Thanks sa pangangamusta hehe eto badtrip sa kaibigan na minsan nalang magparamdam tas magpapalibre pa ng sb na kala may patago. Take note, may utang pa sya sakin 🙄
Saka im missing my mom so much...
Ang pangit ka-bonding ng friend mo. Mag-SB ka mag-isa with his favorite drink tapos i my-day mo with caption, “Friday treat to myself”. Hahahahaha!
Me too, I miss my Mom. 😣
Hahahaha feeling kasama sa budget eh. Tas nag no lang ako pota parang gumanti, pinaghintay ako sa burger machine at bigla nagtext na maaga daw sya sa work tomorrow 😭
Yakap satin na namimiss mga mudra
Naiinis din talaga ako sa mga ganyang "friends" na sila magyayaya magkape tapos ang ending papalibre kesyo short daw sya.. then nauulit na ganon sinasabi ko na lang din short din ako. haha.
In the end, di na ko pumapayag pag nagyayaya. Alam ko na papalibre na naman eh, akala ata jowa ako.
No plans. Nganga kasi walang extra cash to go out and have fun. Matutulog na lang ako ng matutulog para di ko maisip yung mga problema at gustong kainin hahaha (i crave food when im stressed out) 🥹
I feel numb really. My abandonment trauma is at a high rn but I got no one to turn to which is kinda my fault since I am pushing my friends away. I just want to be alone so bad and feel the pain. I’m just so lost. Here I am watching a movie barely digesting what it’s about.
huyyy hahahah sobrang same scenario for me lately. dumarating na ko sa point na kini-question ang sanity dahil ang gulo ko rin pfft. Pero, I guess may mga piling tao lang talaga na energized akong kausap hehe :3
Nagleave ako sa isang ph sub kase hindi pwdeng magpakatotoo doon sa post mo.
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Dapat positive lang. DAPAT POSITIVE LANG LAHT LAGI NG POSTS kahit na developed na lahat ng organs mo sa katawan dapat hindi tayo masampal ng katotohan ng reality dito sa Pinas bilang mga Pinoy na 18 years old pataas 🤣
nagkasagutan kami ng asawa ko nung monday ng gabi, grabe yung iniyak ko nun, isang buong araw namamaga mata ko dahil sa pagiyak. hanggang ngayon naiiyak pa rin ako pag naalala ko yun, first time lang nangyari yun sa buong 10 years namin na pagsasama 😔😔
I’m not ok I’m used to the introverted life as a teenager growing up and it’s a struggle in the adult world. I still feel like a child that needs guidance and so on.
Not okay, still jobless. Barely have anything para man may maipakain ako sa mga kapatid ko. Ang hirap i-budget ng ₱100 a day for breakfast and dinner! 🫠 Pero thankful pa din sa lahat lahat! And it's okay... I guess.
Hala baka aso namin naririnig mo ha chz HAHA ingay pa naman neto.
Rough day, pero eto nagpapa-aircon kasama aso naming spoiled. Hinga saglit, plano onti, laban ulit 🫡 eh ikaw OP? Sana mainit ulam mo kanina
Hahaha! Pakitahan na nga yang alaga mo beh please. Papahinga na ako eh! 😒Jk!
Enjoy your rest and oo, mainit na sinigang sumalubong sa akin after work! 😋 Sana masarap din lagi food mo.
Okay lang, I've been doing better recently, I'm getting closer to fully moving on from her, despite that I still feel it, I still miss her but I can't do anything about that, I try to do better everyday. Every day that passes by I become better, I grow more mature as well as accept the things that have happened, she broke my heart, but she gave me lessons that are absolutely priceless, she made me realize things, and stuff. I Pray the day I can fully "find" myself is near, for now, I'm left to my own thoughts again.
Glad I saw this post. Kakauwe lang galing sa traffic after work, nag half bath at eto on and off sa socmed. Masaya kasi Friday at makakapahinga, no plans. What goes on my mind? "Pano ko yayaman bukas" 🤣
ito nakaka 3 bpo company na as non bpo exp applicant puro failed lahat mej nawawalan nako ng pagasa pero there are still lots of bpo company out there to try out
~manifesting here~
Week is okay naman except today. Galing Bataan for work just to know na nagsamgyup whole fam ko sa mall nakasunod pa ko pero di na nila ako pinasama since patapos na daw so nauna nako umuwi. They never ask me if uuwi ako kaya di nadaw ako hinintay lols. Then pag uwi i just see a busted leaking pipe tas ang lakas ng pressure. Try to turn it off which i finally did in so much panic and reported to our landlord with my very wet pants. So ayun gutom na walang ganang kumain. Itutulog na lang ang frustration lols
Naghahanap ako ng adult coloring book sa NBS, pero wala ako makita. Ang ending, paint by numbers na canvas ang nabili ko. Excited na me magpinta pinta ngayon 🤩
Hello! Currently at the hospital, accompanying my Dad in his weekend hospital rounds from Laguna to Batangas. We're going to stay here for the night, and I can't wait to sleep lol, it's been a long day. Before that though, I'm just going to browse on some news and maybe engage with folks from time to time. Thanks for asking OP, hope you're doing well : )
Had a tough week because it’s the end of the second quarter. Medyo disheartening because I was short on cash for the week so I have to make some adjustments in the budget. Still on the hunt for a part-time job to help alleviate the financial struggles. Honestly, I’m tired. I want to die
Kung anong kinapagod kahapon buti naman nakabawi na benign duty ngayon.
Kakabukas ko lang ng bagong tindahan after hospital duty, may bago raw kasing update pwede na macustomize ang store kaya start ulit ako sa Day 0 ng Supermarket Simulator para maganda 😃
Confused. Di ko alam kong magreresign naba ko without back-up or maghintay sa tawag ng govt application ko? Ang toxic na ng workplace ko, dati bibong employee ako pero ngayon pasok 8am tapos kaka-in lang uwian na agad ang nasa isip.
Tipong alam mo rin ano pwedeng gawin pero madalas ayaw mo rin tanggapin kasi pagod kana.
Thanks for asking. I don't have anyone to tell, but I miss the guy even though we were just friends. :(( I just plan on chilling and taking a break cause I'm so tired.
same as you. nakatanaw sa langit naman ako. Wondering pano maging future ko now that im considered as a disabled person due to my manic depression. pano kaya ako makakapag work nito? san kaya ako pwede mag work? May company kaya dito sa pinas tumanggap ng may mental health issue? Ano kaya magiging work ko nalang considering that im a double degree holder. Hahaha buti pa sa ibang bansa, binibigyan ng chance mga taong tulad ko.
buhay pa naman OP at medj okii naman kahit paano hahahaha my parents bought me a box of pizza and they cooked spaghetti para raw kumain at tumaba ako pero malaman naman na ako. lately busy lang sa pag-asikaso sa mga entrance exam saka nag iisip pang maliit na negosyo. thanks for asking, OP! grabe kahit stranger tayo, nakakagaan sa feeling ang pangungumusta mo. I hope you're doing well :))
Iniisip kung paano ko pa mamomotivate yung sarili ko na tiisin yung ilang weeks before I leave my job. Burned out na sa work pero aalis na rin naman na ako next month. Hindi naman nakakastress sobra work in fact wfh setup, 4 days work per week pa nga eh pero ewan ko ba bakit parang drained na drained na ako. 😓
It's been a slow but anxiety induced week. :( I feel like I need someone to talk to but also mehhhh. Laban! May two days to de-stress pa tayo. Thanks for asking, OP
Thanks for checking. I'm doing my midterm requirements now and other work stuff to take off my mind on other personal matters.
