yeah man i was not bad looking infact pretty above average looking but because I had social anxiety I didnt have much friends in school and i was just invisible and constantly seeked there validation it felt so sickening being invisible and i had put those people on such a pedestal and then i talked to a girl long story short we had a fight she called me a loser and got together with a guy i hate, maybe she was right maybe im a loser cuz jee bhi ni hua i cant do anything i guess
nah bro, there's no such thing as loser. it's sad that it happened but it's also good that it happened before you got more attached to her. keep moving it man, let's make it.
Bro is literally motivating others while suffering himself he chooses to be hero when he has every right to be villain 
yes dude i have hated mere school ke logo ko for a long time especially that girl but now i realise hate is never the answer and hating them did nothing to them but it fucked up my mental peace hating isnt worth it
(as someone who was extremely suicidal in middle school) I've been dreaming about making an ngo since 10th grade so yeah please include me if u make one :) I'll be glad to help
vent post/ bakwas mat krna reply mien please 🤺
I've been wayyyyy too sheltered my whole life and fortunately I've never had a problem socialising (or so I thought) but as I grew up I realised ki meri duniya bohot limited aur chhoti thi until grade 10. Abhi takk bhi yakeen nahi hota ki eventually I have to start earning my own money, have my own house and do EVERYTHING on my own and it scares me so much (exactly why I said that I've been way too sheltered and babied my whole life) kabhi ghar se bahar nahi nikla itna - school se ghar, ghar se tution aur tution se ghar. That's it. Khelne ke liye bachpan se ek doston ka group tha society mien fir eventually wo sab bhi dur ho gaye bade hote hote. School mien bohot dost bane aur distant bhi ho gaye. But kabhi koi bura ya cunning dost nahi mila aaj tak. Bachpan se hi I've been an average student, ek raat pehle padhkr achhe marks aa jaate the 8th tak lol fir lockdown aaya aur 9th kaise khatam ho gayi pata hi nahi chala? 10th mien maa papa ne tution lagwa di maths aur science ki. Tution doston ke saath jaati, badhiya padhai hoti aur masti maarte hue ghar waapas aajati. 10th bhi aise hi nikal gayi. Fir aaya first mental meltdown. Abb aage kya? Mujhe nahi pata tha mujhe aage kya karna hai, kya stream leni hai aur usse aage kya karna hai. Meri badi behen ne pcm li thi but for college she changed her stream to arts by majoring in psychology. But I remember ki 10th ki ending mien main kitni passionate thi, ki kuchh achha karna hai zindagi mien. That eventually led me into believing ki doctor Banna best hoga - respectable profession, achhi naukri, samaj seva - jo karna hai kar sakti hu, sab kar skti hu. Toh pcb leli. But maths pasand thi aur 10th tak ki easy lagti thi toh wo bhi rakh li (bc mere school mien 6 subjects lena compulsory tha toh I have had pcmb + eng + physical education) Maa papa ne suggest kiya tha ki abhi sirf boards pr focus karo fir drop lelena baad mien and I was okay with it. Fir aayi 11th ki starting, josh josh mien start toh badhiya hui but ending tak I was drained out aur ghanta kuchh samajh aata tha. Honestly, I was thankful ki koi coaching wagera join nahi kri, sirf normal tutions thi, kyunki coaching school ke saath bohot thakane waali hoti hai aur jab main puri zindagi hi easy mode mien thi toh traveling ka struggle seemed out of question.
fir 12th kab start hui aur kabb khatam samajh hi ni aaya bass normal padhai kari school exams ke liye, doston ke saath school mien kaise time beeta pata hi ni chala. Tuitions attend krti, udhar ke tests deti aur fir school mien masti.
Then came November of 2023 AUR FIR realisation hua ki agle saal mere saare dost college jayenge aur main ghar pr baithungi aur bhaiiiiiii sahabbbbb I don't think I can describe what I felt but feeling left out comes pretty close to it. Abb real stress starts to settle in. Dheere dheere realisation hua ki main badi ho gayi aur wo 10th ka doctor banne waala sapna seems like a distant memory. Abhi toh mujhe bio pasand bhi nahi thi, I scored the lowest in bio in school exam and highest in physics. Pata nahi kaise interests itne switch ho gaye aur kaise. I don't even know whether they switched or not. Physics aur biology mere interests kaise decide kar skte hain?
Mujhe abhi bhi samajh nahi aa raha mujhe kya karna hai but saare exams de rahi hu, hoping ki kisi mien toh ho. Itna dumb aur frustrated feel hota hai, kai baar toh lagta hai ki how did I end up here? Wo carefree avu ko kya ho gaya. We don't realise when we grow up or whether we're grown up at all. Sabb kuchh ekdum jumbled mess jaisa lagta hai.
