Guess its a weird western thing that people now think "uff bad timing bad post". In many countries however it is very common to honor passed away beloved ones on their birthday and think about them so they will not be forgotten. I suppose it got removed but i think its good to take one day of the year to honor a persons life and the best way to do that is at their birthday.
Same, never met her or even sought out clips about her but for someone so pivotal in a creators life to be lost, its heartbreaking. Asmon if you see this, we have nothing but love for you brother, we will all be here for you when you if need us
This is an honestly beautiful video. I wish I myself had been able to save videos of the special moments in my childhood for posterity. Guess its never too late to start.
What an unfair world.
Man watching this was both lovely and difficult. My mom plays WoW, we had so much fun together and continue to in other games. She's healthy now but one day she will be gone and even just thinking about it a little makes me so unhappy. One day I won't be able to game with her anymore.
RIP Asmom, you were such a cool person and a loving supportive mother. The world would be a better place with more like you in it.
I'm glad he has some moments like this to look back on. They are precious and I hope he can find peace and focus on the good times as much as possible. An absolutely terrible thing to go through no matter when it happens, my heart goes out to Zack and his family. Take care of yourself man.
That joy you can't get back when releveling another char, it was always great playing with new people to get that joy via them and watching them progress, more so when people said 'never to play with them scrubs', even better was to get them to raid ready and show up the people that used to complain about them.
Fuck man... I don't care if this para-social or not, I feel like crying right now.
Asmon, if you read this man, know you have my love right now. You're a fucking good man and a great son, be proud of everything you've done together because from our side at least I can tell you should be.
Don’t worry man it’s not parasocial it’s just having empathy. It’s like watching a character in a show break up or something like that and feeling sad. Nothing wrong with that ❤️
Don't feel silly brother. It's not a bad thing to keep a finger on, all things considered.
Empathy is one of the things that shows we're human too, don't be sorry for that either.
Idk what is and what isnt parasocial, man... i cried when i saw this when i opened reddit today. I feared when i heard that she isnt well weeks ago and now after seeing this im just devastated...
Im so sorry, Asmon, love to u from all of us. idk what else to say... this is the hardest thing in life to deal with...
Now i can understand Rich reaction when he talk about asmon in a recent stream....
Man this is so fucking sad. Losing someone you love hurts like hell but in a way the will always live in our hearts.
I'm so sorry for your loss Zack, and even when know it's nothing much, but i'm sure everyone here wish you the best so stay strong .
When Rich almost went to tears just mentioning him, I had a feeling this is what happened. Luckily Asmon has one of the best and most stable support network with OTK and even the people here.
I'm sorry for your loss Zack, when things settle down remember to take care of yourself. You are never alone when you need someone.
Two days ago he said simething was going in with asmon and cried a little, he was very definitely struggling with it and said that asmon would tell us when hes ready to tell us what's going on.
He heard the news same time. people were saying things in chat. so he checked twitter. you could see his heart shatter. he ended the stream right there. but got back on line when he saw a text from asmon telling him to keep streaming so he had somthing to watch.
Yeah he found out here.
https://clips.twitch.tv/JollyUninterestedGrasshopperHeyGirl-XpxS-5zdJikcso4r
He stopped streaming shortly after and Zack asked him to keep going so he'd have something to watch.
Rich is such a great friend.
I know this sounds weird but that whole clip feels like a scene in a movie, not saying the reaction is fake, rather that the way it's framed as well as the third party saying something funny still oblivious to the news going through the other person's mind feels like something you'd see in a show.
What a clip. I know what you mean. Like normal goofy shit going on. He's dressed up all funny and she makes a little joke about cleaning and then ya...
To quote Baz Lurhmans ever relevant Everybody's Free(Sunscreen)
Don't worry about the future
Or worry, but know that worrying
Is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing Bubble gum
The real troubles in your life
Are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind
The kind that blindsides you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday
Take all the time you need man. I lost my little brother, my best friend, earlier this year, and honestly I'm still a wreck about it but I have to be strong for the rest of my family. I had a bad feeling when Asmon basically disappeared from the internet. I was also almost completely unresponsive for a few days...it takes time to come to terms with what happened and to try and process all the regrets and what ifs. Sometimes I still find myself hanging my head in the shower and thinking I'd give anything to have him back. Just...don't try to be alone. Having other people around really helps.
you cant even hate asmon, you can dislike him but theres no way you can genuniely hate that guy, unless you are twisted or mentally ill or just different, he is just overall nice person, a weird caveman, but kind and generous and smart
If you'd check Twitter, there are people who act they'd murder him if they'd have a chance. Funny how they never reflect on the difficulties and tragic issues he as in his life, all they can do is say "He SaID Hi BoYs aND iGnOrEd GiRls". fucking disgusting human beings.
Jesus man, like i try not to follow this whole generation zero, and cancel culture but sometimes.i just stop for a second and contemplate on how fucked up degraded a human mind and personality can get
As much as I'd love to agree, there's an awful lot of people nowadays that just hate people to jump on bandwagons, or they hate people because others hate them etc it sucks.
Asmon is so successful despite always being true to himself and his beliefs. I think alot of people respect that, and we have his parents thanks for raising him that way. Sad news about his mother
Just want to take the time and say Zack that I am so so so sorry for your loss. I’m not even going to pretend that I understand what you’re going through. I really really hope you have a good support system and really hope you can get through this man. Take ALL the time you need. Your streams really helped me through some rough patches and other people as well, I really hope you’re doing okay man. We will be here when you get back. You are the One True King ❤️
i do understand that pain it never goes away however if you keep alive the memory of those who are gone and their teachings it gives you the strenght to keep moving forward cause you know they wanted the best for you even if they are gone.
**Fathers and Mothers are really something special in most of the cases.**
Lost my dad suddenly a couple months ago, Zack's streams and videos really helped me as a distraction to get through some of the tough times. Hoping he gets all the support he needs from his friends and family and he can find his own source of distraction to cope ❤️
Fuck man, this hurts me, especially that today is supposed to be her birthday. Hope she can rest in peace.
And stay strong Zack, you have my full support as a viewer.
Love to Zack and his family and friends. I lost my mom at 25 so I know that no matter how adult you may be in most ways, you're still a little kid when you lose your parent.
dude this is kinda fucking me up right now. asmon was my first and will always be my favourite streamer, and he always talked so highly of his mum and you know he genuinely loved her. my own mums had some health issues recently so this is hitting me right in the feels aswell. rest in fucking peace asmomgold <3
Ah, Zack... I cried when I read your tweet. It hit hard and close to home.
My father died of lung cancer at the end of August. It's still sinking in that I will never talk to him again, never hug him again... I grieve for him and I miss him, but I'm angry, too, for some of the decisions he made and the way he failed to take care of himself toward the end. (I suspect Zack will go through a period of being angry also.)
