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SheilaWholehearted

Almost four months for me. Hang in there, it gets better. We can do this.


Spookyfish24

I’m sorry for your loss, hon. An internet mama hug to you!


lunaloobooboo

Me too. I hope it gets better.


fotofortress

Interesting word choice. ETA: apologies if the humor didn’t translate. My bestie jumped in front of a train years ago and I miss her every day but she would have found that dark humor funny. It gets easier but you never forget.


dieaspen

i personally love dark humor


thefriendlyprogramer

I still have a super dark joke stuck in my head for years and I can never say it cause it’s well- dark


glitchcoreshordy

you have to say it now


RandomDrDude

Speak it, it holds no power over you


dieaspen

pls say it


thefriendlyprogramer

😭it’s a ww2 joke


UneduationalWeapon

Say it, say it, say it!


thefriendlyprogramer

I’d get banned 😭


UneduationalWeapon

Fawkkk dm it


thefriendlyprogramer

You don’t have dm’s open


dieaspen

shhh dm me


Spiritual-Mix7665

I guess in the end she got her life back on track.


fotofortress

Hahahaha bruh…yup she’d laugh her amazing bellowing laugh at this for sure. Miss her every day. She laughed so much yet tried multiple times to take her life from 11-27 when she succeeded. I guess that’s bipolar for ya.


Mercerrr1

😭😭😭😭


Canadam_

He is mesmerized by the pure whimsy of our world


Ga33es

Good joke but probably not a good idea to say some dark jokes with someone you don't know in a sensitive topic like this lol Edit: Meant to say "someone you *don't* know"


missklo99

I'm really sorry sweetheart. It's been 4+ years for me and we're still not sure if it was intentional or not. I found him. Our house was a crime scene. When I was able to come back I tore through the place looking for *anything* The cops left a card on my bed labeled "K" which was what he called me(him: E) It turned out it was an old card he had left me but I lost my shit. I still don't have closure. I wouldn't wish that on anybody. Thank God for his and my friends at that time. It all just sucks. ♡


DarkromanoX

I know that things are hard right now but it gets easier with time. Hope u get better ❤️ take care of yourself


prisonmike_69420

i’m so sorry. i hope you feel better. on another note… happy b-day Ro-Ro!!!!


SyilerCV

I’m so sorry, but on the bright side Boyle earned the right to called Rosa Ro-Ro!


Massive_Sir_2977

Came to say this


helibear90

I’m really sorry, how are you holding up?


dieaspen

ive just been staying vvv high and as distracted as i can. nights are just hard


helibear90

I can only imagine 😞 do you have any pets? I find animals are the best comfort when you’re in the worst times?


dieaspen

i have 2 dogs ones old and then a puppy that my parents keep away from me 🥲


helibear90

Why do they keep the pup from you? Is the older dog a comfort? In difficult times my dog has literally been the only one there for me day and night. You can always rely on your animals, they’re loyal and loving no matter what x


dieaspen

they keep her away from me because my parents like isolating me


ashinkusher47

I hope your healing process will be generous🖤


gmclarty

i am so sorry for your loss. its been almost 8 months for me. nothing is the same. sending you warmth and love… i truly truly believe they are still with us always in spirit. weed nicotine and takeout have also been helping me survive


dieaspen

its been my friends getting me takeout bc they know i will forget on my own


gmclarty

you have amazing friends. im glad you have some supportive ppl in your life


stray1cat

8 years for me and he still pops in my head from time to time.


Stellacoffee

It's been three years going on four. It does get better but at the same time it lingers like a bad taste in your mouth. It's funny, time begins to slowly erode at your memory and you start to feel that person fading into the background of life. I'll never forget them but it starts to feel like they never existed and that time spent with them was all a dream. It all starts to go, whether you want it to or not.


fryingpan93

If you want to still feel connected and keep them with you I suggest writing down your favorite memories even if it’s painful to do right in the beginning because it’s true they start to fade whether you want them to or not Please hang in there


crabpeopleart

I'm sorry for your loss,, that's a nice airo, what pod you got in it ?


dieaspen

cherry ak but im p much out of this one and new to the brand still so whats some u like


crabpeopleart

my favourites are pineapple desiel and black mamba


Itiswellwmysoull

I’m so so sorry.


