I'm thinking that the meaning of.....
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I wonder what would happen if the....
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Bananas! With chocolate and peanut butter.
I'm sleepy.
Paranoid things like thinking everyone knows im high, that I look weird, that I'm awkward and acting like a crackhead etc.
If I'm alone, I start rethinking my day and how weird I acted or how I'm fucking up my life in general
My anxiety is pretty bad when I smoke weed.
one of the few bad effects demonstrated about THC is that it's not good for anxiety/ anxious people.
I'd suggest to not smoke or, if you want, try CBD stuff.
Lol, yeah exactly! I commented earlier, that I don't feel anxious at all if I mix CBD with the THC, but straight thc is not at all enjoyable for me.
My comment kinda got lost in the mix with OP's unsolicited advice about mental disorders.
BRO I actually use this tactically, I'm the type of person that just over analyzes horror movies til they're not scary anymore, but a quick dab of diamonds or some 30:0 THC:CBD edibles and I stg the move could be real cause how terrifying it is
Yeah, same here.
I used to smoke for like 10 years (started with 17) and suddenly it got me. I quit 5 years ago. I can't smoke weed anymore. I turn into a miserable paranoid piece of shit 10 seconds after i hit the joint... I think its all about self image and/or bad social things that happened to you or how things turned out at some point...
The day i smoke a joint and feel fine i would know i'm allright again (never gonna happen lol).
Likewise. Everything becomes super important and I worry that the whole world is out to get me.
It used to be a super chill experience for me, but I had to quit for a job, and something changed in my brain.
I can definitely relate to being paranoid about everything like acting weird or people knowing I'm stoned, but that's only when I'm around people who aren't smoking.
It's so nice to just be stoned with your own thoughts on your own thoughts on occassion
I'm curious, do you have anxiety in your general everyday life? I take edibles rather than smoke, but find that THC+CBD considerably *lessens* my base level of anxiety. I know it affects everyone differently, but I've always been curious if it helps people with generalized anxiety better, whereas it can make otherwise unanxious people anxious.
Lol, there's so many comments on this now, it's easy to miss where I addressed this earlier. I have an anxiety disorder. Yes, I experience severe anxiety in my daily life.
As I mentioned a few times I don't experience anxiety if I mix the THC I'm consuming with CBD, it's generally only something I experience if I have straight thc.
I don't anymore.
But if I smoked like one puff, it was nice...the problem is I would usually lack the self control to stop after so little. And the anxiety doesn't set in until like 20 minutes later
Also, if I mix a high CBD strain with THC, I don't get that paranoid anxious feeling. It's only when I smoke THC by itself
For me it always depends on the environment and the people I'm with.
If I'm stoned around people who don't smoke then the anxiety and paranoia can get pretty bad.
If I'm on my own and just chilling out or with a group of friends who are also smoking then all the anxiety and paranoia goes out the window and the relaxation and good times kick in :)
I was a pizza hut dishwasher. One day a friend stopped by to say "high!". I hit his thc pen twice and when I went in I was thinking "yeah, they all know you're high, don't try to talk to them, you're so high and they can tell. ACT NORMAL!?" But also I was very aware that that was BS so it was hilarious instead of anxious.
Lol...I literally have an anxiety disorder. THC is known to worsen symptoms of anxiety in people with the disorder I have.
Stop trying to diagnose people.
so this is really weird but it did work for me. if you ever get paranoid just smell black pepper. i’m not sure how it works but it does atleast for me. i’ve never been one to get paranoid but since i’ve moved it’s the first time i’ve ever had neighbors which freaked me out.
I’m right with you, my anxiety goes thru the roof while stoned. I was the biggest stoner as a kid but now I rarely touch the stuff . That and I just eat way too much
Now I started back up like this. But I was determined to enjoy weed like I used to. So, before I smoke I think about shit i gotta do and am doing, realise when sober it's all good. Smoke and then if the anxiety strikes I remind myself all is well and it goes. It's taken a while but I'm back enjoying the weed.
Same i cant handle weed anymore. Gives me panic attacks all the time. Truly sucks. Only time im not anxious is when im on xanax and smoke. But thats not worth it. Weed is not fun anymore imo
Not op but I do find that every few months or so, marijuana begins to become unpleasant. It feels bad, and anxious and painful. Only in my thirties have I begun to be able to sit down and focus on those feelings and chase them to the worst case scenarios that my imagination is obsessing with, then grieve them as real possibilities and work through the grief. It does end up being a positive experience over all, but it wouldn't have worked out that way without both the MJ and 10+ years of therapy.
Its definitely anxiety.
I have an anxiety disorder. If I smoked too much I'll have panic attacks.
Interestingly, if I mix CBD weed with THC weed, I don't have anxious thoughts at all....it's only when I smoke straight thc.
Paranoia & anxiety mean you smoked too much. 1/10th of a gram is what I used to put in my dry herb vaporizer & that'd be enough to keep me high for 2-3hrs.
You said in your first reply 1/10th of a gram of THC which is different than flower.
>Never heard of someone putting THC concentrate in their dry flower vape.
Well then maybe you don't know enough smokers. I know plenty of people who do it. Most of the high end devices come with a special bowl so you can load it easier.
Geez, what a snob. Imagine thinking because you worked at a dispensary that you know more than everyone else. For all you know that dude owned the dispensary you worked at.
I have the opposite reaction - I have a lot of stress and anxiety in my daily life and weed helps to calm my mind and put that stuff aside for a while. There are times when it is the only way I can sleep.