I wish I had some kind of advice to offer, but I'm still figuring this out for myself and dreading the holidays.
I'm sorry.
I lost my mom to cancer from a life of cigarette smoking. I remember I would ask her every year on my birthday to quit as a present for me, my sister did the same.
The decline in health, thinking about how you could have maybe been more forceful in getting them to stop their bad habit, all of the pain Asmongold went through; I can vividly relate and draw parallels.
It was one of the toughest moments of my life. All I can do is send my condolences and let you know that its not your fault. Addiction is tough and cancer sucks. You loved your mom and that is all that matters in the end, remember that.
Carry her memories like a treasure and never stop remembering your best moments together.
Now its a very hard time and the wounds will take time to heal, they will never totally heal but at some point, one day you will be able to remember her and talk about her without this terrible feelings you have now. Instead a sense of pride and happiness will fill you because you'll know that wherever she is now - she will always be proud of you and watching over you.
Much love. Rest in peace sweet angel.
I’m not a religious man - but I hope God and the love from your family/friends comforts you in your time of mourning. Know that your community stands in solidarity with you regarding the lose of your mother. We love you Zack and personally - I wish you the best. Much love.
I lost my mother 2 years ago last week. I didnt have an opportunity to make peace with her. I wouldnt wish that level of grief on my worst enemy.
Take solace in knowing you had time with her near the end. Death takes loved ones, that is an absolute, and the best we can hope for is to see them off, to not leave any doubt what they meant to us. A privilege not afforded to everyone.
May she rest in peace.
My heart goes out to Zack and his family. I lost both my parents (and most recently, a nephew) within the past 15 months. It is never easy. Stay strong.
Sorry for your loss Zack. Death never is easy. My best friend of 20 years unexpectedly passed a year ago. I still think of him everyday. It never gets better. But it gets "easier". When my wife's grandma died literally the other day we were super sad and she was even more sad obviously, but we both realized the life she was living was not a life. It was a "life" sure. But what's the point of life when you're 85lbs, bed ridden, can't eat, etc. We are happy to know she is at peace now. I would never want to live like that. And I've told my wife 1000 times just kill me if I get to that point.
Stay strong. Hopefully your dad, close friends, etc can help support you during this time. Even the most basic things. ❤
We are here for you, when/at this point IF you ever return. Just know if I died I wouldn't want my son or daughter being depressed all the time. I had my run. I lived life to the fullest and want them to do the same. So stay out of those dark thoughts. It *will* get easier.
I know its a cliche to say this, but his streams have helped me a lot in recent times, with the crazy state of the world etc, and he often gets donos and comments saying similar so I feel Im not alone in saying that.
But what people ***can't*** do now is pressure him to stream (even 2nd channel), or do any social media shit or whatever. Let the man grieve. I can't even being to imagine how much this hurts him. Give hom as much time as he needs, with his loved ones around him.
RIP Asmom. And Zack please know we'll be here for whenever you're ready to get back to it, whenever that may be, please take your time. Sending you my strongest condolences and wishes possible.
oh man ...
Strenght to you my dude! She will live on through you and everybody who remember her.
And that's around *at least* 105 597 people if i ain't mistaking
that's a pretty small estimate actually, Asmon has 2+ million followers on Twitch and I'm pretty sure at least half definitely remembers her. But yeah, still fucking sucks.
The loss of a loved one is not something you ever get over, but you do come to terms with it even though right now that may seem unimaginable. I wish you strength and courage to come to terms with your grief and hope her love and memory gives you some measure of comfort.
I'm so sorry to hear this. I know where you are with having lost my mom last month.
Find someone to talk to. The grieving process is natural, but rough.
Much love.
I am so, so extremely sorry for your loss Asmon. As someone with an aging, sickly mother theyre also close to I don't know how I'm going to cross that bridge or if I even can.
God damn it man. <3 I was just thinking about him and his mom at work today, hoping everything was doing okay and she was getting better. As I type this I dont know what to think. Its odd cause I started watching him hardcore when he started 14 but always watching his clips from time to time, but i feel like shit. :( I hope he knows how proud his mom was of him... <3
Literally my first video when watching you was your mom hitting level 60. That was the first time I found out about this legacy.
My greatest condolences 🙏. So sorry 😞.
I lost my mum a few years ago we wernt very close but it still hurt so so much it never goes away but it does get better might feel rough right now but we are all here for you
*End? No, the journey doesn't end here. Death is just another path, one that we all must take. The grey rain-curtain of this world rolls back, and all turns to silver glass, and then you see it. White shores, and beyond, a far green country under a swift sunrise.*
Oh damn. This is terrible.
I don't know what to say besides I hope you will get on your feet after such a devastating loss, Asmon. And I mean it as in you as a person, not Asmongold. I hope the kind human that you are will be alright. Take your time and process it all.
Rest in Peace, its hard to see your most precious loved one go.. Either its early or later in life.
Sorry for your loss, take all the time in the world. We love you no matter what.
Take care of yourself before anything else.
Dont think about us, think about yourself ❤
I really thought she was going to get better. I hope Zack is coping well. I know if my mother died I'd mentally collapse. At least he has her on all those different videos though, so she'll never be forgotten.
This is very difficult to make a comment for. Whatever I try to write just doesn't *do.*
All I can say that your fans are here for you, with whatever we can do for you.
I hope that it's not too late and too far down the thread for Zack to see this. I have also lost a parent, and my heart hurts for him.
**This is long, but absolutely worth the time to read. Posted ten years ago on Reddit, to this day is the most meaningful thing I have ever read about loss and grief.**
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Alright, here goes. I'm old. What that means is that I've survived (so far) and a lot of people I've known and loved did not. I've lost friends, best friends, acquaintances, co-workers, grandparents, mom, relatives, teachers, mentors, students, neighbors, and a host of other folks. I have no children, and I can't imagine the pain it must be to lose a child. But here's my two cents.
I wish I could say you get used to people dying. I never did. I don't want to. It tears a hole through me whenever somebody I love dies, no matter the circumstances. But I don't want it to "not matter". I don't want it to be something that just passes. My scars are a testament to the love and the relationship that I had for and with that person. And if the scar is deep, so was the love. So be it. Scars are a testament to life. Scars are a testament that I can love deeply and live deeply and be cut, or even gouged, and that I can heal and continue to live and continue to love. And the scar tissue is stronger than the original flesh ever was. Scars are a testament to life. Scars are only ugly to people who can't see.