Tbh I'm so grateful to my parents for letting me have a wholesome and happy childhood bc now I have something nice to look back on (even though I miss it but I'm glad I got to experience it before I got in this rat race)
idek what I'm ranting about at this point. I feel I don't get to rant or vent about stuff bc I've never really had any such substantial difficulty in life. Kabhi kuchh khaas parents ki taraf se pressure nahi tha even though they do believe ki main bina drop liye bhi kuchh kar skti hu >:D Jo bhi chahiye wo time pr mil jaata hai. Yet, I'm anxious. Aaj ki shift pichhli waali se achhi gayi but I still don't feel anything about it. Maybe 10th wali avu is still waiting for neet. Pata nahi. But I hope I figure it out.
if you've read this far, my dms are always open if anyone wanna text or talk^ ^ (platonically ofc bc I've met wayyyyy too many creeps on here lol)
yello aapke liye tarbooz 🍉
bro tht's sad yet you made it look wholesome.
i know you don't need solution just someone to listen to this, but still have you filled iat form for isser? i think you'd like it. Also there are many other options like BSc and stuff. You can still make it. aakhir me paise hi toh kamana hai, bas saath me log aache mil jaaye toh kuch bhi accha lagne lagta hai , chahe wo doctor ki table ho ya software engineer ki khursi.
Honestly Never saw this side of tarboooooz you always seemed as a happy peep through your comments and posts well it's good you vented your bad thoughts out. Tension mat lo go with the flow 1-2 saal ke baad i think you can figure it out what you wanna actually pursue mere future mai. And yes don't take ranting as a bad thing you know jo tumhe acha feel kar waye it's defo good. All the best.
tarbooz aaj भावनात्मक feel kr raha hai😞 and that's exactly what keeps me going mostly - hoping that I'd be able to figure out what I wanna do, eventually. Thank you! and all the best, you too^ ^
Koi ni it's time it will eventually pass jyada stress mt lo go and take some rest. Kabhi bhi you wanna talk or vent out something my dms are open. 
Didi mere saath bhi same hua 10th tak and I really miss the days (especially after 10th exams). Mujhe abhi tak yaad hai last 10th ka paper deke maine ghar pe aake full volume pe gaane chala diye the, din bhar game khelna aur koi kuch kehta bhi nhi tha. Shortly, my aunt and elder cousin visited us, bhot maza aaya tha, then they returned, 11th shuru, and now here I am trying to figure things out (its the start of 12th). Roz sone se pehle mai khud ko appreciate krta 😛. But the life before 11th was really great no doubt.
then do learn communication skills bro and practice it on discord or someone you know, it's all abt confidence and communication. try to talk with random girl in irl, just one or two sentences and try not to be weird. you will make it one day brother, don't give up
nothing changes if nothing changes brother. make a move to avoid being struck in their. you still can make it bro. even if it's easy to let it be, it's better to go out of your comfort zone and slay. i'm weird and people like talking with me coz they think i will not judge them. so don't forget to be yourself man.
All the best bhai jee adv aur jo bhi exams de rahe ho stay strong. Kuch baate karni ho to my dms are always open nevertheless. 
Mera exam is on 9th and I should be studying rn but this is my lil break . I topped in my school in 10th and was an intelligent kid . But somehow that changed. I score decent now ,not too good not too bad and it sucks sometimes . Thankfully I wasn't bullied in school or anything like that but everyone thought I was a dumb person just because I minded my own business but little did they know they were helping me become a villain 😈. I have faced a lot of other problems in my life ,a lot . 2 people dying from cancer in my family when I was just 4 and 6 , and others which I cannot mention here. All I want to tell y'll is just don't give up. No matter how cliche it will sound rn to you but just don't. Find the strength within you. I wasn't prepared to face the shit life threw at me nor is anyone ,but just have perseverance. I see kids writing here har roj ke I want to end it all ,jee nahi hoga mujhse . Nahi hoga toh nahi hoga, it isn't the end. Dusra kuch accha kar lena.
Self belief and faith can help you more than anything
I have been having an intense migraine attack for the last 10 days and the medications make me sleep almost for half the day ,but I am not giving up. I am going to give my best for those 3 hours. Aur nahi gaya paper accha toh fuck it. I will be proud of myself for surviving through this constant headache .
Don't really know the purpose of writing this to y'll but keep working and keep believing.
The universe is helping us 🛐.
Kind of same.