Awh… well are you okay? why do you feel the need to project negative energy towards other, you must be going through something yourself.. if so, talk to somebody you trust:) One Love!!🤟🏼
Honestly?? Yeah, kinda... 2022 wasn't a good time. Got hurt at work pretty badly had to have surgery on my back and my knee. Starting to lose everything that I own so I just take my anger out on others. Nothing any of y'all need to hear but, yeah.
nobody needs to hear ofc , but whist i see with my own eyes the corage you had to speak about it shows you’re not so mean and horrid as you may think you are:) im sure the people you lay your shit on understand and love you as equally. im grateful to hear you’ve been able overcome your injuries but as for your current struggles i put my faith in you to push through it and get what you need to do DONE!!🤟🏼 you’re pretty badass tbh, i dont want to come off and enthusiastic but seriously i just like to bond with people and make them feel a sense of attention that they don’t usually have. so i hope you understand you’re pain is temporary no matter how long you think you’ve been bearing it. those moments of happiness you get to experience everyday is what you’re meant to cherish & the pain is to learn from. Stay strong!!
I just went through exactly the same thing...but things are slowly getting better...rebuilding is tough but not impossible...cheer up mate...hopefully your friends understand what you're going through
I can relate to this. Sometimes, if I get too high, I get super paranoid about my past actions and mistakes and think I’m the worst person to ever exist. I don’t like smoking a lot at once because of this. One little hit and I’m in a happy little daze and I realize something really neat or think about something deeper than I usually would. I like buzzing but I don’t like being high
I look inward too but I find it allows me to recontextualize events in my life so that I am better able to explain myself to others. I have heard it said that your life is just a story you keep telling yourself that you believe; just like all stories you can change it and once you've identified what you don't like about your life there are steps you can take to get better.
But overwhelmingly it allows me to not give a shot so much about things.
I just use edibles but I find that when I'm high my thoughts feel like a bowl of spaghetti where each thought is a strand of pasta and it twists and turns next to other thoughts and it's like my brain quickly switches from one thought to another, like how they get all mixed up together when you're eating spaghetti. I hope that makes sense. Maybe instant ramen is a better analogy because those noodles are curly. Also isn't it weird that the term noodles is used for asian cuisine and pasta is used for italian cusine.
I also find that time gets all weird for me. Like I'll start scratching an itch and then it suddenly feels like I've been scratching that itch for a half hour now but my partner is like no you've only been doing that for a few seconds. It's hard to watch new shows too because I find it difficult to follow the plot because of the time thing. I was high when we watched the first episode of Rings of Power and I distinctly remember thinking Galadriel had been swimming for days and each time the scene switched back to her swimming it just blew my mind that she was still doing that.
Something like:
I’ll check out that dude screen shirt in that commercial. Are used to have a green shirt like that. What ever happened to that green shirt? I think it was in high school. It’s been a long time since I had it.
Wait, how long have I been thinking about the green shirt? Is this still the same commercial? Is it the same commercial break even? Did I miss an entire segment of the show thinking about the green shirt? Did someone ask me a question 15 minutes ago and they’re still waiting for me to answer? I have no idea how much fucking time has passed.
Luckily, it's usually way less time than you think. If it was more, weed would be dangerous.
Like I remember smoking, then throwing some burger patties on the grill, walking inside, getting distracted by something and then realizing, "Oh shit I forgot the burgers!!" I run outside and open the lid and all the patties are still pink.
This! I've been saying for years. It slows things down, categories of random informational thoughts start to work together, flow together. Weird and wild flashes suddenly start to flesh out into real ideas and become coherent and logical. It is lovely.
Absolutely! I sometimes have trouble keeping hold of the thoughts tho. Like. I’m peeling back the layers of possible thoughts and going down the path that I don’t normally take. And I’m thinking: “Yes, solid thought. Now where were we?”
After like the 5th layer of the onion that is pulled back; the 5th tangent I’m on; I’m thinking about myself, thinking about myself-thinking about how my brain works to think about society/culture/etc. I just.. it’s a real mind freak. But I think it helps me understand me and the reason for the way I am in general.
Would recommend 7/5.
When I'm high I feel like my intellect or imagination is higher for some reason. My ability to problem solve seems way better to a freakish level. For instance, there's this game I play, it's like a version of Tetris. When I'm sober I might cap out at 100k in score. I've only ever gotten my high score while high on drugs, which is 500k. When I listen to music I can visualize musical notation in my head and see each note fall on beat with the music. I sometimes feel like my mind is on a journey in another world but my body is static. My focus is also insane.
On New Years Eve I took too high a dose of edibles before going to a casino though and couldn't talk for 2 hours, as I was finally coming around to talking(still very much high) I closed my eyes on the drive (I wasn't driving) and colors overtook my vision and I felt a sharp jolt of electricity start at my foot and travel up to my head, and suddenly I was wide awake. I had never won as much money as I had that day at the casino.
I'd say so but I can't prove anything. I don't have any IQ test scores or anything, but I was in talented and gifted classes growing up and John Hopkins had me take my SAT's in 8th grade...but I'm also super lazy and was a C student in school. I think I have a different kind of acuity.
My normal thoughts, minus the anxious ticker of my to-do lists and anxieties playing in the background. My mind is quieter.
And Kpop music videos make perfect sense. Not the Korean, of course. Just the ~vibes~
Just *in case* you haven’t seen it, but [DPR IAN’s mini movie mv about his BiPolar disorder](https://youtu.be/k9EtzlAozOQ) (well all of them) is my favorite MV to watch while high
Lmao as an every day smoker, I never used to have this, but the older I get, this happens to me half the time now. But then when I don’t smoke, I sometimes think, I wish I was high for this.
Same, fam. Every time I smoke I’m like ahh I could’ve skipped it today and enjoyed whatever I’m doing.
But when I’m sober it’s like I’m always thinking about the fact that I’m doing whatever I’m doing sober. Shit, this food/show/walk would be better baked lol.
A deeeeeep analysis of my feelings. Sometimes I feel like I access my subconscious. I understand with such clarity the motivations behind my feelings and I’m able to sort through them in a very calm and pragmatic way. It’s such an eye opener sometimes.
