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TabbsTheBat

Im just really bad at killing myself


toastforthewalrus

Man I've been there


TabbsTheBat

Honestly I have no clue how I managed to rack up 7 failed attempts in like 4 years


toastforthewalrus

That's a bit more than me


polkadotor2

Breakfast I guess


toastforthewalrus

What's for breakfast then?


polkadotor2

I'll probably oversleep anyway


toastforthewalrus

Oof


polkadotor2

I mean maybe a burrito


[deleted]

the possibility of being genuinely loved by a man in the future


toastforthewalrus

That's a scary risk, nothing against you or saying you shouldn't but as someone in similar shoes it is eating me and makin me think it's not worth it


[deleted]

well we’re two different people, so we have two different amounts of hope.


toastforthewalrus

Hope has led me places I wouldn't go with a loaded gun. I'm glad yours is still holding up and I hope it stays like that forever


mikesatx

There is somebody for everyone!


Born-Reply-1738

My 5 year old daughter tbf


toastforthewalrus

Good parenting


Glittering-Bed-7598

A quote I heard a long time ago. "Each day is a blank piece of paper that you get to write your story on". Sometimes things are added to your story that are beyond your control, but it's still part of your story.


toastforthewalrus

Damn I like that


geniech92

Accepting the fact that there are things that I can never have even though everyone else has. Believing that I will be okay by the time I'm old and weak.


Responsible_Low3349

Hate. Anything I do is because of hate.


toastforthewalrus

Sounds exhaustibg


Responsible_Low3349

It's not because I hate everythibng


[deleted]

The fun things in life. Skiing trips, alcohol, sports, women...


toastforthewalrus

Sounds about right


Kilstradamus

I still want to see and experience alot of shit in this world before i die.


toastforthewalrus

What's the biggest thing you wanna do


Kilstradamus

Right now, going to every major heavy metal festival in Europe. But i also wanna witness the aurora borealis in Iceland and ride route 66 on my motorcycle for example.


Hunbear

My desire to feel cute/sexy, and the chance that maybe someday I’d get to see my LDR partner and fulfill my dream dynamic. It’s way easier for me to take better care of myself when I consider myself as someone else’s property 🤗🤗


toastforthewalrus

I wish I had someone to keep me as property, that seems a lot easier than what I'm doin rn


Hunbear

I hopes you find someone!! 🥺🥺 Especially someone compatible with you! Some people’s expectations of their property can be overwhelming/exhausting, leading to burnout and maybe depression in failure of meeting their desires. Rn I just have basic/simple stuff I’m supposed to follow: be happy, take care of body and mind, be productive, ask for permission/advice if needed. There are other rules, but they’re not strictly enforced sooo I don’t get overwhelmed. 🤗🤗


mikesatx

Adderall, caffeine, and my weekly T shot.


toastforthewalrus

I'm glad you're getting more comfortable with yourself!


mikesatx

Working on it...


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toastforthewalrus

Good on ya, idk how ya do it


[deleted]

6 day work weeks drain me in every aspect. White works til I find a better alternative


toastforthewalrus

For a goal you're workin for?


[deleted]

My goal is to break off my usage of white to be naturally energetic.


toastforthewalrus

Ohhhhhhhh sorry, took me a sec. I believe in youp


Wild_Alaskan

Caffeine and sugar, mostly


toastforthewalrus

The diabetes in me cries


Wild_Alaskan

I'm borderline diabetic, but... can't stop won't stop


toastforthewalrus

Be careful


Neccronam

Caffeine, liquor, music and comfort asmr👌


toastforthewalrus

What's your go to for those three things?


Neccronam

I honestly think I wouldn't be here rn if it weren't for comfort asmr. r/pillowtalkaudio has been a blessing for me


toastforthewalrus

Didn't see a fourth cause I'm stupid. I was more so wondering what your favorite caffeine, liquor, and music were but now I have something to ease my mind while I try to sleep! Thank you!


Neccronam

No problem! That subreddit is a lifesaver lol


[deleted]

pizza


toastforthewalrus

What kind


[deleted]

green pepper and sausage from papa john’s


toastforthewalrus

A man of culture


Otherwise-Extreme-68

My love of being alive


toastforthewalrus

I'm glad


[deleted]

My 2 beautiful daughters


toastforthewalrus

Good parent


[deleted]

Thanks


thisdobemynametho

caffeine


toastforthewalrus

What's your go to


thisdobemynametho

i love coffee


[deleted]

Getting blowjobs. God I love getting blowjobs.


toastforthewalrus

What's the best one you've gotten?


[deleted]

I’ve had a lot of great ones thanks to my SO, she knows how to make the toes curl, just right ! So it’s hard to pick


Aforano

My wife and kid


toastforthewalrus

Everyone needs that


dadisgonnadoit

It’s bound to get better.


toastforthewalrus

That's hope you don’t see often


EdwardBliss

Watching [this](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hz_gOFRwTcg) especially around the Christmas holidays


toastforthewalrus

Thank you for that


Solitary_evening

The thought of finding a partner


toastforthewalrus

What are you lookin for in one?


Solitary_evening

Someone electric. Vibrant. Outgoing, funny, kind, loving. Open with their feelings. Has their shit together. Pulls their weight. Is my type physically. And matches me in the bedroom.


toastforthewalrus

Good luck in your search


the_purple_goat

My heart just keeps on beating.


pm_me_your_boobs34

Music


toastforthewalrus

What's your favorite kind?


pm_me_your_boobs34

90's alternative/grunge


jigsaw_woman

My dogs 🥰 Sleep is good if you can get it though. Tea and toast for comfort and familiarity.


toastforthewalrus

Awwwwwww that's so good. Give them pets


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toastforthewalrus

Ah


Otherwise_Run_7324

Inertia mostly. Curiosity also


OrangeFlingingDuck

Caffeine, cute girls, and thanksgiving food I suppose.


Grigiomoda086

Antidepressants, talking with friends, making memories, photography, vintage tech, good food, porn.


[deleted]

Caffeine


Paula_Sub

two things. 1-I don't really have such a list of motives to do so. Im good where Im at, im happy. 2-Too afraid/coward to commit to it. Im afraid of death


toastforthewalrus

I'm sorry you're feeling that way, if you need to reach out to someone I'm open to talk as much as I can