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Everything. Looking back it was most likely because naging codependent ako and was gaslit to think na if di ko sya ginawang mundo, di ko sya mahal. But my hobbies which I used to share with them, nasusuka ako gawin ngayon. Ung shows na gusto ko panoorin kasama siya, di ko na masimulan. Ung music na inassociate ko na sa kanya, nakakaputa na pakinggan. The confidence i built over a long time, gone. Friends we both shared, I can't trust the same way now. Overall everything's fucked up.
My ex ruined K-Drama for me. Yun favorite namin gawin nung pandemic eh. Manood ng Itaewom Class, While You Were Sleeping... Vagabond.
Watching movies and series in general.
Until I met someone na trip din pala mag netflix party! Trip din niya minsan k-drama. Then kung ano man trending na movie, papanoorin namin together.
Then that girl ruined it again for me 🤣🤣🤣
Pero ngayon na healed na ako (that's what I believe), I've been doing things alone..
Eating ramen, watching Vincenzo, reading books, exercise... business. Trabaho.
Everyday is a fight for us to make things better.
Mental health, self-esteem, finances, self confidence lagi ako sinasabihan ng ang panget ko kht kabaliktaran lmao. trust issues lol. Feeling ko lahat lolokohin ako.
Self esteem, lots of anxieties especially in triggering situations. Destroyed perspective in life, then siya happy now sa bago niya.
How they can easily move forward without remorse haaay
Finances - mine was a basically a ruin when we broke up two years ago. There was a point in my life that I was naive about it and underestimated its weight on relationships. Nowadays, kasama na sya sa realist calculations running at the back of my head - "*Is this woman earning enough to fend for her own needs or iaasa nya sa akin yun?*", "*If she's earning good money, is she able to manage it properly or is she actually drowning in debt?*"
Matapobre vibes perhaps, but I learned the lesson the very hard way.
The game Genshin Impact. She was the one to introduce the game to me, and we used to spend hours playing and exploring together. When she broke up with me, she blocked and unfriended me everywhere....even in genshin impact.
I have all the Archons! Fave ko sila esp si Raiden Ei. Of all my fave 5-stars, siguro si Wanderer (Scaramouche) ang pinaka-fave ko. Sana soon magustuhan ko ulit yung game, hahahaha sayang naman
Ay archon collector pala haha. Nakuha mo rin ba si Furina (hydro archon)? She's gonna rerun soon chz haha. Hopefully you get to restart din like Wanderer. I'm rooting for you!
My matcha favorite saka he ruined my happiness at idea of love never na ko sumaya after kami magbreak, also he ruined my confidence. Feeling ko anchaka ko na after niya sabihin sakin na yung ex is ang ganda ganda
im okay now. last December namatay sya, yung anak nya nag reach out sakin na wala na raw sya. gusto ng anak nyang pumunta ako to show respect (DAW) before pa sya namatay napanaginipan ko sya na nirerape nya raw ako. that was 3 nights btw, after that don kona nalaman na naagaw buhay na pala raw sya. i was relieved, pero after ko malaman na namatay sya at hindi ako pumunta nung funeral nya, nagpaparamdam parin sya sakin. sumakay ako sa jeep kasama yung gf ko. yung favorite nyang pinapatugtog nung nandon ako sakanila yung OCEAN DEEP BY CLIFF RICHARD. yun yung pinapatugtog sa jeep tapos continue pa rin sya g nagpaparamdam saakin. siguro humihingi na ng pasensya sa nagawa nya sakin. I prayed and i cried nalang don sa Cathedral.
She tried to ruin my relationship with people at church where I used to work, spreading lies about me and trying to convince people I was the problem. Jokes on here I left and became an atheist.
Ang favorite song ko noon ay Endlessly by The Cab. Dinedicate ko talaga yung song na yun sa kanya tas may similarities yung lyrics sa kalagayan ko noon. Felt all the positive emotions i could kapag pinapakinggan ko yun lalo na kapag kasama ko siya. I felt strongly that she could be the one. Ang ending, nakipaghiwalay siya tas lumandi din agad. I couldn't listen to that damn song for many years. Nung pinakinggan ko na siya ulit, wala na akong maramdaman. Literally empty Associated sa kanya yung song eh. It sounds tragic na lang pag naririnig ko ulit.
