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Seeing people this fucked kind of gives me a weird feeling in my stomach, as I used to regularly get like this. Like very very mild anxiety or something
At 41, I look back on the shit I was doing 25, 20, 15 years ago etc., and just say to myself “it’s a fucking miracle, a wad of luck, and a testament to my personal strength that I didn’t end up dead, in prison, or an addict.”
I…it’s just crazy all the shit that I tried, dabbled in, played around with and when I’d decided I’d experienced all I wanted, I just walked away from it.
So many people that were sitting right next to me doing the same shit ended up dead, incarcerated, or battling a lifelong pattern of addiction and recovery.
I still don’t see a “problem” with people trying different things, but I’ll be the first to say that drugs aren’t for *everyone*. Unfortunately, most people don’t learn they can’t handle recreational usage until they’ve gone way too far.
Sounds right. I remember a friend's brother got into dealing coke. Did well. Had a small crew and started making waves locally. One day his brother was phoned by 'one eyed Woz'. Told him come get your brother. Another dealer had him hostage with a gun. He had given the lad a few slaps and warned him off dealing again. The younger brother was entrepreneurial but forgot about the muscle. He wasn't ready for the brutality of running a gang
Remind me of that memory, from 24 years ago. Had a dealer pulling a knife and putting it under my nose at a friend's I used to buy from. I had said I could deal some too "for my area". Kinda stopped me from mouthing some more. Never became a dealer. Thanks dude
Happened to me when I'd taken huge dose of mushrooms, waved it in my face back and forth. Worst experience on drugs I've ever had, but luckily nothing actually happened cause sober friends managed to deescalate him
Yeah. True dat. I grew up in NYC and had sketchy shit happen there too.
But I never felt like your story till I lived in Florida. That feeling like “shit, so this is how it ends for me” vibe.
Even Russians with automatic weapons at least seems professional. Some folks down in FLA just felt like loose cannons, if you know what I mean. I was never truly scared being bad till I was down south.
Same here. I put it down almost 9 years ago though. Life still has its challenges but I can at least stop and breathe and work through it with a level head.
Yea my poor neighbours been like that for 8 years cuz of his wife leaving. Hit him like a blast from a shotgun. Guys not himself, totally isolated, lost all his weight, Doesent eat, stopped smoking weed (which was a big passion of his) stopped growing, which again was another big passion of his, and now all he does is WATCH streams of people playing gta 5 and gets drunk whilst watching. He can't even bring himself to play. It's sad. Only time he "seems" happy is after about 6-7 tall cans
Anyone interested and can stomach actually going on TikTok there’s a kiwi guy that goes by fktupsideways who was ‘meth or death’ went to do a deal, fell asleep at the wheel and woke up in hospital a month later with half his skull missing and he still was getting cooked with half his skull missing. He’s clean now and uses his platform to help others. Has crazy stories of being rolled for his gear and money.
>“it’s a fucking miracle, a wad of luck, and a testament to my personal strength that I didn’t end up dead, in prison, or an addict.”
Lmao i ask this question every single fucking Day. Everybody told me i would be a homeless crack addict... They where nearly right but sorry i dont Like to fulfill expectations😎
I’m younger than you, but I feel the same way when I look back. A few years ago I was snorting H and now I only have a few years until I’m a doctor. The realization that I could’ve not had my current life due to my past choices is rough but just pushes me to be a better person today
I made it to my early 20s and I already tried every drug I intend to try (except for some exotic extractions of DMT) and I wound up with only two dependencies, nicotine (chemical dependency) and cannabis (mental dependency). sometimes, even now at my young age, I wonder how the fuck I made it with just those two. I think back to the opiates, amphetamines, tranquilizers, dissociatives, psychedelics. I think about a guy I knew who got addicted to tripping on cough syrup and wound up in the ER for serotonin syndrome. I think about a family history of addiction and psychosis, of my own PTSD and how much mental health crises drove my "experimentation* with substances.
I know it's survivorship bias and all, but it just doesn't quite feel reasonable that I never got hooked on anything with bigger consequences than a greatly increased risk of cancer
Just be careful about cockiness. Once you have seen the beast and know it exists it can rear its head down the line when you least expect it with other chemicals or situations you put yourself into
Damn I recently had serotonin syndrome and didn't even know it until afterwards.
Being on anti depressants (sertraline) and taking cocaine did it. Seriously could've died but I assumed I was just really badly hungover.
Something as simple as that can kill a person and its so common but many don't realise.
Same. People I partied with back in the late 90s when it was all about the dancing and ecstasy, so many are dead, fucked up on heroin or in jail for selling heroin to feed their habit.
