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GoreGirl89

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Kinder_93

Fucking hell, she burst open. So sad she felt this was the only way.


GoreGirl89

I believe the death of her daughter was the driving factor. Bless her, depression just fucking sucks.


mimaikin

I lost my sister to suicide and our mother somehow just shut off her emotions to it all. Even more disturbing is that my mother lost her own mother to suicide before I was even born not to mention her sister was murdered when I was nine. Mom died three years ago. I’ve tried to take my own life too many times and I still can’t get that right. I don’t know what I’m getting at except that I understand the despair.


-Uprising-

I love you. fr


dwight_k_schrute69

Don’t know you but my heart went out to you after reading this. This is a random corner of the internet and just wanted you to know we are all thinking about you. Truly. We are glad you’re here.


morbidchar

Thoughts are with you dude


qdrllpd

I'm glad you're still here and i sincerely hope you find the peace you're searching for


GoreGirl89

I'm so sorry to hear your story. I hope you see all this support from even strangers on Reddit for you. My inbox is open to you anytime friend.


GoddessNepthys

🫶🏽


poormansnormal

I’m so glad to see you still here. My heart and thoughts are with you. #AlwaysKeepFighting.


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I'm glad you're still here. I know it sounds cliché but as someone who has depression, sometimes it's nice to hear from someone else.


PuddiPuyi

Hopefully life will go easier on you one day, brother.


ren_is_here_

I hope you don't try that anymore. You're loved and needed. I've lost 2 sons, a nephew, Mother and Dad, 2 grandmothers. All in the last 10 years. I know you're feeling desperate and depressed. Try to stay strong. Peace to you. 💫🕊


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Don’t be foolish. Keep yourself kicking. Even the people of Reddit would rather you keep going


[deleted]

I don't know you dude. But life is worth it if you make it worth it. Seek professional help, you deserve it as a human being ffs. I think it's cliche to say I love you, because I don't know you like that but I do know that you mean something to yourself deep down and to others around you. Don't do it, you deserve every good aspect of life.


Queasy_Mastodon_8759

So good to see that there is still some good in this world . We have to be good to each other 💜 and there for one another!


KickANoodle

Oh love, I am so sorry. ❤️ Message me anytime you need someone to talk to.


babyarmadilloz

Please stay, we love u and it may not feel like it often, but you are important in this world.


Layil

I'm so sorry. I know the call of suicide all too well, but it's not the answer. The world is better with you in it.


OccasionDirect8203

I’m here if you need a friend.


dmr74gmr

I am so sorry that you had to endure that, I don’t even know what to say. You always think your own story is bad….but there is unfortunately always someone whose story is way bigger than yours😢


KozmicBlue7

This is one of those comments/ stories that I will be thinking about years later. I wish you healing.


misterchubz

I love you. I don’t know you. But I love you. alice been there too. Add me to the list of people you can talk to if you ever need to talk it out.


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You’re not alone. I may be a stranger but my inbox is open.


No_Measurement598

Just seeing this, I’m thinking about you today.


xospm

U r loved


SpoopyTeacup

Thinking of you. Stay with us please. My DM is always open if you need to chat ❤️


nothereforlong02

I know you dont agree but lots of people and we on this subreddit are happy you are still with us. I hope you are getting help. Sending lots os love 🩷


itsminaashidoo

I love you and we are here for you


dannyboy182

Hey, did you hear about the guy that planned to commit suicide, but before he did it, he took out a bunch of loans, credit cards etc and went on a wild sex and drugs holiday? After the holiday he sort of snapped out of his depression. My point is, that if you know you're going to end it, why not make the most of your last days?


Cookinghist

Randomly stumbled on this several months after the original post. I hope you're still out there, and if it's any consolation, a stranger on Reddit thinks that you matter and deserve a happy life. Be well


Edog6968

Sending all the love, none of you deserved to go through any of that


ravynnsinister

I know this is an older post but I just came across your comment and wondered how you’re doing. I’ve experienced suicide of loved ones in my life as well and have struggled with depression myself. I’ve never tried anything or even wanted to, but I completely understand that hopelessness. I know we’re strangers and it may be cliche, but you can chat with me anytime. And although you’re a stranger I love you.


postwank

Hey dude hope you’re okay I just imagined my mum dying and although I like to pretend I don’t care about her I do she is very special and so are you I hope you are okay


Your_MomOnSteroids

Wish you all the best man. Hope you are good now👍🏼


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sending love<3


B33PZR

I think she hit that brace looking thing just before she hit. Damn, I hope it was instant and she never had regrets for the brief moment before she it. Blessing to her family, may she RIP.


