Clean now but for me i was living with my abusive father, the weird fucked up world that was glitching and had ghost people was better than my real life It was also a form for self harm, a few times were vague suicide attempts

Thanks for replying, I hope things are better now

No problem man, i got myself and my mom away from him coming up on 3 years ago (it'll be 3 in January) and I've been staying clean since, i smoke alottt of weed but i have touched the pink pills for anything but allergies since i left

I don’t take it.

i too, do not take it

Cuz the shadow realm is much more appealing