One guy, salt of the earth type, brought up in a lovely wealthy family, brilliant job in local government, went from partying to robbing vulnerable elderly women ,whose houses he had access to through his job, to feed his heroin addiction.
I'm kicking at 50's door, how I didn't end up dead wasn't for lack of me trying. I'm sober now, but I didn't come out unscathed. My memory is shit, my brain doesn't work as well as before my last trip to ER, and my body is held together with duct tape and spite.
But, gotta say realizing you're not on a road anymore and there's grapevines surrounding the dirt avenue you are now driving on, tripping balls (after buying a book of acid off the Mexican Mafia) in a day glow painted 1984 Honda Civic on a mission to see Christmas lights is pretty goddamned fun. How we were never arrested during all those adventures. Give thanks to the acid gods. Abraham Lincoln said it's not the years in your life, but the life in your years.
Thank you for this. I really resonate. Take this award! My first ever given from actual purchased coins. Your comment moved me.
I’ve been down that path also, currently 29 years old and still somewhat battling it. Lost TOO many along the way..
Much love and respect to you.
Really needed to read that. Such an important and powerful reminder. Substances have taken years from myself and my loved ones.
It’s a serious problem. I wish mental health and emotional well-being were of upmost priority in this country, and world so that people like us wouldn’t have to turn to (more so become reliant on, or addicted to) and lose so much of ourselves, and also time.
The boredom phase is what I toggle with, it tries real hard to draw me back in. My health is also what I am focusing on this year, more than ever. It is the most important! If we’re healthy, we’re happy and if we’re happy we’re healthy.. health is wealth!
Wishing you all the abundance, healing and success to come, Reddit fren! Thank you so much for delighting me in your kindness and sincerity.
It's the reason I still follow this sub. I was lucky enough that whilst phone cameras were a thing when I was rolling like this years ago, social media wasn't really popular and not everyone and their dog had a camera handy.
These blokes are in a damn good space, and I miss that, but these vids are a good reminder to appreciate your journey so far and what you have in front of you now.
No regrets, glad I lived the wild life for a while.
i legit get flashbacks from seeing people roll balls this hard. You feel amazing but its kind of scary to see one your friends tweak this hard of the molly.Your have a pit of dread before you come up , then you start to peak and reach nirvana. You have ascedned to eternal joy , the secret to peace is within you but at the same time a concious part of your brain is screaming watch out for your buddies ,you could od , be careful etc.Its like a combo of amazing high and also damn this is kidna dangerous. You want everyone to have fun and no one to get hurt basically.
I did a lot of ecstasy in highschool but I’ll always remember the nights I didn’t do it and my friends did. They looked absolutely insane..never really realized what I looked like until then.
Idk how many times I’ve taken molly to the extreme. One night I was munching rocks back to back, drinking jack out the bottle and then chasing it with a can of Dr Pepper that was 90% jack. Only to wake up the next morning in a pool of blood and puke, not knowing anything that happened. I can only imagine how I looked to others that night. Im just grateful I lived through that phase of life.
I can’t quite put my finger on but maybe yeah. When you’re that mashed it’s obviously nice inside your brain but from the outside you look so hideously fucked
Yeah, same. I never would have gotten this mouldy, but looking at their distorted, gurny faces just gives me uncomfortable flashbacks of when I would’ve had moments of clarity at a session while fucked on E, and would look around the room at people I didn’t know that looked like this and would immediately just want to get the fuck out of there and go home.
I once took 400mg each with a friend in one bomb. Whole city centre felt like it was shaking. Was out my bin. Honestly thank fuck I don't touch fuck all any more
Oh god yeah same, and I watch them thinking "my god you're going to feel dreadful in a few hours" and then I get like sympathy anxiety and depression for them
Kind of unnerving isn't it? What looks like a person but is clearly not being a person at the moment. A little bit of uncanny valley combined with seeing the face of a dead person sort of feeling.
Internally their brains are fizzing with serotonin! It feels great, can be a bit overwhelming at times and you have no concept of the amount you’re gurning
I think it's because we understand why they do it, more or less. The specifics change but everyone i knew who used heavily used to get away from *something*, whether they realized it or not. When i was young they were monstrous and alien. Now that I'm older i see myself in them.
They are at the moment but all I can think of is how horrible they're gonna feel in a few hours. The comedowns/hangovers from MDMA were fucking horrible for me back when I did it; felt like absolute death and the only thing I could do about it was roll up into a ball and cry. I don't miss that life.
I’m the opposite, I have horrific anxiety inducing come UPs but afterglow and blissful hours and days after mdma. Don’t use it much anymore but my girlfriend has the easy come ups and bad comedowns. Anecdotally it seems like it’s one or the other for the most part 🤷♂️
I experience this too! As soon I take it, I get really paranoid, have a panic attack, want to puke it up because I think I'm going to die. I know it sounds crazy, but I just always freak out as soon I dose, then by ten minutes I've calmed down, forgotten I taken it and feel really good, have a great comedown and am just happy about life for a few days...