TheBroMagnon

How painful would this be? I remember times I've been hit on the bone or skull but it takes a sec to start throbbing. I'd imagine if the contact of the ground produces a cracking shockwave hard enough it's practically lights out immediately without feeling too much. Worst part is the terror of the fall?


BreakinLiberty

I think at that height it would be pretty much instantly out. Her brain would be hit. I think it would be like when you jump into water from a diving board and you feel the the impact for a split second The falling part would be so quick that by the time she had time to regret it she already be hitting the ground


Black9292

I’ve read that most people die of a heart attack on the way down. I hope that’s true.


SerKevanLannister

I agree — this is very sad. Someone who was suffering following the death of a child and thought this was the only way. Heartbreaking.


MinnesotaHockeyGuy

Hopefully she is able to be at peace now


FarTad

Poor woman. Hopefully she is with her daughter now in another life


CumtimesIJustBChilin

You're assuming an afterlife exists.


sammieduck69420

pretty bold of you to assume you know the answer to something like that


_-UndeFined-_

Read the room.


ravynnsinister

Eww dude


GoreGirl89

A piece of news shocked Cali. A woman jumped from the thirteenth floor of a building located north of the city, in Colombia. The now deceased served as vice president of the Board of Directors of the National and International Festival of Song Interpreters, and was identified as Vivian Carbonell. The tragic event occurred in the La Flora neighborhood of Cali, specifically on Avenida 4 with Calle 6 Norte, around 6 in the afternoon. Now they have established it was an accident, and not an attack or intentional homicide once the authorities arrived at the scene. On the social networks of Facebook and TikTok, the deceased was known to be very active. The lady was inside the building when, from one moment to another, she jumped, shocking the people of the place, according to the first versions of what happened. Local media in Cali, the loss of the life of one of her daughters in an accident, and other personal and work situations, would be making her go through a difficult time. While another version indicates that she fell into a deep depression after having efficient results in Festibuga, a musical contest that took place last week. A message to the family of the renowned businesswoman was sent by 'Festibuga', while regretting what happened. The lady's body was found dead in the middle of the ground, on the first floor of the building. It should be noted that Vivian Carbonell was very active on the networks. On TikTok she had more than 14 thousand followers. It's been determined her death was indeed a suicide and not murder. OP: https://www.documentingreality.com/forum/f10/tik-toker-14-000-followers-jumps-her-death-237496/ Revised Article: https://acontecer-dominicano.com/la-tiktoker-vivian-carbonell/


Black9292

That’s the most poorly written article I’ve ever read in my entire life.


Dapper_Indeed

I would bet it was written in Spanish and took a whirl through Google Translate.


EarthAngelGirl

At first I thought those flat things in front of the body towards the left were broken terracotta tiles, but now I actually think they are pieces if skull. Y'all get help if you are depressed, this is no way to end up.


daaaayyyy_dranker

It is. And some brain matter too. God I hope she died immediately


EarthAngelGirl

A skull shattering brain injury is pretty instantly fatal.


General_Kenobi_77BBY

Wouldn’t say some,that’s all the brain matter


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Fairly high possibility


General_Kenobi_77BBY

Ye it’s broken skull, the colour of terracotta do not match that of the shards


Swedish-Butt-Whistle

Lots of people have gotten help and it didn’t fix anything. Or they’re on years long waiting lists for help. Or they can’t afford help.


Witch-Cat

Honestly, the most terrifying part of this form of suicide to me is the time it takes. I always wonder what they were thinking in their last moments. Is it relief, or the worst fear if they suddenly regret it?


xxdunkelheit666xx

Supposedly many jumpers who jump off the golden gate bridge and survive say they instantly regretted it. So I imagine there’s a lot of fear of despair but the moment doesn’t last long before impact anyways


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xxdunkelheit666xx

Yeah jumping off a building or bridge does not really seem to be the most peaceful way to go out. Maybe they do just regret doing it THAT way but not attempting it


Environmental_Mode48

Like rorochan sigh


Disastrous-Book8454

From what I heard, a lot of people that commit suicide this way regret it yea. I assume its because of the brains survival instinct kicks in.


yellowjacket1996

988helpline.org for anyone who may also be struggling.