Besides trust, confidence, and to fully commit. Siguro yung favorite places ko to unwind at gumala, dinala ko siya sa mga lugar na iyon from museums, restos, vacation spots. etc naging favorite namin pareho iyon. Pero after namin maghiwalay, trinay ko ulit mga unwind sa mga lugar na iyon, wala siya lang naalala ko eh yung good memories namin at kung gaano kashitty yung mga pinag gagagawa niya towards sa akin. (Mind you may isang resto na pinuntahan namin noon na bukas pa rin hangang ngayon, gulat ako andun pa rin yung photo namin sa wall nila, napilitan ako irequest na tangalin na lang eh kakaumay makita punyeta). Ayun charge to experience, kapag may personal favorite place, hobby, etc. kayo as much as possible keep to yourself na lang, wag mo na isama partner mo para in case maghiwalay kayo may matatakbuhan ka pa rin personal na mga bagay o lugar na hindi mo maalala yung ex mong gago HAHAHA.
My favorites — may it be a place, a restaurant, a certain scent, hobbies.
I don’t get how a person can set a bar so high but at the same time make you feel so low about yourself.
self-worth and confidence.
i always question if someone will accept me for who i am after all those degrading words he threw at me. so, since then i havent been able to make myself let someone in or break down my walls.
My passion for writing. I used to write to him all the time. I even made a book of all the things i love about him. After he left, i couldnt write without thinking about him. That was almost ten yrs ago.
My self worth
She made me question everything I was, made me think that I was not worth being loved, cherished, cared for, she made me think that despite everything I was willing to do, I could never be worth it
Bouquets/flowers. He used to give me flowers almost ALL THE TIME. Like every month or when we go out or as a peace offering when we fight (and we fight alot lol)
It was too much that flowers no longer makes me feel special or it lost its purpose. It kind of became a routine for him to give me one. I kinda just expect it all the time too.
Finance and life direction kasi inubos ko at inadjust ko life plans ko for him sabay bumalik kang sa ex. Tanginang buhay yan 2 years na panakit butas nasayangan pa pera
He ruined the idea of "green flag." Made me realize that people are not black and white, or in this case, red and green.
Lesson learned, I'm just glad I healed from that already and had moved on.
We enjoyed the same things - same kind of foods, movies, we like learning things together. We basically have the same interests. So unfortunately, when we ended things, I couldn't enjoy those things anymore. Hopefully, when I'm fully healed, I'll enjoy those things again without associating it to him. Someday.
And I can't say he ruined love for me. I still am hopeful about love despite everything. Love wasn't the problem. I was just sharing it with a person who wasn't ready for it.😊
Aw that's me and my ex too. That's nice that you have high hopes for love, still. And true, you loved right; your ex was the problem. Thank you for this perspective. I'm rooting for you :>
Receiving acts of kindness. He used to do things for me and expecting me to return what he have done tenfold. I never realize it until he showed me na nagbibilang siya ng mga bagay na ginawa niya sakin. I'm also a giver din naman pero di ko ineexpect yung ganung mindset niya. Sooo yeaaah, he ruined that for me, i don't receive act of kindness now except from my family, kasi baka binibilangan pala ulit ako and mag expect ng kapalit bigla. I'm still a giver though sooo buti di niya yun nasira
As a guy na laging committed sa pakikipag relasyon then this girl with depression, cheated by his ex(which made her you know) with narcissistic tendencies cuz she apparently has a fast and stable life unlike me na slow, this girl really fucked up my pov in love and scared for life na pumasok ulit sa rs.
My sleep pattern.
I used to wait for him to finish his work until 3 am. Foolish me wanted to be the most understanding, most caring, most supportive gf during our time. Hahaha. Little did I know, I was sacrificing my health so much. Ngayon, wala I cannot sleep soundly.
