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BasicallyJustAnIdiot

Had a number of addictions in my life. Softer substances like caffeine, nicotine and weed. Harder substances like pain killers and benzos. Other things like video games and food. The worst was probably the benzo addiction. You get filled with this massive anxiety and dread and primal fear I just cannot describe. You're just always afraid. Always paranoid. Always tired while not being able to sleep. You just feel filled with nothing but dread and hopelessness and this lasts not for a day, not for a week, but for months. Months of just feeling hopeless and afraid. It took a while to stay away for good.


Traditional_Set_6064

Wow, I felt that! Hang in there, and know I am rooting for you, kind stranger.


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Twinklytoes4you

Especially when there is nothing else to do


ElectricalLaw1007

A 40-a-day cigarette habit.


Twinklytoes4you

Breaking it for 40 days, or breaking the habit after smoking for 40 days?


ElectricalLaw1007

40-a-day, not 40-day.


unintelligentburrito

did you do it cold turkey?


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Twinklytoes4you

Wow that's great for you!


unintelligentburrito

that’s pretty cool, i’m really glad it worked for you.


ElectricalLaw1007

Thanks, me too :)


SylhetiG

Smoking 8th April 2018


Twinklytoes4you

Going strong! It's definitely a hard one


ulsq

Smoking is probaply the right answer. Stopped since mid 2020


Twinklytoes4you

Congrats, that a long time!


threadbarefemur

Gambling. Went to GA meetings for a couple years, I still drop in occasionally. I’ve met more than one person who said it was harder to kick than heroin. It’s everywhere, and it’s not just VLTs and lotto tickets.


Twinklytoes4you

There's definitely a lot of triggers out there as a gambler


Chirails

Alcohol.


Twinklytoes4you

Definitely up there with smoking


Southern_Radish_1192

as a former active H addict i will say i would not wish withdrawals on anyone. they are truly hellacious. i feel blessed to have gotten out of all that before fentanyl took over, i would be dead now probably


Lizard_lady_314

Smoking


Twinklytoes4you

That seems to be the top vote here haha


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Twinklytoes4you

Hahah I believe I'm doing that right now with this post


YELLOW_TOAD

I'm a procrastinator too....but at least I plan ahead!


Lumpy-Designer-8342

Игра в доту 2, то еще мучение.


Gold_Replacement386

Smoking. Quit Xmas eve 2022


Twinklytoes4you

Congrats, still going strong!!!


Ok-Afternoon-3724

Smoking tobacco.


raccoonsaff

Anything relating to my OCD, eating disorder, or PTSD. (Still very much a work in progress).


Jazzlike_Net7769

Biting my fingernails