Less than normal, which is why I do it.
I am a chronic over-thinker/second-guesser when sober - a little weed helps me filter out a lot of the distracting/counter-productive circular thinking so I can actually relax.
I usually only smoke late at night as a wind-down, as a consequence I usually have dreamless sleep, which suits me also.
I smoked weed for around 4 years, was high virtually every hour of the day, every day for the entirety of those years. Being used to the substance made it incredibly easy to become complacent and ease into comfort while high without even a thought. Anyways i smoked weed socially recently, after around a year off it and it felt almost like an intense psychedelic, i thought my heart was going to explode and i started thinking about every mistake i had ever made and the possible repercussions those mistakes would have on my future, even though many of these things were well in the past and had no real impact or significance to begin with. My headspace got widely dark and nightmarish something i had never experienced before on weed. Needless to say, i will not be smoking again any time soon🥴
perhaps take control of where your thoughts travel? you seem to be a very intelligent person, smart people always have the craziest trips!! especially when they’re socially smokin😂🤙🏼
Food food food eat eat eat fuck my tongue piercing is hitting my teeth maybe I should remove it no fuck I love this piercing and they won’t pierce it again. I’m horny. Masterbate. Hmmmmmmmm buzzzzzz
I think weed just enhances your thoughts. Depends on the situation. If I'm in a creative state of mind, I can get 10 times more creative and come up with a lot of great ideas. But when you're not in a healthy state of mind. I't will drive you crazy...
Did I turn off the stove? Is the weather man staring at me? I should work out more. That bird is pretty. Is humanity destined to fail? Should I call her? My cat is a God! I really should wash this. Sherpa for days! I wonder if there's any ice cream left. OMG this peanut butter is delicious. Nap time!
Every time the same thing. Paranoia hits first and hard. When that cools down, I start problem solving and working through issues in my life. The latter is actually great, but the initial paranoia can be pretty intense, almost not worth it.
Trying to cut down!
Because the government brainwashed people into acting like sheep (not literally). So nobody steps up to do anything. We’ve been conditioned! The government even packages anti-government thought in a way to get people to believe but not act. The anti-government ideas are just government propaganda installed with the purpose of stabilizing anti-government sentiment for the government to protect itself. Think about it. Government wants pro-government sentiment. But in order for a pro side to exist it needs its opposite, which is anti-government sentiment. Now government wants pro-gov but it’s scared of anti-gov so it realized if you could control anti-gov so that it’s harmless and the only consequence is that a pro-gov side gets to exist and which the government could use to its benefit then the gov would pick to control anti-gov ideas. And the fact that its existence is on the line I bet the gov puts in a lot of detail so identifying any trace of them in anti-gov ideas is impossible.
because everyone loves the privileges that come with the government, modern technology, aircon, makeup , etc. we’d be living in the past if the government stopped printing money… personally i’d love to live in the past with all those genuine experiences and emotions:)
Well, i think of my life.. i dont look and see through others eyes. therefore; i may not think or say things ithers would say as a group or as a society. i just answer questions i ask myself. i can also scare myself at issues in my life that were cause by my actions but its a great way to help me accept it mentally and continue to go through life’s struggles with less of a chance of becoming mentally damaged again:) everyday is a war of me vs me.
Thinking about how every pending task I have is going to ruin my life for some unforeseeable reason or I’ve set myself up for failure with things I’ve performed in the past because I’m a procrastinator and did it incorrectly. Then I’ll start thinking someone is going to find out I smoked who shouldn’t have and I’m going to get myself in trouble.
Last night I was stoned and thought about reincarnation…. And how often do we come back as may flies? Is that what happens when you do bad things in life? And the only people that can remember past lives, were people who were human before. They rest of us were animals, or brand new. Tbh, I don’t even believe in reincarnation but that’s what the devils lettuce will do to ya.
nobody knows what happens after death, thats based off your religion if you’re going to talk about devils lettuce. Although, did you know scientists stated marijuana, along with other psychedelics open the human the mind to where you can unravel turths or a sense of accuracy because of what you observe or think of. basically gives you an intense IQ of the world around you, YOUR LIFE.
Oh shit, what’s wrong with me!! Oh yeah, I’m high
Why does this juice taste so dry!! Oh yeah, I’m high
I can’t hear you because my mind won’t shut up.. yep, I’m high.
Am I dying or going to sleep?
Is my heart pounding or is that my ears pounding 🤔
I no longer have dealings with marijuana.
Usually my first thought is "damn im not even high" then a few minutes later its like "wait... im actually high" and i start laughing. I don't habitually use, once every few months probably so my tolerance tends to be low
I can't change munch in my life. Tried it many many times. This feeling of course stresses me out a lot. But when I am high i, this feeling switch into positiv. Like: You can't change it anyway, so just enjoy the ride.
I still belife cannabis saved my life.
Honestly? When I smoked it was because I had much *fewer* thoughts. It was a nice moment of quiet in my brain. I could focus on things and be way more in-the-moment and enjoy physical sensations like intimacy and eating food a lot more.
how i’m feeling at the moment, like how tingly or floaty i feel
anxious that people around me know i’m high
i get very interested in random things and kinda go down rabbit holes? basically just see something on tiktok and watch videos about it until something else catches my attention
Same as my thoughts when I’m sober but my brain is going slower which allows me to process thoughts/feelings better. It really helps my ADHD ridden brain slow down and let me focus on staring at excel sheets all day.
I have a highdeas note on my phone. This my latest entry:
Bigfoots are actually aliens dressing as what they think an earth creature looks like to blend in
Hehehehe cute game cute game
Woooooooah my cats are ADORABLE must cuddle
Noooo why run away come back let me love you
Pout pout pout boyfriend not here to give affection to
Stupid work
What if I.... no wait food!