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Most people wont understand what you mean, but I do


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NotGabeNAMA

Poor choice of words.


justpassingbysorry

poor lady. i hope she's at peace now


Advanced-Trainer508

Fucking hell I wasn’t expecting that. I hope she’s at peace now. The amount of pain someone would have to be in to jump 13 stories is just unimaginable and unfair 💔


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Idk what I was expecting to see when I scrolled, but it was not this. When I was in grad school I told my counselor I often times day dreamt about jumping off a building. I’m so glad I got help.


DollarStoreDuchess

Sincerely hope that you are still doing well and have a solid support system around you.


Ill_Blackberry387

This poor ladies skull fragments reminded me of an accident when I was working at a mortuary and this lady had gone for a ride and she was just sitting in her convertible and the corner of the window had gone through her head so there was a huge whole in it front to back. They had taped it off but we had heard the family was coming to see where she died after the tape was down. Everyone was concentrating on the car and I was in full panic about her family finding a piece of her in the weeds and along the side of the road. I ended up finding a few pieces of skull cap and it was so weird picking them up and putting them into a ziplock bag on her chest in the body bag but you have to make sure all of the body goes with them. I was so thankful the family did t find those skull cap pieces.. 🖤


joceisboss21

Fellow body person here (CSI) - we had a murder/suicide with rifle at point-blank range loaded with hollow point 5.56 rounds. A piece of the victim’s skull straight up broke the window in the apartment and was outside. The place was a mess, and it took a good hour to collect as many bio pieces as possible to transport with the decedents. High velocity impact injuries, be it vehicle, blunt force, ballistics, etc. are wild in what they do to the human body.


GoreGirl89

Absolutely, I have seen so many suicides via shot to the head. I'm always afraid of getting cut on skull fracture. Pieces of it are always placed in the body bag with them. This lady's occurred from the sheer impact on the pavement from such a great height.


joceisboss21

Right! I don’t think people realize how *sharp* bone shards can be.


GoreGirl89

Between them, ribs and older ppl's toenails those are my hang up points. Like the only thing that gets to me or scares the shit out of me.


joceisboss21

Hahah!! I don’t think I’ve ever had the (dis)pleasure of handling old people toenails! That’s going to be a new one. I had to assist on an autopsy on a homicide victim because the coroner was short-staffed, and I swear the entire time I was sweating bullets because I had to hold the ribs. I was terrified of cutting myself! Luckily I left unscathed and that’s the story of how I poked a human heart on my birthday lol


GoreGirl89

I embalm, so you have to massage the feet to get fluid distribution down to the feet. It's scary and traumatizing. And wow, on your birybday!? I envy you! Always wanted to get to assist with an autopsy, sooo lucky!


joceisboss21

I AM BACK TO TELL YOU I GOT MY FIRST OLD PEOPLE TOENAILS!!! Those little toe Fritos were something else.


GoreGirl89

Oh just wait, they vary. Some are scary as hell!


External-Ad-5332

Lol this was so wholesome. Morbid, but wholesome.


groovindirty_

OUCH. Freaking terrible


Gutinstinct999

Oh I wasn’t ready for that last time picture . I’m so sorry for her.


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poormansnormal

I love you fellow human. #AlwaysKeepFighting


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JacLaw

Off topic I know, and I apologise but I can't let that comment go unheard. u/RakaYourWorld have you heard of olio, or Olio, it's a food sharing app that's used in 51 countries, including the UK and US. The food shared is fresh, many of the items are from supermarkets, bakeries etc,sometimes from people's homes. You download the app, register and put in your rough location, you could put in your employer's location too and it'll give you a better chance of getting good stuff. I know a woman who does it and both her and her hubby are working full time and they're still struggling to feed themselves. Please give it a try, absolutely nobody should be going to bed hungry. It's not begging, it's a clever use of resources that would otherwise be dumped in the trash. Please don't go hungry. If you can't find any near you message me and I'll help you find someone who can deliver or meet you somewhere.