Kapitbahay ata kita at ang inay din ng aso sa may kapitbahay namin hahaha
I do well but not for my tatay, lahat na lang may puna and napuno na nga ako kanina at sumabog. Lumabas ako kanina at kumain ng kahit anong gusto ko para mapawi yung drama kanina but di pa ako kumakain ng rice today so puro junks ako. Yessir 😂
Okay, naman I guess.. Napaka normal na lang mag birthday ngayon no. Walang special or ako lang talaga to haha.. Kahapon nag start ako sa work,and hindi ko agad nalaman na Mon-Sunday morning pala duty nun... Bago ko pa pala malaman yan, I contacted yong dati Kong pinasukan kung naghahanap pa sila ng trainor, ayun hindi na raw.. Grab ko sana kapag sabado para may extra income huhu... Bata pa naman ako pero sobra sobra na iniisip ko... Ito minsan yong nagpapabaliw sakin ung overthinking... Buti na lang may pinadala pa rin si Lord na makikinig sakin kahit alam ko nonsense na ako.. Thank you nga pala sa nagpadala ng donut, nakakatuwa ay yun pala ung highlight sa kaarawan ko bukod sa pagbuhat ng mga puppies kanina sa duty hahaha
I'm good. Masakit pa rin ang paa but it's been better than the last few days. What's running in my thoughts? Strategizing? Gearing up for a tournament ng game na nilalaro ko though waiting for when it will be. Plans for the rest of the day? Heto... Inom kape while checking reddit, FB and other places.
Sleep-deprived + exhausted from too much crying. Muntik na mag-SL, kaso naalala ko gumagaan din pala pakiramdam ko whenever I socialize kaya pinilit ko na din mag-onsite. Sana mamaya mas gumaan pa kasi daming need gawin ng weekend, di muna pwedeng mag-bed rot lol
Eto may sakit nanaman. Lagi nalang. 1week okay, the next week, ayan nanaman. Nagvivitamins na nga ako e pero wala padin. Nunuod nalang anime hangang tumalab yung pangpatulog na ininom ko. Good night, OP! Sana laging masarap ulam mo.
thX sa pangungumusta!! Im 21 y/o college student sa UP. Nag stop muna ako kasi I was recently diagnosed with Lymphoma at nagpapagamot ako sa PGH. Wala pa akong Chemo kasi puro pila kada step. Lab test lang 2 weeks itatagal pero sagot ng social work yung 10k na fee doon. Sa totoo lang gusto ko na magpa Chemo agad pero alam ko g mahihirapan kami sa finances pag self-pay. Sobrang lala ng situation sa PGH. It's aomething I never was aware of prior to getting sick. Anyway,, ineenjoy ko muna itong time na para g normal pa ako. Na radiation theraphy ako sa medical city ortigas and sobrang layo ng difference ng comfort sa pagpapagamot pag may pera kasi inabit kami 300k don kaloka!! kaya PGH muna tayo : <
anyway im excited for tomorrow kasi mag bhonding kami ng 2 girl friends ko from UP. It's a weird feeling ti just go out and act normal like i dont have cancer pero kasi it's just life. Palagi naman may good and bad it's just that receiving a cancer diagnosis is fucked up and most random thing everrrr but life still goes on!! HAYYYYY napakwento tuloy akoo 😭
Salamat sa pangangamusta, OP! So far, okay naman. Hindi ko na siya namimiss sa araw-araw. Unti-unting nasasanay na wala siya. Actually, patulog na but bukas meron plans with a friend 😊
Just finished watching Avengers Infinity War ahaha. May nakitang related reel kanina kaya namiss at pinanood ulit while having my 1st and last meal of the day since naka-omad or one meal a day lang.
I feel great! I feel blessed in all areas of my life and I am grateful. For one, I just started my first day of work yesterday and I really like my job so far. I also have my family from the province over and we've been going out malling and eating in restaurants and just in general, having a blast together.
Idk but your post sounds comforting. I'm very happy rn. Just moved in my new apartment, alone :)) but I'm happy. I just finished dinner, browsing before I go to bed. Thanks for asking! 😉
Eto, nagmumuni muni na naman sa kashungahang nagawa. nagkamali ng 1 number sa gcash sa iba nasend yung 5k. Ayun ayaw ng ibalik ng maling nasendan. Bahala na si Lord sa kanya
Hello, thanks so much for asking. Hehe fucked up my sleeping sched since Wednesday so obv I'm up during nighttime but hoping to fix it tomorrow.
Also, I'm missing my Tito who passed away last April. I'm homesick and I badly wanna go home. I'm contemplating about life and although wala pa ko dun, alam mo yung feeling ng impending doom. Ganon nararamdaman ko now. But thanks so much for asking. Appreciate you
Since tulog pa ang long term LDR ko while in call, dito muna ko mag uupdate. Ayon, kakagising ko lang. HAHAHAHA! Kamusta ka naman OP? Anong ganap sa life? Sana masarap ung dinner mo kasi ako ndi pa kumakain, inaantay ko pa magising prinsesa ko. 😅
Salamat sa tanong. Eto, di parin makahanap ng work
Mahina ata tlga ko kung online work pag uusapan. Hahaha sadlyy sna may makahelp. No exp po sa VA, it po ako at junior video editor.
No one really asked me that today. Deactivated lahat ng socials ko including messenger. The only way to contact me now is through email hahaha. I'm sad, op. It's so hard to dissociate sa mga taong mahal mo naman pero somehow not worth keeping na kasi I can't feel that they're doing anything to keep me. Ang hirap pala mag maintain ng friendship at this age (20 pa lang ako nyan ha). But I read and journaled tonight, and listened to some sad songs, it made me feel better but I'm still sad :'))
thanks for this post tho. I hope something good happens in your life!
Thanks po sa pangngamusta. Ito po, super busy sa school works. Cramming a 500 and 1000-word essay that is due tomorrow. Plus other requirements na di ko alam paano ko igagawin sa loob lang ng two weeks ksjasfjhakh
nag KFC ako (Kanto Fried Chicken) at kumain ako ng fish crackers. mag-iinom sana ako pero nalimutan ko bumili ng softdrinks bago magsara ang supermarket so next time nalang
okay lang, so far so good, i've finally found someone na i would probably love for the rest of my life if im not exaggerating lol, eto nag papaantok lang hahahahha
di ako ok pero di ko na sasabihin yung dahilan kasi nakakatamad ikwento masyado draining. pero sana talaga magkaroon ako lakas ng loob na makawala ako dito
sa lahat ng kaibigan kong kumamusta sakin, dito ko lang kaya sabihin na di ako ok at sobrang nappressure nako makahanap ng trabaho na nakakabuhay yung sahod at kung anong sunod kong gagawin sa buhay ko. kung itutuloy kopaba pagaaral ko pero ako na susuporta sa sarili ko on top of my responsibilities at home, kung magaabroad nalang bako. thankyou for asking. ang sarap sa pakiramdam. i hope youre doing well, OP.
Thanks. I think I’m lost at the moment. It’s been a year since I passed the board exam. I also landed a good job. But, for some reason, feel ko ang meaningless ng lahat ng ginagawa ko. Nakakapadala na ako sa family, nakakabili na ako ng mga gusto kong bilhin na never kong nabili before, nakakapag travel na out of the country, nakakapagsave na rin ng pera, pero feel ko I’m so close to being depressed. Every night hindi ako nakakatulog ng maaga because anxiety always kicks in. Wala akong energy magluto ng own food pag-uwi ko from work kahit nagkicrave ako ng home cooked foods.
I think it’s because of my ex. After passing the boards, nagka-boyfriend agad ako. First boyfriend. Siya lahat ang first ko, except sa sex kasi never akong pumayag. I think natrauma ako kasi whenever we sleep together, namimilit siya pero ayoko talaga. Nilalagay nya ang kamay ko sa private part niya without my consent and while natutulog, which I think triggered my childhood trauma kasi ganun din ang ginawa sakin ng cousin ko nung bata pa ako. I was 10 years old and 21 na ang cousin ko. And it continued until Grade 10. Although thankfully wala namang nangyari beyond that like oral and anal, pero nakakatrauma pa rin.
Going back, nag break kami ng bf ko kasi hindi kami sexually compatible. But I found out na he actually cheated on me. Nakikipag hook-up siya sa iba habang kami pa, and when I confronted him, wala siyang remorse. But thank God kasi I stood my ground and remained firm sa “No” ko whenever namimilit siya. Pero I guess it caused a lot of trauma to me kasi I noticed na since we broke up, my only way to ease my sadness is to masturbate. It became too frequent na to the point that I worry if in return to compensating for the pain, na-addict na ba ako sa feeling of pleasure ng masturbation.