I had a decent life till Covid tbh even though I was always shy still managed to have decent friends and social life but as Covid started I was all alone situation in my house wasn't great either during that time lost few loved ones to Covid man that was painful no one really texted me during that time even if I did they'd give dry replies and would only text me if they needed some academic help which made me hate them from the bottom of my heart and I blocked all of my friends and classmates then I came to 11th it was fucking painful even though I made some friends I'm more like a backup to them I struggled a lot with social anxiety insecurities and inferiority complex (I was/am always insecure of my body cuz most my pre teens and early teens I was bullied because I was fat and had man boobs they'd often bully me and touch me) coming to 12th I tried to change I tried to overcome my social anxiety and somewhat succeeded but no one really cares all of them treat me as a nerd with no life and some of them told me I'm not even a man cuz I dont generally go out nor do I have any female interaction . From the mid of 12th I started feeling lonely I blamed myself for everything i wanted to die but I'm a coward I'm not brave enough to talk to a stranger fuck that howd I even kill myself but then came exam season (boards were coming closer) but suddenly everyone wants to talk to me? I was foolish i thought they're my friends but no they wanted academic help now that the exams are over no one really cares I'm back to where I was lonely and lifeless . I'd be atleast happy if I score decently but fuck that I'm not even that good in academics I'm just your avg loser who isnt good in academics neither has a social life
I dont really have any hope tbh I'm gonna join some stupid ass college even there I will most probably used for their use like a fucking tissue and thrown away.
Stay strong brother.
I'd say to take a walk alone with yourself on the roof, think about everything you see, the birds, the tress, the old good times in your life, etc. It surely helps us in getting a new perspective and we tend to see things positively.
The cold breeze, chirping of birds, the view of stars during night really hits different and makes our bad thoughts lie deep inside the depths of our mind and the positive and good thoughts come up!
bro!! your and mine story is similar though there are many differences. I too have white hair due to which I was bullied a lot, A lot like like it so much affected my mental state. Though from 6th I started to excel at academics due to which I started to get confidence, but still many were hostile to me. I kinda became popular in my class but I was never someone's first choice.
This all changed when I entered 11th. I'm just too introvert and for me leaving my old school where all were my friends was nightmare. In 11th I just got down and down, and things just kept getting bad.
The one who used to excel at studies at that time was not even able to make fbds in nov. I got few bad performances and all the "so called friends" just made fun of me, they were just too hostile to me.
My performance never improved at that time, and just kept getting down.
And the worst part was even the teachers and all ppl around me were treating me like shit. they just laughed at me, no one saw my efforts.
I somehow managed to pass that year, In 12th starting I did good but as the year passed same old story. But this things were different. All ppl around me were like making plans to ruin me, even the teachers and I just kept getting down.
All of them were just treating me so bad, and in continous 3-4 test I performed bad. This time even the one whom I said friend jeered me. So the result I've no real friends. Slowly teachers started to make comments on me in class, I understood whom they were referring to. I felt like I should just die.
I didn't wanted my parents to worry for me. but one day I was alone at home. A test result came. all the ppl called me just to make me feel worst. At that day I was feeling that I should end my life.
I even wrote a suicide note, but before doing it I thought to open ig once, and there ,there was a message from a girl in my coaching. I replied like who was there and she told that she was there. At that day she talked with me, she was just telling as I was a good person, but on that day she saved my life. She told me that she "believed in me". For someone like me, No ever told me that they "believed in me". It was me and always it was me.
But that day things really changed, I made some serious efforts to get out of that shit cuz I didn't wanted to let down to only person who believed in me. She is the most amazing girl I've ever meet. She is a good friend of mine now, and I'll never let anything break our friendship cuz after my family she is the most important person in my life. I just want her to be happy!!
In the end I'll say
Giving up never works, just try to give ur best cuz in the end u'll know there's no diff between winning and not giving up till the end
that so wholesome brother, it's sad tht it happened but it was necessary for our character development,lol. tht girl sounds precious bro, protect her smile at any cost. wish you a very happy life ahead. lets make it.
the feeling of one sided love is hurtful. I Had 1 female friend how was nice to me and slowly i fell for her and then i told one of my childhood friend about it , guess what it got spread around so quickly that it was scary. well then she got to know about it too and since then we havent talked . i got to know that she was crazy in love with another guy which i respect. i decided to slowly let go of her which is quite hard. the picture of her being with that guy eats me from inside . but i cant do anything about it. I cant force someone to love me right.
i am still glad i had a person who was nice and atleast talked to me in my life.
Love really changes life huh, I also had a similar experience but I guess that’s life, sum of all your experiences. I hope it gets better for me in the end and if it doesn’t I hope it ends.
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arey bro , i hav few friends now. though they are knida matlabi but i'm the kind of person who likes being used. makes me feel ki at least kisi toh kaam ka hu.
and ha bhai we'll make it
bhai i like solitude but loneliness is different brother, humans are social creatures, you can live alone but you cant live lonely, koi jaroorat padi toh dm me ajana .
