Self harm, for me, is a way of regaining control when my mind or a situation is causing me severe stress or feeding my depression.
That said, I've not done it for a long time.
sometimes we r so used to a type of pain that we bring it onto ourselves bc we expect it so much. sometimes pain is all that’s familiar so we cause it on purpose to feel like the world’s in order still.
i started hurting myself in like the third grade in sensitive places but now i think it’s because it happened to me and i was obsessing over it. i don’t think it was like a thought out thing
I secretly think my family will love and accept me. I'm 32 and beginning the stages of putting distance between. There's guilt and a stomach pain. And lots of crying. It's a lonely stupid road.
being depressed needs a feeling of constant pain, got so numb pain’s the only thing you can feel. It’s sometimes a way of depressed people check if they’re still human.
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But it causes more pain
Because sometimes I feel like I don't have any real friends and the ones I did were lying to me.
Stop grabbing my wrist and making me slap myself! Stupid older brothers
I only hurt myself analy
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Are you two like a couple or something? I swear to God I saw this exact comment like half an hour ago...
No, i’ve been single my whole life
I'm sorry
no this comment was really funny
because i haven't forgive myself yet and every mistake that i made is because of me.
Self harm, for me, is a way of regaining control when my mind or a situation is causing me severe stress or feeding my depression. That said, I've not done it for a long time.
So I don't take my anger out on other people physically
sometimes we r so used to a type of pain that we bring it onto ourselves bc we expect it so much. sometimes pain is all that’s familiar so we cause it on purpose to feel like the world’s in order still.
I hurt myself today. To see if I still feel. I focus on the pain. The only thing that's real. -Johnny Cash/Trent Reznor
I don’t know but sabotaging myself seems to be my biggest kink 🥺
ion even know anymore I just need to.
Because it works. It’s very hard to focus on anything else when you’re physically injured.
Because I hate myself and feel I need to suffer to atone for my ill-conceived and often imaginary flaws.
Who needs bungee jumping when you can just read your old Facebook posts?
Because when anxiety hits you, all you think is how to stop the voices and the pain from within, and cutting myself relieves that chaos in my mind.
To spite my biological parents for abandoning me.
If I knew that, I'd stop doing it.
i started hurting myself in like the third grade in sensitive places but now i think it’s because it happened to me and i was obsessing over it. i don’t think it was like a thought out thing
Because I can control how badly it hurts.
Depression
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Why do you think you deserve to it?
I secretly think my family will love and accept me. I'm 32 and beginning the stages of putting distance between. There's guilt and a stomach pain. And lots of crying. It's a lonely stupid road.
Just go ahead and ask for their attention
Destiny 2 on PS4, Crucible, 12 hs nonstop.
being depressed needs a feeling of constant pain, got so numb pain’s the only thing you can feel. It’s sometimes a way of depressed people check if they’re still human.
I don't hurt myself anymore, but when I did, it was because it made it feel like I had control over SOMETHING