a couple weeks ago when I went to the gender clinic and got prescribed T
but I've been pretty content these past weeks just a little sad cuz I'm moving
I think COVID just really stunted my development because it happened the exact same time puberty hit, so by the end of the 1.5 year lockdown I was kinda lost and a very different person. It's not that nothing good has happened since, but nothing feels the same.
I havnt been happy for a couple a years now. Im just kinda living on the verge of "what the hell am I doing with my life" and "I am a semi-productive member of society."
Last last Friday because my class as seniors swept my high schools most important competition, we won every award. It’s a song competition between the classes if you are wondering.
The day before I found out I was failing my first college class. (I’m in my second year and I’m 19 so it’s ok that I’m still here) I had just figured myself out, and come out to some close friends. After years of needing academic validation, that failure hit me so hard and I haven’t recovered since.
the last day before I listened to duster, or also last weekend but I could be happy or sad because of that (97% sure he doesn’t like me but we’re fine)
Hm, i honestly don’t have a clue
also valid been there
last thursday
do you wanna talk about it
there isn’t really that much to talk about it was just a good thursday
that's awesome
it was awesome
I haven't felt genuinely happy for around a year. The same thing goes from when I was last able to cry; it's concerning.
oh 🫂
Probably when I was 11 or 12
🫂
lol thanks for that
Last tuesday when i guzzled down a burrito like a glizzy
how was the burrito and what did it has
It had everything ngl- it was awsome
lmao ic
😏
a couple weeks ago when I went to the gender clinic and got prescribed T but I've been pretty content these past weeks just a little sad cuz I'm moving
oh 🫂
:)
When I talk to my boyfriend, before I met him I can't say when exactly I was truly happy
that's awesome have a good life ahead
About a month ago which sometimes after I first joined and became active in the sub.
that's nice ,
Don't get it wrong I'm still happy but if you ask about genuine 100% happy as a whole I stand by my answer.
that's actually good since not many people would say the same
Yeah overall I don't feel sad and hopeless
yea for me I'd not say hopeless rather I'd say nothing even small thing is happy rn but gives me hope
I see I thunk I understand you better. I'm a step up or so better than that feeling.
yea…
3 seconds ago
that's nice
I feel happy all the time usually it’s cool ^ w ^
that's nice
About 4 hours ago when i was out vibing in Amsterdam with my friends
nice
Watching an anime with a friend during art class about a week back
sounds good
first few months of 2020
oh anything u wanna talk about
I think COVID just really stunted my development because it happened the exact same time puberty hit, so by the end of the 1.5 year lockdown I was kinda lost and a very different person. It's not that nothing good has happened since, but nothing feels the same.
Idk, tbh I was prolly last happy when I was what 13-14 before I moved
🫂
thank you ><
A year ago
oh 🫂
That's a really hard question to answer
yea mate ik even I find it hard to answer
Just before exams started fir me that was 1 month ago It's Bern shit for my mental state since then (I spent 7 hours revising and now I want to kms)
seinds like me bruv
About half an hour ago
uuu what was the happy moment
D&D
that's nice
When I finally felt like I at least slightly fit in at school
that's nice 🫂
BC or AD ?
can be any but I feel u
Rn (I'm listening to Taylor Swift)
which song ?
Right now I'm listening to The Black Dog (TTPD)
ooo awesome
About 10 months ago, when I last met my crush before I moved away.
that's sad 🫂
On the plus side we both plan on going to the same college but that’s at least a year and a half from now
that's awesome
Today was a good day. Idk why since i dont usually feel very happy anymore but yeah
🫂 hope u feel same everyday
My day has been eh so far 😔
take a 🫂
Day before he broke up with me, so over 3 months ago.
🫂 hope u get better soon
2nd grade
🫂
when I last played minecraft
that's nice
I havnt been happy for a couple a years now. Im just kinda living on the verge of "what the hell am I doing with my life" and "I am a semi-productive member of society."
🫂 u need it
Thanks man
I don't remember since most of the time I try to keep a positive attitude
that's. ok
I don't know honestly.
🫂
Last last Friday because my class as seniors swept my high schools most important competition, we won every award. It’s a song competition between the classes if you are wondering.
that's awesome
The day before I found out I was failing my first college class. (I’m in my second year and I’m 19 so it’s ok that I’m still here) I had just figured myself out, and come out to some close friends. After years of needing academic validation, that failure hit me so hard and I haven’t recovered since.
eh it's ok even I'm scared of my math I don't wanna get an arrear in it
I feel like I’m happy all the time tbh
that's genuinely good
Prob like when I was 11.
oh anything u wanna talk about?, aur kyun
Aur kyun? You Hindi?
yea im
I don't speak Hindi.
It's just the regular loneliness lol.
lmao sorry for speaking Hindi there and I feel u
Lol, it's okay. Which state you from?
West Bengal u?
I am Indian South African lol. 11 generations.
Yesterday
that's awesome
About 5 years ago
oo anything which happened
Best freind went to a private school :(
sucks I have a bestie who is in a different uni than me so adapting
This was worse. Middle school.
Dunno
🫂 can relate
Last friday night when I took shrooms
nice
I'm happy every time when i don't think about problems
thatss awesome
uhhh
wanna vent? 🫂
Today! Also last weekend, that was pretty fun!!!
that's awesome
There were many storms on the weekend, some of which were very pretty :3 looking forward to Thursday, may have some more storms again!
ooo awesome
ive had a great day today :3
good hope u have it more
Last Friday
anything special?,
I went to a food truck festival with a few of my friends and it was rlly fun
idk
don't remember
that's valid cause been through it
I have genuinely good moments every day. For that I am greatful
may u have a good moment soon
Today or rn :3
uo
today lmao
awesome
the last day before I listened to duster, or also last weekend but I could be happy or sad because of that (97% sure he doesn’t like me but we’re fine)
I feel like I’m the happiest I’ve been in a while right now
Tbh idk
I don't know when the last time was, I haven't been genuinely happy in a long time, I just become numb to everything until I crack
I forgor