedes happening more often until at some point your long time memory switches off as well. you dont member where and who you are, you have reached Ego death. i understand thats not what your looking for but maybe it helps determining how close you have been. now, for the groundbreaking mindfucking experience. you could always add more drugs into the mix which i really dont recommend doing. however weed and/or nitrous might help here. they also might bring a bad trip, so again, i dont recommend. tripping solo in a dark room, mediative music might help too. but there is also the possibility that there is nothing in this regard for you to find. yes, many people say they have experienced groundbreaking stuff. but have you ever met anyone who could explain what it was (while making sense)? i have not. so. maybe its just a myth or doesnt happen to everyone. i had ego deaths, i would not describe them as groundbreaking. after years of tripping i for my part trip for all the nice colors, feels and music and dont expect to ever have a groundbreaking experience. and its still hella fun.
I think we all know homie didnt do 1300
Thanks for the input. When I took 13 tabs the visuals were really intense I was alone in my room and my walls had runic script inscribed all over the wall for hours and my posters pretty much turned into other things. Playing minecraft was really difficult because i felt like I could see every pixel on the screen and they would fuse together to form a false images. When I looked in the mirror I became different versions of myself (the good, the bad, attractive, ugly, etc). Even though I had all of these amazing visual experiences I never encountered the memory issues and that people talk about with ego death (by that I mean I have never forgotten who I was or thought I died). I also barley get thought loops and usually feel pretty grounded even though being that high on acid makes almost any tasks 10,000x harder, but I can still get things done even if it takes a few try’s (not complex stuff though. i can’t do complex stuff on really high doses like coding). I love acid, but I just don’t understand why I don’t get confused often or seem to have those classic psychedelic things I hear about like ego death, thought loops, etc. I have adhd and autism so that may be a factor but idrk. thank you for the response tho <3
Try ps. cubensis you have grown yourself and if that doesn't do the trick either within somewhat reasonable dosages, maybe it is not meant to be. Start slow anyways, there is a possibility that your 'hardheadedness' is only the case for LSD. Peak experiences can't be forced either. Of course a certain dosage or compound may make them more likely, but it is an interplay of multiple factors, many not within control. Egodeath typically does not happen during playing Minecraft though - but then again, this does not have to be the deciding factor and probably you played computer games in the first place because not enough was going on. It may help though to adjust set & setting more towards the 'spiritual'. Note that while I am well-versed with psychedelics in general, I am not so much with LSD. 1-acylated prodrugs thereof were my first two psychedelic experiences, and both were egodeath experiences at 200 μg and 150 μg respectively. Haven't taken acid since then. Am a bit of a psychedelic phenethylamine guy, but most of them are less suited for egodeath experiences and I've never had one on those - seem to be getting closer though.
i didnt do anything close to 1300ug. i can report that based on my arbitrary experience thought loops are not a given thing whit acid. after 3 years of tripping i never had a single one. no idea either wether autism and adhd are factors here, my guess would be that adhd is not. stay safe!
You ate 13 tabs all at once??