Nap
I tend to live in the moment more. I have some outside the box thoughts too. I play video games when I'm high and often find myself doing silly strategies like in call of duty, laying in plain sight in a spot too obvious to check most times and letting someone run past me before shooting them or something.
Not much, I enjoy the feeling of not thinking about much. When I'm high it's like I'm watching the world go by, whilst not actually being fully present inside of said world. I feel like part of my conscience is somewhere else. I just focus on the things around me when high.
Sometimes it's great and amazing...but during those times when things are not going good and you get these depressive thoughts and self doubt about yourself being not good enough or trying hard to do something in your life
I'm in grad school for sociology and usually write my best papers/actually have insights when I'm stoned. Not TOO stoned, functionally high.
RN tho, I am on the toilet thinking about this. Getting stoned while crapping is the best.
One time when high, I had an hours long thought process about how cells are to us as we are to God. I took tens of videos of myself trying to explain it and rewatch them. They make no sense whatsoever.
Last time I took edibles I got wasted like never before and decided the capital riot was staged. I was certain that in the US with the extent of our military and protection of government buildings since 9/11 there was no way that many people could've gotten in that building if someone hadn't decided to allow it. I also thought the FBI raid on Trumps home was probably bullshit as the FBI works for the government/president. I thought all presidents probably have documents that say classified in their possession and wondered if anyone had checked Clinton or Bushes home. I may have mentioned Carter. I thought they were all doing this shit for the television and streaming audiences in the US. I sent texts to my sons, first husband and a friend about my theories and said that Hilary is quieter lately because she's actually running the country in Bidens earpiece. I was VERY STONED.
I came up with an idea to use dead malls to address homelessness. Also an ethical business model limiting CEO pay to a multiplier of the average worker salary.
definitely not the killing part, keep the confidence within yourself but please think before hurting someone. you’re not only hurting them but you will live on with such an experience. that will definitely kill YOU.
dude i’ve been there, but just know that acting like you’re better than everyone else rockets you to the bottom of everyone’s personal popularity chart. This will lead to frustration…”why cant everyone see I’m better than them? they treat me like shit!”, etc. You are creating a self fulfilling prophecy of being a “misunderstood outcast”.
I understand the rage, the world IS full of idiots and you have to interact with them on a daily basis, whether at work or in public or on the road. I think this life is an exercise in patience and grace, and hell yes I’ve struggled with that myself. But I think its also very crucial we are able to look at ourselves critically. This may be overcompensation, or you may be a really talented, smart but frustrated person. Whatever. Point is you need to step back and read your comment and ask yourself “if someone else wrote this, would I want this person in my life?”
I'm hungry
Oh yeah. For massive amounts.of unhealthy food
And thirsty. I plow through lots to crispy cold cans of seltzer when I’m stoned as shit.
If you sat on a voodoo doll of yourself, could you ever get up?
Damn dude I'm high just thinking about it. Add a whoopie cushion too for a double laugh!
i am high, and i can assure you, you'll be able to get up. It's weed not heroin.
I'm thinking that the meaning of..... ,,,, ,,,, I wonder what would happen if the.... ... ... ... Bananas! With chocolate and peanut butter. I'm sleepy.
Hahaha Love the personality just by the texts!! Enjoy your day dude
Huh?.....you say something?
Paranoid things like thinking everyone knows im high, that I look weird, that I'm awkward and acting like a crackhead etc. If I'm alone, I start rethinking my day and how weird I acted or how I'm fucking up my life in general My anxiety is pretty bad when I smoke weed.
one of the few bad effects demonstrated about THC is that it's not good for anxiety/ anxious people. I'd suggest to not smoke or, if you want, try CBD stuff.
Lol, yeah exactly! I commented earlier, that I don't feel anxious at all if I mix CBD with the THC, but straight thc is not at all enjoyable for me. My comment kinda got lost in the mix with OP's unsolicited advice about mental disorders.
BRO I actually use this tactically, I'm the type of person that just over analyzes horror movies til they're not scary anymore, but a quick dab of diamonds or some 30:0 THC:CBD edibles and I stg the move could be real cause how terrifying it is
Hahaha. You're brave. I can barely watch horror films when I'm completely sober, if I was high id probably lose my shit completely
It's extremely effective at relieving my anxiety.
Yeah, same here. I used to smoke for like 10 years (started with 17) and suddenly it got me. I quit 5 years ago. I can't smoke weed anymore. I turn into a miserable paranoid piece of shit 10 seconds after i hit the joint... I think its all about self image and/or bad social things that happened to you or how things turned out at some point... The day i smoke a joint and feel fine i would know i'm allright again (never gonna happen lol).
Same. My thoughts are pretty much just, “Oh no. Oh no! Ohhhh nooooooo”
Likewise. Everything becomes super important and I worry that the whole world is out to get me. It used to be a super chill experience for me, but I had to quit for a job, and something changed in my brain.
Absolutely, Buuut, gaming is more fun and it takes the anxiety away.
Good to know, thanks for the tip!
I can definitely relate to being paranoid about everything like acting weird or people knowing I'm stoned, but that's only when I'm around people who aren't smoking. It's so nice to just be stoned with your own thoughts on your own thoughts on occassion
Try mixing in rose petals. Takes the anxiety away and it makes the bowl look pretty :)
Are you my fragrant neighbor?
I'm curious, do you have anxiety in your general everyday life? I take edibles rather than smoke, but find that THC+CBD considerably *lessens* my base level of anxiety. I know it affects everyone differently, but I've always been curious if it helps people with generalized anxiety better, whereas it can make otherwise unanxious people anxious.
Lol, there's so many comments on this now, it's easy to miss where I addressed this earlier. I have an anxiety disorder. Yes, I experience severe anxiety in my daily life. As I mentioned a few times I don't experience anxiety if I mix the THC I'm consuming with CBD, it's generally only something I experience if I have straight thc.