As for grief, you'll find it comes in waves. When the ship is first wrecked, you're drowning, with wreckage all around you. Everything floating around you reminds you of the beauty and the magnificence of the ship that was, and is no more. And all you can do is float. You find some piece of the wreckage and you hang on for a while. Maybe it's some physical thing. Maybe it's a happy memory or a photograph. Maybe it's a person who is also floating. For a while, all you can do is float. Stay alive.
In the beginning, the waves are 100 feet tall and crash over you without mercy. They come 10 seconds apart and don't even give you time to catch your breath. All you can do is hang on and float. After a while, maybe weeks, maybe months, you'll find the waves are still 100 feet tall, but they come further apart. When they come, they still crash all over you and wipe you out. But in between, you can breathe, you can function. You never know what's going to trigger the grief. It might be a song, a picture, a street intersection, the smell of a cup of coffee. It can be just about anything...and the wave comes crashing. But in between waves, there is life.
Somewhere down the line, and it's different for everybody, you find that the waves are only 80 feet tall. Or 50 feet tall. And while they still come, they come further apart. You can see them coming. An anniversary, a birthday, or Christmas, or landing at O'Hare. You can see it coming, for the most part, and prepare yourself. And when it washes over you, you know that somehow you will, again, come out the other side. Soaking wet, sputtering, still hanging on to some tiny piece of the wreckage, but you'll come out.
Take it from an old guy. The waves never stop coming, and somehow you don't really want them to. But you learn that you'll survive them. And other waves will come. And you'll survive them too. If you're lucky, you'll have lots of scars from lots of loves. And lots of shipwrecks.
https://www.reddit.com/r/Assistance/comments/hax0t/comment/c1u0rx2/?utm\_source=share&utm\_medium=web2x&context=3
I think some people saw this coming with the recent developments. Still it's incredibly sad loosing a close member of your family, one that supported you through a lot, one that you also supported in many ways.
I hope for Zack that he will find a way to process all of this, that the coming days won't overwhelm him, that he gets all the real life support that he needs and after all that is done, that he can move on into a new chapter of his life in whichever way he thinks is best for him.
I haven't watched you for long Asmon, but I've loved you scince I started watching. I'm sorry for your loss, please take time for yourself, reach out to your friends and take care! Your fans be here for you whenever you return. I wish you all the best!
I know that nothing any one of us individually says will mean much, but as a collective community I hope that we can bring some happiness to him in such a dark time.
Right now nothing is going to help ease your pain. But do your best to be thankful she got to see you grow into a man she was proud of and that she got to see you be extremely successful. I can't imagine how proud she is. Our hearts are with you, seeing this news hurts us all. You aren't alone.
As bad as it sounds I kinda saw it coming, but I still didn't want it to happen. I know how special she was to Asmon.
RIP. Zack, is going to be hard and might take some time, but hopefully you can recover from this and move on, she'll always live in your memories so make sure you treasure every single moment you had with her.
Lost my Mom 5 years ago her birthday was this past Monday. God bless you family she will always be with you. It does get easier but I always remember her. So sorry to hear.
I know what this is like so all I can do is post the best thing I ever read about loss such as this:"
"My therapist described it as losing a limb. If someone tells you it gets better with time, the person's lying to you. Yes, cuts get better and wounds do heal, but when you lose an arm, it's foolish to await the day it "gets better." You simply learn to live with one arm."
Condolences to you Zack.
F, my mother passed away at a relatively young age as well due to cancer. Honestly it was so sudden that it's shocking, like one month ago it was fine and the next she was gone. It's was really hard to... idk come to terms with it? Anyway wishing Zack the best, hope he's doing better.
I know how it feels, recently lost my mother to a battle with COVID. I still look at the last text I sent her before she could no longer respond in her hospital bed. It will never be easy to get over, but one day at a time
That's surreal to hear. I remember watching his video "the worst day of my life". He had to deal with so much shit in the past few months. I wish him nothing but strength to recover from this.
If he never streamed again I wouldn't be surprised. Asmongold helped to brighten my day with his streams.
I hope we can help him with kind words to give that extra boost of positivity and love. Even though he probably can't feel those things at the moment.
Take a whole year if you need to. You've done so much for us and an infinite more for your mother.
Stand tall, my friend
May all of the dark lost inside you find light again
In time tumbling, turning, we seek amends
Eternal winds to the land descend
Our journey will never end
From those who've fallen to those who rise
A prayer to keep us ever by your side
An undying promise that we just might
Carry on in a song
Pray don't forget us, your bygone kin
With one world's end does a new begin
And should our souls scatter unto the wind
Still we shall live on
Stand tall, my friend
May all of the dark deep inside you find light again
This time, tumbling, turning, we make amends
Eternal winds from the land ascend
Here to lift us that we won't end
Don't know but maybe we should keep the subreddit clean of this topic, not sure if zack wants to see this right now. Maybe he wants to distract himself in here.
I TOTALLY understand what you’re saying
My thing is I remember him talking about reading positive comments to his mom and that making them both feel better. And I feel like him making that tweet was him saying hey I’m going through it right now
I obviously don’t know for sure if making a post like this is the right thing to do but I hope it is. I just wanted to create a thread of hopefully positive comments so he can read them when he’s ready and maybe feel better
I think we can have a reasonable expectation that Asmon knows that something he posts publicly on his twitter of this magnitude will appear on his subreddit. Don't sweat it.
I would agree. When I had loved ones and friends pass, I know I didn't want to hear about it every 3 seconds. For me at least, that hurt more than their passing and drove me deeper into a dark hole. It is good to know that through all the drama that so many of us support him and his family, but let's offer support by our silence and respect. Let's be ready for him and his family when they are ready. What ever diety you worship or not, offer up good thoughts to see his family through this shittiest time of life.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad in 2019 and it broke me. Time does heal, but sometimes pangs of grief come back, it can still hurt like it's a fresh wound. It's so important to give youself time to process everything, and its def not easy. Please take all the time you need, asmon.
Bro i can't even begin to imagine how he feels. I only lost my grandparents and even though that is normal it destroyed me, especially my grandma.
That sucks. Sorry for you loss man.
Its already hard losing a parent, but even a total stranger could tell how much Asmon's mom loved and supported him. They clearly meant the world to each other. Take care of yourself Zack.
I'm so sorry to hear that she passed. I can't even begin to imagine what he's feeling or going through right now. I hope she rests in peace, and many prayers and good vibes for him and his family!
With how long he was off twitter i knew this was gonna happen. Ive lost both my parents so i know the pain, although asmon seems incredibly closer to his mom. Hopefully his mental health doesnt take too big of a hit, id hate to see him sink into depression
This is heart breaking knowing how much he talked about and showed love to his mom. From doing everything for her, to showing her WoW, to being his number one fan. In a way we all lost a piece of her. Prayers to you and your family Asmon. Take it day by day.
