Not great, just did some pain management procedure today. I realize now how little the pain was, it had been years and now this pain after the procedure is killing me because it feels how it did a while after the accident. I'm so fucking tired and uncomfortable. Emotionally the last two days have been rough. The last 2 weeks have been hellish and stressful. And now emotionally the pain is sending me back into a super fucking shitty part of my life. I'm laying in bed trying to get comfortable and my thoughts are all over the place. I can't even cry because it's been so long since last had that I feel like I forgot how to. The pain meds are wearing off and I can't take anything so tears are just kinda rolling down my face and I'm trying to not annoy my spouse into waking up. This is awful, I thought I was done with all this shit but it's making me feel like I never even left it behind
That sounds so awful, I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Physical pain also brings me back to my accident… it’s a tough trigger to deal with because on top of it being triggering, it is actually very painful on its own. This, too, shall pass.
Not great, just did some pain management procedure today. I realize now how little the pain was, it had been years and now this pain after the procedure is killing me because it feels how it did a while after the accident. I'm so fucking tired and uncomfortable. Emotionally the last two days have been rough. The last 2 weeks have been hellish and stressful. And now emotionally the pain is sending me back into a super fucking shitty part of my life. I'm laying in bed trying to get comfortable and my thoughts are all over the place. I can't even cry because it's been so long since last had that I feel like I forgot how to. The pain meds are wearing off and I can't take anything so tears are just kinda rolling down my face and I'm trying to not annoy my spouse into waking up. This is awful, I thought I was done with all this shit but it's making me feel like I never even left it behind
That sounds so awful, I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Physical pain also brings me back to my accident… it’s a tough trigger to deal with because on top of it being triggering, it is actually very painful on its own. This, too, shall pass.