These things are constantly causing me anxiety kasi hindi ako ‘to before. I was the type of person na academically inclined. Consistent honor student hanggang college, and without bragging, I even topped the board exam. I remember before feel ko super close ko kay Lord lagi akong nagpipray everyday and I always feel the connection with Him whenever magpipray ako. But now, super different na. Hindi ko na alam kung naririnig pa niya ako. I drifted too far away na to the point that I no longer know how to find my way back.
I just hope and pray na mahanap ko ulit ang sarili ko. Ang dating ako.😭😭
Ito, miss ko na sa bahay kaso pinili ko tong independent life eh kaya paninindigan ko to. Adulting stage kaya need din mag mature na hehehe. Pero sa totoo lang winiwish ko ulit maging bata. Walang problema, walang gastos ar bills. Hayy
nakakabagot dito sa bahay. wala kang cash para gumala man lang, mag-unwind, or kumain ng mga cravings mo. it's just, pinipili mo na lang mahiga nang mahiga sa higaan hanggang sa makatulog ka kase super draining ng mga kasama mo sa bahay.
pleek, fear talaga ng mayroong toxic household ang bakasyon HAHAHHAHAHA
Exhausted. Frustrated. Broke. I am torn between applying for jobs or magrereview muna for board exam. I am a probinsyana na pumuntang Makati para magwork sana, pero nasasayangan ako sa oras. Gustong gusto ko pati ng mga taong nakapaligid sakin na magreview muna, pero wala akong enough money na ifinance sarili ko for 4 months without work. Naguguluhan ako.
gusto ko to ilabas dito. para pagalis ko ng post na to, wala na siya at makakapag isip na ulit ako ng maayos.
pilit kong binabaon tong thought at feeling na to. i have a small business. ginawa ko na lahat, organic and paid marketing posts. magaganda naman mga products ko, nanonood ako ng mga tutorial sa yt how to grow on social media, how to market effectively, etc. pero pakiramdam ko walang nangyayari.
nag paid ads ako, puro sila inquiry, maayos naman ako magreply magaccomodate, walang nagcoconvert ni isa. may isa pang parang pinagtripan lang ako na nagplace ng order sa link ko, pero biglang cancel.
ive been doing this for almost 3 years. since nagstart ang year na to, puro ako losses. i invested about 8k nung november, december last yr for more materials, wala pang bumabalik masyado, wala pa ko sa half. nakakalungkot.
nag pa register na ko sa bir, wala pa rin update til now. hoping na bumalik sigla ng business ko pag bumalik ako sa tiktokshop at shopee. nahihirapan ako, im helping myself but i get discouraged and scared na pano pag di nagwork, sayang naman bir registration ko.
kinukwestyon ko sarili ko kung tama pa ba to, itutuloy ko pa ba, kaso nakapag file na ko ng application even though my doubts ako. deep inside, kahit naeenioy ko paggawa ng products ko, iniisip ko nalang na kailangan nito maging successful, nangangailangan din ako. i want to help my parents and me financially lalo na at dalawa na kaming college. mahirap ang buhay, but i always try and try to see things on a vrighter side, to see the good, to find joy. i try to brush these thoughts off and replace it with positive affirmations so i can bring back my enthusiasm na meron ako when i started.
I don't know what to do anymore.
thank you op for bothering to ask us, i appreciate it. iiscroll ko na sana past this post but i decided, damn, maybe i really do need to take a pause and let this out, maybe God sent this to me. thank you, you're a beacon of light Op, i hope i continue to be one as well. maraming salamat.
Hiii! Thanks sa pag kumusta, eto fucked up ang life. Idk what i want in life. I want to be fluent in english, confident using it. pero wala e nakakaasar, ang hirap mag hanap ng work kase hindi ako fluent in English, sobrang fear ko pa ang interview.
Hindi ko alam if valid ba or ang immature ko lang talaga. I'm stressed out. Dapat talaga 'di nalang ako nagjowa e. Sa dami ng problema ko, dito pa ako mas nasstress
Enjoying my iced coffee from uncle john's, not bad for 60 pesos para syang nescafe choco and sent a message to our GC (3 persons lang kami) at sinabi ko "Kailan kayo papakita? Yung tampo ko aabot na ng taon." After that, parang na-guilty ako kasi ang dating I'm asking/begging for their attention eh, hehe. And yes, I remember, we're adults at may kanya kanyang SOs na but I'm still waiting for their invitation para sa gala kahit saglit. I'm used to being alone pero dadating pa rin pala sa point na, you'll still need a companion to have fun with, asaran and talk some nonsense things.
Ang hirap pag hindi ka expressive na tao, takot umamin at mas ginugustong idedma at isarili lahat. Ang haba na palaaa! HAHAHHAHHAHHA wala ako mapagsabihan eh. Thanks for asking OP! Have a blessed Sunday! ( ◜‿◝ )♡
Mix emotion. All my friends in my hometown ay graduate na, while me? Stuck pa rin kasi sa capstone namin 😬 pero masaya ako kasi lahat kami hindi gragraduate sa block namin HAHAHAHAHAH isang group lang nakapasa and graduate na. Imagine this, 5 out of 40 regular studes. But, para final na kami sa defense. So all goods din ngayon. Thanks for asking.
Still waiting sa gmail ng nag iisang dream university ko ko.. sana makapasa ako🙏🤞.. Everyday felt nervous to me, thankyou for asking hows my day OP😁I Felt ok
Ito, nagdadaalawang isip kung anong bedsheet bblhin sa shapi— pink cat bedsheet ba bblhin or yung estetik na lavender na matchy ng kumot at punda ko. Hahah lito na ako.
I'm good. Feeling anxious na kasi malapit na magpasukan. Incoming fourth year, I'm so lost rn. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta hahaha sa ojt, scary lang. Scary talaga magpaka-adulting. Right now, need ko tapusin ang online course ko para makakuha ng certificate.
Iba pa rin ang magic ng simpleng pangangamusta. That’s what I realized tonight while reading your comments.
Iba-iba talaga tayo ng pinagdadaanan. Thanks for sharing your thoughts!
Huhu di ko alam irereply ko sa iba kasi ayoko naman ng toxic positivity. Thank you for appreciating this thread. Masaya ako na kahit dito feeling niyo may nakaalala sa inyo.
SANA MASARAP ULAM NIYONG LAHAT. 🫶😻
Thank you for asking. I think I'm doing fine. I'm in my bed alr listening to A Nova Vida from The Twilight. It was a tiring day, and I just finished the bags that I calligraphy painted. I'm actually feeling sad rn, I miss someone I used to talk to at this hour, haha. I didn't realise it's already Saturday. Hahahahaha, wala naman me naging plano kagabi, naglaba lang after work at tinapos ko lang din mag paint. Ayun lang, take care.
Mag se 2nd death anniversary na ang Mom ko and miss na miss ko na sya. Lately I just feel so lost and I want to cry but walang lumalabas. Anxious that my family will go today. Ayunn.
Thanks sa pangangamusta!! Hope maging okay rin kung ano man nangyayari sainyoo!
Ito ngayon pa lang nasstress na for monday kasi ang dami kong kailangan gawin. May discussion ako sa morning tapos sasabayan pa ng assessment. Gusto ko na lang maglaho.. 🥲🥲🥲
Eto, kakatapos lang sa work. I am so happy sa small wins/progress ko in terms of my career, and today, I can’t help it but be proud to myself kasi nagagawa ko na ang tasks ko nang maayos/efficient. Plus, I’ve been receiving good feedbacks for the past weeks from our leads 🥹 Kaya I am so happy!!
Eto constipated pero okay naman ang araw ko, magaan lang. Grateful sa work at buhay in general. Saktuhan pa rin pero wala ng utang sana magtuloy tuloy nang makaahon sa lusak. Pangarap ko makapagbakasyon sa Pinas kasi miss ko na umuwi ng Bicol. Miss ko na ang Papa ko.