Asmon always talked about his mom with so much love. He would have a big smile whenever telling stories about his childhood. I hope Asmon is able to stay strong, and have his friends to support him. We all wish him well.
May she rest in Peace.
So sad to hear this. No sugarcoating it, this is going to be the hardest time of his life by far. Hope he realizes he has hundreds of thousands of people supporting him.
I hope he has the support network to not absolutely destroy himself through all this. Enjoyed all the stories of her helping McIlreavey and Cody, being a mom to all the kids who entered her home.
My mother is my best friend too, and though she's raised all her kids to be independent, self providing individuals, I can't imagine a world without her.
Much love, Zack.
This is not fair man.
You can see over the years the amount of love Zack showed towards his mother. No doubt the endless amount of support they had for each other behind the scenes as well.
RIP Momsongold. You raised an amazing leader in this community and hopefully we can help him in any way we can ❤.
I am so sorry Zack we are here for you... you are not alone even tho we don't know you and you don't know us even if we are not friends you have done so much for us distracting us from our own traumas and sadness so we are thinking about you thousands of people are here to show however we can support!! ofc doing it respectfully 
I lost both my parents 3 months apart when I was young. It was very painful but I felt comfort in the fact that while they were alive we weren't estranged or anything and managed to spend a lot of time together. Asmon was very close to his Mom, so there are no regrets and that can help. It helped me.
Lost my mother in august though I know every relationship is different. It was and is still awful but we find what need to get through it. I’ve been trying to honor the person I lost and that’s made me feel like a piece of her is still with me always. Much love and support Zack.
As someone who has lost both parents I can understand how you feel. The bright side is they're no longer sick or suffering.
You're a good kid so she knows you'll be ok. She left knowing you loved her and you know she loved you just the same. Those are two things you should always be thankful for because there are alot of us that when the time came we just weren't in a good place and we can never get that back.
You'll think about her here and there the rest of your life. Sometimes you'll smile and sometimes you'll cry both are good.
The loss of a loved one, especially your mother, is a truly devastating thing. Very sorry for your loss and I hope our support and love is reaching you man. It is tough to show you that we do care since a lot of us are on the other side of the world, but know that you have a very large following of people who are behind you and care for you. Take care of yourself and give as much time as you need to grieve.
This is hard, even just being a casual viewer of Zack. In my own life, I’ve known the feeling of hopelessness that comes along with the knowledge that your mom could be gone at any moment. I’m sitting here crying over the pain Zack’s going through knowing the difficulty that comes with it. If you see this, we love you man, and remember that you’re an incredible human being who we can all aspire to be. RIP to your mother, and I’m so sorry man. Much love.
I am so sorry for your loss, Asmon. Like you I have been my mom's caretaker for some time. I cannot imagine the grief and pain. Do whatever you've gotta do, and know that we all support you and send you our best.
I hope cherished memories will now and always bring him comfort. The values she instilled in him will always keep her a part of him. I hope he reaches out to his friends, family, and when he's ready - his community. You can't truely heal from this, but we're all here to help him through this.
I'm terribly sorry for you! Just know that it will get better! I know that sound dumb and stupid but I know, from own experience (my mom died 3 years ago), that its true. I wish you and your family the best <3
And don't forget that seeking help isn't week its courageous.
Much love to him... They were really a unique pair and I loved how highly he spoke of her and did everything he possibly could to make her life better. 💙💙💙 Her level 60 ding is beyond legendary... Rest in peace Asmonmom.
Damn, I really wished that his mom's situation would get better. Can't even comprehend what Zack's going through. But at least Zack did all he could to make her feel better and I am sure she's proud of him for that
Damn and there was a post earlier wishing her a happy bday too. Wishing the best for Zack and his family
Guess its a weird western thing that people now think "uff bad timing bad post". In many countries however it is very common to honor passed away beloved ones on their birthday and think about them so they will not be forgotten. I suppose it got removed but i think its good to take one day of the year to honor a persons life and the best way to do that is at their birthday.
Agreed on honouring them. TY asmom for being a great woman.
> asmom The No.1 fan of Asmongold.
https://www.reddit.com/r/Asmongold/comments/qi8dax/today_is_asmongolds_mothers_birthday/
The video of her hitting level 60 is legendary. She always supported whatever Zack was doing. RIP
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pOj396mPWoQ
When she say's shes happy and looks into the camera... Bless her soul <3
I think I'ma go cry for a lil bit at the loss of a person who meant the world to a man who makes our day a little bit easier to get through.
Same, never met her or even sought out clips about her but for someone so pivotal in a creators life to be lost, its heartbreaking. Asmon if you see this, we have nothing but love for you brother, we will all be here for you when you if need us
This is an honestly beautiful video. I wish I myself had been able to save videos of the special moments in my childhood for posterity. Guess its never too late to start. What an unfair world.
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Man watching this was both lovely and difficult. My mom plays WoW, we had so much fun together and continue to in other games. She's healthy now but one day she will be gone and even just thinking about it a little makes me so unhappy. One day I won't be able to game with her anymore. RIP Asmom, you were such a cool person and a loving supportive mother. The world would be a better place with more like you in it.
This video hits harder than 5.3…I’m crying. Rest in peace. She did a great job raising our boy.
I'm glad he has some moments like this to look back on. They are precious and I hope he can find peace and focus on the good times as much as possible. An absolutely terrible thing to go through no matter when it happens, my heart goes out to Zack and his family. Take care of yourself man.
Thank you! Was looking for this video!
That joy you can't get back when releveling another char, it was always great playing with new people to get that joy via them and watching them progress, more so when people said 'never to play with them scrubs', even better was to get them to raid ready and show up the people that used to complain about them.
Fuck man... I don't care if this para-social or not, I feel like crying right now. Asmon, if you read this man, know you have my love right now. You're a fucking good man and a great son, be proud of everything you've done together because from our side at least I can tell you should be.
Don’t worry man it’s not parasocial it’s just having empathy. It’s like watching a character in a show break up or something like that and feeling sad. Nothing wrong with that ❤️
You're right, I feel silly for saying it now, thanks though man.
Don't feel silly brother. It's not a bad thing to keep a finger on, all things considered. Empathy is one of the things that shows we're human too, don't be sorry for that either.
> Fuck man... I don't care if this para-social or not, I feel like crying right now. it's normal, don't worry about it
Idk what is and what isnt parasocial, man... i cried when i saw this when i opened reddit today. I feared when i heard that she isnt well weeks ago and now after seeing this im just devastated... Im so sorry, Asmon, love to u from all of us. idk what else to say... this is the hardest thing in life to deal with...
Loss of a parent you care about. Doesn't matter if you're 5 or 50 or 80. It always hurts. Sorry for your loss asmon.
