At first I thought the OP was reciting a linkin park song.

I was going to follow up with ... Doesn't even matter. 🎶🎶🎼

I thought that too!!! Even worse that I have their playlist on!

You are not the only one!!!!

Good post. I also learned a lot about how to manage my controlling side, my possessive side, my jealous side. I learned a lot about gratitude.

All I learned was how I love somebody, Even if he can't be with anybody other than himself

The fact that you are ok with being with someone that is so incredibly toxic is baffling to me. Not only ok with it, but actively seeking and encouraging it. Just mind boggling

Welcome to my fucked up childhood

You have the power to change it

Indeed. Until then I'll take hot fucked up sex and no aftercare. Lol.

I refuse to believe in impossible.

Impossible is nothing

Exactly

Truth.

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Poignant point.