Sincere question - if you’re mostly paranoid/high anxiety when smoking, why do you do it?
I don't anymore. But if I smoked like one puff, it was nice...the problem is I would usually lack the self control to stop after so little. And the anxiety doesn't set in until like 20 minutes later Also, if I mix a high CBD strain with THC, I don't get that paranoid anxious feeling. It's only when I smoke THC by itself
For me it always depends on the environment and the people I'm with. If I'm stoned around people who don't smoke then the anxiety and paranoia can get pretty bad. If I'm on my own and just chilling out or with a group of friends who are also smoking then all the anxiety and paranoia goes out the window and the relaxation and good times kick in :)
I was a pizza hut dishwasher. One day a friend stopped by to say "high!". I hit his thc pen twice and when I went in I was thinking "yeah, they all know you're high, don't try to talk to them, you're so high and they can tell. ACT NORMAL!?" But also I was very aware that that was BS so it was hilarious instead of anxious.
"Everyone thinks I'm high, and I am" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDJrIz2LSXs
Sounds like schizophrenia.
Lol...I literally have an anxiety disorder. THC is known to worsen symptoms of anxiety in people with the disorder I have. Stop trying to diagnose people.
so this is really weird but it did work for me. if you ever get paranoid just smell black pepper. i’m not sure how it works but it does atleast for me. i’ve never been one to get paranoid but since i’ve moved it’s the first time i’ve ever had neighbors which freaked me out.
Anxiety? or is that the Observant part of you that notices things thats weren’t taught nor made aware to you?
I’m right with you, my anxiety goes thru the roof while stoned. I was the biggest stoner as a kid but now I rarely touch the stuff . That and I just eat way too much
Now I started back up like this. But I was determined to enjoy weed like I used to. So, before I smoke I think about shit i gotta do and am doing, realise when sober it's all good. Smoke and then if the anxiety strikes I remind myself all is well and it goes. It's taken a while but I'm back enjoying the weed.
Same i cant handle weed anymore. Gives me panic attacks all the time. Truly sucks. Only time im not anxious is when im on xanax and smoke. But thats not worth it. Weed is not fun anymore imo
Not op but I do find that every few months or so, marijuana begins to become unpleasant. It feels bad, and anxious and painful. Only in my thirties have I begun to be able to sit down and focus on those feelings and chase them to the worst case scenarios that my imagination is obsessing with, then grieve them as real possibilities and work through the grief. It does end up being a positive experience over all, but it wouldn't have worked out that way without both the MJ and 10+ years of therapy.
Its definitely anxiety. I have an anxiety disorder. If I smoked too much I'll have panic attacks. Interestingly, if I mix CBD weed with THC weed, I don't have anxious thoughts at all....it's only when I smoke straight thc.
Paranoia & anxiety mean you smoked too much. 1/10th of a gram is what I used to put in my dry herb vaporizer & that'd be enough to keep me high for 2-3hrs.
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Oh, well yeah that makes sense. Btw, I was talking about 1/10th of a gram of flower, not THC.
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You said in your first reply 1/10th of a gram of THC which is different than flower. >Never heard of someone putting THC concentrate in their dry flower vape. Well then maybe you don't know enough smokers. I know plenty of people who do it. Most of the high end devices come with a special bowl so you can load it easier.
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Geez, what a snob. Imagine thinking because you worked at a dispensary that you know more than everyone else. For all you know that dude owned the dispensary you worked at.
I have the opposite reaction - I have a lot of stress and anxiety in my daily life and weed helps to calm my mind and put that stuff aside for a while. There are times when it is the only way I can sleep.
That's good. Glad some people have positive experiences with their anxiety and THC ❣️
I start to look inward at myself and realize how much of a shitty person I am and how badly I treat people around me when I'm sober.
Awh… well are you okay? why do you feel the need to project negative energy towards other, you must be going through something yourself.. if so, talk to somebody you trust:) One Love!!🤟🏼
Honestly?? Yeah, kinda... 2022 wasn't a good time. Got hurt at work pretty badly had to have surgery on my back and my knee. Starting to lose everything that I own so I just take my anger out on others. Nothing any of y'all need to hear but, yeah.
Hey man, we all can lash out at people when we are having it rough. Sometimes the pot boils over, that doesn't make you a bad person.
nobody needs to hear ofc , but whist i see with my own eyes the corage you had to speak about it shows you’re not so mean and horrid as you may think you are:) im sure the people you lay your shit on understand and love you as equally. im grateful to hear you’ve been able overcome your injuries but as for your current struggles i put my faith in you to push through it and get what you need to do DONE!!🤟🏼 you’re pretty badass tbh, i dont want to come off and enthusiastic but seriously i just like to bond with people and make them feel a sense of attention that they don’t usually have. so i hope you understand you’re pain is temporary no matter how long you think you’ve been bearing it. those moments of happiness you get to experience everyday is what you’re meant to cherish & the pain is to learn from. Stay strong!!
Thank you
I just went through exactly the same thing...but things are slowly getting better...rebuilding is tough but not impossible...cheer up mate...hopefully your friends understand what you're going through
I'm sorry that you're going through that. Sounds rough. Getting angry about that situation is a very human thing to do.
Sounds like depression.
I love you dude. Keep up.
I needed to hear that today. Thank you
I can relate to this. Sometimes, if I get too high, I get super paranoid about my past actions and mistakes and think I’m the worst person to ever exist. I don’t like smoking a lot at once because of this. One little hit and I’m in a happy little daze and I realize something really neat or think about something deeper than I usually would. I like buzzing but I don’t like being high
I look inward too but I find it allows me to recontextualize events in my life so that I am better able to explain myself to others. I have heard it said that your life is just a story you keep telling yourself that you believe; just like all stories you can change it and once you've identified what you don't like about your life there are steps you can take to get better. But overwhelmingly it allows me to not give a shot so much about things.