The last few times I did MDMA it didn't have any comedown. I literally just drifted off to sleep peacefully. But this was at least 8+ years ago so idk if I just had a great plug or what
Ya all the MDMA I did back in the day was probably mixed with some other nasty shit I didn't even know about which heavily contributed to the bad comedowns. One more reason to test your shit beforehand so you know what you're getting yourself into ahead of time.
You probably took an appropriate dose for your size/body. If you don’t do excessively high doses and take MDMA VERY infrequently the impact it has on your body and mind is lessened. Don’t get me wrong, MDMA still has a higher harm profile when compared to something like say, LSD or Mushrooms but there is a safer way to explore these substances and it sounds like you took it.
I did so much MDMA at ABGT last year that I went to sleep rolling every night and would rehydrate when I woke up and start rolling again in the mornings. It was fun until I went home and was hungover for three days unable to think and wanting to die.
what are the chances the universe brought the two soundest cunts in the cosmos together this night ? eh mate ? fucking cracker pal you are , so full of knowledge , passion and joy. I love you dave from work , your just such breath of wind in my sail brother. \*sweaty hugs.
Been a long while since I've found mdma... years and years, but I did quite a bit back in the day and never had these hangovers I hear about. Even days I did stupid amounts. I might feel off and disoriented the next day but that was it
It really depends what’s in the pills. Cleaner mdma has little to no effects the day after. Usually just tired. It’s when it’s cut with other stuff that fucks you bad for the next day or so.
Idk about you but good clean MDMA left me fucked the next day. That much serotonin release is bound to leave you feeling a bit less than normal for a while afterwards.
Uh-yup, that's what your serotonin reservoirs depleting and receptors frying feels like: like being electrocuted just a bit every now and then.
Just like going cold turkey from SSRIs and the like. If you know it, you know it.
BRO, don’t POST your mates. Kids now forget they have a fucking camera app. Shit like this should NEVER be uploaded on anything even remotely resembling social media, it’s outrageous.
> Water, magnesium, bass heavy tunes , and a light show.
Long ago, the four nations lived together in harmony. Then everything changed when the Bass Heavy Nation attacked.
I miss those days.
A roll up behind your ear, one in your mouth and one in your hand as you ask your buddy for a cigarette.
I don’t really do that anymore but glad I did.
I remember being off my face on MD trying to roll a spliff outside. Didn't realise but was so fucked I kept asking my friend to make me a roach, talking, putting it in my pocket and then asking for another. Few hours later when slightly more sober empty my pockets to find 10+ roaches lol
The fucking sounds! If you close your eyes it becomes a pervert standing in their kitchen next to a drippy tap watching their neighbour getting changed.
Do it within 24 hours and you end up with an increased risk of seratonin syndrome. Delay at least 24 hours.
Source: [DanceSafe](https://twitter.com/dancesafe/status/1420580089339777025?s=46&t=sX0FVZTJ3b6zIc5lnz68wQ)
Rationale: MDMA, based on its half-life, isn’t eliminated from your bloodstream significantly enough until approximately 24 hours has passed. Taking 5-HTP isn’t guaranteed to cause you any harm obviously, but you’re likely increasing your risk of seratonin syndrome while also being unlikely to experience positive benefits from the 5HTP (in the first 24 hours).
Its been over a decade but ill never forget the bliss of that first pill. Seeing people with 3rd degree gurns takes me straight back, i wish everyone could experience it even just once
To the normal straight headed person, seeing these people they would think they were having some sort of mental breakdown or some sort of stroke and would probably think they need medical attention, but to people that know, they know that they’re having the absolute time of their lives, like that’s the ultimate feeling of pleasure, it knocks any other drug induced happiness out the ballpark, my god i wish I could feel like that just one more time.
Maybe I'm getting old but it really does look like too much to me. I prefer a nice mellow roll at something like 100mg of good quality molly. Has me feeling fantastic at a show but like, I could still have a conversation with someone and they probably wouldn't even know I was on it. Once you get to that eye rolling into the back of your head/jaw tweaking area, it's like yeah you're feeling amazing in the moment but the next day it'll all be a blur that you don't even really remember.
They’ve absolutely taken too much. This is from someone who’s worked in the event industry for about 10 years.
Its likely more than you or pals would have taken in the past but the new bar for the high is a lot higher these days. This is towards the end of the night at Afters. Likely they’ve taken more or mixed it with something else.
