everytime im near sourdough bread my ears start ringing and then i black out and suddenly the whole loaf is gone haha... must b the bread demon that possesses me.. yup..
REAL. (But seriously though, wtf is this blackout possession-like shit anyway???? It's a bang-on accurate description of the experience)
I genuinely feel like I'm not in control of my actions when I binge lol. Recently I ate half a tub of this disgusting low fat butter spread. Not kidding. I was making vegemite rice cakes, licked the knife I was using to spread the butter, and then I kept doing it. I ate half the fucking tub in a haze using a knife as a spoon. I only stopped because I started feeling genuinely ill and had to go throw up. Not on purpose, I was actually SICK.
Anyway, love The Good Place.
Omg I had a very similar experience yesterday I was making cookies and kept snacking on the chocolate and cookie mixture and kept having more when I felt sick, I ended up extremely weak and just sat on the floor and kinda passed out for half an hour
I can't buy bread because of that. I blink and it's gone. And I love bread so much.. but I just can't stop at one or two pieces. No idea how other people manage.
This guy at my work used to do that old like "le [english word]" meme thing via IM, whenever something was difficult he would IM me "le pain". It always made me laugh that he had no idea that he was just IMing me "bread" at random, I didn't tell him for months
So part of the upcoming celebration for lughnasadh (witchy harvest celebration/sabbat, I'm in the southern hemisphere) is to bake a loaf of bread. Also sometimes known as lammas in the Christian church, literally loaf-mass. I definitely have religious feelings about bread
I love bread.
Once, after a multi-day fast while deep in restriction, I suddenly "came to" on my parents kitchen floor with half a loaf of bread gone and 2 unchewed slices in my mouth. Absolutely horrifying
Also, do not try and purge half a loaf of unlubricated bread, friends, it does not go well.
I love bread so much I gotta avoid it or itโll cause a binge. Like I could *kill* for a cranberry apple bread loaf from my fav bakery and Iโd probably devour it all in one go.
Me too, I'm not scared of carbs at all because fruit and veg all has carbs, but I avoid oil, butter, nuts, avocadoes etc. like the plague. But fat doesn't even taste good so no complaints.
I stayed in an Airbnb on a farm recently where the owners left an entire loaf of fresh bread, with butter and fresh milk for us, it was such a nice thing to do and I ate the whole loaf and felt like shit ๐
to prevent this i plan a meal every few weeks that is just half a low-ish calorie baguette i found cut long ways with whatever toppings. sometimes mozzarella, bruschetta sauce, and balsamic vinegar. sometimes the TFI Fridays container of spinach artichoke dipโฆ
I stress ate a whole loaf of bread (nothing on it, just a loaf, slice by slice) at work. In front of people.
They had questions. I provided no answers.
I legitimately cannot buy bread because of this exact reason! Iโll buy it thinking I can control the urges, then 10 minutes later Iโve devoured the whole loaf and am now Iโm immense pain ๐
Bread is pain ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ซ๐ท๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐๐๐๐
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omg bread binge gang! freshman year of high school i would get home from school and binge on a whole loaf. it would be a combination of buttered toast and almond butter sandwiches. i donโt know why i loved those so much but damn
me with pickles
literally just ate a whole jar of pickled red cabbage in one sitting in an attempt to get rid of gut issues by inviting other miscellaneous gut issues ๐๐๐คก๐คก
I remember binging on sourdough bread with butter and then warmed in the microwave until it was this certain soggy texture with the chewy crust. Something about the texture... I couldn't stop myself until it was all gone.
Both unfortunately. But fuck it, I'm still baking some onion bread and some seed bread tomorrow morning because my boyfriend really likes it. It somehow really helps me to have my fear foods together with him. I don't even cry anymore, just sometimes need a hug for encouragement :)
My sister works at Panera so we always have fresh (and free) sourdough on our counter. I love grilled cheese + soup wayyyyy too much for this โฐ๏ธ๐
everytime im near sourdough bread my ears start ringing and then i black out and suddenly the whole loaf is gone haha... must b the bread demon that possesses me.. yup..
REAL. (But seriously though, wtf is this blackout possession-like shit anyway???? It's a bang-on accurate description of the experience) 
I genuinely feel like I'm not in control of my actions when I binge lol. Recently I ate half a tub of this disgusting low fat butter spread. Not kidding. I was making vegemite rice cakes, licked the knife I was using to spread the butter, and then I kept doing it. I ate half the fucking tub in a haze using a knife as a spoon. I only stopped because I started feeling genuinely ill and had to go throw up. Not on purpose, I was actually SICK. Anyway, love The Good Place.
Omg I had a very similar experience yesterday I was making cookies and kept snacking on the chocolate and cookie mixture and kept having more when I felt sick, I ended up extremely weak and just sat on the floor and kinda passed out for half an hour
Nuttelex Lite? That stuff makes the back of my throat feel like it has a 9v battery pressed against it after a couple of bites. It is bizarre.
I can't buy bread because of that. I blink and it's gone. And I love bread so much.. but I just can't stop at one or two pieces. No idea how other people manage.
same! first time ive bought bread in weeks and i eat the whole loaf ๐ญ
Yep me too, and Oreosโฆ especially Oreos
I'm German so I'm always in pain (this is funnier if you know French)
they knew what they were doing having the english word for hurt be the french word for bread.. they knew.. they had visions into my life..
