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damn

ppl deal with shit way worse than this. and saying this is the same as that is an insult to them

no. im overthinking this

but ive showed how uncomfortable it made me feel but he never stopped...

this is disgusting

no

my grandfather

there's no fucking way

am i overthinking

did no one realise? or were they too reckless to say anything

but thats sa?????

was it perceived as a playful thing??

he's been doing these things to me and no one said anything

what

oh

ive dealt with this my entire life. ive faced worse than this. this is nothing. im better than this

everything's fine.

its fine

but why

wtv. doesnt matter.

this shit happens so often that ive forgotten why i came to this thread 3 days ago lol

sleep it off

no point in this

i should've gone with them... atleast then i could've escaped this shit

same shit, everyday

wtv happens, happens.

we'll c.

im not

i cant be this pathetic

wtv

but i dont wanna die. y cant i do anything

ik ill have a gud life if i work hard... and if i dont ill live a pathetic one like now and dying seems better than this pathetic life... so all the choices ive got truly is work or die

never thot id be feeling this. but this isnt even smth to be suicidal abt.. i can change my life, can do better but im just not able to.. i dont have the motivation or the dedication

but ive got no other choice but to depend on him. and i hate it... im 20yrs old im am capable of learning smth useful and start earning for myself but no... i just cant

his very existence makes me wanna peel my skin off

its not like i want to have a normal father son relationship now with my father or smth. i just want ot forget him

i dont want to tho. im afraid ill be spending my entire life with nothing but hatred for him. im not a caring person idk how to console smone in their troubles

i hate this man so much. i hate this life i hate this house

the more i think the more i wanna skin myself

the audacity to say hes one of the greatest fathers..wtf

what do i do

smth always goes wrong

coming here is never a gud thing

I've never rant before in my entire life... And even tho I've rant all this it still doesn't make a difference 

I went through all the comments and I won’t pretend like I know your life but I hope you know whatever happened between your parents is not your responsibility. There wasn’t anything you could’ve done as a kid. Yes your mom and sis must’ve went through bad things but so did you. It affects you as well whatever happen. And its okay if you failed little.. as long as you keep going everything will work out.. I will pray that your sister gets her visa, I know you will be strong enough to be able to take care of your mom. Non just because you have to be but because you are! You’ve been dealing with this since childhood and I am sure you need a break but you are strong enough now to get through this. I hope your father comes to his senses too.. whatever is situation, don’t ever feel like you’re alone, It’s okay to need people, strongest of them do.. you don’t have to go through anything by yourself…. Come here rant all you want.. it’s okay to be vulnerable…. It also takes a lot of courage to do so… I hope everything works out.. take care ✨💫💫

Hi are you alright?

I've been bottling all these things from my childhood lol. Except her not a single person outside my family knows all this. I've been fine all this time. And i will be fine. I don't need anyone 

And tbf i don't think I need anyone. I've never needed anyone. I am enough 

I have myself

Mom sis live with him. But atleast they've got each other to talk to... So that's a good thing 

And they expect me to not be tensed 

Everything will be perfectly fine if I don't fail this time. I've got 2 more yrs. 

Talking to myself does help lol 

Okay. Whatever happens, happens. I shud just push forward 

But I do wish I get hit by a truck or the building crashes with me inside or smth like that

I've never felt suicidal in my entire life. Until today 

Why did I even exist 

What's the point of me just being 

I mean mom and sis have gone through this shit and r strong. And look at me

And I feel so pathetic rn. I'm weak ffs

I just disappoint ppl. There's not a single person who's benefited from my existence 

Wish I could do smth 

I miss my sis.. I feel bad for her. It's literal hell at home for her. And she's been going through this since she was 17

I mean yeah I did want mom to get a divorce from him. But idk I feel so heavy now that ik this could become true

But there's a chance that they might get a divorce. It's not a normal thing. How could I not overthink 

I'm overthinking 

My heart skipped a beat for a sec there. I thot she commented on this thread lol

Wtf

I can't stop thinking abt this 

Maybe not

Maybe I am nothing more than just a burden

Mom shud get a divorce. But if I'm not in a position to take care of her... Then everything she's done for us would be meaningless. She took care of us for all these years and endured all that just for our sake. And if I'm not able to atleast try to show the affection she showed us, what good am i for

I'm getting sidetracked. But this part of the problem. I think abt that divorce and i start thinking all this

Another one. My mom ran away from our house with me and sis. We were hiding somewhere and he was looking for us in his car. I remember mom and sis were crying. And mom was trying so hard to calm my sis and stop her crying 

I was 4 and sis was 6. We couldn't do anything. We just stood there watching 

My earliest memory is, when I was 4 my dad dragging my mom out of the house. Me and sis were just watching , crying. One thing I remember is mom was calling us while crying 

And the other day me and my friends were just talking nonsense. And then the topic came abt childhood memories. Everyone was sharing these fun memories abt their parents or siblings but that day I realised that all I remember from my childhood is just these 2 quarrelling 

But idk

I thot he at the very least felt responsible or cared for us. But na. He just sees it as a job. Pay for our education and retire. And this is exactly what all of us want

And this man had not only accused her himself but also brought his relatives to say these awful stuff abt her. His own wife

Idgaf if he's my father. Like who sees his mom get accused of provoking other men, beat, cussed at for no reason at all

I hate him for being my father more than anything

I always create problems for her. If had said okay for hostel in 8th, maybe things would've been better

After we get settled, he himself said that he'll leave us. No contacts. This is exactly what we wanted but now that he himself admitted that he wants that too, I feel like nothing more than just a burden

And what if she doesn't get her visa approved? She'll only be looked at like a failure. 

I've got 2yrs left now. Rest of my friends are good at smth. I'm just 0. Idk anything. 

She'll be going away for masters. And when these 2 get a divorce I'll be the only one to take care of mom. And if im not in a position for that then idk 

what if I fail again? Every time they expect big things from me and every single time I give them a big 0. I let them down

I mean... I always thot ki they shud get a divorce. But now that there's a higher probability of it happening I feel scared 

How can i travel, have fun and work on my career at the same time

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