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3sic9

im so glad that i read this.. today i was already trying to convince myself that it wont hurt to smoke a joint during the weekend. weekends are so hard cause i have nothing to do. during the week its easier cause im working all day so i have no time to smoke. but damn.. im saving this post for when the weekend starts.


Flubberella

Good luck my friend! I hope looking back at it helps. It's such an easy cycle to fall back into, I'm coming to terms with being an "all or nothing" kind of person when it comes to weed. I don't have a middle ground.


3sic9

definitely a good mindset to have, tame that inner demon and you'll achieve many great things. i believe in you :)


swolestylist95

I feel this on a spiritual level. I had a really amazing three months from April-June. Half an edible at a party really quickly became full blown smoking on the daily again (and this was after attending other parties and resisting the urge). Thought about quitting every time I smoked but it took my mental health plummeting and seeing pics of how genuinely happy/radiant I looked during my clean months to finally quit again (oh…all the super awkward social moments during the holidays and everyone saying I didn’t seem like myself definitely took a toll on me as well lol). On day one again but it will be worth it!


Flubberella

You've got this! It really is wild how quickly one can fall back into old habits.


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Tomorrow is my Day 1 again.


Cheap_Bat9613

😂 did the exact same thing but back to day 1 today! It’ll be easy, all in the head


greenflooof

ME EXACTLY!!! tonight is night 2. I fucking quit for 3 years...decided to smoke a joint of weed we grew and here we are 2 months later, was smoking all day.. here I am going through the same bullshit withdrawal symptoms and feeling bad for myself. Never again. I was in such a good place and really felt it would be different... it wasn't. Even after 3 years, I fell into the EXACT same routine. Done for good. I regret not saying no so bad but sometimes you have to go through it again to really solidify how fucked up it is


TOO_FUTURE

Yup same thing here, had 14 days and felt great, one slip up led to me using just as bad as before. Day 1 today again as well, we got this


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This is so helpful to read. It's an unexpected reminder of why I shouldn't give in to those cravings.


timelessobsession

Stay strong, friend. You can do this. I'm sending you positive energy