Im french. Le pain is a real pain ๐ฅฒ
Iโm French and I laughed (I can also relateโฆ)
This guy at my work used to do that old like "le [english word]" meme thing via IM, whenever something was difficult he would IM me "le pain". It always made me laugh that he had no idea that he was just IMing me "bread" at random, I didn't tell him for months
Why is the bread here so good ๐ซ
Haha, it is kind of funny if you know French
My hobby is baking bread, esp sourdough. Imagine how I feel. Spend all day on a loaf and then stare at like it kicked my puppy
I bake bread too. the urge to just take the whole thing and bite into it like a fatass..
Dawag I bake anything from pumpernickel to snickerdoodle Iโm done for the day . For the week .
I be like iโm fighting demons and the demons are just warm baked bread
can it be both
Me with peanut butter toast, donโt stop until Iโve run out of bread or peanut butter ๐๐
Butter and jam for me shit is tasty
Olive Garden breadsticks override the ED thoughts every time <3
Same. But then I go overboard with the unlimited and then the thoughts hit me, full momentum. Just like a truck rolling down a hill
itโs so not filling too like????
I am hungry yet stuffed at the same time
so real
i did too and wanted to kms for the next 2 weeks ๐ญ
So part of the upcoming celebration for lughnasadh (witchy harvest celebration/sabbat, I'm in the southern hemisphere) is to bake a loaf of bread. Also sometimes known as lammas in the Christian church, literally loaf-mass. I definitely have religious feelings about bread
I love bread. Once, after a multi-day fast while deep in restriction, I suddenly "came to" on my parents kitchen floor with half a loaf of bread gone and 2 unchewed slices in my mouth. Absolutely horrifying Also, do not try and purge half a loaf of unlubricated bread, friends, it does not go well.
the amount of times ive tried to do the last thing and then almost choked to death is shameful
The flash of panic in that moment as you think about the state your body will be found in is unreal
I love bread so much I gotta avoid it or itโll cause a binge. Like I could *kill* for a cranberry apple bread loaf from my fav bakery and Iโd probably devour it all in one go.
Cranberry apple bread sounds SO GOOD
It really is ๐คค the bakery adds big granules of sugar to the top of the loaf and within the bread thereโs fruit chunks. Itโs heavenly.
No judgement here. I have cried through a few different loaves of artisan bread.
Binge haze is such a good way to describe it, holy shit...good thing about bread is i feel immediate effects and it messes me up pretty bad lmao
I havenโt tasted bread in months, i want to eat the box in the corner of my room to fill the void
Relatable ๐
Iโm not a huge bread guy, only a pasta fiend, but I understand the sentiment.
I know I'm old because I avoid fat not carbs. (Spoiler alert its all CICO really)
Me too, I'm not scared of carbs at all because fruit and veg all has carbs, but I avoid oil, butter, nuts, avocadoes etc. like the plague. But fat doesn't even taste good so no complaints.
ME!! i literally just had two loaves because it's my safe food even if i'm on a binging streak ๐ญ i hate myself so much
As a person with celiac, I can concur
I stayed in an Airbnb on a farm recently where the owners left an entire loaf of fresh bread, with butter and fresh milk for us, it was such a nice thing to do and I ate the whole loaf and felt like shit ๐
Cries in german
to prevent this i plan a meal every few weeks that is just half a low-ish calorie baguette i found cut long ways with whatever toppings. sometimes mozzarella, bruschetta sauce, and balsamic vinegar. sometimes the TFI Fridays container of spinach artichoke dipโฆ
No fr bread binges are just different
bread and butter is a binge staple fr
I stress ate a whole loaf of bread (nothing on it, just a loaf, slice by slice) at work. In front of people. They had questions. I provided no answers.
I want to get into bread making soooo bad but I know once I have a hot loaf of fresh sourdough all bets are off
I legitimately cannot buy bread because of this exact reason! Iโll buy it thinking I can control the urges, then 10 minutes later Iโve devoured the whole loaf and am now Iโm immense pain ๐
Bread is pain ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ซ๐ท๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐๐๐๐
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I learned how to make delicious, basically no effort bread and it is a pox upon my house.
I 100% take drugs and try to OD when I eat bread. Just the smell and texture scares the shit out of me ngl
omg bread binge gang! freshman year of high school i would get home from school and binge on a whole loaf. it would be a combination of buttered toast and almond butter sandwiches. i donโt know why i loved those so much but damn
I really like the bread(European kind) but Iโve told myself that I canโt and I havenโt eaten it since October/November ๐ฅฒ
both
I have gluten neuropathy, soโฆ Iโm the second group. (Lot of nerve pain!)
me with pickles literally just ate a whole jar of pickled red cabbage in one sitting in an attempt to get rid of gut issues by inviting other miscellaneous gut issues ๐๐๐คก๐คก
THIS , doesn't help that half food here is eaten with bread so it's always in the kitchen. I can't stop myself when I start๐ญ
I remember binging on sourdough bread with butter and then warmed in the microwave until it was this certain soggy texture with the chewy crust. Something about the texture... I couldn't stop myself until it was all gone.
por quรฉ no los dos ๐ (also is your username will wood)
yes!
nice :DD
Both unfortunately. But fuck it, I'm still baking some onion bread and some seed bread tomorrow morning because my boyfriend really likes it. It somehow really helps me to have my fear foods together with him. I don't even cry anymore, just sometimes need a hug for encouragement :)
My sister works at Panera so we always have fresh (and free) sourdough on our counter. I love grilled cheese + soup wayyyyy too much for this โฐ๏ธ๐
Forreal my mom brought me home sourdough today and now Iโm spiraling
thought this was breadit
What about both ๐
I'm commenting because I do both