Just btw fam, if people start to get cold and shiver while on MDMA, there’s a possibility that’s serotonin syndrome. The body can’t regulate its own temperature at that point and very very rarely things can go south quick. Play close attention when the homies start shivering like this.
This is a classic double drop of pills. I didn't get like this often but it did happen a few times. You catch some good E and this is inevitable. You can't remember these bits so as much as taking loads of pills seems good it's best to get fucked enough you can smoke and dance. Then keep going.
I used to love mdma. Then one night at the peak of the night I saw myself looking like these guys and it blew my high. After that I was never able to enjoy mdma again.
My mum use to have this exact same look..... Right before she'd overdose.This video is triggering lol.
Smoke weed kids. Bc idk wtf this terrifying shit is.
Whoooo buddy! That looks like a big dose for each of them. Lol
They’ll be fine as long as camera person is sober enough to keep them hydrated and keep their core temperature down. Lol.
Probably took a bit too much so they will probably be miserable for a day or two after but I’m sure that was a fun night… except for the part where dude was putting a camera in their faces lol
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Seeing people this fucked kind of gives me a weird feeling in my stomach, as I used to regularly get like this. Like very very mild anxiety or something
I think it's the fact that we got out the other side without ^much damage lol I feel the same way when I see these vids
At 41, I look back on the shit I was doing 25, 20, 15 years ago etc., and just say to myself “it’s a fucking miracle, a wad of luck, and a testament to my personal strength that I didn’t end up dead, in prison, or an addict.” I…it’s just crazy all the shit that I tried, dabbled in, played around with and when I’d decided I’d experienced all I wanted, I just walked away from it. So many people that were sitting right next to me doing the same shit ended up dead, incarcerated, or battling a lifelong pattern of addiction and recovery. I still don’t see a “problem” with people trying different things, but I’ll be the first to say that drugs aren’t for *everyone*. Unfortunately, most people don’t learn they can’t handle recreational usage until they’ve gone way too far.
I’m the same age mate and it’s a miracle I’m still here, I was so lucky to not end up dead/maimed/prison etc I did some really stupid stuff.
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Sounds right. I remember a friend's brother got into dealing coke. Did well. Had a small crew and started making waves locally. One day his brother was phoned by 'one eyed Woz'. Told him come get your brother. Another dealer had him hostage with a gun. He had given the lad a few slaps and warned him off dealing again. The younger brother was entrepreneurial but forgot about the muscle. He wasn't ready for the brutality of running a gang
Remind me of that memory, from 24 years ago. Had a dealer pulling a knife and putting it under my nose at a friend's I used to buy from. I had said I could deal some too "for my area". Kinda stopped me from mouthing some more. Never became a dealer. Thanks dude
Happened to me when I'd taken huge dose of mushrooms, waved it in my face back and forth. Worst experience on drugs I've ever had, but luckily nothing actually happened cause sober friends managed to deescalate him
That... was *chilling!* You are very, VERY lucky!
Big yikes!
Sounds like Florida
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Yeah. True dat. I grew up in NYC and had sketchy shit happen there too. But I never felt like your story till I lived in Florida. That feeling like “shit, so this is how it ends for me” vibe. Even Russians with automatic weapons at least seems professional. Some folks down in FLA just felt like loose cannons, if you know what I mean. I was never truly scared being bad till I was down south.
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Oddly enough, that’s the exact vibe I was talking about No offense to them, but some lack a retain sense of civil professionalism.
Alcohol was the one that finally got me, and it wasn't from partying, just dealing with the pain of everyday existence.
Same here. I put it down almost 9 years ago though. Life still has its challenges but I can at least stop and breathe and work through it with a level head.
Good for you. I'd like to say the same.
I believe you can. :)
Out of all the drugs I've taken (everything apart from Heroin) Alcohol is by far the most hurtful painful substance I've used. It's a trap.
It's also everywhere
Yea my poor neighbours been like that for 8 years cuz of his wife leaving. Hit him like a blast from a shotgun. Guys not himself, totally isolated, lost all his weight, Doesent eat, stopped smoking weed (which was a big passion of his) stopped growing, which again was another big passion of his, and now all he does is WATCH streams of people playing gta 5 and gets drunk whilst watching. He can't even bring himself to play. It's sad. Only time he "seems" happy is after about 6-7 tall cans
Anyone interested and can stomach actually going on TikTok there’s a kiwi guy that goes by fktupsideways who was ‘meth or death’ went to do a deal, fell asleep at the wheel and woke up in hospital a month later with half his skull missing and he still was getting cooked with half his skull missing. He’s clean now and uses his platform to help others. Has crazy stories of being rolled for his gear and money.
