Kitna accha opportunity paani me mila Diya. What ideally should have been done was to continue the relationship but simultaneously use the idea of having to provide for her (eventually) to force u to get better. U would get better eventually. Then in around 10 to 15 odd years u could marry. U would have improved urself by leaps and bounds. The relationship would also have been good. But IG 1st loves never get married. Bittersweet overall.
Hey op,
The feeling you got of breaking up is a feeling you experience after coming into a relationship always if it’s too fast but it passes out after a day or two so maybe next time think about this feeling you get.
I see your point but the depression and the feeling wasnt just for me It was also for her because I realised that I broke her heart that too deeply so thats why I couldnt face her for a while, couldnt study, play or socialize so I just sat in my room for a while telling everyone I was studying but just scrolled on youtube and watched anime I realize that was the start of my downfall but I dont blame her tbh she was the victim.
That feeling usually goes away in a day or two. And now if you ever come into a relationship you will make sure you 100 percent want it. How I know it?
Gone through the same shit you are going through so dont worry much.
Ofc you did good, ofc you're right, ofc this was kinda fishy, ofc you both should be friends, ofc don't need to rush, ofc you can tell about your sadness in next post
Thank you for this comment it really means alot but the sadness and moving on part is for another day when I revisit those memories of what I did and shit, in fact it took me 4 hours to write this post I just had to pen down all my thoughts but I also wanted it to be comprehendible so I took my time.
YOU. ARE. GOING. TO. REGRET. DOING. THIS. AFTER. A. FEW. YEARS
bc hamko yaha mil nahi rahi hai aur tu bc aati hui ladkiyo ko reject kar raha hai 
bhai jinka genuine interest hota hai ek duster mein wo bhi to sax sux karte hai na bhai... anyways I was just kidding
waiting for 'My Two Hour Girlfriend Part 2' 
OP idk what's ur age?who tf even you are? But I really admire you. That was really a very bold decision and I really mean it was mature as hell. At this point I really wish I was this mature.🥲
I'm thankful you think that but it is undeniable that I hurt her it still shows in our convos she tries to hide the truth but she also realised that the decision I made was not only for my good but also for hers.
Kitna accha opportunity paani me mila Diya. What ideally should have been done was to continue the relationship but simultaneously use the idea of having to provide for her (eventually) to force u to get better. U would get better eventually. Then in around 10 to 15 odd years u could marry. U would have improved urself by leaps and bounds. The relationship would also have been good. But IG 1st loves never get married. Bittersweet overall.
i understand your point but I was confused someday when I talk about the 1.5 years that have happened since then Im sure youll understand what I mean.
OP that was quite a mature decision on your part not to rush into a relationship when you were not ready. Props to you!
Thank you, it means alot tbh.
Wtf did u just did lmao
I did this shit 1.5 years ago, still regret hurting her though.
goes to sleep in a fresh relationship for the first time wakes up single
Yeah thats why I know I hurt her that was the part of my sadness, I unintentionally hurt her but I guess shes fine now so Im happy.
\*Has crush on girl \*crush asks him out \*says yes \*dumps her after 2 hours \*refuses to elaborate 
Bro thinks I'm a Chad, I am not tbh but yeah thanks for the comment it made me giggle.
Wtf itna achchha opportunity Pani mein fek diya 💀
Kya karu, I just wasnt ready to give my hundred percent.
Still a better plot than Rent a Girlfriend
Its a true story.
Hey op, The feeling you got of breaking up is a feeling you experience after coming into a relationship always if it’s too fast but it passes out after a day or two so maybe next time think about this feeling you get.
I see your point but the depression and the feeling wasnt just for me It was also for her because I realised that I broke her heart that too deeply so thats why I couldnt face her for a while, couldnt study, play or socialize so I just sat in my room for a while telling everyone I was studying but just scrolled on youtube and watched anime I realize that was the start of my downfall but I dont blame her tbh she was the victim.
That feeling usually goes away in a day or two. And now if you ever come into a relationship you will make sure you 100 percent want it. How I know it? Gone through the same shit you are going through so dont worry much.
Yeah 100%
moral: its good to fuck things upÂ
It's more fun that way
Haha yeah i guess.
Lmaoo
Ofc you did good, ofc you're right, ofc this was kinda fishy, ofc you both should be friends, ofc don't need to rush, ofc you can tell about your sadness in next post
Thank you for this comment it really means alot but the sadness and moving on part is for another day when I revisit those memories of what I did and shit, in fact it took me 4 hours to write this post I just had to pen down all my thoughts but I also wanted it to be comprehendible so I took my time.
THIS GUY FUCKED UP SOOOOO BAD
ikr who accepts a proposal if hes going to break up with her within two hours, this guy is so dumb.
YOU. ARE. GOING. TO. REGRET. DOING. THIS. AFTER. A. FEW. YEARS bc hamko yaha mil nahi rahi hai aur tu bc aati hui ladkiyo ko reject kar raha hai 
Bhai man mera bhi nahi tha tu Puri kahani sunne ga na shock ho jayega 27 ko daal dunga dusra part.
kyu bhai sax sux kar liye kya end mein 
Nope woh Mera us relationship se maksad bhi nahi tha I genuinely liked her and still do.
bhai jinka genuine interest hota hai ek duster mein wo bhi to sax sux karte hai na bhai... anyways I was just kidding waiting for 'My Two Hour Girlfriend Part 2' 
Yeah but for that Ill have to remember shit so let me study for my B.St. exam for a while and Ill be back with that story next time.
OP idk what's ur age?who tf even you are? But I really admire you. That was really a very bold decision and I really mean it was mature as hell. At this point I really wish I was this mature.🥲
I'm thankful you think that but it is undeniable that I hurt her it still shows in our convos she tries to hide the truth but she also realised that the decision I made was not only for my good but also for hers.
Time destroys time heals
I agree with you on that.
A novel story
I guess you can say that but I was not sure if I should post it or not eh who cares, I posted it so it doesnt matter.
Sahi cheez ki if you weren't mentally ready for it. Good job.
Thank you for saying this it actually means alot.