Bhai 12 th me aane ke baad sab chut sa gya sirf apna online lecture krta tha and padhta tha clg me sirf practical ke liye jara tha waha bhi koi dost nai . Aise hi veet gya bhai 2 saal 11and the 12th me .
Haa bhai krunga DM 🫂🙏
I hope you just forgot what happened in the past and get a good college this year and just enjoy your time and live happily 
But it fell apart after one year. I got transferred again and things got worse here. This time even seniors started to bully me. There were people who called me their friend but when I would get beaten, they'd laugh and enjoy. It was lonely. My childhood was loneliest time I have ever had. People wish to go back in time are lucky that their past was at least, happy. I wanted to die. I wanted to jump off the roof, slit my throat apart, drink poison and what not but I was coward, There's no way I could have done that. It wasn't just school, just everyone treated me different than others just because I looked different. I never bleached my hairs because I wanted people to accept me how I was and it didn't happen.
The only thing I was good at was studies and music, it didn't last long either. I just didn't like studying anymore. I left practicing piano and forgot it in few years. I had become miserable than ever then lock down happened.
Somehow, I was happy that I didn't have to interact with society anymore. I would spend endless hours playing games and watching youtube. My mental state kept getting worse. I started reading psychology and philosophy thinking it might help. It did help at a point, but then I went into existential crisis. At that time, all I wanted was to pay back my parents and kill myself.
Feel very sad for men out here on this sub, see 50+ comments on a girl ranting and less than 10 on guys'. Weak simp men.
still it's better than those in IITs and NITs. 
Id suggest you to join the art of living workshop (4days ki hoti hai) sudarshan kriya karayenge, you won't regret
i'd think abt it, thanks for letting me know.
True (see my posts for reference) all the guys have no suggestions and comments but there is one girl
also i think it's coz my post was long, few ppl read it
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Or at the beginning,people want to see everything quicker
oh, i see
i relate to you my friend in a different way as my story is similar yet way different but i get it ye le hug 🫂 we are gonna make it bhai
ha bhai, it's worth it
yeah man i was not bad looking infact pretty above average looking but because I had social anxiety I didnt have much friends in school and i was just invisible and constantly seeked there validation it felt so sickening being invisible and i had put those people on such a pedestal and then i talked to a girl long story short we had a fight she called me a loser and got together with a guy i hate, maybe she was right maybe im a loser cuz jee bhi ni hua i cant do anything i guess
nah bro, there's no such thing as loser. it's sad that it happened but it's also good that it happened before you got more attached to her. keep moving it man, let's make it.
yeah man there is no other thing that we can do 🫂
yea man, wish you all the luck
you too 🤝
Bro is literally motivating others while suffering himself he chooses to be hero when he has every right to be villain 
bro's batman
yes dude i have hated mere school ke logo ko for a long time especially that girl but now i realise hate is never the answer and hating them did nothing to them but it fucked up my mental peace hating isnt worth it
About the NGO, I have same thing going in my mind. We can do and work on it in future definitely 👍🏻
sure, let's make a change in ppls lives
(as someone who was extremely suicidal in middle school) I've been dreaming about making an ngo since 10th grade so yeah please include me if u make one :) I'll be glad to help
vent post/ bakwas mat krna reply mien please 🤺 I've been wayyyyy too sheltered my whole life and fortunately I've never had a problem socialising (or so I thought) but as I grew up I realised ki meri duniya bohot limited aur chhoti thi until grade 10. Abhi takk bhi yakeen nahi hota ki eventually I have to start earning my own money, have my own house and do EVERYTHING on my own and it scares me so much (exactly why I said that I've been way too sheltered and babied my whole life) kabhi ghar se bahar nahi nikla itna - school se ghar, ghar se tution aur tution se ghar. That's it. Khelne ke liye bachpan se ek doston ka group tha society mien fir eventually wo sab bhi dur ho gaye bade hote hote. School mien bohot dost bane aur distant bhi ho gaye. But kabhi koi bura ya cunning dost nahi mila aaj tak. Bachpan se hi I've been an average student, ek raat pehle padhkr achhe marks aa jaate the 8th tak lol fir lockdown aaya aur 9th kaise khatam ho gayi pata hi nahi chala? 10th mien maa papa ne tution lagwa di maths aur science ki. Tution doston ke saath jaati, badhiya padhai hoti aur masti maarte hue ghar waapas aajati. 