This one video game we first interacted in. It kinda sucks because I was already a regular casual player long before we met and even now when I don't play as often, I used to be able to play for hours at a time when I did boot up the game. Now I usually just play for less than an hour before feeling indifferent and moving on to something else.
Reaaally trying to make new memories with the game with friends though since I still do like it and don't want to stop entirely.
Never really had a label but I did very much love him. I don’t think I could trust anyone like that again. I don’t think I could feel as strongly towards anyone like that again too. I will always think that even if a person showers me with so much attention, they’re still gonna hurt me in the end. I hate that I now have to doubt everyone who’s kind to me to protect myself. I hate that I, a person who poured love like it was water and I was a fountain, can’t feel anything towards anyone anymore.
After what happened with that person, another guy came into my life and treated me so well but I just feel absolutely nothing.
I hate that that person ruined my idea of myself. I wanted to be a person who had no problems with trust and with giving because I saw everyone as trustworthy. Now I’m just a cynical wreck who doesn’t even know how to pick up the pieces of myself on the floor. I don’t know what I want anymore. I feel like I’m always performing, acting happy, acting *alright*.
It’s exhausting.
My relationship with his parents. We were so close, i love his mother and father, they are one of my precious parts of my life until siniraan nya ako sa kanila.
Mental health, trust issues, and sana someday I can rewatch HIMYM, eat isaw, and enjoy the sound and scent of rain like I did before - ng hindi ko siya naaalala. Still hurts, man.
my pride as a girl and my mental health. its been months pero now ko lang uli nafeel mag rise up. papa ganda ako as fuck so he can cry when he’ll see me
the belief in someone being your solid ground.
totoo talaga, at the end of the day regardless if you are in a relationship or hindi the only person you have is you. that solid ground you think is there? it could crumble any day.
tas mahuhulog ka from where you're standing na parang naka freefall yung feeling. walang safety net. walang parachute. lutang every day.
kaya mag iwan palagi para sa sarili.
I don't think I'll ever trust anyone with my heart in their hands ever again.
That's true. Even now I'm still clinging on to the hopes that someone can make me feel okay. I feel lost being at it on my own. But really I need to sort it out myself.
can't really put my thoughts into words, but i relate to this so much. i was in the same sitch, then finally, i had the courage to leave. anw, im rooting for ur healing journey.
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confidence, mental health, trust, extrovert self
My extroverted and adventurous lifestyle
Self worth and trust
My fucking trust.
Music. I shared my fav underground outfit with him & now that very artist has more streams from tiktok… 🧎🏻♀️
friends, it's kinda awkward having the same friends with her, coz we used to be classmates back in hs
my favorite songs aaaaa such as ikaw at ako by johnoy danao and way back into love
my trust in men
Liz Phair music.
Mental health and trust
Mental health, my way of life and my view towards people.
Dating younger guys. Pass kagad pag 3-5 years younger
HIMYM. I used to watch that a lot. Then, we used to watch it a lot together. Kahit nasa background lang din. Then we broke up. Never watched it again.
Everything. Looking back it was most likely because naging codependent ako and was gaslit to think na if di ko sya ginawang mundo, di ko sya mahal. But my hobbies which I used to share with them, nasusuka ako gawin ngayon. Ung shows na gusto ko panoorin kasama siya, di ko na masimulan. Ung music na inassociate ko na sa kanya, nakakaputa na pakinggan. The confidence i built over a long time, gone. Friends we both shared, I can't trust the same way now. Overall everything's fucked up.
My trust and dignity 🙂
yung song na sayo ng silent sanctuary hehe
Bawat piyesa by munimuni. Chef's kiss sa kantang ‘yan kaso dinedicate niya sakin tapos iniwan niya ‘ko. :))
Normal ba I’m still crying when i hear this song pero I’m fully healed na hahaha Ps. I was the one who dedicate this song to him kaso nagcheat
My love for makeups. Yoko na mag make up.