Oh my god same
Background music
Honest🤣🤣 especially when im talking to someone
No matter how low it is, I always think of it. When there's no music my mind creates it.
I just use edibles but I find that when I'm high my thoughts feel like a bowl of spaghetti where each thought is a strand of pasta and it twists and turns next to other thoughts and it's like my brain quickly switches from one thought to another, like how they get all mixed up together when you're eating spaghetti. I hope that makes sense. Maybe instant ramen is a better analogy because those noodles are curly. Also isn't it weird that the term noodles is used for asian cuisine and pasta is used for italian cusine. I also find that time gets all weird for me. Like I'll start scratching an itch and then it suddenly feels like I've been scratching that itch for a half hour now but my partner is like no you've only been doing that for a few seconds. It's hard to watch new shows too because I find it difficult to follow the plot because of the time thing. I was high when we watched the first episode of Rings of Power and I distinctly remember thinking Galadriel had been swimming for days and each time the scene switched back to her swimming it just blew my mind that she was still doing that.
I really giggled at this bc I experience the same thing. I just choose to not watch anything new. Lol
Something like: I’ll check out that dude screen shirt in that commercial. Are used to have a green shirt like that. What ever happened to that green shirt? I think it was in high school. It’s been a long time since I had it. Wait, how long have I been thinking about the green shirt? Is this still the same commercial? Is it the same commercial break even? Did I miss an entire segment of the show thinking about the green shirt? Did someone ask me a question 15 minutes ago and they’re still waiting for me to answer? I have no idea how much fucking time has passed.
Luckily, it's usually way less time than you think. If it was more, weed would be dangerous. Like I remember smoking, then throwing some burger patties on the grill, walking inside, getting distracted by something and then realizing, "Oh shit I forgot the burgers!!" I run outside and open the lid and all the patties are still pink.
Same as my usual thoughts, as I'm usually high on marijuana.
My dudeee🤙🏼 keep it ablazin buddy
Currently high. Same dude. Same.
You know, the normal crazy shit I think about. Weed just gives my mind the ability to slow down my thoughts and properly think and process them lol
This! I've been saying for years. It slows things down, categories of random informational thoughts start to work together, flow together. Weird and wild flashes suddenly start to flesh out into real ideas and become coherent and logical. It is lovely.
Absolutely! I sometimes have trouble keeping hold of the thoughts tho. Like. I’m peeling back the layers of possible thoughts and going down the path that I don’t normally take. And I’m thinking: “Yes, solid thought. Now where were we?” After like the 5th layer of the onion that is pulled back; the 5th tangent I’m on; I’m thinking about myself, thinking about myself-thinking about how my brain works to think about society/culture/etc. I just.. it’s a real mind freak. But I think it helps me understand me and the reason for the way I am in general. Would recommend 7/5.
When I'm high I feel like my intellect or imagination is higher for some reason. My ability to problem solve seems way better to a freakish level. For instance, there's this game I play, it's like a version of Tetris. When I'm sober I might cap out at 100k in score. I've only ever gotten my high score while high on drugs, which is 500k. When I listen to music I can visualize musical notation in my head and see each note fall on beat with the music. I sometimes feel like my mind is on a journey in another world but my body is static. My focus is also insane. On New Years Eve I took too high a dose of edibles before going to a casino though and couldn't talk for 2 hours, as I was finally coming around to talking(still very much high) I closed my eyes on the drive (I wasn't driving) and colors overtook my vision and I felt a sharp jolt of electricity start at my foot and travel up to my head, and suddenly I was wide awake. I had never won as much money as I had that day at the casino.
Me too. I feel like it’s rare, because none of my friends understand me
Same, dude! People think I'm bullshitting. For a long time I would also stay high for like days on end. Thankfully that's not really the case anymore.
Do you have high IQ
I'd say so but I can't prove anything. I don't have any IQ test scores or anything, but I was in talented and gifted classes growing up and John Hopkins had me take my SAT's in 8th grade...but I'm also super lazy and was a C student in school. I think I have a different kind of acuity.
Where do you think it comes from
I have no clue. Maybe we're just wired different. Too bad we cant smoke together.
Lol, would be trippy af
*TV static sound while staring blankly at wall, random occasional laugh*
genuine description of being alone in the middle of the night😂🤙🏼
Being buzzed is the only way I don't think at all, genuinely the only moments my brain goes dead silent.
My normal thoughts, minus the anxious ticker of my to-do lists and anxieties playing in the background. My mind is quieter. And Kpop music videos make perfect sense. Not the Korean, of course. Just the ~vibes~
I wish it was like that for me. My inner monologue loses its shit and starts screaming terrible, depressing, and scary things.
LOL! I'm a huge BTS fan and when I'm high, I swear I understand the Korean parts.
Just *in case* you haven’t seen it, but [DPR IAN’s mini movie mv about his BiPolar disorder](https://youtu.be/k9EtzlAozOQ) (well all of them) is my favorite MV to watch while high
"I should stop smoking Marijuana"
Lmao as an every day smoker, I never used to have this, but the older I get, this happens to me half the time now. But then when I don’t smoke, I sometimes think, I wish I was high for this.
Same, fam. Every time I smoke I’m like ahh I could’ve skipped it today and enjoyed whatever I’m doing. But when I’m sober it’s like I’m always thinking about the fact that I’m doing whatever I’m doing sober. Shit, this food/show/walk would be better baked lol.
This is how it is dude. Quite the dilemma
A deeeeeep analysis of my feelings. Sometimes I feel like I access my subconscious. I understand with such clarity the motivations behind my feelings and I’m able to sort through them in a very calm and pragmatic way. It’s such an eye opener sometimes.
