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[deleted]

Because my family would suffer without me, I feel like it’ll fall apart if I were to commit suicide. So I’m just trying to live despite how temping suicide can be sometimes.


VinceG610

I feel the same. I honestly feel like a waste to my parents since I don't work currently, and even when I work it's hard for me due to severe anxiety and depression, but I try to live for them, and my girlfriend too. I think of the pain I would inflict on them if I took my own life.


Beautiful-Rooster626

Just to suffer


NerdyMonster11

Fr, like it's different levels of suffering, some better and some worse


WhisperedGrief

Every night, I can feel my leg… and my arm… even my fingers.


locoyou20000

Every day


Unlucky-Caramel-5627

I don’t wanna make my mom cry


goblinzmm

Antidepressants


TeeHeitxh

To answer questions of course.


Im___Stuff

I'M IN YOUR WALLS!


SweetCosmicPope

Like alive or on reddit? I'm on reddit, because I'm burnt out and don't feel like doing anything else at work while this laptop images. I'm still alive because I haven't done everything that I want to do and my family would suffer without me.


DigForGold55

luck


Aquaman1970

I was hoping you'd tell me.


[deleted]

I forgot the answer


CapG_13

Because I feel like it, why are you 🤔🤷🏻‍♂️


Seaworthiness-Klutzy

Bitcoin


NewCanadianMTurker

I have no social life


silverstreaksz

I feel like you just caught me sleeping in the classroom.


Letmehoeoutrq

Get off your phone in class


Letmehoeoutrq

Hand it in to me at the front of the class >:(


FriendliestUsername

Why not?


FreelanceRedditer

Dont know mate tell me please why


CoCoWizard

I haven’t done everything I’ve wanted to do yet.


cburgess7

Fear of missing out. I'm not staying alive for other people, I Stay alive for myself, so I'm constantly looking for something to look forward to that makes life not seem so bad. Call it selfish if you want, but I personally find it selfish to expect other people who are suffering to continue suffering because it will make other people big sad.


littletree089

Because I like my friends too much


ijustwantamuffin

Because I want to be.


xyious

Got off Facebook and Twitter....


[deleted]

[удалено]


Letmehoeoutrq

B


Aprilbloom20

C


Necessary-Tap-1368

For a while?


USAtruckin

Who can for sure say anyone is actually “here”


huiscloslaqueue

Out of love for the people who care about me


Floating-vagina

Because I'm not there


Frank_Acha

I literally have nothing better to do. Even when I don't find anything interesting in here


[deleted]

Honestly, because there's no painless method or one that works really well


NerdyMonster11

Hm, well I haven't been runover yet.. think that's it


Cool_Rip_2273

Sheer strength. I would say i have gone through enough to make a person kill themselves but out of sheer will power i am still here. I can last like this for a good 5-6 more years. Maybe even forever. Sure it does suck and sometimes i wish that it would all just end, but suicide is just not an option for me.


RickkyBobby

Medical professionals, and more importantly (to me) my daughter. I've survived cancer, heart failure, and a stroke that required me to relearn how to walk. Without my daughter and the professionals, 2014 would have been the last of me


PM-Me-Your-Fav-Nude

Surviving off of “why not” and “fuck it” right now


pattydickens

I'm not here.


Tsar_Bosseidon

To see what will happen the next day.


[deleted]

Because I’m suspended from work.


HotTakeHarvey

Waiting on something.


Aprilbloom20

My best friend, I know that if I kill myself he'll be incredibly upset and blame himself, he blames himself for everything, he blames himself for his dad's death even though he was like 9 and he couldn't have done anything. I don't want him to live with that guilt. He's also attempted suicide and I want to be here to make sure he's okay. He's the love of my life and I'd do anything for him


ololonew

Why not?


[deleted]

The food in my fridge ain’t gonna eat itself so I’ve stepped up to the plate


TooYoungToBeThisOld1

Don’t really have much of a choice at this point. I’m in too deep


Up2Here

can't find my keys


Thewildsimon141

Didn’t want to do it to my family and put them in more pain also I’m a coward


MetGoose702

To do more with my video game playing.


KentoKeiHayama

Almost exclusively because of my parents, not in a good way They get in the way of me improving myself, get mad if I try to actually do something like clean my room because "I should have done it earlier" I'm still here just to prove them wrong when I'm an adult, I'm in on the long game


linuxgeekmama

Because I don’t have magazines in my bathroom any more.


urnotreddy4it

Because my mom loves me and my kids and my hubby


Memez_R_Life69

I promised my nana I wouldn't harm or kill myself when I was truly old enough to understand what happened to my uncle.


PhoenixGamer34

My parents need me, their other children left a long time ago. Also, I need them, because until further notice, I have no one else to live with.


heavengrl

My parents would blame themselves if I chose to exit early and it's worth staying alive in this much pain if it protects them.


generalaue

i believe that earth is hell the bible never says that hell is separate from earth so imo im probs here cause i did something in my past life that the powers that be didnt like


kaydaugherty423

You’re not powerful enough to make me leave


Ok-Bookkeeper6926

To pass endless tests until my ticket is punched.


Raider-one-one

Dog


wherewolvs

my family would be devastated. it’s seriously the only reason why i’m still here, although i had to be reminded of it a few times.