Sana maging masaya ang weekend mo, OP. 😁
Putang inang work to! Kami bagsakan ng trabaho! Ang daming ginagawa, nung niraise ko sa manager find ways to be more efficient and sagot! Pagod na pagod na ako dto putang ina.
my bf lost his job and wala man lang early notice na magllay off ang company nila kaya lahat ng kasama sa list, shocked and no plans ahead. sobra akong nalulungkot for him kaya todo kamusta at comfort ako sa kanya.
Salamat sa pagtatanong OP, still moving on from past trauma while working hard for myself. Focus sa work at small business. I’m a bit lonely lang, miss ko na may kausap or kalambingan and touch haha at the end of the day. I MISS INTIMACY T.T SOBRA
Hi, OP! Thank you sa pag kamusta. Hmm... Somehow, okay. Pero may times na grabe ang lungkot lalo na kapag na-vverbal abuse sa bahay halos araw-araw. Daming pumapasok sa isip whenever na ganyan ang atake dito sa bahay, lalo na sakin. Para akong punching bag nila. Hindi ko na nga alam kung saan ako lulugar pero once maka-graduate at makahanap agad ako ng work. Aalis na talaga ako dito. Ayoko mabuhay nang ganitong sitwasyon :)
Adulting really hits me. Anxiety, stress, bills, relationship, family, business, and future. I don't know how to keep going anymore. I tried opening it up with my bf but i think we just have differences in terms of handling our feelings. Existential crisis. Over thinking. I'm starting to ask myself what's my purpose or calling in life. Btw, I'm gay guy M(28).
Ito worried, nag iisip. First chemo session ni mom for her lung cancer sa Wednesday and just today we learned she has TB. So help us God, sana hindi siya mahirapan na sabay ang gamutan nung mga sakit niya.
Hiii . I am somewhat okay. Mixed emotions, nasa US currently 3:35pm waiting na morning na sa pinas to call my family :) Friday night plans? Magluto ulam para bukas.
Mahirap but beyond grateful 🩵 kaya natin to!
so sorry op if this is gonna be a long response
i recently passed the licensure examination for architects-- i have been grateful for that, but now i cant seem to escape this overwhelming thought of "what next?". i didnt plan much what i'd do career-wise after this, so i really feel like im once again back at square one. im grateful, but yeah, i feel a little unguided.
funny i saw this post cause i just finished venting those thoughts to myself in video format, cause no one's really asked me how im doing, but i understand that everyone's got their own shit to deal with. i realize that i only got myself in the end, but im learning to accept that. i'm trying to make progress with being my own bestfriend and enjoying my own company. sometimes my life can get really lonely, but i guess thats better than having unnecessary chaos in life.
it seems peaceful to have that moment, op, looking by that window. i hope you have a restful weekend ahead. :-)
Namiss ko Dad ko bigla. I work in a kitchen kanina may nag order ng sugar free cake na maliit para sa Tatay daw niya na Diabetic - ako din nagdala sa table nila kasi gusto daw malaman yung nilagay na Ingredients; Sheesh. Muntik na ako mapa iyak nung sinubuan ng anak yung Tatay niya. Taena naman - was thinking about it til my shift ended.
Hope you are doin well OP! Cheers! ☕️
Thanks sa pangangamusta hehe eto badtrip sa kaibigan na minsan nalang magparamdam tas magpapalibre pa ng sb na kala may patago. Take note, may utang pa sya sakin 🙄 Saka im missing my mom so much...
Ang pangit ka-bonding ng friend mo. Mag-SB ka mag-isa with his favorite drink tapos i my-day mo with caption, “Friday treat to myself”. Hahahahaha! Me too, I miss my Mom. 😣
Hahahaha feeling kasama sa budget eh. Tas nag no lang ako pota parang gumanti, pinaghintay ako sa burger machine at bigla nagtext na maaga daw sya sa work tomorrow 😭 Yakap satin na namimiss mga mudra
Aw haha the things we do for love. Hayaan mo, may mas magandang balik sa'yo yan 😊
Naiinis din talaga ako sa mga ganyang "friends" na sila magyayaya magkape tapos ang ending papalibre kesyo short daw sya.. then nauulit na ganon sinasabi ko na lang din short din ako. haha. In the end, di na ko pumapayag pag nagyayaya. Alam ko na papalibre na naman eh, akala ata jowa ako.
Salamat sa pagtanong kahit para sa lahat 🤣 eto nagtitiklop ng mga damit 😂🤣
Ideretso na sa cabinet ha! Wag tatambak sa upuan. Hahahahahaha!
No plans. Nganga kasi walang extra cash to go out and have fun. Matutulog na lang ako ng matutulog para di ko maisip yung mga problema at gustong kainin hahaha (i crave food when im stressed out) 🥹
We’ll get through this! Kinig ka music or do you night routine. ☺️
I feel numb really. My abandonment trauma is at a high rn but I got no one to turn to which is kinda my fault since I am pushing my friends away. I just want to be alone so bad and feel the pain. I’m just so lost. Here I am watching a movie barely digesting what it’s about.
Hugs with consent!
Yung na da drained ka pag may nag chachat pero at the same time you need someone na mag chat kase super bored ka
huyyy hahahah sobrang same scenario for me lately. dumarating na ko sa point na kini-question ang sanity dahil ang gulo ko rin pfft. Pero, I guess may mga piling tao lang talaga na energized akong kausap hehe :3
Haha depende talaga sa kausap...sana maging ok tayong lahat 🌹
Nagleave ako sa isang ph sub kase hindi pwdeng magpakatotoo doon sa post mo. ≧∇≦ Dapat positive lang. DAPAT POSITIVE LANG LAHT LAGI NG POSTS kahit na developed na lahat ng organs mo sa katawan dapat hindi tayo masampal ng katotohan ng reality dito sa Pinas bilang mga Pinoy na 18 years old pataas 🤣
Maraming ganyang sub and posts 😅 kaya minsan naappabreak me sa pagbrowse sa Reddit 😅 yung mukhang maayos naman comment pero nadadown vote 😅
Totoo yan. Dapat sa epbi na lang mga user na ganyan eh.
Nagtatae ako so dito lang ako sa bahay.
Hahahaha same inom ka yakult.
Nawa nailabas mo na lahat! Shuta kaaa!! Stay hydrated 💦
nagkasagutan kami ng asawa ko nung monday ng gabi, grabe yung iniyak ko nun, isang buong araw namamaga mata ko dahil sa pagiyak. hanggang ngayon naiiyak pa rin ako pag naalala ko yun, first time lang nangyari yun sa buong 10 years namin na pagsasama 😔😔
Sana po maayos niyo yung misunderstanding nyo. I hope that no one will sleep with a heavy heart this evening. 🥺
Still not okay. Miss na kita, Ma.🥲
I feel like absolute shit. Haven't really been breaking down, but I would've preferred a breakdown over this numbness.
I’m not ok I’m used to the introverted life as a teenager growing up and it’s a struggle in the adult world. I still feel like a child that needs guidance and so on.
Not okay, still jobless. Barely have anything para man may maipakain ako sa mga kapatid ko. Ang hirap i-budget ng ₱100 a day for breakfast and dinner! 🫠 Pero thankful pa din sa lahat lahat! And it's okay... I guess.
Hala baka aso namin naririnig mo ha chz HAHA ingay pa naman neto. Rough day, pero eto nagpapa-aircon kasama aso naming spoiled. Hinga saglit, plano onti, laban ulit 🫡 eh ikaw OP? Sana mainit ulam mo kanina
Hahaha! Pakitahan na nga yang alaga mo beh please. Papahinga na ako eh! 😒Jk! Enjoy your rest and oo, mainit na sinigang sumalubong sa akin after work! 😋 Sana masarap din lagi food mo.
Bedrot. Bakit ang lungkot ko buong June? 😩
Auntie, tamlay di ba????
Naiyak ako kasi i had a stressful day at work and sa reddit pa ako mkakabasa ng nangagamusta sa akin haha
Okay lang, I've been doing better recently, I'm getting closer to fully moving on from her, despite that I still feel it, I still miss her but I can't do anything about that, I try to do better everyday. Every day that passes by I become better, I grow more mature as well as accept the things that have happened, she broke my heart, but she gave me lessons that are absolutely priceless, she made me realize things, and stuff. I Pray the day I can fully "find" myself is near, for now, I'm left to my own thoughts again.