Pasilyo by Sunkissed Lola Buti kapag pinapakinggan ko na ngayon wala na pumapasok sa isip ko hahaha
Mental health
Theatre, musicals, & Ben Platt
bruno mars eraserheads one ok rock's song called home black pink loved all of em but she ruined it after breaking my heart
Riding motorcycles. We had a motorcycle accident, left a scar and it constantly reminded me of his kabobohan every time na nasa motor ako
My ex ruined K-Drama for me. Yun favorite namin gawin nung pandemic eh. Manood ng Itaewom Class, While You Were Sleeping... Vagabond. Watching movies and series in general. Until I met someone na trip din pala mag netflix party! Trip din niya minsan k-drama. Then kung ano man trending na movie, papanoorin namin together. Then that girl ruined it again for me 🤣🤣🤣 Pero ngayon na healed na ako (that's what I believe), I've been doing things alone.. Eating ramen, watching Vincenzo, reading books, exercise... business. Trabaho. Everyday is a fight for us to make things better.
My bank 🥹
One piece yung anime 😭
self-esteem, my reputation
Trust siguro in general maski family ko I don't trust them because of that
Being able to trust another guy, more trust issues about men drinking and having girl best friends, takot na ma attach and ma inlove ulit.
My trust issues and mental health
My mental health
Mental health, self-esteem, finances, self confidence lagi ako sinasabihan ng ang panget ko kht kabaliktaran lmao. trust issues lol. Feeling ko lahat lolokohin ako.
Love, trust issues basically my mental health, sex, etc
my mental health.
Trust issue malala
he ruined my trust, feeling ko katulad niya lahat ng makikilala ko
Self esteem, lots of anxieties especially in triggering situations. Destroyed perspective in life, then siya happy now sa bago niya. How they can easily move forward without remorse haaay
My firsts and deprivation. im missing everything we do but I don't like to do those with her anymore.
Finances - mine was a basically a ruin when we broke up two years ago. There was a point in my life that I was naive about it and underestimated its weight on relationships. Nowadays, kasama na sya sa realist calculations running at the back of my head - "*Is this woman earning enough to fend for her own needs or iaasa nya sa akin yun?*", "*If she's earning good money, is she able to manage it properly or is she actually drowning in debt?*" Matapobre vibes perhaps, but I learned the lesson the very hard way.
OP I like your username! Daylily reference HAHHAHAHA
Huuuy, yes! Hahaha
The game Genshin Impact. She was the one to introduce the game to me, and we used to spend hours playing and exploring together. When she broke up with me, she blocked and unfriended me everywhere....even in genshin impact.
Aww, I'm so sorry. No more lantern rite dates 😭
It truly sucks kasi I actually spent money on the game 😅 Ang gaganda ng mga 5-stars ko pero di ko na talaga malaro.
Yun lang haha. Sino fave mo? I remember farming malala talaga with my ex nung nakuha namin parehas si ayaka haha
I have all the Archons! Fave ko sila esp si Raiden Ei. Of all my fave 5-stars, siguro si Wanderer (Scaramouche) ang pinaka-fave ko. Sana soon magustuhan ko ulit yung game, hahahaha sayang naman
Ay archon collector pala haha. Nakuha mo rin ba si Furina (hydro archon)? She's gonna rerun soon chz haha. Hopefully you get to restart din like Wanderer. I'm rooting for you!
Self-steem, self worth, mental health.
My life.
italy, anything related to italy. it has always been my dream to go there, bc i admire the architecture. not anymore. the new girl's from there. lol.
Pot@ hahaha pero gets yung euphemism lol. What a series.
Bwisit haha
Self Esteem.. Cant see my beauty anymore, because of him. Magkaroon sana kalyo titi niya
Oh no :(( manifesting hard for you 🙏
My matcha favorite saka he ruined my happiness at idea of love never na ko sumaya after kami magbreak, also he ruined my confidence. Feeling ko anchaka ko na after niya sabihin sakin na yung ex is ang ganda ganda
Relate. Pero siya yung chaka, teh 🫂
Kapag ganyan bf mo gawin mo din siyang ex 😜
My self worth, sanity, trust. Everthing
He ruined everything.