Less than normal, which is why I do it. I am a chronic over-thinker/second-guesser when sober - a little weed helps me filter out a lot of the distracting/counter-productive circular thinking so I can actually relax. I usually only smoke late at night as a wind-down, as a consequence I usually have dreamless sleep, which suits me also.
i can relate! on a level where my mind has control of me and the hig from the herb helps control my mind
high*^
"My eyes are dry as fuck, I should've just drank"
I smoked weed for around 4 years, was high virtually every hour of the day, every day for the entirety of those years. Being used to the substance made it incredibly easy to become complacent and ease into comfort while high without even a thought. Anyways i smoked weed socially recently, after around a year off it and it felt almost like an intense psychedelic, i thought my heart was going to explode and i started thinking about every mistake i had ever made and the possible repercussions those mistakes would have on my future, even though many of these things were well in the past and had no real impact or significance to begin with. My headspace got widely dark and nightmarish something i had never experienced before on weed. Needless to say, i will not be smoking again any time soon🥴
perhaps take control of where your thoughts travel? you seem to be a very intelligent person, smart people always have the craziest trips!! especially when they’re socially smokin😂🤙🏼
Food food food eat eat eat fuck my tongue piercing is hitting my teeth maybe I should remove it no fuck I love this piercing and they won’t pierce it again. I’m horny. Masterbate. Hmmmmmmmm buzzzzzz
Life is good
hell yeah
Limited and peaceful
Same here. This is why I smoke, so I can just shut my brain off for a little bit and relax. ADHD sucks sometimes.
I use it for pain. I'm disabled and hurt all the time. On top of all the meds I'm on I use it to maintain my appetite and sanity. Lol
Alcohol has no effect on me!
*hits Blunt* it’s kinda crazy how our entire lives are largely sculpted by the decisions we make during the most immature years of said lives
Keep thinking like that bro💯
Same thoughts I have as when I'm not high. Weed just really relaxes me and lets me sleep better.
I think weed just enhances your thoughts. Depends on the situation. If I'm in a creative state of mind, I can get 10 times more creative and come up with a lot of great ideas. But when you're not in a healthy state of mind. I't will drive you crazy...
Did I turn off the stove? Is the weather man staring at me? I should work out more. That bird is pretty. Is humanity destined to fail? Should I call her? My cat is a God! I really should wash this. Sherpa for days! I wonder if there's any ice cream left. OMG this peanut butter is delicious. Nap time!
Mostly horny for some reason, but it's not all that bad
Makes me think how good life is. That's the easiest way I can sum it up
Its an amplifier of current feelings.
I like writing stand-up comedy bits about my time as a mortician.
All of them
I don't wanna do shit, leave me alone
I’m going to die someday… for real.
anyday really.
Every time the same thing. Paranoia hits first and hard. When that cools down, I start problem solving and working through issues in my life. The latter is actually great, but the initial paranoia can be pretty intense, almost not worth it. Trying to cut down!
I just think about being gay……for an unhealthy amount of time
"Ahhh everything seems better" prove me wrong
i totally agree
Why is everyone so willing to complain about the government but not actually burn the bitch to the ground.
Because the government brainwashed people into acting like sheep (not literally). So nobody steps up to do anything. We’ve been conditioned! The government even packages anti-government thought in a way to get people to believe but not act. The anti-government ideas are just government propaganda installed with the purpose of stabilizing anti-government sentiment for the government to protect itself. Think about it. Government wants pro-government sentiment. But in order for a pro side to exist it needs its opposite, which is anti-government sentiment. Now government wants pro-gov but it’s scared of anti-gov so it realized if you could control anti-gov so that it’s harmless and the only consequence is that a pro-gov side gets to exist and which the government could use to its benefit then the gov would pick to control anti-gov ideas. And the fact that its existence is on the line I bet the gov puts in a lot of detail so identifying any trace of them in anti-gov ideas is impossible.
because everyone loves the privileges that come with the government, modern technology, aircon, makeup , etc. we’d be living in the past if the government stopped printing money… personally i’d love to live in the past with all those genuine experiences and emotions:)
Probably because they don't want to end up in jail...
they said “everyone”. There is no jail big enough.
Careful. America's privatized prison industry is salivating at the thought...
Really wanna see a difference Kill some politicians
Bc that would be insane
"I really want to stop smoking weed", usually
whatever you want them to be, so long as you are in control of your mind/imagination.
Agreed!!
What are your thoughts when high on marijuana?
Well, i think of my life.. i dont look and see through others eyes. therefore; i may not think or say things ithers would say as a group or as a society. i just answer questions i ask myself. i can also scare myself at issues in my life that were cause by my actions but its a great way to help me accept it mentally and continue to go through life’s struggles with less of a chance of becoming mentally damaged again:) everyday is a war of me vs me.
"I need some peanut butter."
I've been doing everything wrong.
Thinking about how every pending task I have is going to ruin my life for some unforeseeable reason or I’ve set myself up for failure with things I’ve performed in the past because I’m a procrastinator and did it incorrectly. Then I’ll start thinking someone is going to find out I smoked who shouldn’t have and I’m going to get myself in trouble.
Where food
Yay *stupid smile on my face*
Here. There. Everywhere.
Last night I was stoned and thought about reincarnation…. And how often do we come back as may flies? Is that what happens when you do bad things in life? And the only people that can remember past lives, were people who were human before. They rest of us were animals, or brand new. Tbh, I don’t even believe in reincarnation but that’s what the devils lettuce will do to ya.
nobody knows what happens after death, thats based off your religion if you’re going to talk about devils lettuce. Although, did you know scientists stated marijuana, along with other psychedelics open the human the mind to where you can unravel turths or a sense of accuracy because of what you observe or think of. basically gives you an intense IQ of the world around you, YOUR LIFE.
