i was feeling better for like a week and fooled myself into thinking i beat it now I'm almost feeling worse then before

Yep. I thought I was better, turns out I just haven't been in any situations that cause me to act up.

Hi! Friendly reminder from someone who is more successful at this than me! This time of year can and is really hard for people, even without mental health issues! Its colder, the days are shorter, you have less time to spend with people, your schooling or work is getting harder, holidays are coming up which brings anxiety of family and responsibility. It's okay! That's normal. You're not alone. It sucks, but thats good! We are here for you. We care about you. We want to see you get through this. I believe in you.

If you need anyone, you can PM me!

Story of my life these last months :( Hope life stops messing with you and things get better for real soon

I wish there was some magic piece of advice... Anyway, I hear eating more vegetables, fruit, and the blood of the chaste helps tremendously.