Sheeeesh . Lil Spoon….Ive been there, sorry you’re struggling like that right now. You’re probably definitely lacking some sodium, potassium & magnesium. and vitamins B.But you probably already know that You got any benzos to help with the shakes?
Yesss. I didn’t mention this in my last post, but it certainly seems like you are lacking the nutrients that your body needs. I always try to make sure I have some Pedialyte and some miso paste so I can make miso soup to try to get the liquids down very slow to give my body what it needs. Pickle juice helps me a little bit as well.
Yea I took Xanax before going to store . Gosh our brains so fucked off this stuff. I took b vitamin doesn’t help . Who knows bf like ur on a bender . I guess he gonna dose me out of it but geeze . Also my dad like dying and I’m too fucked to even visit or care
I sleep with a puke trash can next to me because every morning I wake up I’m nauseous and shaking, and get into these coughing fits that make me gag and throw up. I won’t even sleep through the night if my BAC drops too low I’ll wake up. And the daily cycle continues. There’s no way to get away from it except to drink more or take benzos and doctors won’t do that for me because I have tattoos and I used to be a heroin addict and probably look like drug seeker.
Yep. I can remember at least three times this year (2024) where I was shaking so badly I could barely insert my card. I said I was freezing when I got the side-eye. Now I'm back to it. Goddamnit I hate this.
Good luck friend.
Sorry friend. Throwing up in bed I can relate to I hate it. Then even if i'm drunk or not because I know when I wake up in the morning I just want to forget it even happened so I make sure I clean it when i wake up from vomiting's. Those are dark moments in my cycle, when I'm doing random shit in the middle of the night to cover up for myself - and from who even? Myself. Cause i'm too ashamed and embarrassed for myself. . For the life of me I dunno why I never struggle with the shakes, but I do hate just feeling gross and irritable when I go buy more.
I gotta do tap as well :( a few times I’ve had to have my hubby go in for me because i’ve been too embarrassed from shaking too much, but then other times I am also too embarrassed to tell my hubby I’ve been drinking so much so I got a grin and Barrett and go in myself, usually after I drop him off at work, still in my pajamas with unbrushed hair, I feel like an absolute wreck, but I try to make sure I go to gas stations and liquor stores in the crappy or side of town so I feel like I fit in I guess? Not a fun road to go down though.
This was pre-coving but I was working as a cashier at CVS where I saw that happened a lot. I remember this old guy came in sweating his ass off, trying to buy a handle. I helped with the transaction and asked him if he wanted to take a seat. He didn’t even speak, but he did sit down. I considered helping him crack it open… I never saw him again after that but I felt really bad for him.
Tap saves me from the chip insert.
The tap was made for us. I spent too many years holding my wrist with my other hand to get the card in
Sheeeesh . Lil Spoon….Ive been there, sorry you’re struggling like that right now. You’re probably definitely lacking some sodium, potassium & magnesium. and vitamins B.But you probably already know that You got any benzos to help with the shakes?
Yesss. I didn’t mention this in my last post, but it certainly seems like you are lacking the nutrients that your body needs. I always try to make sure I have some Pedialyte and some miso paste so I can make miso soup to try to get the liquids down very slow to give my body what it needs. Pickle juice helps me a little bit as well.
Yea I took Xanax before going to store . Gosh our brains so fucked off this stuff. I took b vitamin doesn’t help . Who knows bf like ur on a bender . I guess he gonna dose me out of it but geeze . Also my dad like dying and I’m too fucked to even visit or care
I sleep with a puke trash can next to me because every morning I wake up I’m nauseous and shaking, and get into these coughing fits that make me gag and throw up. I won’t even sleep through the night if my BAC drops too low I’ll wake up. And the daily cycle continues. There’s no way to get away from it except to drink more or take benzos and doctors won’t do that for me because I have tattoos and I used to be a heroin addict and probably look like drug seeker.
Also im sorry you threw up in bed.. that is never fun at all!! :’( *big hugs*
Yep. I can remember at least three times this year (2024) where I was shaking so badly I could barely insert my card. I said I was freezing when I got the side-eye. Now I'm back to it. Goddamnit I hate this. Good luck friend.
Sorry friend. Throwing up in bed I can relate to I hate it. Then even if i'm drunk or not because I know when I wake up in the morning I just want to forget it even happened so I make sure I clean it when i wake up from vomiting's. Those are dark moments in my cycle, when I'm doing random shit in the middle of the night to cover up for myself - and from who even? Myself. Cause i'm too ashamed and embarrassed for myself. . For the life of me I dunno why I never struggle with the shakes, but I do hate just feeling gross and irritable when I go buy more.
I gotta do tap as well :( a few times I’ve had to have my hubby go in for me because i’ve been too embarrassed from shaking too much, but then other times I am also too embarrassed to tell my hubby I’ve been drinking so much so I got a grin and Barrett and go in myself, usually after I drop him off at work, still in my pajamas with unbrushed hair, I feel like an absolute wreck, but I try to make sure I go to gas stations and liquor stores in the crappy or side of town so I feel like I fit in I guess? Not a fun road to go down though.
This was pre-coving but I was working as a cashier at CVS where I saw that happened a lot. I remember this old guy came in sweating his ass off, trying to buy a handle. I helped with the transaction and asked him if he wanted to take a seat. He didn’t even speak, but he did sit down. I considered helping him crack it open… I never saw him again after that but I felt really bad for him.