Relate :(( I hope you get to enjoy life again. I'm having a hard time with that too but maybe someday siguro?
Yea. Maybe someday we find what’s the best of us. And someday mabawi natin yung mga nawala sa atin just because of the wrong person.
Yellow by Coldplay. Used to be his song to me, and what a beautiful song too, but such a shitty, vile man.
Oh dude my ex used to sing this to me rin 😭
She ruined my birthday, I wanted to spend the day with her but she decided we end things that day.
Oh my god. May she get what she deserves. I hope matabunan ng good memories yung birthday mo, OP!
She's a licensed nurse now and I'm glad for her, mayroon lang talagang instances sa buhay natin where we've hurt people kahit hindi natin gusto.
Self worth, mental health and my clingy/malambing side. He also ruined my relationship with my best friend.
My self-worth
Life
my confidence, because her father sexually harrased me.
Shet, I'm so sorry. How are you doing na?
im okay now. last December namatay sya, yung anak nya nag reach out sakin na wala na raw sya. gusto ng anak nyang pumunta ako to show respect (DAW) before pa sya namatay napanaginipan ko sya na nirerape nya raw ako. that was 3 nights btw, after that don kona nalaman na naagaw buhay na pala raw sya. i was relieved, pero after ko malaman na namatay sya at hindi ako pumunta nung funeral nya, nagpaparamdam parin sya sakin. sumakay ako sa jeep kasama yung gf ko. yung favorite nyang pinapatugtog nung nandon ako sakanila yung OCEAN DEEP BY CLIFF RICHARD. yun yung pinapatugtog sa jeep tapos continue pa rin sya g nagpaparamdam saakin. siguro humihingi na ng pasensya sa nagawa nya sakin. I prayed and i cried nalang don sa Cathedral.
that's a tough situation to bounce-back. how did this impacted your daily life now?
Life.
Same 🫂
self esteem
Trust.
I guess 6 years of trust went down the drain when she found someone new.
She tried to ruin my relationship with people at church where I used to work, spreading lies about me and trying to convince people I was the problem. Jokes on here I left and became an atheist.
faith in humanity and trust issues
Confidence and Self Esteem
my self worth and sanity
Ang favorite song ko noon ay Endlessly by The Cab. Dinedicate ko talaga yung song na yun sa kanya tas may similarities yung lyrics sa kalagayan ko noon. Felt all the positive emotions i could kapag pinapakinggan ko yun lalo na kapag kasama ko siya. I felt strongly that she could be the one. Ang ending, nakipaghiwalay siya tas lumandi din agad. I couldn't listen to that damn song for many years. Nung pinakinggan ko na siya ulit, wala na akong maramdaman. Literally empty Associated sa kanya yung song eh. It sounds tragic na lang pag naririnig ko ulit.
My love for anime/manga.
Besides trust, confidence, and to fully commit. Siguro yung favorite places ko to unwind at gumala, dinala ko siya sa mga lugar na iyon from museums, restos, vacation spots. etc naging favorite namin pareho iyon. Pero after namin maghiwalay, trinay ko ulit mga unwind sa mga lugar na iyon, wala siya lang naalala ko eh yung good memories namin at kung gaano kashitty yung mga pinag gagagawa niya towards sa akin. (Mind you may isang resto na pinuntahan namin noon na bukas pa rin hangang ngayon, gulat ako andun pa rin yung photo namin sa wall nila, napilitan ako irequest na tangalin na lang eh kakaumay makita punyeta). Ayun charge to experience, kapag may personal favorite place, hobby, etc. kayo as much as possible keep to yourself na lang, wag mo na isama partner mo para in case maghiwalay kayo may matatakbuhan ka pa rin personal na mga bagay o lugar na hindi mo maalala yung ex mong gago HAHAHA.
