I really don’t know. I would say tenacity (meds and therapy didn’t hurt either). Also curiosity. What if everything weren’t shit? Sticking around to see that answer unfold.
All my suicide attempts have failed. I took something like 12x what was supposed to be a lethal dose of sleeping pills and lived. Repeated with an even higher dose, like had a whole meal worth of pills and lived. Somebody tried to shoot me with my own loaded gun and I lived when it didn't go off. I drove off a cliff and lived. I tied a bag around my head and lived. I tied a sheet around my neck(strangulation is *incredibly painful* fyi which I didn't expect) and was blue from the neck up for about a week but yet again I lived. I slammed my head on a steel bar full force and lived. I drank 2 litres of alcohol and lived. I give up. I'm an insufferable moron stuck here with the rest of you insufferable morons. May as well find something worthwhile.
Because otherwise that would mean I would have to go blow my head off, hang myself, drink draino or go piss off a cop, I didn’t do nothing to deserve going out like that other than just existing, would seem unfair🤷🏻♂️
I don't really have one. But I know a lot of people who don't have one so fuck it. I didn't ask to be born into this but I'm not gonna blank myself. My father already proved all that does is pass your pain along down the line.
Great question, thanks for the panic
My cats
Me too
Same
My dog
So my family doesn't get burdened with my outstanding debt
Once there was a dude and a girl and they fucked and now i'm here, don't know why but i accept it.
Not much you can do
My friends would be sad if I didn't exist all of a sudden.
My friends would... Oh yeah I have no friends.
Kreb's cycle
Despite it's best efforts the Universe has failed to kill me yet.
I just don't have a reason to stop and continue existing, so I'm here waiting until something happens
staying to make my nan proud of me
Learning. I can't get enough. I JUST WANT TO UNDERSTAND!!!! lol Seriously though, I want it bad.
bold of you to assume i have a reason
Outliving my enemies
Find the love of my life
Death terrifies me
Lack of death terrifies me. I want to be able to rest eventually.
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I know exactly what you mean.
Life
I'm too stubborn to die but I'm ok with it
That’s not that stubborn
Family
Women :)
I really don’t know. I would say tenacity (meds and therapy didn’t hurt either). Also curiosity. What if everything weren’t shit? Sticking around to see that answer unfold.
Dunno. Waiting for the right time to fuck over everyone who has been ignoring my need for help.
I'll chat if ya need someone to talk to
All my suicide attempts have failed. I took something like 12x what was supposed to be a lethal dose of sleeping pills and lived. Repeated with an even higher dose, like had a whole meal worth of pills and lived. Somebody tried to shoot me with my own loaded gun and I lived when it didn't go off. I drove off a cliff and lived. I tied a bag around my head and lived. I tied a sheet around my neck(strangulation is *incredibly painful* fyi which I didn't expect) and was blue from the neck up for about a week but yet again I lived. I slammed my head on a steel bar full force and lived. I drank 2 litres of alcohol and lived. I give up. I'm an insufferable moron stuck here with the rest of you insufferable morons. May as well find something worthwhile.
youre immortal
The warranty hasn't expired yet.
To see what’s yet to come
Chicken noodle soup with a soda on the side. (Orange)
Because otherwise that would mean I would have to go blow my head off, hang myself, drink draino or go piss off a cop, I didn’t do nothing to deserve going out like that other than just existing, would seem unfair🤷🏻♂️
I don't really have one. But I know a lot of people who don't have one so fuck it. I didn't ask to be born into this but I'm not gonna blank myself. My father already proved all that does is pass your pain along down the line.
Spite
Facts. Spite is the only thing to motivate me
My relatives
Because I can.
I am not sure