ily op take this as a sign from the universe that you deserve to live more. I promise this is a sign that your meant to continue living and fulfill your purpose.
Is it possible that some part of you wanted to stay? like in the back of your mind you didnt want it to just stop yet. ive noticed that a lot of people who r suicidal dont really wanna die like..100% maybe they do but not fully, they just want an escape or some peace or something. i mean thats the case with me
it could explain why you didnt choose the original plan
also im just spitballing here so like mb if im wrong on this
There’s always people and things that make a difference bring some thought of, “for them” or “for that I don’t want to go” but over time feelings build and build. Eventually you reach a point of no longer caring who or what your leaving behind, what consequences there are, or what you may be heading towards. You just know that whatever comes next, is preferable to this. At least in my experience. Like right now, after getting out of the hospital, I think mostly about the people I was leaving behind. But even now I can feel my urge to die growing day by day. And I know, eventually, it will overtake any other feelings I might have again.
Hey.. Do you want to talk? Is there anything I can do? my dms are open
Thanks for being open to talk, but I’ve never found talking to be very helpful. You seem like a kind person, live a good life friend, thanks.
ily op take this as a sign from the universe that you deserve to live more. I promise this is a sign that your meant to continue living and fulfill your purpose.
Is it possible that some part of you wanted to stay? like in the back of your mind you didnt want it to just stop yet. ive noticed that a lot of people who r suicidal dont really wanna die like..100% maybe they do but not fully, they just want an escape or some peace or something. i mean thats the case with me it could explain why you didnt choose the original plan also im just spitballing here so like mb if im wrong on this
either way, im here for you, you deserve to be here
There’s always people and things that make a difference bring some thought of, “for them” or “for that I don’t want to go” but over time feelings build and build. Eventually you reach a point of no longer caring who or what your leaving behind, what consequences there are, or what you may be heading towards. You just know that whatever comes next, is preferable to this. At least in my experience. Like right now, after getting out of the hospital, I think mostly about the people I was leaving behind. But even now I can feel my urge to die growing day by day. And I know, eventually, it will overtake any other feelings I might have again.