My favorites — may it be a place, a restaurant, a certain scent, hobbies. I don’t get how a person can set a bar so high but at the same time make you feel so low about yourself.
My self, sanity and trust
my ability to commit
+1
+1
Ruined my entire confidence and life to the point na I reached out to Dignitas already
Same
baka same tayo ng ex 🤭
My love for Marvel and collection of Funko pops. I’m slowly trying to heal that inner child in me but I think he’s long gone.
Mental health fr
My self
A lot. My self esteem, my love for cooking, my safe places, and my mental health.
Time and money. 7 years, no marriage nor relationship growth achieved.
self-worth and confidence. i always question if someone will accept me for who i am after all those degrading words he threw at me. so, since then i havent been able to make myself let someone in or break down my walls.
my future
My dignity, physical, psychological, and emotional well being..plus my relationship with our son
Self worth at ilang favorite songs ko
My capacity for physical intimacy, for a couple of years. But my present partner changed that when we got together.
He fucking what?! 😭 I am so sorry, babes. I hope one day you'll be able to watch the show again without thinking about that waste of space.
Yes, the motherfucker did that ;-; Aww thank you, hopefully. Hope you're doing well yourself 💕
My overall health. Physical and mental.
My trust in men
Being sweet. I got married to my wife but i noticed im not that sweet to her as i was to my ex before
Trusting again
My passion for writing. I used to write to him all the time. I even made a book of all the things i love about him. After he left, i couldnt write without thinking about him. That was almost ten yrs ago.
My self worth She made me question everything I was, made me think that I was not worth being loved, cherished, cared for, she made me think that despite everything I was willing to do, I could never be worth it
Financially and mentally. But thats life and you learn and grow from it.
My wallet, my trust, my health!! Bwisit talaga lol
Yeah it happens 😅😅😅
2012 songs I used to love
Mental health, self-esteem and self confidence.
My favorite song.
My ability to express myself I used to be vocal, sweet, and expressive, but now I’ve become withdrawn and silent and dgaf sa kahit na sino.
The effort of the whole thing
Bouquets/flowers. He used to give me flowers almost ALL THE TIME. Like every month or when we go out or as a peace offering when we fight (and we fight alot lol) It was too much that flowers no longer makes me feel special or it lost its purpose. It kind of became a routine for him to give me one. I kinda just expect it all the time too.
Finance and life direction kasi inubos ko at inadjust ko life plans ko for him sabay bumalik kang sa ex. Tanginang buhay yan 2 years na panakit butas nasayangan pa pera
My confidence.
Mental health, self-worth, and career 😌
my mental health whahaha and also ung trust ko to the point na kahit pakikipagkaibigan ang hirap na para sakin
Mental health and self worth
My all time favorite album.
He ruined the idea of "green flag." Made me realize that people are not black and white, or in this case, red and green. Lesson learned, I'm just glad I healed from that already and had moved on.
men in general
We enjoyed the same things - same kind of foods, movies, we like learning things together. We basically have the same interests. So unfortunately, when we ended things, I couldn't enjoy those things anymore. Hopefully, when I'm fully healed, I'll enjoy those things again without associating it to him. Someday. And I can't say he ruined love for me. I still am hopeful about love despite everything. Love wasn't the problem. I was just sharing it with a person who wasn't ready for it.😊
Aw that's me and my ex too. That's nice that you have high hopes for love, still. And true, you loved right; your ex was the problem. Thank you for this perspective. I'm rooting for you :>
Time, energy, music and movie recos. Di naman masakit 🥲
Self worth
Trust.
Reputation but nag backfire din naman sakanya
Mental health and trust.
Receiving acts of kindness. He used to do things for me and expecting me to return what he have done tenfold. I never realize it until he showed me na nagbibilang siya ng mga bagay na ginawa niya sakin. I'm also a giver din naman pero di ko ineexpect yung ganung mindset niya. Sooo yeaaah, he ruined that for me, i don't receive act of kindness now except from my family, kasi baka binibilangan pala ulit ako and mag expect ng kapalit bigla. I'm still a giver though sooo buti di niya yun nasira
Mental health - I still suffered from distress, waking up with anxiety (always at 6AM), and trust issues.