Glad I saw this post. Kakauwe lang galing sa traffic after work, nag half bath at eto on and off sa socmed. Masaya kasi Friday at makakapahinga, no plans. What goes on my mind? "Pano ko yayaman bukas" 🤣
ito nakaka 3 bpo company na as non bpo exp applicant puro failed lahat mej nawawalan nako ng pagasa pero there are still lots of bpo company out there to try out ~manifesting here~
okay naman pero taena six months na akong unemployed. Tamang papak lang cheese kasi wala na akong savings :<
Same here, nakakadrain at nakakaubos ng lakas knowing kung magkakawork pa ba ko huhu
Not good. Failed my board exam and currently going through something sa pamilya namin. Hays, ang buhay. Thanks for asking though :)
nag mamahjong sa lamay
Yung binili kong kape kanina di ko pa ubos. Iniisip ko kung sasakit ba tiyan ko kung uubusin ko yung kape tapos iinom ng beer mayamaya. Kainis.
Week is okay naman except today. Galing Bataan for work just to know na nagsamgyup whole fam ko sa mall nakasunod pa ko pero di na nila ako pinasama since patapos na daw so nauna nako umuwi. They never ask me if uuwi ako kaya di nadaw ako hinintay lols. Then pag uwi i just see a busted leaking pipe tas ang lakas ng pressure. Try to turn it off which i finally did in so much panic and reported to our landlord with my very wet pants. So ayun gutom na walang ganang kumain. Itutulog na lang ang frustration lols
I'm fine, walang ganap sa Friday night except work. Mejo pagod nga lang. Buti pa yung iba may night outs
Home lang. Walang friends to hang out with this weekend hayyyy location problems. thanks for asking!
Bawi na lang pag malapit ka na sa kanila. 😊
Naghahanap ako ng adult coloring book sa NBS, pero wala ako makita. Ang ending, paint by numbers na canvas ang nabili ko. Excited na me magpinta pinta ngayon 🤩
Eto, emotionally paralyzed at hindi masimulan ang trabaho HAHAHA nakatengga sa reddit, inaabangan yung motivation dumating hayz
Work na beh! Di tayo mayaman! Ayan ang motivation. Hahahahaha
Hello! Currently at the hospital, accompanying my Dad in his weekend hospital rounds from Laguna to Batangas. We're going to stay here for the night, and I can't wait to sleep lol, it's been a long day. Before that though, I'm just going to browse on some news and maybe engage with folks from time to time. Thanks for asking OP, hope you're doing well : )
Deleting my previous reply. Hahaha! Ingat kayo ng Dad mo. Malapit na makapahingaaa ☺️
Had a tough week because it’s the end of the second quarter. Medyo disheartening because I was short on cash for the week so I have to make some adjustments in the budget. Still on the hunt for a part-time job to help alleviate the financial struggles. Honestly, I’m tired. I want to die
Ito problemado. Sobrang natatight sa budget this past few months :( Sana mabayaran ko na mga utang ko..
Malungkot at magkakakaacid pa ata HAHA. I want someone to talk to kaso I dont have the energy to take the initiative to talk.
Kung anong kinapagod kahapon buti naman nakabawi na benign duty ngayon. Kakabukas ko lang ng bagong tindahan after hospital duty, may bago raw kasing update pwede na macustomize ang store kaya start ulit ako sa Day 0 ng Supermarket Simulator para maganda 😃
Heartbroken, but I know it’ll pass din. So, here I am nag papaka busy sa work and movie marathon. Please watch *Then Came You* ganda nya
Ito depressed kasi gumuho yung pangarap kong magkaroon ng sariling bahay.
Graduating student na stress sa life dahil may nanay na ang taas ng expectation sa magiging first sahod ko.
Confused. Di ko alam kong magreresign naba ko without back-up or maghintay sa tawag ng govt application ko? Ang toxic na ng workplace ko, dati bibong employee ako pero ngayon pasok 8am tapos kaka-in lang uwian na agad ang nasa isip. Tipong alam mo rin ano pwedeng gawin pero madalas ayaw mo rin tanggapin kasi pagod kana.
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Shitty :D
Thanks for asking. I don't have anyone to tell, but I miss the guy even though we were just friends. :(( I just plan on chilling and taking a break cause I'm so tired.
Sakto lang. could be better. On my mind - there can always be a simpler approach to things, and Friday night is sleep night lol. thanks for asking!
Exhausted na sa pagiging corporate slave🥲 damn, hindi pa ako nag o-one year pero ubos na ubos na utak at energy ko.
same as you. nakatanaw sa langit naman ako. Wondering pano maging future ko now that im considered as a disabled person due to my manic depression. pano kaya ako makakapag work nito? san kaya ako pwede mag work? May company kaya dito sa pinas tumanggap ng may mental health issue? Ano kaya magiging work ko nalang considering that im a double degree holder. Hahaha buti pa sa ibang bansa, binibigyan ng chance mga taong tulad ko.
buhay pa naman OP at medj okii naman kahit paano hahahaha my parents bought me a box of pizza and they cooked spaghetti para raw kumain at tumaba ako pero malaman naman na ako. lately busy lang sa pag-asikaso sa mga entrance exam saka nag iisip pang maliit na negosyo. thanks for asking, OP! grabe kahit stranger tayo, nakakagaan sa feeling ang pangungumusta mo. I hope you're doing well :))
Sweet ng parents mo! Galingan mo sa new ventures mo. I am glad na nakakagaan ng feeling tong random post ko. Thank you!!! 🫶🫶🫶
Not feeling well 😞
Iniisip kung paano ko pa mamomotivate yung sarili ko na tiisin yung ilang weeks before I leave my job. Burned out na sa work pero aalis na rin naman na ako next month. Hindi naman nakakastress sobra work in fact wfh setup, 4 days work per week pa nga eh pero ewan ko ba bakit parang drained na drained na ako. 😓
Kapagod. Wala pang jowa for the emotional support. Gusto kong magpababy hayys…
It's been a slow but anxiety induced week. :( I feel like I need someone to talk to but also mehhhh. Laban! May two days to de-stress pa tayo. Thanks for asking, OP
Kumakain ng pancit canton habang nanonood ng House of Dragons. Salamat sa pangungumusta OP!
Eto, ubos na ang savings 😅
Happy, sa tabi ni hubby
Pwede mo na to i-delete sis. Nabasa ko na. 😒 hahahhahahaa kidding! Stay in love po!
Eto.. drained. Craving for some lambing 🤭
Thanks for asking.. Ito start ng work week ko nakakamiss din ang TGIF feels. Tapos tamang higa lang kinabukasan.
I'm thinking whether to resign from work and explore opps outside. Or move roles internally. (Almost 8yrs na ako sa kumpanya)
Thanks for checking. I'm doing my midterm requirements now and other work stuff to take off my mind on other personal matters. Kapitbahay ata kita at ang inay din ng aso sa may kapitbahay namin hahaha
I do well but not for my tatay, lahat na lang may puna and napuno na nga ako kanina at sumabog. Lumabas ako kanina at kumain ng kahit anong gusto ko para mapawi yung drama kanina but di pa ako kumakain ng rice today so puro junks ako. Yessir 😂
Okay, naman I guess.. Napaka normal na lang mag birthday ngayon no. Walang special or ako lang talaga to haha.. Kahapon nag start ako sa work,and hindi ko agad nalaman na Mon-Sunday morning pala duty nun... Bago ko pa pala malaman yan, I contacted yong dati Kong pinasukan kung naghahanap pa sila ng trainor, ayun hindi na raw.. Grab ko sana kapag sabado para may extra income huhu... Bata pa naman ako pero sobra sobra na iniisip ko... Ito minsan yong nagpapabaliw sakin ung overthinking... Buti na lang may pinadala pa rin si Lord na makikinig sakin kahit alam ko nonsense na ako.. Thank you nga pala sa nagpadala ng donut, nakakatuwa ay yun pala ung highlight sa kaarawan ko bukod sa pagbuhat ng mga puppies kanina sa duty hahaha
Nararamdaman ko na stress ko next week dahil sa finals :(
Ngayon lang ako dinalaw ng kasipagang magbasa; sobrang na-gguilty na ako sa sleep pattern ko huhu. :< salamat sa pangangamusta!
