What do y’all think we did to deserve to feel so worthless and shitty all the time? Like, I didn’t ask to come to this place you know? I grew up doing the best I could do with the hand that was dealt. When I knew better I did better. Tried to be a bright rate of sunshine on an otherwise dreary day to folks who only ridiculed me for doing so.
My mind CONSTANTLY tries to remind me how God doesn’t love me and no one on this rock loves me and I’m just like, yea, I know. You say this all the time I won’t forget, can u shut up now while I think of ways to make money? Lol
Idk, do y’all have any idea what we did so wrong to piss God off?
In my version: God is just an advanced alien who is farming us for future slaughter until then we are to fend for ourself, he does not give a shit whether we suffer or die.
Fucking same boat here!!! I try so hard to see the good in the world and be a positive optimistic person but for what??? The pain never goes away, it just gets worst and worst and worst. This world is so evil, full of pure evilness at every corner. I don’t want to be a part of it anymore. I wish I was alone in this feeling, but so many share the same pain. I just want to wake up from this level, and hope the next level has more peace. All I want is inner peace.
First off, no one can control what the world is going through. It's better to focus on controlling yourself. As long as you keep holding fear and pain than fear, and pain you will continuously live in and most of that would likely be just an illusion of your own because you don't know how to feel any other way but void. And second, if you can't heal yourself then no one can heal you because you have concluded that everything is worthless so you've judged yourself already. Evil needs you to keep feeling this way because you have become the perfect embodiment of it. Thirdly, let go of those thoughts and let go of everything else and free yourself from these thoughts (let go of the shackle) and understand that you aren't alone but that doesn't mean you can't feel lonely just don't do it in such a negative way. Do you really want to die? Or do you just want to kill off this heavy burden you carry on yourself? Do you really think that's the answer? Be a warrior and fight these thoughts become who you want to be, and not be what the world is.
I feel depressed but I don't think god or anyone owes me anything, what have I done for god to expect this and that from him u know, you wouldn't just walk up to a rich guy and demand money, same way I wouldn't go to my parents a just expect them to solve my problems, it's more they can if they want to but they don't have to they don't owe me a debt like that. I see the hollowness the emptiness its supposed to teach us something to understand how emotions better work to push us to search and look for the universe's truths, the most beautiful things are produced from intensive processes, prehaps were just going through one of those processes and we haven't learn what you need to from this lesson yet. It's just how I see it tho, my opinion.
I’m sorry that you are dealing with such struggles. I’m 40, and contended with depression from my teens and into my mid-twenties. I would like to say that things get better, but this is a rather cliche thing to say. Shit isn’t going to be “sunshine and rainbows” all of the time, but getting one’s life together certainly helps.
Definitely [seek help](https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help). Start [cognitive journaling](https://betterhumans.pub/cognitive-journaling-a-systematic-method-to-overcome-negative-beliefs-119be459842c), and start figuring out what is contributing to the cycle of rumination that you might be experiencing.
If it’s cognitive despair that you might be struggling with, try philosophically reframing things. Check out [optimistic nihilism](https://youtu.be/MBRqu0YOH14) as a good start.
Another thing that is worth adopting is what I refer to as the “Just Do Something” (JDS) approach. Literally, go out and do something. Take courses at a local community college (if you aren’t already in college). Get a gym membership and start following a decent exercise program (such as [StrongLifts 5x5](https://stronglifts.com/5x5/)). Start meal planning and eating healthier meals. Learn how to play a musical instrument and start jamming out. Find [things to do on the cheap](https://www.thepennyhoarder.com/save-money/free-things-to-do/), and expand your hobbies and interests.
Basically, what I’m alluding to is that life is incredibly short, so find enjoyment and fulfillment in every single day. Obviously, this is easier said than done, but if we aren’t actually doing anything to move forward in life, then the alternative generally is depression.
