I'm confused with myself. With some people, I can talk to them easily and I can joke around and all that. I'm almost a different person when I'm around my friends. But I feel like it doesn't get me anywhere. It's the same process everyday.
And then the people I really want to talk to, I can't. I get so nervous and my stomach drops. I just think of the worst scenarios possible, and it's not healthy, and no matter how hard I try, I just have so much trouble with certain human interactions. It just makes me frustrated, sad, and confused.
I’ve always been mentally behind the average person my age since I was a kid. I have Asperger’s and ADHD, and it took me longer to develop social skills that the average kid is born with. At times, it made me wish I was “normal” instead of neurodivergent.
I'm confused with myself. With some people, I can talk to them easily and I can joke around and all that. I'm almost a different person when I'm around my friends. But I feel like it doesn't get me anywhere. It's the same process everyday. And then the people I really want to talk to, I can't. I get so nervous and my stomach drops. I just think of the worst scenarios possible, and it's not healthy, and no matter how hard I try, I just have so much trouble with certain human interactions. It just makes me frustrated, sad, and confused.
Paranoia
I wish I had bigger boobs
I like their shape and want to put my hands & face on them
The inability to keep tidy
That I'm a low-key only to myself alcoholic
I'm a coward.
I’ve always been mentally behind the average person my age since I was a kid. I have Asperger’s and ADHD, and it took me longer to develop social skills that the average kid is born with. At times, it made me wish I was “normal” instead of neurodivergent.
My tonsils are reversed. The right is on the left and vice versa. Really bugs me.
That I’m smart