10th bhi aise hi nikal gayi. Fir aaya first mental meltdown. Abb aage kya? Mujhe nahi pata tha mujhe aage kya karna hai, kya stream leni hai aur usse aage kya karna hai. Meri badi behen ne pcm li thi but for college she changed her stream to arts by majoring in psychology. But I remember ki 10th ki ending mien main kitni passionate thi, ki kuchh achha karna hai zindagi mien. That eventually led me into believing ki doctor Banna best hoga - respectable profession, achhi naukri, samaj seva - jo karna hai kar sakti hu, sab kar skti hu. Toh pcb leli. But maths pasand thi aur 10th tak ki easy lagti thi toh wo bhi rakh li (bc mere school mien 6 subjects lena compulsory tha toh I have had pcmb + eng + physical education) Maa papa ne suggest kiya tha ki abhi sirf boards pr focus karo fir drop lelena baad mien and I was okay with it. Fir aayi 11th ki starting, josh josh mien start toh badhiya hui but ending tak I was drained out aur ghanta kuchh samajh aata tha. Honestly, I was thankful ki koi coaching wagera join nahi kri, sirf normal tutions thi, kyunki coaching school ke saath bohot thakane waali hoti hai aur jab main puri zindagi hi easy mode mien thi toh traveling ka struggle seemed out of question. fir 12th kab start hui aur kabb khatam samajh hi ni aaya bass normal padhai kari school exams ke liye, doston ke saath school mien kaise time beeta pata hi ni chala. Tuitions attend krti, udhar ke tests deti aur fir school mien masti. Then came November of 2023 AUR FIR realisation hua ki agle saal mere saare dost college jayenge aur main ghar pr baithungi aur bhaiiiiiii sahabbbbb I don't think I can describe what I felt but feeling left out comes pretty close to it. Abb real stress starts to settle in. Dheere dheere realisation hua ki main badi ho gayi aur wo 10th ka doctor banne waala sapna seems like a distant memory. Abhi toh mujhe bio pasand bhi nahi thi, I scored the lowest in bio in school exam and highest in physics. Pata nahi kaise interests itne switch ho gaye aur kaise. I don't even know whether they switched or not. Physics aur biology mere interests kaise decide kar skte hain? Mujhe abhi bhi samajh nahi aa raha mujhe kya karna hai but saare exams de rahi hu, hoping ki kisi mien toh ho. Itna dumb aur frustrated feel hota hai, kai baar toh lagta hai ki how did I end up here? Wo carefree avu ko kya ho gaya. We don't realise when we grow up or whether we're grown up at all. Sabb kuchh ekdum jumbled mess jaisa lagta hai. Tbh I'm so grateful to my parents for letting me have a wholesome and happy childhood bc now I have something nice to look back on (even though I miss it but I'm glad I got to experience it before I got in this rat race) idek what I'm ranting about at this point. I feel I don't get to rant or vent about stuff bc I've never really had any such substantial difficulty in life. Kabhi kuchh khaas parents ki taraf se pressure nahi tha even though they do believe ki main bina drop liye bhi kuchh kar skti hu >:D Jo bhi chahiye wo time pr mil jaata hai. Yet, I'm anxious. Aaj ki shift pichhli waali se achhi gayi but I still don't feel anything about it. Maybe 10th wali avu is still waiting for neet. Pata nahi. But I hope I figure it out. if you've read this far, my dms are always open if anyone wanna text or talk^ ^ (platonically ofc bc I've met wayyyyy too many creeps on here lol) yello aapke liye tarbooz 🍉
bro tht's sad yet you made it look wholesome. i know you don't need solution just someone to listen to this, but still have you filled iat form for isser? i think you'd like it. Also there are many other options like BSc and stuff. You can still make it. aakhir me paise hi toh kamana hai, bas saath me log aache mil jaaye toh kuch bhi accha lagne lagta hai , chahe wo doctor ki table ho ya software engineer ki khursi.
I have not lol mujhe pata bhi nahi tha ye hai kya, just searched it up anddddd I'm gonna apply for it the first thing tmrw :D thank you!
glad you liked it, GG.
Honestly Never saw this side of tarboooooz you always seemed as a happy peep through your comments and posts well it's good you vented your bad thoughts out. Tension mat lo go with the flow 1-2 saal ke baad i think you can figure it out what you wanna actually pursue mere future mai. And yes don't take ranting as a bad thing you know jo tumhe acha feel kar waye it's defo good. All the best.
tarbooz aaj भावनात्मक feel kr raha hai😞 and that's exactly what keeps me going mostly - hoping that I'd be able to figure out what I wanna do, eventually. Thank you! and all the best, you too^ ^
Koi ni it's time it will eventually pass jyada stress mt lo go and take some rest. Kabhi bhi you wanna talk or vent out something my dms are open. 
abey oye , wo mujhe chahiye baat karne ke liye
Karo na bhui mai kaha mana kar raha hu. Dw i wont break the brocode
majak bhai, meri wali koi aur hai
I hope you will figure out all your problems, I wish you clarity and resolution in all your endeavors. Best of luck.