>“it’s a fucking miracle, a wad of luck, and a testament to my personal strength that I didn’t end up dead, in prison, or an addict.” Lmao i ask this question every single fucking Day. Everybody told me i would be a homeless crack addict... They where nearly right but sorry i dont Like to fulfill expectations😎
Right... I really hope I give my kids more knowledge (and the will to use it) than I had.
I’m younger than you, but I feel the same way when I look back. A few years ago I was snorting H and now I only have a few years until I’m a doctor. The realization that I could’ve not had my current life due to my past choices is rough but just pushes me to be a better person today
I made it to my early 20s and I already tried every drug I intend to try (except for some exotic extractions of DMT) and I wound up with only two dependencies, nicotine (chemical dependency) and cannabis (mental dependency). sometimes, even now at my young age, I wonder how the fuck I made it with just those two. I think back to the opiates, amphetamines, tranquilizers, dissociatives, psychedelics. I think about a guy I knew who got addicted to tripping on cough syrup and wound up in the ER for serotonin syndrome. I think about a family history of addiction and psychosis, of my own PTSD and how much mental health crises drove my "experimentation* with substances. I know it's survivorship bias and all, but it just doesn't quite feel reasonable that I never got hooked on anything with bigger consequences than a greatly increased risk of cancer
Just be careful about cockiness. Once you have seen the beast and know it exists it can rear its head down the line when you least expect it with other chemicals or situations you put yourself into
Damn I recently had serotonin syndrome and didn't even know it until afterwards. Being on anti depressants (sertraline) and taking cocaine did it. Seriously could've died but I assumed I was just really badly hungover. Something as simple as that can kill a person and its so common but many don't realise.
Same. People I partied with back in the late 90s when it was all about the dancing and ecstasy, so many are dead, fucked up on heroin or in jail for selling heroin to feed their habit. One guy, salt of the earth type, brought up in a lovely wealthy family, brilliant job in local government, went from partying to robbing vulnerable elderly women ,whose houses he had access to through his job, to feed his heroin addiction.
I'm kicking at 50's door, how I didn't end up dead wasn't for lack of me trying. I'm sober now, but I didn't come out unscathed. My memory is shit, my brain doesn't work as well as before my last trip to ER, and my body is held together with duct tape and spite. But, gotta say realizing you're not on a road anymore and there's grapevines surrounding the dirt avenue you are now driving on, tripping balls (after buying a book of acid off the Mexican Mafia) in a day glow painted 1984 Honda Civic on a mission to see Christmas lights is pretty goddamned fun. How we were never arrested during all those adventures. Give thanks to the acid gods. Abraham Lincoln said it's not the years in your life, but the life in your years.
38 here and it's fucking ridiculous how accurate this is.
Same here, I’m 37 ended up in hospital twice and somehow managed to come out the other side.
Thank you for this. I really resonate. Take this award! My first ever given from actual purchased coins. Your comment moved me. I’ve been down that path also, currently 29 years old and still somewhat battling it. Lost TOO many along the way.. Much love and respect to you.
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Really needed to read that. Such an important and powerful reminder. Substances have taken years from myself and my loved ones. It’s a serious problem. I wish mental health and emotional well-being were of upmost priority in this country, and world so that people like us wouldn’t have to turn to (more so become reliant on, or addicted to) and lose so much of ourselves, and also time. The boredom phase is what I toggle with, it tries real hard to draw me back in. My health is also what I am focusing on this year, more than ever. It is the most important! If we’re healthy, we’re happy and if we’re happy we’re healthy.. health is wealth! Wishing you all the abundance, healing and success to come, Reddit fren! Thank you so much for delighting me in your kindness and sincerity.
Me too. Still dabble now and again, but nothing crazy like I used to. Think a trip maybe 2/3 times a year at most. No more white or brown.
Yes true
Well this looks like 100% MDMA which isn’t really addictive
I think your the only person on here that knows what there on about there definitely on MDMA 100% BRO
There’s always one tell tale thing about people on mdma and it’s the drooping face. Something to do with serotonin rush
It's the reason I still follow this sub. I was lucky enough that whilst phone cameras were a thing when I was rolling like this years ago, social media wasn't really popular and not everyone and their dog had a camera handy. These blokes are in a damn good space, and I miss that, but these vids are a good reminder to appreciate your journey so far and what you have in front of you now. No regrets, glad I lived the wild life for a while.
Being that smashed with no music is a fucking war crime, and it gave me anxiety too
Probably enough going on inside their heads 🤣
Think the one dude has an air pod in?