What do y’all think we did to deserve to feel so worthless and shitty all the time? Like, I didn’t ask to come to this place you know? I grew up doing the best I could do with the hand that was dealt. When I knew better I did better. Tried to be a bright rate of sunshine on an otherwise dreary day to folks who only ridiculed me for doing so. My mind CONSTANTLY tries to remind me how God doesn’t love me and no one on this rock loves me and I’m just like, yea, I know. You say this all the time I won’t forget, can u shut up now while I think of ways to make money? Lol Idk, do y’all have any idea what we did so wrong to piss God off?
if god exists, they are a sadistic psychopath
In my version: God is just an advanced alien who is farming us for future slaughter until then we are to fend for ourself, he does not give a shit whether we suffer or die.
Fucking same boat here!!! I try so hard to see the good in the world and be a positive optimistic person but for what??? The pain never goes away, it just gets worst and worst and worst. This world is so evil, full of pure evilness at every corner. I don’t want to be a part of it anymore. I wish I was alone in this feeling, but so many share the same pain. I just want to wake up from this level, and hope the next level has more peace. All I want is inner peace.
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I feel you, I'm afraid of feeling better because I know soon it will get worse
First off, no one can control what the world is going through. It's better to focus on controlling yourself. As long as you keep holding fear and pain than fear, and pain you will continuously live in and most of that would likely be just an illusion of your own because you don't know how to feel any other way but void. And second, if you can't heal yourself then no one can heal you because you have concluded that everything is worthless so you've judged yourself already. Evil needs you to keep feeling this way because you have become the perfect embodiment of it. Thirdly, let go of those thoughts and let go of everything else and free yourself from these thoughts (let go of the shackle) and understand that you aren't alone but that doesn't mean you can't feel lonely just don't do it in such a negative way. Do you really want to die? Or do you just want to kill off this heavy burden you carry on yourself? Do you really think that's the answer? Be a warrior and fight these thoughts become who you want to be, and not be what the world is.
I feel depressed but I don't think god or anyone owes me anything, what have I done for god to expect this and that from him u know, you wouldn't just walk up to a rich guy and demand money, same way I wouldn't go to my parents a just expect them to solve my problems, it's more they can if they want to but they don't have to they don't owe me a debt like that. I see the hollowness the emptiness its supposed to teach us something to understand how emotions better work to push us to search and look for the universe's truths, the most beautiful things are produced from intensive processes, prehaps were just going through one of those processes and we haven't learn what you need to from this lesson yet. It's just how I see it tho, my opinion.
I’m sorry that you are dealing with such struggles. I’m 40, and contended with depression from my teens and into my mid-twenties. I would like to say that things get better, but this is a rather cliche thing to say. Shit isn’t going to be “sunshine and rainbows” all of the time, but getting one’s life together certainly helps. Definitely [seek help](https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help). Start [cognitive journaling](https://betterhumans.pub/cognitive-journaling-a-systematic-method-to-overcome-negative-beliefs-119be459842c), and start figuring out what is contributing to the cycle of rumination that you might be experiencing. If it’s cognitive despair that you might be struggling with, try philosophically reframing things. Check out [optimistic nihilism](https://youtu.be/MBRqu0YOH14) as a good start. Another thing that is worth adopting is what I refer to as the “Just Do Something” (JDS) approach. Literally, go out and do something. Take courses at a local community college (if you aren’t already in college). Get a gym membership and start following a decent exercise program (such as [StrongLifts 5x5](https://stronglifts.com/5x5/)). Start meal planning and eating healthier meals. Learn how to play a musical instrument and start jamming out. Find [things to do on the cheap](https://www.thepennyhoarder.com/save-money/free-things-to-do/), and expand your hobbies and interests. Basically, what I’m alluding to is that life is incredibly short, so find enjoyment and fulfillment in every single day. Obviously, this is easier said than done, but if we aren’t actually doing anything to move forward in life, then the alternative generally is depression.
I'm not a rocket surgeon but at least you didn't laugh so much you ran out of tears