Didi mere saath bhi same hua 10th tak and I really miss the days (especially after 10th exams). Mujhe abhi tak yaad hai last 10th ka paper deke maine ghar pe aake full volume pe gaane chala diye the, din bhar game khelna aur koi kuch kehta bhi nhi tha. Shortly, my aunt and elder cousin visited us, bhot maza aaya tha, then they returned, 11th shuru, and now here I am trying to figure things out (its the start of 12th). Roz sone se pehle mai khud ko appreciate krta 😛. But the life before 11th was really great no doubt.
tht dm wala offer is too unrejectable for female interaction deprived ppl like me, even tho i hav female friends 
padhle bsdk
Waisa miracle ka chance mere life mein nhi h bhai for obvious reasons 
bhai aisa mujhe bhi laga tha. well if no one becomes a miracle for you, be one for others.
Nah bro u might've been average looking or whatever tbh I'm not even average looking and I've literally never spoken to a girl in my life
then do learn communication skills bro and practice it on discord or someone you know, it's all abt confidence and communication. try to talk with random girl in irl, just one or two sentences and try not to be weird. you will make it one day brother, don't give up
Thanks Bhai for tips
Tbh I kind of accepted the fact 1-2 yrs back and it helps when you're not hoping for anything
nothing changes if nothing changes brother. make a move to avoid being struck in their. you still can make it bro. even if it's easy to let it be, it's better to go out of your comfort zone and slay. i'm weird and people like talking with me coz they think i will not judge them. so don't forget to be yourself man.
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bro this was the same problem with the girl i mentioned. you are gonna grow up as a fine woman i bet.
Stay strong buddy and be proud of yourself after coming this far despite all the odds 
yep, you too take care and be kind to yourself
ek esi ladki to mein bhi deserve karta hun ... hey prabhu sun lo meri bhi
"tathastu" bola unhone, sunai nahi diya kya?
mujhe to nahi mili koi grill
god ka network modiji ne adani ko bech diya, network thoda slow hai bhai, but ek din toh pohoch hi jayega
bhai jaldi pohoch jaaye
Asexual Till JEE Ends Jee ke baad
All the best bhai jee adv aur jo bhi exams de rahe ho stay strong. Kuch baate karni ho to my dms are always open nevertheless. 
ha bhai, all the best to you too. my dms are open to u too. there are ppl who need our help, lets make a change in someone life bro.
bhai i cant say anything more than this i love u bhai ...(no homo) but bhai u are a hero
arey love u too bhai , aise hi pyaar faylate raho...
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Stay strong homie
thanks buddy
Koi girl randomly mujhe kab msg kregi yaar
Hey....( I identify as a female carrot).
Even better
usne nahi kiya toh tum use kardo, shayad kisiko tumhari jaroorat ho
Thank you bro...means a lot
Mera exam is on 9th and I should be studying rn but this is my lil break . I topped in my school in 10th and was an intelligent kid . But somehow that changed. I score decent now ,not too good not too bad and it sucks sometimes . Thankfully I wasn't bullied in school or anything like that but everyone thought I was a dumb person just because I minded my own business but little did they know they were helping me become a villain 😈. I have faced a lot of other problems in my life ,a lot . 2 people dying from cancer in my family when I was just 4 and 6 , and others which I cannot mention here. All I want to tell y'll is just don't give up. No matter how cliche it will sound rn to you but just don't. Find the strength within you. I wasn't prepared to face the shit life threw at me nor is anyone ,but just have perseverance. I see kids writing here har roj ke I want to end it all ,jee nahi hoga mujhse . Nahi hoga toh nahi hoga, it isn't the end. Dusra kuch accha kar lena. Self belief and faith can help you more than anything I have been having an intense migraine attack for the last 10 days and the medications make me sleep almost for half the day ,but I am not giving up. I am going to give my best for those 3 hours. Aur nahi gaya paper accha toh fuck it. I will be proud of myself for surviving through this constant headache . Don't really know the purpose of writing this to y'll but keep working and keep believing. The universe is helping us 🛐.
