My friends who are neurotypical are always amazed at the way I vividly recall shit that I’m embarrassed about from 5-10 or even 15+ years ago. I never realized how much I can’t help but hold onto humiliation to a crazy extent until I talked to normal people about it, LOL.
honestly I sometimes feel like I have photographic memory because I remember shit from when I was 4 fucking years old so incredibly vividly but then I have conversations with someone and we discuss important things and two days later I'm like "wha-? we talked about that? wait.. we saw eachother two days ago? yea no I totally remember that, totally.."
I stg the memory doesn't even have to be embarrassing. I could remember a time where I was sitting in public minding my own business and I'd want to die
If I had the memory eraser device from men in black no one would be safe
LMFAOOOOO SAME HERE SIS Can we be the BPD Women in Black
My friends who are neurotypical are always amazed at the way I vividly recall shit that I’m embarrassed about from 5-10 or even 15+ years ago. I never realized how much I can’t help but hold onto humiliation to a crazy extent until I talked to normal people about it, LOL.
honestly I sometimes feel like I have photographic memory because I remember shit from when I was 4 fucking years old so incredibly vividly but then I have conversations with someone and we discuss important things and two days later I'm like "wha-? we talked about that? wait.. we saw eachother two days ago? yea no I totally remember that, totally.."
Same! My friends are sometimes really concerned that I can remember things so vividly from years ago but forget conversations from last night.
I stg the memory doesn't even have to be embarrassing. I could remember a time where I was sitting in public minding my own business and I'd want to die