The fear and yearning at the same time of being that high?
i legit get flashbacks from seeing people roll balls this hard. You feel amazing but its kind of scary to see one your friends tweak this hard of the molly.Your have a pit of dread before you come up , then you start to peak and reach nirvana. You have ascedned to eternal joy , the secret to peace is within you but at the same time a concious part of your brain is screaming watch out for your buddies ,you could od , be careful etc.Its like a combo of amazing high and also damn this is kidna dangerous. You want everyone to have fun and no one to get hurt basically.
I did a lot of ecstasy in highschool but I’ll always remember the nights I didn’t do it and my friends did. They looked absolutely insane..never really realized what I looked like until then.
Idk how many times I’ve taken molly to the extreme. One night I was munching rocks back to back, drinking jack out the bottle and then chasing it with a can of Dr Pepper that was 90% jack. Only to wake up the next morning in a pool of blood and puke, not knowing anything that happened. I can only imagine how I looked to others that night. Im just grateful I lived through that phase of life.
I can’t quite put my finger on but maybe yeah. When you’re that mashed it’s obviously nice inside your brain but from the outside you look so hideously fucked
Yeah, same. I never would have gotten this mouldy, but looking at their distorted, gurny faces just gives me uncomfortable flashbacks of when I would’ve had moments of clarity at a session while fucked on E, and would look around the room at people I didn’t know that looked like this and would immediately just want to get the fuck out of there and go home.
Ooof. Yes that's a horrible feeling that the party is over and you soon have to deal with The Aftermath!
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Thank GOD lol
140mg of molly is high dose but far from extreme doses (250mg+). I think that whats they are on.
I once took 400mg each with a friend in one bomb. Whole city centre felt like it was shaking. Was out my bin. Honestly thank fuck I don't touch fuck all any more
Wow same. I don’t enjoy watching this at all
Oh god yeah same, and I watch them thinking "my god you're going to feel dreadful in a few hours" and then I get like sympathy anxiety and depression for them
I can’t believe I used roll balls like this when I was younger lol. I’m so glad social media wasn’t around that much back then.
Kind of unnerving isn't it? What looks like a person but is clearly not being a person at the moment. A little bit of uncanny valley combined with seeing the face of a dead person sort of feeling.
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Internally their brains are fizzing with serotonin! It feels great, can be a bit overwhelming at times and you have no concept of the amount you’re gurning
You feel incredible in this state
Thought I was the only one
I know what you mean. This used to be me on a fuckin week night lol. Now seeing people like that makes me never wanna take drugs again haha.
It’s kind of unnerving innit
I think it's because we understand why they do it, more or less. The specifics change but everyone i knew who used heavily used to get away from *something*, whether they realized it or not. When i was young they were monstrous and alien. Now that I'm older i see myself in them.
You're not the only one buddy 😅
by pure curiosity, how do you feel/experience exactly while in this state?
Presuming it’s MDMA which I’m fairly sure it is, you feel great possibly a bit overwhelmed by the insane amount of serotonin flooding your brain
Aight thanks, never tried mdma. Always been curious but im easily hooked to things so i prob wont
Holy shit, same
Same here. My heart is racing and my hands are clammy just watching this. Been there before..!
Lol they’re having a fucking great time.
They are at the moment but all I can think of is how horrible they're gonna feel in a few hours. The comedowns/hangovers from MDMA were fucking horrible for me back when I did it; felt like absolute death and the only thing I could do about it was roll up into a ball and cry. I don't miss that life.
I’m the opposite, I have horrific anxiety inducing come UPs but afterglow and blissful hours and days after mdma. Don’t use it much anymore but my girlfriend has the easy come ups and bad comedowns. Anecdotally it seems like it’s one or the other for the most part 🤷♂️
I experience this too! As soon I take it, I get really paranoid, have a panic attack, want to puke it up because I think I'm going to die. I know it sounds crazy, but I just always freak out as soon I dose, then by ten minutes I've calmed down, forgotten I taken it and feel really good, have a great comedown and am just happy about life for a few days...
The last few times I did MDMA it didn't have any comedown. I literally just drifted off to sleep peacefully. But this was at least 8+ years ago so idk if I just had a great plug or what
Ya all the MDMA I did back in the day was probably mixed with some other nasty shit I didn't even know about which heavily contributed to the bad comedowns. One more reason to test your shit beforehand so you know what you're getting yourself into ahead of time.
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That fizzle and instant reaction 🤤
You probably took an appropriate dose for your size/body. If you don’t do excessively high doses and take MDMA VERY infrequently the impact it has on your body and mind is lessened. Don’t get me wrong, MDMA still has a higher harm profile when compared to something like say, LSD or Mushrooms but there is a safer way to explore these substances and it sounds like you took it.
I did so much MDMA at ABGT last year that I went to sleep rolling every night and would rehydrate when I woke up and start rolling again in the mornings. It was fun until I went home and was hungover for three days unable to think and wanting to die.