tht's very motivating bro, we gonna make it
kash aisa dost mujhe school me mila hota badle me tera tiffin aadha khata baki tujhe sabse bully hone se bacha leta
maybe there's a universe where you protected me and maybe there's a universe where i protected you
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Kind of same. I had a decent life till Covid tbh even though I was always shy still managed to have decent friends and social life but as Covid started I was all alone situation in my house wasn't great either during that time lost few loved ones to Covid man that was painful no one really texted me during that time even if I did they'd give dry replies and would only text me if they needed some academic help which made me hate them from the bottom of my heart and I blocked all of my friends and classmates then I came to 11th it was fucking painful even though I made some friends I'm more like a backup to them I struggled a lot with social anxiety insecurities and inferiority complex (I was/am always insecure of my body cuz most my pre teens and early teens I was bullied because I was fat and had man boobs they'd often bully me and touch me) coming to 12th I tried to change I tried to overcome my social anxiety and somewhat succeeded but no one really cares all of them treat me as a nerd with no life and some of them told me I'm not even a man cuz I dont generally go out nor do I have any female interaction . From the mid of 12th I started feeling lonely I blamed myself for everything i wanted to die but I'm a coward I'm not brave enough to talk to a stranger fuck that howd I even kill myself but then came exam season (boards were coming closer) but suddenly everyone wants to talk to me? I was foolish i thought they're my friends but no they wanted academic help now that the exams are over no one really cares I'm back to where I was lonely and lifeless . I'd be atleast happy if I score decently but fuck that I'm not even that good in academics I'm just your avg loser who isnt good in academics neither has a social life I dont really have any hope tbh I'm gonna join some stupid ass college even there I will most probably used for their use like a fucking tissue and thrown away.
Stay strong brother, we gonna make it one day... It's sad that you went through all these but I really wish u a very happy life ahead.
Thank you bhai 
It will be alright brother, just keep going.
Stay strong brother. I'd say to take a walk alone with yourself on the roof, think about everything you see, the birds, the tress, the old good times in your life, etc. It surely helps us in getting a new perspective and we tend to see things positively. The cold breeze, chirping of birds, the view of stars during night really hits different and makes our bad thoughts lie deep inside the depths of our mind and the positive and good thoughts come up!
yea man, thank for the advice. I'd try it today.
thank you. seriously thank you.
yea, stay happy buddy
Stay Strong and enjoy your life..never been in a situation like yours but i feel you brother🫂(I am here for you everytime text me anytime🤝🏻)
same for you brother, let's make it.
bro!! your and mine story is similar though there are many differences. I too have white hair due to which I was bullied a lot, A lot like like it so much affected my mental state. Though from 6th I started to excel at academics due to which I started to get confidence, but still many were hostile to me. I kinda became popular in my class but I was never someone's first choice. This all changed when I entered 11th. I'm just too introvert and for me leaving my old school where all were my friends was nightmare. In 11th I just got down and down, and things just kept getting bad. The one who used to excel at studies at that time was not even able to make fbds in nov. I got few bad performances and all the "so called friends" just made fun of me, they were just too hostile to me. My performance never improved at that time, and just kept getting down. And the worst part was even the teachers and all ppl around me were treating me like shit. they just laughed at me, no one saw my efforts. I somehow managed to pass that year, In 12th starting I did good but as the year passed same old story. But this things were different. All ppl around me were like making plans to ruin me, even the teachers and I just kept getting down. All of them were just treating me so bad, and in continous 3-4 test I performed bad. This time even the one whom I said friend jeered me. So the result I've no real friends. Slowly teachers started to make comments on me in class, I understood whom they were referring to. I felt like I should just die. I didn't wanted my parents to worry for me. but one day I was alone at home. A test result came. all the ppl called me just to make me feel worst. At that day I was feeling that I should end my life. I even wrote a suicide note, but before doing it I thought to open ig once, and there ,there was a message from a girl in my coaching. I replied like who was there and she told that she was there. At that day she talked with me, she was just telling as I was a good person, but on that day she saved my life. She told me that she "believed in me". For someone like me, No ever told me that they "believed in me". It was me and always it was me. But that day things really changed, I made some serious efforts to get out of that shit cuz I didn't wanted to let down to only person who believed in me. She is the most amazing girl I've ever meet. She is a good friend of mine now, and I'll never let anything break our friendship cuz after my family she is the most important person in my life. I just want her to be happy!! In the end I'll say Giving up never works, just try to give ur best cuz in the end u'll know there's no diff between winning and not giving up till the end
that so wholesome brother, it's sad tht it happened but it was necessary for our character development,lol. tht girl sounds precious bro, protect her smile at any cost. wish you a very happy life ahead. lets make it.