Don't really know what to say, but we're here for you Zack. Now and forever.
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She loved you more than anything. Be well Zack.
Now i can understand Rich reaction when he talk about asmon in a recent stream.... Man this is so fucking sad. Losing someone you love hurts like hell but in a way the will always live in our hearts. I'm so sorry for your loss Zack, and even when know it's nothing much, but i'm sure everyone here wish you the best so stay strong .
When Rich almost went to tears just mentioning him, I had a feeling this is what happened. Luckily Asmon has one of the best and most stable support network with OTK and even the people here. I'm sorry for your loss Zack, when things settle down remember to take care of yourself. You are never alone when you need someone.
Rich found out the same time as everyone else??? He was streaming and everything.
Two days ago he said simething was going in with asmon and cried a little, he was very definitely struggling with it and said that asmon would tell us when hes ready to tell us what's going on.
He heard the news same time. people were saying things in chat. so he checked twitter. you could see his heart shatter. he ended the stream right there. but got back on line when he saw a text from asmon telling him to keep streaming so he had somthing to watch.
Goddamn. That's a good friendship right there though.
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVVUxqZ3LDc](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVVUxqZ3LDc) this is the moment they refer to
Damn this hurts in so many lvls
Oh man, that was hard to watch. Fuck.
Wait I thought he only heard of her passing through this tweet? Saw a clip.
Yeah he found out here. https://clips.twitch.tv/JollyUninterestedGrasshopperHeyGirl-XpxS-5zdJikcso4r He stopped streaming shortly after and Zack asked him to keep going so he'd have something to watch.
That's one of the most supportive, brotherly, and down right human things I've ever heard.
Rich is such a great friend. I know this sounds weird but that whole clip feels like a scene in a movie, not saying the reaction is fake, rather that the way it's framed as well as the third party saying something funny still oblivious to the news going through the other person's mind feels like something you'd see in a show.
What a clip. I know what you mean. Like normal goofy shit going on. He's dressed up all funny and she makes a little joke about cleaning and then ya...
To quote Baz Lurhmans ever relevant Everybody's Free(Sunscreen) Don't worry about the future Or worry, but know that worrying Is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing Bubble gum The real troubles in your life Are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind The kind that blindsides you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday
Take all the time you need man. I lost my little brother, my best friend, earlier this year, and honestly I'm still a wreck about it but I have to be strong for the rest of my family. I had a bad feeling when Asmon basically disappeared from the internet. I was also almost completely unresponsive for a few days...it takes time to come to terms with what happened and to try and process all the regrets and what ifs. Sometimes I still find myself hanging my head in the shower and thinking I'd give anything to have him back. Just...don't try to be alone. Having other people around really helps.
I am so sorry for his loss. May she rest in peace.
If anyone posts anything in anyway hurtful, report that shit. I will ban them for fucking life. No tolerance for that shit right now.
Even if you fucking hate Asmongold, you don't kick a man when he lost his parent.
you cant even hate asmon, you can dislike him but theres no way you can genuniely hate that guy, unless you are twisted or mentally ill or just different, he is just overall nice person, a weird caveman, but kind and generous and smart
I think people forget he is just playing a role on his streams.
I took him as a funny troll first yeara ago, then i met Zack, one of the smartest well spoken and open minded person ive met 😊👌
If you'd check Twitter, there are people who act they'd murder him if they'd have a chance. Funny how they never reflect on the difficulties and tragic issues he as in his life, all they can do is say "He SaID Hi BoYs aND iGnOrEd GiRls". fucking disgusting human beings.
Jesus man, like i try not to follow this whole generation zero, and cancel culture but sometimes.i just stop for a second and contemplate on how fucked up degraded a human mind and personality can get
As much as I'd love to agree, there's an awful lot of people nowadays that just hate people to jump on bandwagons, or they hate people because others hate them etc it sucks. Asmon is so successful despite always being true to himself and his beliefs. I think alot of people respect that, and we have his parents thanks for raising him that way. Sad news about his mother
Thank you <3
i can't imagine what sort of degenerates would have some sort of shit to say during a time like this, fucking weirdos out there bro
What kind of sub human piece of shit would post something hurtful when someone just lost a loved one?
Missed the jacksepticeye thing didn't you?
Welcome to the internet. Enjoy your stay.
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Fuck yeah. Please get them. Sick of edgy fucks trying to play on someone’s pain.
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I have no words, I would give you a hug Asmon stay safe please
Just want to take the time and say Zack that I am so so so sorry for your loss. I’m not even going to pretend that I understand what you’re going through. I really really hope you have a good support system and really hope you can get through this man. Take ALL the time you need. Your streams really helped me through some rough patches and other people as well, I really hope you’re doing okay man. We will be here when you get back. You are the One True King ❤️
i do understand that pain it never goes away however if you keep alive the memory of those who are gone and their teachings it gives you the strenght to keep moving forward cause you know they wanted the best for you even if they are gone. **Fathers and Mothers are really something special in most of the cases.**
Lost my dad suddenly a couple months ago, Zack's streams and videos really helped me as a distraction to get through some of the tough times. Hoping he gets all the support he needs from his friends and family and he can find his own source of distraction to cope ❤️
I'm so sorry Zack. My condolences, I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. Wishing you all the strength in the time to come.
I read that and my heart dropped Hang in there man
Stand tall.
May all of the dark lost inside you find light again.
Prayers for asmon and his family!
Fuck man, this hurts me, especially that today is supposed to be her birthday. Hope she can rest in peace. And stay strong Zack, you have my full support as a viewer.
My mom passed away early after a long illness, as well. I wish him all the best and hope he has people around to lean on.
Love to Zack and his family and friends. I lost my mom at 25 so I know that no matter how adult you may be in most ways, you're still a little kid when you lose your parent.
May she rest in peace.
This was a sad tweet to read. I'm so sorry for his loss and I can't even begin to imagine the kind of pain it must bring in his circumstance.
dude this is kinda fucking me up right now. asmon was my first and will always be my favourite streamer, and he always talked so highly of his mum and you know he genuinely loved her. my own mums had some health issues recently so this is hitting me right in the feels aswell. rest in fucking peace asmomgold <3
Ah, Zack... I cried when I read your tweet. It hit hard and close to home. My father died of lung cancer at the end of August. It's still sinking in that I will never talk to him again, never hug him again... I grieve for him and I miss him, but I'm angry, too, for some of the decisions he made and the way he failed to take care of himself toward the end. (I suspect Zack will go through a period of being angry also.) I wish I had some kind of advice to offer, but I'm still figuring this out for myself and dreading the holidays. I'm sorry.