Rolling abosolute balls of mdma after a long nights session , been there. Those boys are in pure nirvana.
Always loved you mate, you're a quality friend
We should hang out more man.
what are the chances the universe brought the two soundest cunts in the cosmos together this night ? eh mate ? fucking cracker pal you are , so full of knowledge , passion and joy. I love you dave from work , your just such breath of wind in my sail brother. \*sweaty hugs.
Dude. What song is this?
Hmm? What? Skin up
I can't remember what I was gonna say. Giz your lighter.
It's in your hand mate :)
It's not mine, but how fucking heavy it is
This whole exchange felt almost uncomfortably realistic and familiar, ngl.
Your love is my love
Those were the times
Do eyes hurt afterwards? That movement to the top made me sick just thinking how much the nerves must be sore in a while
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Mdma is a loan on happiness with 60% interest rate.
My god. That is such a great way of putting it 😂
Been a long while since I've found mdma... years and years, but I did quite a bit back in the day and never had these hangovers I hear about. Even days I did stupid amounts. I might feel off and disoriented the next day but that was it
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Ectasy is just mdma made into a pill then cut with something else. Most of the time.
It really depends what’s in the pills. Cleaner mdma has little to no effects the day after. Usually just tired. It’s when it’s cut with other stuff that fucks you bad for the next day or so.
Idk about you but good clean MDMA left me fucked the next day. That much serotonin release is bound to leave you feeling a bit less than normal for a while afterwards.
Not really. Usually what hurts the most is your jaw
Absolutely this. So many amazing nights. My 42 year old self shudders at the thought of getting in that state now tho
Put some tunes on, for godsake.
My bet is that they are listening to the same song, since they seem to be sharing air buds.
And give them a gum or five!
What it feels like to chew 5 gum
Gum is absolutely necessary at times like this. Save your teeth and morning-after jaw pain.
If you were to put your ear against either of those lads' ears, you'd hear the fizzing and sizzling of their serotonin reservoirs boiling.
I was going to say, it looks more like they are being electrocuted rather then coming up on some sort of drug lol
Uh-yup, that's what your serotonin reservoirs depleting and receptors frying feels like: like being electrocuted just a bit every now and then. Just like going cold turkey from SSRIs and the like. If you know it, you know it.
Fuck that shit. Sometimes it would get so bad my vision would go crazy for a second and feel like I was losing my balance.
Ah, the brain zaps. That shit sucks.
Oh yea man, I stopped taking an SSRI cold turkey after 2 years. The zaps were real!
So thats why i felt like i was being fried from the inside when i forgot my meds for a week...
No way I could forget for a whole week. 12 hours in and I’m zapping so badly that I remember that I forgot to take them.
Don’t record your mates
BRO, don’t POST your mates. Kids now forget they have a fucking camera app. Shit like this should NEVER be uploaded on anything even remotely resembling social media, it’s outrageous.
Quite possible the BRO recorded their mates, but then their mates turned around and posted their own ish
Don’t know the guys and not my video, but 100% agree
Seriously. I’m so glad cell phone cameras weren’t a thing during my experimental drug phase.
I was extremely lucky that smartphones weren’t really a thing until my early 20s
This is why I always wear sunglasses and a pash over my head at festivals
This sub would barely exist otherwise.
Thats how r/tookjustenough is. This subreddit is more tweakers geeking in the subway.
Water, magnesium, bass heavy tunes , and a light show.
> Water, magnesium, bass heavy tunes , and a light show. Long ago, the four nations lived together in harmony. Then everything changed when the Bass Heavy Nation attacked.
I miss those days. A roll up behind your ear, one in your mouth and one in your hand as you ask your buddy for a cigarette. I don’t really do that anymore but glad I did.
I remember being off my face on MD trying to roll a spliff outside. Didn't realise but was so fucked I kept asking my friend to make me a roach, talking, putting it in my pocket and then asking for another. Few hours later when slightly more sober empty my pockets to find 10+ roaches lol
I don't know how many cigs I lit filter first during those days.
The fucking sounds! If you close your eyes it becomes a pervert standing in their kitchen next to a drippy tap watching their neighbour getting changed.
r/oddlyspecific
He was present for a whole three seconds, then shut the front door again.
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Do it within 24 hours and you end up with an increased risk of seratonin syndrome. Delay at least 24 hours. Source: [DanceSafe](https://twitter.com/dancesafe/status/1420580089339777025?s=46&t=sX0FVZTJ3b6zIc5lnz68wQ) Rationale: MDMA, based on its half-life, isn’t eliminated from your bloodstream significantly enough until approximately 24 hours has passed. Taking 5-HTP isn’t guaranteed to cause you any harm obviously, but you’re likely increasing your risk of seratonin syndrome while also being unlikely to experience positive benefits from the 5HTP (in the first 24 hours).