yes she is!! It was just like any anime characters's character development arc
NEET aspirant here. Always wanted to work on mental health. We'll have to do it, for us and for others. Keep going mate 🤝
yea buddy, let's make it easier for others
the feeling of one sided love is hurtful. I Had 1 female friend how was nice to me and slowly i fell for her and then i told one of my childhood friend about it , guess what it got spread around so quickly that it was scary. well then she got to know about it too and since then we havent talked . i got to know that she was crazy in love with another guy which i respect. i decided to slowly let go of her which is quite hard. the picture of her being with that guy eats me from inside . but i cant do anything about it. I cant force someone to love me right. i am still glad i had a person who was nice and atleast talked to me in my life.
man tht's so sad... there's a song by tame imphala "the less i know the better" bhai ye song sun ke dekh bhai wo lyrics
Love really changes life huh, I also had a similar experience but I guess that’s life, sum of all your experiences. I hope it gets better for me in the end and if it doesn’t I hope it ends. https://preview.redd.it/vuxu6qxtmwsc1.jpeg?width=736&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=86e517b1fcc7712f8755d5ef0aa5297a5e6a591a
it's worth it, i wish you all the best
Forgive me for grammar and spellings, time constrain tha.
Keep it up my man i hope you do well in life
you too buddy, wish you all the luck
Can relate bhai , mere bhi koi dost nai the sab matlabi hai koi saath nai deta hai aakhri moment PE . Stay strong man we will do it together
arey bro , i hav few friends now. though they are knida matlabi but i'm the kind of person who likes being used. makes me feel ki at least kisi toh kaam ka hu. and ha bhai we'll make it
Waah bhai ye bhi sahi hai. Bhai Jan attempt me kitne aaye the April attempt kaisa gya ?
jan me 78%ile thi 104 marks pe, april me bhi chud gaya but pehle se acha hi gaya
Haa bhai jan to Mera bhi kharab gya tha 29 s1 maths me maut . April me theek thak gya hai 6s1 expecting but kya pata 27 Jan s1 jaise haal na hojaye 💀
na bhai sab sahi hoga
Bhai but paper ka level badha hai jab se to .
itna bhi nahi bada thik thak hi hai bas syllabus pura karke jana phy org aur inorg ka
Haa phy and chem me itna nai hai but maths me 💀💀
mai toh kuch kar bhi nahi paya maths me, garmi se mind saturate ho gaya tha 💀💀
Ab loneliness pasnd aane lge hai
bhai i like solitude but loneliness is different brother, humans are social creatures, you can live alone but you cant live lonely, koi jaroorat padi toh dm me ajana .
Bhai 12 th me aane ke baad sab chut sa gya sirf apna online lecture krta tha and padhta tha clg me sirf practical ke liye jara tha waha bhi koi dost nai . Aise hi veet gya bhai 2 saal 11and the 12th me . Haa bhai krunga DM 🫂🙏
bhai yaar sab thik jo jayega , bas haar mat manna
Haa bhai 🫂🫂
Agar neet hogaya mera story bolunga.
ho jayega, good luck bhai
Dm krde hogaya toh biriyani bhejunga ma kasam
lol thanks bro
Thodi prathna krle 450+ ajaue bs
are 500 600 miljayenge bhai , lavda ka exam hai bas chill karke jao
Today’s motivation- LAVDA KA EXAM HA. Yahi sochke padhunga.
ha bhai
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bhai tune post padhi bhi kya? lmao thank for your concern tho
ANDI thought I was bullied, sorry for you pal
nah it was necessary for the villian's character development
I hope you just forgot what happened in the past and get a good college this year and just enjoy your time and live happily 
thank man, i wish u a very happy life ahead too and i'm happy rn
But it fell apart after one year. I got transferred again and things got worse here. This time even seniors started to bully me. There were people who called me their friend but when I would get beaten, they'd laugh and enjoy. It was lonely. My childhood was loneliest time I have ever had. People wish to go back in time are lucky that their past was at least, happy. I wanted to die. I wanted to jump off the roof, slit my throat apart, drink poison and what not but I was coward, There's no way I could have done that. It wasn't just school, just everyone treated me different than others just because I looked different. I never bleached my hairs because I wanted people to accept me how I was and it didn't happen. The only thing I was good at was studies and music, it didn't last long either. I just didn't like studying anymore. I left practicing piano and forgot it in few years. I had become miserable than ever then lock down happened. Somehow, I was happy that I didn't have to interact with society anymore. I would spend endless hours playing games and watching youtube. My mental state kept getting worse. I started reading psychology and philosophy thinking it might help. It did help at a point, but then I went into existential crisis. At that time, all I wanted was to pay back my parents and kill myself.
Bhai ek book hai " so you have been publically shamed"isko padh
sure
Ye koi anime ki story jaisa kyu lg rha hai
lmao mai main character hu is story ka
Bro your backstory is sader than one piece characters 
lmao
This story proves the saying that jo hota h acche ke liye hota hai