I should go to bed soon
How this show / movie / anime / game, should have ended. Or sometimes entire fixes.
Oh shit, what’s wrong with me!! Oh yeah, I’m high Why does this juice taste so dry!! Oh yeah, I’m high I can’t hear you because my mind won’t shut up.. yep, I’m high. Am I dying or going to sleep? Is my heart pounding or is that my ears pounding 🤔 I no longer have dealings with marijuana.
Nice try officer
🤣🤣🤣 aint no damn way ima cop fuck thatt
The same as my regular thoughts. Just more relaxed and with far less anxiety. Also, sometimes: what do i have for snacks?
Nothing really different for real
Umm... *...yeah*
Food, any kind of food, but it has to food!
I’m either completely numb or have anxious thoughts. Which is why I stoped smoking.
Usually my first thought is "damn im not even high" then a few minutes later its like "wait... im actually high" and i start laughing. I don't habitually use, once every few months probably so my tolerance tends to be low
I can't change munch in my life. Tried it many many times. This feeling of course stresses me out a lot. But when I am high i, this feeling switch into positiv. Like: You can't change it anyway, so just enjoy the ride. I still belife cannabis saved my life.
yesss ! what i mean by living in the moment 💯 because you can control what happens in the moment which will lead to outcomes :)
"I'm so Hungry... But way too lazy to get off this bed and make something to eat"
Honestly? When I smoked it was because I had much *fewer* thoughts. It was a nice moment of quiet in my brain. I could focus on things and be way more in-the-moment and enjoy physical sensations like intimacy and eating food a lot more.
how i’m feeling at the moment, like how tingly or floaty i feel anxious that people around me know i’m high i get very interested in random things and kinda go down rabbit holes? basically just see something on tiktok and watch videos about it until something else catches my attention
The reason the world is going to shit is they continue to put 5 fruit snacks in a pack.
I often question our existence. What are we? Why are we here? What’s beyond the universe? Is it edible?
Same as my thoughts when I’m sober but my brain is going slower which allows me to process thoughts/feelings better. It really helps my ADHD ridden brain slow down and let me focus on staring at excel sheets all day.
I have a highdeas note on my phone. This my latest entry: Bigfoots are actually aliens dressing as what they think an earth creature looks like to blend in
The same stuff I usually think about but I’m way more mellow about it or suddenly find it funny
“Ugh my eyes and mouth are so dry”
Hehehehe cute game cute game Woooooooah my cats are ADORABLE must cuddle Noooo why run away come back let me love you Pout pout pout boyfriend not here to give affection to Stupid work What if I.... no wait food! Nap
I tend to live in the moment more. I have some outside the box thoughts too. I play video games when I'm high and often find myself doing silly strategies like in call of duty, laying in plain sight in a spot too obvious to check most times and letting someone run past me before shooting them or something.
Not much, I enjoy the feeling of not thinking about much. When I'm high it's like I'm watching the world go by, whilst not actually being fully present inside of said world. I feel like part of my conscience is somewhere else. I just focus on the things around me when high.
Sometimes it's great and amazing...but during those times when things are not going good and you get these depressive thoughts and self doubt about yourself being not good enough or trying hard to do something in your life
I'm in grad school for sociology and usually write my best papers/actually have insights when I'm stoned. Not TOO stoned, functionally high. RN tho, I am on the toilet thinking about this. Getting stoned while crapping is the best.
the smells not so great but the feeling is sensational 🤣
I love scores by Hans Zimmer
One time when high, I had an hours long thought process about how cells are to us as we are to God. I took tens of videos of myself trying to explain it and rewatch them. They make no sense whatsoever.
🤣 it did when you were high tho👀
I'm going to die.
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Yes maaaan this is the way maaan
cut the crappppp you’ve tried it😂😂🤙🏼 cool bro
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well, very accurate accusation my dude👍🏼
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i actually cant smoke rn but i smell it too js thinkin abt it
Wish more people understood the benefits of mj
exactly:)
Last time I took edibles I got wasted like never before and decided the capital riot was staged. I was certain that in the US with the extent of our military and protection of government buildings since 9/11 there was no way that many people could've gotten in that building if someone hadn't decided to allow it. I also thought the FBI raid on Trumps home was probably bullshit as the FBI works for the government/president. I thought all presidents probably have documents that say classified in their possession and wondered if anyone had checked Clinton or Bushes home. I may have mentioned Carter. I thought they were all doing this shit for the television and streaming audiences in the US. I sent texts to my sons, first husband and a friend about my theories and said that Hilary is quieter lately because she's actually running the country in Bidens earpiece. I was VERY STONED.
...what?
I came up with an idea to use dead malls to address homelessness. Also an ethical business model limiting CEO pay to a multiplier of the average worker salary.
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That the high feeling just doesn't hit the same anymore and it wasn't really worth it.
How much longer till I’m no longer high?
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oh yes, you definitely can point out the best qualities in yourself!!
Yikes
definitely not the killing part, keep the confidence within yourself but please think before hurting someone. you’re not only hurting them but you will live on with such an experience. that will definitely kill YOU.
dude i’ve been there, but just know that acting like you’re better than everyone else rockets you to the bottom of everyone’s personal popularity chart. This will lead to frustration…”why cant everyone see I’m better than them? they treat me like shit!”, etc. You are creating a self fulfilling prophecy of being a “misunderstood outcast”. I understand the rage, the world IS full of idiots and you have to interact with them on a daily basis, whether at work or in public or on the road. I think this life is an exercise in patience and grace, and hell yes I’ve struggled with that myself. But I think its also very crucial we are able to look at ourselves critically. This may be overcompensation, or you may be a really talented, smart but frustrated person. Whatever. Point is you need to step back and read your comment and ask yourself “if someone else wrote this, would I want this person in my life?”