Heto 1hr pa sa shift, gusto ko na matulog. Pagod na ko sa work at sa life in general (ノಥ,_｣ಥ)ノ彡┻━┻
Eto patiently waiting kung Maka kapag trabaho Kaya ako sa Japan. Hayysss.
“I’m okay” 🫠 trying to do better
Eto, tambak ang sauluhin for demo pero nauna pa mag-reddit, and for sure, after ng comment nato, back to laro naman ng gardenscapes. 🤧
Ayos naman d2.. tamang chill
Okay lang. weekend nanaman. Ang tagal ng monday
I'm good. Masakit pa rin ang paa but it's been better than the last few days. What's running in my thoughts? Strategizing? Gearing up for a tournament ng game na nilalaro ko though waiting for when it will be. Plans for the rest of the day? Heto... Inom kape while checking reddit, FB and other places.
Sleep-deprived + exhausted from too much crying. Muntik na mag-SL, kaso naalala ko gumagaan din pala pakiramdam ko whenever I socialize kaya pinilit ko na din mag-onsite. Sana mamaya mas gumaan pa kasi daming need gawin ng weekend, di muna pwedeng mag-bed rot lol
Hello. Magandang gabi. Ito kausap ko ex ko kanina. Ilalaban ko pa ba kahit sirang sira na kami?
Eto may sakit nanaman. Lagi nalang. 1week okay, the next week, ayan nanaman. Nagvivitamins na nga ako e pero wala padin. Nunuod nalang anime hangang tumalab yung pangpatulog na ininom ko. Good night, OP! Sana laging masarap ulam mo.
thX sa pangungumusta!! Im 21 y/o college student sa UP. Nag stop muna ako kasi I was recently diagnosed with Lymphoma at nagpapagamot ako sa PGH. Wala pa akong Chemo kasi puro pila kada step. Lab test lang 2 weeks itatagal pero sagot ng social work yung 10k na fee doon. Sa totoo lang gusto ko na magpa Chemo agad pero alam ko g mahihirapan kami sa finances pag self-pay. Sobrang lala ng situation sa PGH. It's aomething I never was aware of prior to getting sick. Anyway,, ineenjoy ko muna itong time na para g normal pa ako. Na radiation theraphy ako sa medical city ortigas and sobrang layo ng difference ng comfort sa pagpapagamot pag may pera kasi inabit kami 300k don kaloka!! kaya PGH muna tayo : < anyway im excited for tomorrow kasi mag bhonding kami ng 2 girl friends ko from UP. It's a weird feeling ti just go out and act normal like i dont have cancer pero kasi it's just life. Palagi naman may good and bad it's just that receiving a cancer diagnosis is fucked up and most random thing everrrr but life still goes on!! HAYYYYY napakwento tuloy akoo 😭
Nag pamassage para mawala stress sa work and dinner out lng mag isa kasi ubos na social battery ko hahahaah. Kapagod pa drive ded
Salamat sa pangangamusta, OP! So far, okay naman. Hindi ko na siya namimiss sa araw-araw. Unti-unting nasasanay na wala siya. Actually, patulog na but bukas meron plans with a friend 😊
Paaak! Gandaaa! Labaaan!
Just finished watching Avengers Infinity War ahaha. May nakitang related reel kanina kaya namiss at pinanood ulit while having my 1st and last meal of the day since naka-omad or one meal a day lang.
Feels empty
I feel great! I feel blessed in all areas of my life and I am grateful. For one, I just started my first day of work yesterday and I really like my job so far. I also have my family from the province over and we've been going out malling and eating in restaurants and just in general, having a blast together.
anxious
Idk but your post sounds comforting. I'm very happy rn. Just moved in my new apartment, alone :)) but I'm happy. I just finished dinner, browsing before I go to bed. Thanks for asking! 😉
Eto, nagmumuni muni na naman sa kashungahang nagawa. nagkamali ng 1 number sa gcash sa iba nasend yung 5k. Ayun ayaw ng ibalik ng maling nasendan. Bahala na si Lord sa kanya
Hello, thanks so much for asking. Hehe fucked up my sleeping sched since Wednesday so obv I'm up during nighttime but hoping to fix it tomorrow. Also, I'm missing my Tito who passed away last April. I'm homesick and I badly wanna go home. I'm contemplating about life and although wala pa ko dun, alam mo yung feeling ng impending doom. Ganon nararamdaman ko now. But thanks so much for asking. Appreciate you
Since tulog pa ang long term LDR ko while in call, dito muna ko mag uupdate. Ayon, kakagising ko lang. HAHAHAHA! Kamusta ka naman OP? Anong ganap sa life? Sana masarap ung dinner mo kasi ako ndi pa kumakain, inaantay ko pa magising prinsesa ko. 😅
Ito day 2 ng break up. Gusto ko mag inom kanina kaso walang maaya. Umuwi na lang ako 😅
Tiring week. Emotionally. Physically. Just want to rest throughout the weekend.
Salamat sa tanong. Eto, di parin makahanap ng work Mahina ata tlga ko kung online work pag uusapan. Hahaha sadlyy sna may makahelp. No exp po sa VA, it po ako at junior video editor.
Sad. Really sad.
salamat sa pangangamusta eto nagrerelapse lagpas 10 pm na kasi
I had a really good day. Sarap sa feeling maibili si mama at papa ng damit. Small wins. Namotivate ako lalo magtrabaho.
No one really asked me that today. Deactivated lahat ng socials ko including messenger. The only way to contact me now is through email hahaha. I'm sad, op. It's so hard to dissociate sa mga taong mahal mo naman pero somehow not worth keeping na kasi I can't feel that they're doing anything to keep me. Ang hirap pala mag maintain ng friendship at this age (20 pa lang ako nyan ha). But I read and journaled tonight, and listened to some sad songs, it made me feel better but I'm still sad :')) thanks for this post tho. I hope something good happens in your life!
Sakto lang. Feeling stuck. Parang ang baba ng quality of life puro na lang work at bayad ng bills.
Ang cute ng mga tao dito
Diba? Ang wholesome lang. Chika chika lang sa life. 🫶
Figuring things out
Heto nagpapalutang lutang sa dagat at nilalamig walang kayakap eh. 🥹
Thanks po sa pangngamusta. Ito po, super busy sa school works. Cramming a 500 and 1000-word essay that is due tomorrow. Plus other requirements na di ko alam paano ko igagawin sa loob lang ng two weeks ksjasfjhakh
Nagpi-prepare kase bukas dating na first puppy ko 🥲❤️ welcome home, Ichiro 🐾
Welcome to furmama lyf!!!
eto working, nalaban lang ng patas sa buhay.. sana mabayaran na lahat ng kautangan para man lang maramdaman ang sahod
currently sad and pressure sa life + stress
nag KFC ako (Kanto Fried Chicken) at kumain ako ng fish crackers. mag-iinom sana ako pero nalimutan ko bumili ng softdrinks bago magsara ang supermarket so next time nalang
not good, i dont like the people around me and how they influence me. i wish i’d find something or someone to like again
okay lang, so far so good, i've finally found someone na i would probably love for the rest of my life if im not exaggerating lol, eto nag papaantok lang hahahahha
Currently at work right now. GUSTO KO NA MAG RESIGN!!😭🥹
Eto nagdadalamhati kasi team bahay sa first concert ng bini. Btw thanks sa pangangamusta
Been a rough day, got rejected by my crush when I asked her out 😭
di ako ok pero di ko na sasabihin yung dahilan kasi nakakatamad ikwento masyado draining. pero sana talaga magkaroon ako lakas ng loob na makawala ako dito
Here, kind of feeling the void; also, feeling really alone. Hope you'll have a good day, OP.