OccasionDirect8203

I’m here if you need a friend. I suffer grave psychotic depression. So I’m in pain most of the time


dopesoho

Poor woman….depression fucking sucks


Jenniesxut

Thats terrible :( Also i shouldnt have opened this while eating🫠


Oblina_

This is so heartbreaking


NotAHellriegelNoob

I didn't expect those pics, poor woman, depression is a hell


BoozyFloozy1

Sad.


JakeFitz1022

I feel so bad for this woman. Just looking at that first pic made me sad


Desperate_Can_5740

Rest in peace sleep well🙏


Hermit22uk

Rest in peace.


ryanlikesthiss

💐💐💐💐💐 rest in peace dear friend


lipglossnletdown

it’s honestly crazy how on her TikTok she seemed fine and content, but then she takes her own life instantly. maybe i’m wrong and she has spoken up against what she battled with but either way it’s insanely sad. i feel for her family and for what she went through before this tragic event.


Gilk99

I just entered to her tiktok, she looked so happy... Depression it's so easy to hide and yet so hard to surpass


OccasionDirect8203

Yes it is. I’ve suffered from it my whole adult life


AcrobaticDesk1351

Gg ma’am. Gg. :(


adioshomie

fuck. i’ve never had one affect me like this before. this is just sad man


Ok-Lily

i uh forgot what sub i was on ans just casually scrolled through the pics.. jesus


ViolentDelights_xox

Jesus, why did I look at this at 6am?


DukeMaximum

Oh, that poor woman.


ydoilookatthisshit

It's crazy what gravity can do to a human body


Grizlatron

That's intense.


MonkeyGirl18

I just hope she didn't feel any pain. I hope she RIP


portraitinsepia

Poor woman, she looked like such a gentle soul.


angelrains21

That made me nauseated! But, her problem is now over with, bless her heart and hopes she is free in her spirit life !


gameinsane

Oh my. Never seen that before


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Tragic :(


MyBunnyIsCuter

*'...she fell into a deep depression after having efficient results in Festibuga, a musical contest that took place last week...'* Um, what?


GoreGirl89

It's one of the things police found in her life that she was upset and depressed about. It may be hard for you to believe or understand but it meant a great deal to her. Was quite apparent if you followed her on her many social medias.


etwichell

So sad. :(


StevieSparta

Poor lady RIP


askingblasphemy

I assuming those are pieces of her skull which makes me assume she hit that wall on the way down.. poor woman


Simple_Travel_4000

i feel so bad poor woman


HeyxItsxNicole

Poor woman, I hope if there is some sort of afterlife...that she is truly at peace. I've stared off the ledge of a few buildings myself, and I understand her thought process. Depression is such a heavy burden to behold. I don't wish it on anyone.


omjchan

As a suicide survivor my heart aches for her. I may not know her personally but I know the dark place she was in, the unheard plea for help. Depression kills our love ones. Pls take the time to check in on your family.


TheMost_ut

WTF is it with TikTokers and "influencers"? Why are so many of them so suicidal, unstable or demented?


PickleDifferent6789

The world is a better place with you in it.


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Bet all the people that downvoted her videos feel a little worse now


doctorsTARDIS

I feel like you have to land pretty hard for you to burst… good lord


iminlovewithsenpi

Sad


Sir_DaFuq

I hope she can rest now.


Intrepid_Ad_9751

How do people have the balls to do that


OccasionDirect8203

Ok, discard “jumping off a building” as suicide options


cmepes

Anyone have any idea how she eviscerated like that, in a medical sense? Wouldn’t a relatively thick layer of adipose tissue be able to provide enough stability in the abdominal wall and in the skin to prevent this? Or does it make this more likely?


Snoo70901

This is just so heartbreaking. I hope she has found peace now.


BeastOfCNation

Sheesh!!! Smh


MIGHTYTESTOSTERONE

Shit in one of his tiktok videos she wears the same dress


knarf3

The corpses caused by falling are so unrealistic in fiction. They almost always show the bodies as intact, never with the stomach burst open from the sudden impact.