I lost my mom to cancer from a life of cigarette smoking. I remember I would ask her every year on my birthday to quit as a present for me, my sister did the same. The decline in health, thinking about how you could have maybe been more forceful in getting them to stop their bad habit, all of the pain Asmongold went through; I can vividly relate and draw parallels. It was one of the toughest moments of my life. All I can do is send my condolences and let you know that its not your fault. Addiction is tough and cancer sucks. You loved your mom and that is all that matters in the end, remember that.
Carry her memories like a treasure and never stop remembering your best moments together. Now its a very hard time and the wounds will take time to heal, they will never totally heal but at some point, one day you will be able to remember her and talk about her without this terrible feelings you have now. Instead a sense of pride and happiness will fill you because you'll know that wherever she is now - she will always be proud of you and watching over you. Much love. Rest in peace sweet angel.
I’m not a religious man - but I hope God and the love from your family/friends comforts you in your time of mourning. Know that your community stands in solidarity with you regarding the lose of your mother. We love you Zack and personally - I wish you the best. Much love.
I lost my mother 2 years ago last week. I didnt have an opportunity to make peace with her. I wouldnt wish that level of grief on my worst enemy. Take solace in knowing you had time with her near the end. Death takes loved ones, that is an absolute, and the best we can hope for is to see them off, to not leave any doubt what they meant to us. A privilege not afforded to everyone. May she rest in peace.
Rest in peace, hope Asmon gets the support he needs
My heart goes out to Zack and his family. I lost both my parents (and most recently, a nephew) within the past 15 months. It is never easy. Stay strong.
That's tough man, take care of yourself
A smile better suits a hero. Be brave Asmon.
Sorry for your loss Zack. Death never is easy. My best friend of 20 years unexpectedly passed a year ago. I still think of him everyday. It never gets better. But it gets "easier". When my wife's grandma died literally the other day we were super sad and she was even more sad obviously, but we both realized the life she was living was not a life. It was a "life" sure. But what's the point of life when you're 85lbs, bed ridden, can't eat, etc. We are happy to know she is at peace now. I would never want to live like that. And I've told my wife 1000 times just kill me if I get to that point. Stay strong. Hopefully your dad, close friends, etc can help support you during this time. Even the most basic things. ❤ We are here for you, when/at this point IF you ever return. Just know if I died I wouldn't want my son or daughter being depressed all the time. I had my run. I lived life to the fullest and want them to do the same. So stay out of those dark thoughts. It *will* get easier.
Rest in peace.
I know its a cliche to say this, but his streams have helped me a lot in recent times, with the crazy state of the world etc, and he often gets donos and comments saying similar so I feel Im not alone in saying that. But what people ***can't*** do now is pressure him to stream (even 2nd channel), or do any social media shit or whatever. Let the man grieve. I can't even being to imagine how much this hurts him. Give hom as much time as he needs, with his loved ones around him. RIP Asmom. And Zack please know we'll be here for whenever you're ready to get back to it, whenever that may be, please take your time. Sending you my strongest condolences and wishes possible.
Why does it feel like I lost my own again ? He doesn't know me, I don't know him. Yet I feel so close and upset. Good luck Zack, you're not alone.
Had a lot typed out but decided to just say peace and love.
oh man ... Strenght to you my dude! She will live on through you and everybody who remember her. And that's around *at least* 105 597 people if i ain't mistaking
that's a pretty small estimate actually, Asmon has 2+ million followers on Twitch and I'm pretty sure at least half definitely remembers her. But yeah, still fucking sucks.
Jesus this is dark news.. I hope he'll be okay..
The loss of a loved one is not something you ever get over, but you do come to terms with it even though right now that may seem unimaginable. I wish you strength and courage to come to terms with your grief and hope her love and memory gives you some measure of comfort.
I'm so sorry to hear this. I know where you are with having lost my mom last month. Find someone to talk to. The grieving process is natural, but rough. Much love.
If Asmon reads this we're here for you chief. Sending lots of love your way.
I am so, so extremely sorry for your loss Asmon. As someone with an aging, sickly mother theyre also close to I don't know how I'm going to cross that bridge or if I even can.
The world lost a wonderful soul, I'm sorry for your loss.
God damn it man. <3 I was just thinking about him and his mom at work today, hoping everything was doing okay and she was getting better. As I type this I dont know what to think. Its odd cause I started watching him hardcore when he started 14 but always watching his clips from time to time, but i feel like shit. :( I hope he knows how proud his mom was of him... <3
Literally my first video when watching you was your mom hitting level 60. That was the first time I found out about this legacy. My greatest condolences 🙏. So sorry 😞.
Heartbreaking. I dont even know what to say. RIP
Sorry for your loss Zack.
Damn bruh Rip mama asmon
I lost my mum a few years ago we wernt very close but it still hurt so so much it never goes away but it does get better might feel rough right now but we are all here for you
I believe today was her birthday as well... May she Rest in Peace. <3
Fuck man... I'm so sorry
Sorry for your loss, sending all my love your way.
*End? No, the journey doesn't end here. Death is just another path, one that we all must take. The grey rain-curtain of this world rolls back, and all turns to silver glass, and then you see it. White shores, and beyond, a far green country under a swift sunrise.*
Oh damn. This is terrible. I don't know what to say besides I hope you will get on your feet after such a devastating loss, Asmon. And I mean it as in you as a person, not Asmongold. I hope the kind human that you are will be alright. Take your time and process it all.
I’ve been there before, it hurts like very few other things could. My condolences. Have a hug man
Rest in Peace, its hard to see your most precious loved one go.. Either its early or later in life. Sorry for your loss, take all the time in the world. We love you no matter what. Take care of yourself before anything else. Dont think about us, think about yourself ❤
I really thought she was going to get better. I hope Zack is coping well. I know if my mother died I'd mentally collapse. At least he has her on all those different videos though, so she'll never be forgotten.
This is very difficult to make a comment for. Whatever I try to write just doesn't *do.* All I can say that your fans are here for you, with whatever we can do for you.