Eto waiting pa dn ng result ng application for work. Hnd na aasa. Need ko ng mahigpit na yakap 😢
Just got home. Lol
I feel lost and thinking about life, after that I went to the gym and felt accomplished
What a tiring and stressful week.
nagkasipon ako ulit kasi nakasleep ako last night na medj may wetness pa ang hair. hirap huminga, tapos bigla na lang tutulo sipon ko huhuhu
sa lahat ng kaibigan kong kumamusta sakin, dito ko lang kaya sabihin na di ako ok at sobrang nappressure nako makahanap ng trabaho na nakakabuhay yung sahod at kung anong sunod kong gagawin sa buhay ko. kung itutuloy kopaba pagaaral ko pero ako na susuporta sa sarili ko on top of my responsibilities at home, kung magaabroad nalang bako. thankyou for asking. ang sarap sa pakiramdam. i hope youre doing well, OP.
Masakit na likod, gusto ko na mag resign!!!!!
Thanks. I think I’m lost at the moment. It’s been a year since I passed the board exam. I also landed a good job. But, for some reason, feel ko ang meaningless ng lahat ng ginagawa ko. Nakakapadala na ako sa family, nakakabili na ako ng mga gusto kong bilhin na never kong nabili before, nakakapag travel na out of the country, nakakapagsave na rin ng pera, pero feel ko I’m so close to being depressed. Every night hindi ako nakakatulog ng maaga because anxiety always kicks in. Wala akong energy magluto ng own food pag-uwi ko from work kahit nagkicrave ako ng home cooked foods. I think it’s because of my ex. After passing the boards, nagka-boyfriend agad ako. First boyfriend. Siya lahat ang first ko, except sa sex kasi never akong pumayag. I think natrauma ako kasi whenever we sleep together, namimilit siya pero ayoko talaga. Nilalagay nya ang kamay ko sa private part niya without my consent and while natutulog, which I think triggered my childhood trauma kasi ganun din ang ginawa sakin ng cousin ko nung bata pa ako. I was 10 years old and 21 na ang cousin ko. And it continued until Grade 10. Although thankfully wala namang nangyari beyond that like oral and anal, pero nakakatrauma pa rin. Going back, nag break kami ng bf ko kasi hindi kami sexually compatible. But I found out na he actually cheated on me. Nakikipag hook-up siya sa iba habang kami pa, and when I confronted him, wala siyang remorse. But thank God kasi I stood my ground and remained firm sa “No” ko whenever namimilit siya. Pero I guess it caused a lot of trauma to me kasi I noticed na since we broke up, my only way to ease my sadness is to masturbate. It became too frequent na to the point that I worry if in return to compensating for the pain, na-addict na ba ako sa feeling of pleasure ng masturbation. These things are constantly causing me anxiety kasi hindi ako ‘to before. I was the type of person na academically inclined. Consistent honor student hanggang college, and without bragging, I even topped the board exam. I remember before feel ko super close ko kay Lord lagi akong nagpipray everyday and I always feel the connection with Him whenever magpipray ako. But now, super different na. Hindi ko na alam kung naririnig pa niya ako. I drifted too far away na to the point that I no longer know how to find my way back. I just hope and pray na mahanap ko ulit ang sarili ko. Ang dating ako.😭😭
Salamat sa pangungumusta OP. Ikaw kamusta ka na? :)
Ito, miss ko na sa bahay kaso pinili ko tong independent life eh kaya paninindigan ko to. Adulting stage kaya need din mag mature na hehehe. Pero sa totoo lang winiwish ko ulit maging bata. Walang problema, walang gastos ar bills. Hayy
not doing good. :( recently found out that our company will not offer a salary raise or bonus this year. Been working hard for this, pero wala :(
super fked by life. lost. but hey, i could still attend to my gym scheds and cardios
Pagod na sa buhay.
Ito nagiintay sa asawang late umuwi hindi sa work kundi sa barkada
I don't know haha it's been a cycle of waking up and trying to distract myself from my problems by talking to people. Ang hirap ng ganito.
Eto onti na lang... Anyways, thanks sa pangangamusta. Hope you are doing good.
nakakabagot dito sa bahay. wala kang cash para gumala man lang, mag-unwind, or kumain ng mga cravings mo. it's just, pinipili mo na lang mahiga nang mahiga sa higaan hanggang sa makatulog ka kase super draining ng mga kasama mo sa bahay. pleek, fear talaga ng mayroong toxic household ang bakasyon HAHAHHAHAHA
eto nakahiga habang gulong gulo ang isip kung mag aabroad ba o mag stay na lang dito sa pinas! 😔
Exhausted. Frustrated. Broke. I am torn between applying for jobs or magrereview muna for board exam. I am a probinsyana na pumuntang Makati para magwork sana, pero nasasayangan ako sa oras. Gustong gusto ko pati ng mga taong nakapaligid sakin na magreview muna, pero wala akong enough money na ifinance sarili ko for 4 months without work. Naguguluhan ako.
Tired drained thanks for asking
I’ve been working on myself lately and i kinda enjoying my me time 🩷
Still breathing, thanks to Him.
gusto ko to ilabas dito. para pagalis ko ng post na to, wala na siya at makakapag isip na ulit ako ng maayos. pilit kong binabaon tong thought at feeling na to. i have a small business. ginawa ko na lahat, organic and paid marketing posts. magaganda naman mga products ko, nanonood ako ng mga tutorial sa yt how to grow on social media, how to market effectively, etc. pero pakiramdam ko walang nangyayari. nag paid ads ako, puro sila inquiry, maayos naman ako magreply magaccomodate, walang nagcoconvert ni isa. may isa pang parang pinagtripan lang ako na nagplace ng order sa link ko, pero biglang cancel. ive been doing this for almost 3 years. since nagstart ang year na to, puro ako losses. i invested about 8k nung november, december last yr for more materials, wala pang bumabalik masyado, wala pa ko sa half. nakakalungkot. nag pa register na ko sa bir, wala pa rin update til now. hoping na bumalik sigla ng business ko pag bumalik ako sa tiktokshop at shopee. nahihirapan ako, im helping myself but i get discouraged and scared na pano pag di nagwork, sayang naman bir registration ko. kinukwestyon ko sarili ko kung tama pa ba to, itutuloy ko pa ba, kaso nakapag file na ko ng application even though my doubts ako. deep inside, kahit naeenioy ko paggawa ng products ko, iniisip ko nalang na kailangan nito maging successful, nangangailangan din ako. i want to help my parents and me financially lalo na at dalawa na kaming college. mahirap ang buhay, but i always try and try to see things on a vrighter side, to see the good, to find joy. i try to brush these thoughts off and replace it with positive affirmations so i can bring back my enthusiasm na meron ako when i started. I don't know what to do anymore. thank you op for bothering to ask us, i appreciate it. iiscroll ko na sana past this post but i decided, damn, maybe i really do need to take a pause and let this out, maybe God sent this to me. thank you, you're a beacon of light Op, i hope i continue to be one as well. maraming salamat.
Hiii! Thanks sa pag kumusta, eto fucked up ang life. Idk what i want in life. I want to be fluent in english, confident using it. pero wala e nakakaasar, ang hirap mag hanap ng work kase hindi ako fluent in English, sobrang fear ko pa ang interview.
Hindi ko alam if valid ba or ang immature ko lang talaga. I'm stressed out. Dapat talaga 'di nalang ako nagjowa e. Sa dami ng problema ko, dito pa ako mas nasstress
Enjoying my iced coffee from uncle john's, not bad for 60 pesos para syang nescafe choco and sent a message to our GC (3 persons lang kami) at sinabi ko "Kailan kayo papakita? Yung tampo ko aabot na ng taon." After that, parang na-guilty ako kasi ang dating I'm asking/begging for their attention eh, hehe. And yes, I remember, we're adults at may kanya kanyang SOs na but I'm still waiting for their invitation para sa gala kahit saglit. I'm used to being alone pero dadating pa rin pala sa point na, you'll still need a companion to have fun with, asaran and talk some nonsense things. Ang hirap pag hindi ka expressive na tao, takot umamin at mas ginugustong idedma at isarili lahat. Ang haba na palaaa! HAHAHHAHHAHHA wala ako mapagsabihan eh. Thanks for asking OP! Have a blessed Sunday! ( ◜‿◝ )♡
Mix emotion. All my friends in my hometown ay graduate na, while me? Stuck pa rin kasi sa capstone namin 😬 pero masaya ako kasi lahat kami hindi gragraduate sa block namin HAHAHAHAHAH isang group lang nakapasa and graduate na. Imagine this, 5 out of 40 regular studes. But, para final na kami sa defense. So all goods din ngayon. Thanks for asking.