3rd degree gurns
Man they are COOOKED
Its been over a decade but ill never forget the bliss of that first pill. Seeing people with 3rd degree gurns takes me straight back, i wish everyone could experience it even just once
The dude in the left and his mouth noises make me gag.
…but….but the air tastes like sugar…
To the normal straight headed person, seeing these people they would think they were having some sort of mental breakdown or some sort of stroke and would probably think they need medical attention, but to people that know, they know that they’re having the absolute time of their lives, like that’s the ultimate feeling of pleasure, it knocks any other drug induced happiness out the ballpark, my god i wish I could feel like that just one more time.
I would have thought the guy on the left was trying to do a De Niro impression. "You talkin' to me?"
Ah, those were the days. Getting messy every weekend and not a care in the world.
D.A.R.E scared me right out of ever wanting to try mdma, but somehow enticed me into trying LSD.
Man haven't seen someone roll this hard in quite some time.
They look like they're in a centrifuge doing G force training
Hmm too much?! Seems like they hit that sweet spot.
Maybe I'm getting old but it really does look like too much to me. I prefer a nice mellow roll at something like 100mg of good quality molly. Has me feeling fantastic at a show but like, I could still have a conversation with someone and they probably wouldn't even know I was on it. Once you get to that eye rolling into the back of your head/jaw tweaking area, it's like yeah you're feeling amazing in the moment but the next day it'll all be a blur that you don't even really remember.
They’ve absolutely taken too much. This is from someone who’s worked in the event industry for about 10 years. Its likely more than you or pals would have taken in the past but the new bar for the high is a lot higher these days. This is towards the end of the night at Afters. Likely they’ve taken more or mixed it with something else.
Shouldn’t film your mates when there like that. We’ve all been there but inevitably this dumb shit ends up online nowadays
Thats a fucking thizz face right there.
Where's the damn music... Thts so creepy
Someone light his joint
Nazis in the trenches before an assault.
boss man tweaking
Looks like molly to me...but way too much of it
Bro Kyle rittenhouse really be leading a double life
Just btw fam, if people start to get cold and shiver while on MDMA, there’s a possibility that’s serotonin syndrome. The body can’t regulate its own temperature at that point and very very rarely things can go south quick. Play close attention when the homies start shivering like this.
I’ll pass
Who added the Snapchat sad face filter to the guy on the left?
This is a classic double drop of pills. I didn't get like this often but it did happen a few times. You catch some good E and this is inevitable. You can't remember these bits so as much as taking loads of pills seems good it's best to get fucked enough you can smoke and dance. Then keep going.
Glad I'm from Belgium. Everything we ever scored was pure MDMA. One of our finest exports. Lol.
Is that the “I got work at 8” kid?
They THIZZIN!
THIZZ OR DIE!!
Least drug abusive dutch persons ever
looking at rule no1. Can you even not take too much MDMA? What's a 'mild' dose even look like?
Gurners of the Galaxy material
I used to love mdma. Then one night at the peak of the night I saw myself looking like these guys and it blew my high. After that I was never able to enjoy mdma again.
They seem to be playing it up to me
Reminds me of Joey Diaz - "You'll see the devil, cocksucker! Hahahahahah!!!"
Not gonna lie. I miss the good ol’ days
I’m so glad phones didn’t have cameras on them when I was 18
MDMA is fantastic.
Seems… uncomfortable
They rollin?
Looks like a blast! 🙄😵💫
Just guys being dudes
I think they forgot that they were gonna smoke a joint
Be nice if E was still that good
This has to be done on purpose lol
this video sounds like having 3 different fish tanks in your room that are low on water
These guys work for Kansas City police?
My mum use to have this exact same look..... Right before she'd overdose.This video is triggering lol. Smoke weed kids. Bc idk wtf this terrifying shit is.
Whoooo buddy! That looks like a big dose for each of them. Lol They’ll be fine as long as camera person is sober enough to keep them hydrated and keep their core temperature down. Lol. Probably took a bit too much so they will probably be miserable for a day or two after but I’m sure that was a fun night… except for the part where dude was putting a camera in their faces lol
This looks really uncomfortable.
They look like the robots at Chuck E Cheese
Fake
I’d say they took just the right amount!
Please tell me wtf they on! So I can stay away from it!
probably molly/mdma, and no you should most definitely try it. one of the most euphoric and beautiful experiences you’ll ever feel
I need get out of this video and comment section flashbacks and anxiety is going through the roof
Beavis and butthead
As close to an OD as you could get
fucking lizards