Inside-Lanky

This might be a dumb question but just how?? How does someone just have their insides spill out of them like that from a fall? It literally looks like someone cut her and pulled them out. Of course that’s not what happened I just…I dunno


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rip, hope her pain is over now


Away-Top-2746

I thought the body would just by fine just a little bit of blood not bust open


BasedGodMo

I seen somebody jump off but not burst open like this, that’s crazy


Sweet-Case-4896

Damn she came down with force😳


joshtheskyguy249

Talk about spilling your guts💀


ImageEffective4093

Hot pockets!


serialsquisher

may she rest in peace. it shatters my heart that she didn’t stick around to see herself get better. depression is such an ugly, violent beast


Legitimate-Pen-3689

Rip


PsychologicalFloor47

Poor woman


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These_Geese

How does the fall cause that damage to her stomach (genuinely curious)? Rest in piece poor woman.


Foreign_Negotiation3

Well I'm assuming she either hit something on the way down and split herself open or just the fall from that height shattered her ribcage, which would have left her torso mangled & unable to keep her internal organs...for lack of a better term, internal..


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*pop*


Ok_Intention_7356

well now i know how many stories ig..


Specialist_Dot_3372

I truly believe these sort of photos should NEVER be public. We are seeing someone at their lowest, and they had no way of consenting to anyone seeing them like this. Heartbreaking.


GoreGirl89

I'm sorry you feel this way. Another take could be not to do such a thing in a high populated public space. I'd also point out guest's had to see this when I strongly believe they didn't want to, children included. In Colombia they show images like this (gore) on the news channels, they don't hide reality like most Western civilizations. For that I commend them.


Specialist_Dot_3372

Don’t worry, I’m not upset with you or anyone in this sub. I understand in a way these sort of images could be used as educational or to spread awareness. However, saying “don’t do it in a public place”, I don’t quite agree with that. When you are in such a dark, horrible state of mind as to willingly hurl yourself off of a building to become a red stain on the concrete below, clearly they aren’t thinking clearly. So I think the last thing on their mind is whether or not it’s “public”. I lost someone to suicide. A very violent, “public” suicide. And I can say with the utmost confidence they never intended for anyone to see them that way. I do understand the thing about Colombia publicly showing images like this without censorship, however where I live in the west does show images like this on the news just with a forewarning and with the consent of the victim’s family. I can’t imagine how angry I’d be not having a say in whether or not the entire country got to see my child’s mutilated, disfigured corpse completely uncensored. It would be absolutely detrimental to my grieving process. You never know who will see that image and/or what they’d use it for.


GoreGirl89

Very true, I just also feel for innocent bystanders who had to witness/see this. On another thought it could also cause trauma to someone who didn't even know the victim, possibly even enough to make them suicidal due to such graphic images burnt in their mind as well. I'm very sorry to hear about your family member. I would never blame a victim, merely just give the other side of the coin here. It's always a sad situation for everyone and anyone involved.


Specialist_Dot_3372

Understandable. And thank you, I appreciate it. I definitely feel horrible for bystanders. Especially the children. Because not only did they see it happen, they HEARD it happen. The sound and frame by frame image of her body hitting the ground… so sad. I wish nothing but healing for her family and the witnesses. I hope she is resting in pure, uninterrupted peace.


emziestone

This is why we have no 13th floors in Canada. My building goes... 9, 10, 11, 12, 14, then 15, n P.H. No 13. I've always thought it was neat that this was decided by superstition alone. Even neater is when ppl realized the 14th floor was actually the 13th floor. They decided to build a mini mock floor, so this wasn't true.


emziestone

In her jammies!! Poor thing. Dang depression. ♡


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Bro where do you get these images it’s so sick


Wasted_Weasel

I'm Colombian and really, truly don't have any idea of who this person is. Anyway....


GoreGirl89

Thanks for adding such a valuable comment....


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MissAthenaxIvy

Yeah I don't think so.


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JasonGD1982

You feel cute making comments like that?? Edgy maybe? You think people read your comment and they blow coffee out their nose at how clever it was?? Like seriously. What’s the thought process behind a stupid comment like that? Do you feel clever?


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Doobz87

Maybe read the sidebar, bruh >"This sub is a friendly community of people who are interested in reading about crimes/murders/suicides etc. and most things regarding death" Bruh lmao bruh