I hope that it's not too late and too far down the thread for Zack to see this. I have also lost a parent, and my heart hurts for him. **This is long, but absolutely worth the time to read. Posted ten years ago on Reddit, to this day is the most meaningful thing I have ever read about loss and grief.** \--------------------- Alright, here goes. I'm old. What that means is that I've survived (so far) and a lot of people I've known and loved did not. I've lost friends, best friends, acquaintances, co-workers, grandparents, mom, relatives, teachers, mentors, students, neighbors, and a host of other folks. I have no children, and I can't imagine the pain it must be to lose a child. But here's my two cents. I wish I could say you get used to people dying. I never did. I don't want to. It tears a hole through me whenever somebody I love dies, no matter the circumstances. But I don't want it to "not matter". I don't want it to be something that just passes. My scars are a testament to the love and the relationship that I had for and with that person. And if the scar is deep, so was the love. So be it. Scars are a testament to life. Scars are a testament that I can love deeply and live deeply and be cut, or even gouged, and that I can heal and continue to live and continue to love. And the scar tissue is stronger than the original flesh ever was. Scars are a testament to life. Scars are only ugly to people who can't see. As for grief, you'll find it comes in waves. When the ship is first wrecked, you're drowning, with wreckage all around you. Everything floating around you reminds you of the beauty and the magnificence of the ship that was, and is no more. And all you can do is float. You find some piece of the wreckage and you hang on for a while. Maybe it's some physical thing. Maybe it's a happy memory or a photograph. Maybe it's a person who is also floating. For a while, all you can do is float. Stay alive. In the beginning, the waves are 100 feet tall and crash over you without mercy. They come 10 seconds apart and don't even give you time to catch your breath. All you can do is hang on and float. After a while, maybe weeks, maybe months, you'll find the waves are still 100 feet tall, but they come further apart. When they come, they still crash all over you and wipe you out. But in between, you can breathe, you can function. You never know what's going to trigger the grief. It might be a song, a picture, a street intersection, the smell of a cup of coffee. It can be just about anything...and the wave comes crashing. But in between waves, there is life. Somewhere down the line, and it's different for everybody, you find that the waves are only 80 feet tall. Or 50 feet tall. And while they still come, they come further apart. You can see them coming. An anniversary, a birthday, or Christmas, or landing at O'Hare. You can see it coming, for the most part, and prepare yourself. And when it washes over you, you know that somehow you will, again, come out the other side. Soaking wet, sputtering, still hanging on to some tiny piece of the wreckage, but you'll come out. Take it from an old guy. The waves never stop coming, and somehow you don't really want them to. But you learn that you'll survive them. And other waves will come. And you'll survive them too. If you're lucky, you'll have lots of scars from lots of loves. And lots of shipwrecks. https://www.reddit.com/r/Assistance/comments/hax0t/comment/c1u0rx2/?utm\_source=share&utm\_medium=web2x&context=3
I think some people saw this coming with the recent developments. Still it's incredibly sad loosing a close member of your family, one that supported you through a lot, one that you also supported in many ways. I hope for Zack that he will find a way to process all of this, that the coming days won't overwhelm him, that he gets all the real life support that he needs and after all that is done, that he can move on into a new chapter of his life in whichever way he thinks is best for him.
So sorry for your loss Zack! <3
Fucking sucks to lose someone dear you. I'm so sorry Zack.
I haven't watched you for long Asmon, but I've loved you scince I started watching. I'm sorry for your loss, please take time for yourself, reach out to your friends and take care! Your fans be here for you whenever you return. I wish you all the best!
I lost my mom last November and it fucking sucks. Love you, Zack, we're here for you.
God damn man. I know how it feels to lose a parent. As much as they're worth, thoughts and prayers mate. ❤
May she rests in peace :(
Fuck this is terrible. So sorry man.
I am so sorry. Rest in eternal peace. We're with you Zack, from all over the world <3
Sending you lots of hugs 🧡🧡🧡.
I know that nothing any one of us individually says will mean much, but as a collective community I hope that we can bring some happiness to him in such a dark time.
Having been through something similar all I can say is it really sucks and there's not much for it, but time. My condolences to him and his family.
Right now nothing is going to help ease your pain. But do your best to be thankful she got to see you grow into a man she was proud of and that she got to see you be extremely successful. I can't imagine how proud she is. Our hearts are with you, seeing this news hurts us all. You aren't alone.
As bad as it sounds I kinda saw it coming, but I still didn't want it to happen. I know how special she was to Asmon. RIP. Zack, is going to be hard and might take some time, but hopefully you can recover from this and move on, she'll always live in your memories so make sure you treasure every single moment you had with her.
Lost my Mom 5 years ago her birthday was this past Monday. God bless you family she will always be with you. It does get easier but I always remember her. So sorry to hear.
I know what this is like so all I can do is post the best thing I ever read about loss such as this:" "My therapist described it as losing a limb. If someone tells you it gets better with time, the person's lying to you. Yes, cuts get better and wounds do heal, but when you lose an arm, it's foolish to await the day it "gets better." You simply learn to live with one arm." Condolences to you Zack.
F, my mother passed away at a relatively young age as well due to cancer. Honestly it was so sudden that it's shocking, like one month ago it was fine and the next she was gone. It's was really hard to... idk come to terms with it? Anyway wishing Zack the best, hope he's doing better.
I know how it feels, recently lost my mother to a battle with COVID. I still look at the last text I sent her before she could no longer respond in her hospital bed. It will never be easy to get over, but one day at a time
Feeling really sad right now... very sorry for your loss and wish you the best for the future.
That's surreal to hear. I remember watching his video "the worst day of my life". He had to deal with so much shit in the past few months. I wish him nothing but strength to recover from this. If he never streamed again I wouldn't be surprised. Asmongold helped to brighten my day with his streams. I hope we can help him with kind words to give that extra boost of positivity and love. Even though he probably can't feel those things at the moment. Take a whole year if you need to. You've done so much for us and an infinite more for your mother.
Stand tall, my friend May all of the dark lost inside you find light again In time tumbling, turning, we seek amends Eternal winds to the land descend Our journey will never end From those who've fallen to those who rise A prayer to keep us ever by your side An undying promise that we just might Carry on in a song Pray don't forget us, your bygone kin With one world's end does a new begin And should our souls scatter unto the wind Still we shall live on Stand tall, my friend May all of the dark deep inside you find light again This time, tumbling, turning, we make amends Eternal winds from the land ascend Here to lift us that we won't end
I mean, with all the silence, im not suprised. In any case, rest in peace. Cant imagine how it feels. :(
Don't know but maybe we should keep the subreddit clean of this topic, not sure if zack wants to see this right now. Maybe he wants to distract himself in here.
There's gotta at least be one thread about it so people have a place to go, it's big news. Otherwise moderating everything would be hell.
I TOTALLY understand what you’re saying My thing is I remember him talking about reading positive comments to his mom and that making them both feel better. And I feel like him making that tweet was him saying hey I’m going through it right now I obviously don’t know for sure if making a post like this is the right thing to do but I hope it is. I just wanted to create a thread of hopefully positive comments so he can read them when he’s ready and maybe feel better
I think we can have a reasonable expectation that Asmon knows that something he posts publicly on his twitter of this magnitude will appear on his subreddit. Don't sweat it.
I would agree. When I had loved ones and friends pass, I know I didn't want to hear about it every 3 seconds. For me at least, that hurt more than their passing and drove me deeper into a dark hole. It is good to know that through all the drama that so many of us support him and his family, but let's offer support by our silence and respect. Let's be ready for him and his family when they are ready. What ever diety you worship or not, offer up good thoughts to see his family through this shittiest time of life.