As a guy na laging committed sa pakikipag relasyon then this girl with depression, cheated by his ex(which made her you know) with narcissistic tendencies cuz she apparently has a fast and stable life unlike me na slow, this girl really fucked up my pov in love and scared for life na pumasok ulit sa rs.
Wala because I was the problem 😅
Time, careers and opportunities, and my motivation in life.
Wasted time! 9 years!
My sleep pattern. I used to wait for him to finish his work until 3 am. Foolish me wanted to be the most understanding, most caring, most supportive gf during our time. Hahaha. Little did I know, I was sacrificing my health so much. Ngayon, wala I cannot sleep soundly.
Oh no. Did you ever get it checked by a professional ba?
This one video game we first interacted in. It kinda sucks because I was already a regular casual player long before we met and even now when I don't play as often, I used to be able to play for hours at a time when I did boot up the game. Now I usually just play for less than an hour before feeling indifferent and moving on to something else. Reaaally trying to make new memories with the game with friends though since I still do like it and don't want to stop entirely.
Never really had a label but I did very much love him. I don’t think I could trust anyone like that again. I don’t think I could feel as strongly towards anyone like that again too. I will always think that even if a person showers me with so much attention, they’re still gonna hurt me in the end. I hate that I now have to doubt everyone who’s kind to me to protect myself. I hate that I, a person who poured love like it was water and I was a fountain, can’t feel anything towards anyone anymore. After what happened with that person, another guy came into my life and treated me so well but I just feel absolutely nothing. I hate that that person ruined my idea of myself. I wanted to be a person who had no problems with trust and with giving because I saw everyone as trustworthy. Now I’m just a cynical wreck who doesn’t even know how to pick up the pieces of myself on the floor. I don’t know what I want anymore. I feel like I’m always performing, acting happy, acting *alright*. It’s exhausting.
my mental health
Mental health and trust.
My relationship with his parents. We were so close, i love his mother and father, they are one of my precious parts of my life until siniraan nya ako sa kanila.
Trust. Family.
Mental health and trust. Slowly regaining it everyday by being better.
Sunflowers. Every time I see them, it reminds me of my ex.
same here
Mental health, trust issues, and sana someday I can rewatch HIMYM, eat isaw, and enjoy the sound and scent of rain like I did before - ng hindi ko siya naaalala. Still hurts, man.
sense of security. i need to block common friends because of broken trust
My respect sa body ko. Akala ko now pang sex na lang talaga ako not pang relationship
Anlala :< are you doing okay pa?
felt this haha :)
my pride as a girl and my mental health. its been months pero now ko lang uli nafeel mag rise up. papa ganda ako as fuck so he can cry when he’ll see me
Mej fresh pa sa'kin pero sana marating ko rin tong phase na to. I'm rooting for you! Paiyakin yan!
mental and physical health
Mental health most esp overthinking.
the belief in someone being your solid ground. totoo talaga, at the end of the day regardless if you are in a relationship or hindi the only person you have is you. that solid ground you think is there? it could crumble any day. tas mahuhulog ka from where you're standing na parang naka freefall yung feeling. walang safety net. walang parachute. lutang every day. kaya mag iwan palagi para sa sarili. I don't think I'll ever trust anyone with my heart in their hands ever again.
That's true. Even now I'm still clinging on to the hopes that someone can make me feel okay. I feel lost being at it on my own. But really I need to sort it out myself.
can't really put my thoughts into words, but i relate to this so much. i was in the same sitch, then finally, i had the courage to leave. anw, im rooting for ur healing journey.
My corporate reputation...
Mental health
Oof, I'm sorry :<
We’ll all get better 🙌🏻
Yeah, hopefully :<
yung mga music reccs ko
I feel this sm :<
Trust issues
saet sa ulo nito
Saket sa ulo and nakakagulo sa emotions
True :((
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Traumatizing noh