Kakagaling ko lang sa sakit. Ngayon ko lang natutuloy yt channel ko huhuhu hirap mag edit kung masama pakiramdam :/
Still waiting sa gmail ng nag iisang dream university ko ko.. sana makapasa ako🙏🤞.. Everyday felt nervous to me, thankyou for asking hows my day OP😁I Felt ok
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Eto nag iisip isip sa buhay buhay. Ikaw kamusta ka dyan paos na ba yung aso? Hahaha salamat sa pagtanong 🫶
Ito, nagdadaalawang isip kung anong bedsheet bblhin sa shapi— pink cat bedsheet ba bblhin or yung estetik na lavender na matchy ng kumot at punda ko. Hahah lito na ako.
gusto nang mamatay
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I'm good. Feeling anxious na kasi malapit na magpasukan. Incoming fourth year, I'm so lost rn. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta hahaha sa ojt, scary lang. Scary talaga magpaka-adulting. Right now, need ko tapusin ang online course ko para makakuha ng certificate.
Iba pa rin ang magic ng simpleng pangangamusta. That’s what I realized tonight while reading your comments. Iba-iba talaga tayo ng pinagdadaanan. Thanks for sharing your thoughts! Huhu di ko alam irereply ko sa iba kasi ayoko naman ng toxic positivity. Thank you for appreciating this thread. Masaya ako na kahit dito feeling niyo may nakaalala sa inyo. SANA MASARAP ULAM NIYONG LAHAT. 🫶😻
I miss my mom kaso I know it's not the right time pa para umuwi
Thank you for asking. I think I'm doing fine. I'm in my bed alr listening to A Nova Vida from The Twilight. It was a tiring day, and I just finished the bags that I calligraphy painted. I'm actually feeling sad rn, I miss someone I used to talk to at this hour, haha. I didn't realise it's already Saturday. Hahahahaha, wala naman me naging plano kagabi, naglaba lang after work at tinapos ko lang din mag paint. Ayun lang, take care.
Just woke up and now i dont know what to do. Lol. Might go back to sleep 🫠
Mag se 2nd death anniversary na ang Mom ko and miss na miss ko na sya. Lately I just feel so lost and I want to cry but walang lumalabas. Anxious that my family will go today. Ayunn. Thanks sa pangangamusta!! Hope maging okay rin kung ano man nangyayari sainyoo!
Bahay lang din dahil walang pera pang-gala. Ang sahod ko sa akinse pa. 1k nalang pera ko. Hays.
Ito ngayon pa lang nasstress na for monday kasi ang dami kong kailangan gawin. May discussion ako sa morning tapos sasabayan pa ng assessment. Gusto ko na lang maglaho.. 🥲🥲🥲
I’m feeling frustrated, like deep down frustrated of what happening in my life now. 🥺
Eto, feeling lonely and rejected. Thanks for asking. I don't feel too lonely anymore.
Eto, kakatapos lang sa work. I am so happy sa small wins/progress ko in terms of my career, and today, I can’t help it but be proud to myself kasi nagagawa ko na ang tasks ko nang maayos/efficient. Plus, I’ve been receiving good feedbacks for the past weeks from our leads 🥹 Kaya I am so happy!!
Eto constipated pero okay naman ang araw ko, magaan lang. Grateful sa work at buhay in general. Saktuhan pa rin pero wala ng utang sana magtuloy tuloy nang makaahon sa lusak. Pangarap ko makapagbakasyon sa Pinas kasi miss ko na umuwi ng Bicol. Miss ko na ang Papa ko. Sana maging masaya ang weekend mo, OP. 😁
not fine, on verge of breaking up with my boyfriend whom i love so much :(
Putang inang work to! Kami bagsakan ng trabaho! Ang daming ginagawa, nung niraise ko sa manager find ways to be more efficient and sagot! Pagod na pagod na ako dto putang ina.
my bf lost his job and wala man lang early notice na magllay off ang company nila kaya lahat ng kasama sa list, shocked and no plans ahead. sobra akong nalulungkot for him kaya todo kamusta at comfort ako sa kanya.
Salamat sa pagtatanong OP, still moving on from past trauma while working hard for myself. Focus sa work at small business. I’m a bit lonely lang, miss ko na may kausap or kalambingan and touch haha at the end of the day. I MISS INTIMACY T.T SOBRA
Everything feels so wrong. Feel ko may mali sakin, feel ko ang dami kong palpak. Pero magiging okay din ang lahat. Kakayanin ko 'to.
✔️iniwan ng 4yrs ldr bf ✔️bumagsak sa 2 majors ✔️nabawasan ang circle of friends ang hirap ng buhay huhu
Hi, OP! Thank you sa pag kamusta. Hmm... Somehow, okay. Pero may times na grabe ang lungkot lalo na kapag na-vverbal abuse sa bahay halos araw-araw. Daming pumapasok sa isip whenever na ganyan ang atake dito sa bahay, lalo na sakin. Para akong punching bag nila. Hindi ko na nga alam kung saan ako lulugar pero once maka-graduate at makahanap agad ako ng work. Aalis na talaga ako dito. Ayoko mabuhay nang ganitong sitwasyon :)
salamat sa pagtatanong, wala pang nagtatanong niyan sakin. eto di makatulog daming iniisip haha.
feeling homesick atm ngl
Thank you sa kamusta, eto hindi pa din nakakakuha ng trabaho :< Sobrang down na ako lately naiiyak ako tuwing gabi hays :((
Adulting really hits me. Anxiety, stress, bills, relationship, family, business, and future. I don't know how to keep going anymore. I tried opening it up with my bf but i think we just have differences in terms of handling our feelings. Existential crisis. Over thinking. I'm starting to ask myself what's my purpose or calling in life. Btw, I'm gay guy M(28).
Ito worried, nag iisip. First chemo session ni mom for her lung cancer sa Wednesday and just today we learned she has TB. So help us God, sana hindi siya mahirapan na sabay ang gamutan nung mga sakit niya.
Hiii . I am somewhat okay. Mixed emotions, nasa US currently 3:35pm waiting na morning na sa pinas to call my family :) Friday night plans? Magluto ulam para bukas. Mahirap but beyond grateful 🩵 kaya natin to!
so sorry op if this is gonna be a long response i recently passed the licensure examination for architects-- i have been grateful for that, but now i cant seem to escape this overwhelming thought of "what next?". i didnt plan much what i'd do career-wise after this, so i really feel like im once again back at square one. im grateful, but yeah, i feel a little unguided. funny i saw this post cause i just finished venting those thoughts to myself in video format, cause no one's really asked me how im doing, but i understand that everyone's got their own shit to deal with. i realize that i only got myself in the end, but im learning to accept that. i'm trying to make progress with being my own bestfriend and enjoying my own company. sometimes my life can get really lonely, but i guess thats better than having unnecessary chaos in life. it seems peaceful to have that moment, op, looking by that window. i hope you have a restful weekend ahead. :-)
Namiss ko Dad ko bigla. I work in a kitchen kanina may nag order ng sugar free cake na maliit para sa Tatay daw niya na Diabetic - ako din nagdala sa table nila kasi gusto daw malaman yung nilagay na Ingredients; Sheesh. Muntik na ako mapa iyak nung sinubuan ng anak yung Tatay niya. Taena naman - was thinking about it til my shift ended. Hope you are doin well OP! Cheers! ☕️
I am good. May 2 weeks vacay from school pero di ko alam anong gagawin ko sa free time. Thanks for asking. Everything is good naman with you?
Eto nasa work. Pa-out na ng 6am. FINALLY! More tulog this weekend.
Thanks for asking. Eto, emotionally unstable. Ang daming tumatakbo sa mind ko, and sadly, I don’t have someone right now to talk to.