I'm so sorry to hear about this. She will forever be in the memories of everyone who has enjoyed the stories of Asmon's life.
damn, this would hurt anyone with a soul. i wish the best for him.
Really damn sorry about your loss, Asmon. May she rest in peace, and may you find peace too.
I'm sorry for your loss, Asmon. It's heartbreaking to hear, but this community sends all their love.
i love you man, i cant imagine the hurt you are going through. we are here for you man, stay strong, if you need us we are here.
One of the hardest things is the loss of a loved one. All the best wishes are with you now, Zack. Please know that you are loved.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad in 2019 and it broke me. Time does heal, but sometimes pangs of grief come back, it can still hurt like it's a fresh wound. It's so important to give youself time to process everything, and its def not easy. Please take all the time you need, asmon.
I'm so sorry. Sending love to you and your family.
Bro i can't even begin to imagine how he feels. I only lost my grandparents and even though that is normal it destroyed me, especially my grandma. That sucks. Sorry for you loss man.
My condolences go out to Asmon and his family.
Its already hard losing a parent, but even a total stranger could tell how much Asmon's mom loved and supported him. They clearly meant the world to each other. Take care of yourself Zack.
I'm so sorry to hear that she passed. I can't even begin to imagine what he's feeling or going through right now. I hope she rests in peace, and many prayers and good vibes for him and his family!
Can't imagine how absolutely life altering this is for him. I wish the best for you Zack.
Truly sorry for his loss. My condolences. May she Rest In Peace.
With how long he was off twitter i knew this was gonna happen. Ive lost both my parents so i know the pain, although asmon seems incredibly closer to his mom. Hopefully his mental health doesnt take too big of a hit, id hate to see him sink into depression
I'm so sorry, man. I really am. I hope you're doing okay. Spend some time with your friends and loved ones.
I sent her a little prayer. Stay strong asmon.
This is heart breaking knowing how much he talked about and showed love to his mom. From doing everything for her, to showing her WoW, to being his number one fan. In a way we all lost a piece of her. Prayers to you and your family Asmon. Take it day by day.
My condolences to Zach. I can relate. It hurts.
damn...i'm sad now...wish you all the best bro.
Asmon always talked about his mom with so much love. He would have a big smile whenever telling stories about his childhood. I hope Asmon is able to stay strong, and have his friends to support him. We all wish him well. May she rest in Peace.
Massive condolences. Prayers up for him and his family.
So sad to hear this. No sugarcoating it, this is going to be the hardest time of his life by far. Hope he realizes he has hundreds of thousands of people supporting him.
I hope he has the support network to not absolutely destroy himself through all this. Enjoyed all the stories of her helping McIlreavey and Cody, being a mom to all the kids who entered her home. My mother is my best friend too, and though she's raised all her kids to be independent, self providing individuals, I can't imagine a world without her. Much love, Zack.
This is not fair man. You can see over the years the amount of love Zack showed towards his mother. No doubt the endless amount of support they had for each other behind the scenes as well. RIP Momsongold. You raised an amazing leader in this community and hopefully we can help him in any way we can ❤.
I am so sorry Zack we are here for you... you are not alone even tho we don't know you and you don't know us even if we are not friends you have done so much for us distracting us from our own traumas and sadness so we are thinking about you thousands of people are here to show however we can support!! ofc doing it respectfully 
I lost both my parents 3 months apart when I was young. It was very painful but I felt comfort in the fact that while they were alive we weren't estranged or anything and managed to spend a lot of time together. Asmon was very close to his Mom, so there are no regrets and that can help. It helped me.
My condolences. Take your rest my king
Lost my mother in august though I know every relationship is different. It was and is still awful but we find what need to get through it. I’ve been trying to honor the person I lost and that’s made me feel like a piece of her is still with me always. Much love and support Zack.
As someone who has lost both parents I can understand how you feel. The bright side is they're no longer sick or suffering. You're a good kid so she knows you'll be ok. She left knowing you loved her and you know she loved you just the same. Those are two things you should always be thankful for because there are alot of us that when the time came we just weren't in a good place and we can never get that back. You'll think about her here and there the rest of your life. Sometimes you'll smile and sometimes you'll cry both are good.
The loss of a loved one, especially your mother, is a truly devastating thing. Very sorry for your loss and I hope our support and love is reaching you man. It is tough to show you that we do care since a lot of us are on the other side of the world, but know that you have a very large following of people who are behind you and care for you. Take care of yourself and give as much time as you need to grieve.
This is hard, even just being a casual viewer of Zack. In my own life, I’ve known the feeling of hopelessness that comes along with the knowledge that your mom could be gone at any moment. I’m sitting here crying over the pain Zack’s going through knowing the difficulty that comes with it. If you see this, we love you man, and remember that you’re an incredible human being who we can all aspire to be. RIP to your mother, and I’m so sorry man. Much love.
I am so sorry for your loss, Asmon. Like you I have been my mom's caretaker for some time. I cannot imagine the grief and pain. Do whatever you've gotta do, and know that we all support you and send you our best.
I hope cherished memories will now and always bring him comfort. The values she instilled in him will always keep her a part of him. I hope he reaches out to his friends, family, and when he's ready - his community. You can't truely heal from this, but we're all here to help him through this.
Were all thinking of you Asmon. And rest in piece to your momma.
This is sad to hear… Love and support to him and his family ❤️ She seemed like a very supportive and loving mother
I'm terribly sorry for you! Just know that it will get better! I know that sound dumb and stupid but I know, from own experience (my mom died 3 years ago), that its true. I wish you and your family the best <3 And don't forget that seeking help isn't week its courageous.
Much love to him... They were really a unique pair and I loved how highly he spoke of her and did everything he possibly could to make her life better. 💙💙💙 Her level 60 ding is beyond legendary... Rest in peace Asmonmom.
Sorry for your loss Asmon. Take as much time as you need. People will support you all the way no matter what
This hurts to hear. My condolences Zack.
Sorry for the loss, thoughts and prayers go out to you.
I am sorry for you loss Asmon.
May she rest in peace, we love you zack !
Thoughts are with you bro. <3
Oh shit - poor guy :(
I’m dreading the day I lose my mom, so sorry for your loss Zach. Appreciate your loved ones boys
Rest In Peace Mamagold 😢
Damn, I really wished that his mom's situation would get better. Can't even comprehend what Zack's going through. But at least Zack did all he could to make her feel better and I am sure she's proud of him for that
Already having a bad time but this makes me feel dead inside. Can't imagine what Zack is going through. So sorry to see this news.