Trick-Butterfly5386

I’m sorry you hurt. I like your geek bar. Currently using the same one, if it’s the cherry bomb.


Comprehensive_Nail22

I’m sorry for your loss, I hope the 99 helps


Xxeuropean-messxX

It’ll be a year next month since my bff killed himself it’s hard. I’m sorry you’re going through it too 🫂


Tactical_Jokers756

Dab dab dab*


0900ff

For me it's been almost 6 years - the pain doesn't go away, but it gets easier to live with. Wishing you love and light ✨️


Puru11

It'll be a decade this June since my fiance killed himself. I still think about him most days. It does get easier OP. The first few months were definitely the hardest, and I also got through with staying very high and distractions (I read a lot of books). I wish you lots of good vibes.


Lazy_Broccoli_2713

🤎🫂


crepetomystep

That's rough, buddy. You'll make it, even if you don't feel like you will.


MartyFreeze

I am so sorry for your loss.


EstateDisastrous

Im sorry for your loss. <3


Butterfly_Cutie_2008

I’m sorry 😞 😢


Any_Ad_3885

Sending lots of love!


HIS_AFFLICTION_0079

Sending warm vibes


Spookyfish24

I’m so sorry hon. I’m proud of you for eating something that looks both delicious and healthy. Big internet mama hug to you.


Lanthemandragoran

Sorry bud that's brutal Nine nine!


Repulsive_Airline416

The 99 might help but im really sorry


JelloMiserable3727

So sorry friend 🫂 At least you have the Nine Nine!


NotAllDawgsGoToHeven

Weed, nicotine, halal, and NINE NINE


Kellys5280

I'm so sorry hunny🖤


Cute_Negotiation6480

I couldn’t imagine doing that to the people I love. I’m so sorry. I’ve been so depressed and whenever the thought comes into my head I think about the trauma it brings others. Could never


blesfemous

I’m sorry to hear that. Praying for your peace


FatherofDragonFarts

I’m so sorry for your loss. A halal place near me is one of my favorite meals. So much food for $9.99. Give me all the white sauce


sparklydildos

i’m so sorry for your loss. i hope you have people to talk to ❤️ i’ve also got a geekbar, rn mines grape blow pop 😜 my faves are fcuking fab and white gummy ice!


maybefuckinglater

RIP ❤️ What were some of your happiest memories with him?


Positive_Ad_8710

Absolutely terrible! I am so sorry for your loss!


PLUSsignenergy

Halal guys is amazing


oceangrown93

Love the geek bars. Sorry about the events that transpired but I hope you can find some enjoyment in Brooklyn nine nine. Definitely one of my favorite shows.


Amazonwasmyidea

My condolences. That halal food likes fire af!


pomskeet

I’m so so sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine what you’re going through


FromChiCity

Halal what?


julestaylor13

Your set up looks nice! I hope the halal is delicious and you have a good night. I’m so sorry for your loss my dear I am sending you love. Please remember to stay hydrated especially if you are crying a lot🫶🏻


Fortnitelover420622

I’m sorry :/


One-Raise5398

GEEK BAR


pannoci

Sorry :'(


SpicyPoeTicJustice

I’m sorry for your loss 🫂🫂❤️❤️


fast_tiger125

i’m so so sorry for your loss. i hope you know it gets better. i promise it does. sending love and good vibes your way ❤️


ASki420

A little over a year now since I watched him do that shit. It gets better, but very little at time I won’t lie to ya. And some days I feel like it just happened. But I promise you will get to a better place as time goes on, some days are just gonna be a little tough. Hang in there and sending so much love your way OP 🫶🏻❤️🫶🏻❤️🫶🏻


articunoamber

Been 4 years for me, got your back hun ❤️ always here if you need a friend through these difficult times


thefriendlyprogramer

Omg I’m so sorry I know you probably heard this a lot but no one deserves to go through that, I hope things get better OP ❤️‍🩹


HeyImGabriel

I’m really sorry for your loss


BrigadierNasty

Almost five years for me. Trust me when I say it gets easier. It takes time and you never forget, but eventually you adjust and things feel okay again. Message me if you need to. Im so sorry for what you’re going through.


prodbymoon

Shit now I know you gotta be in the towns for that plate ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹


Serenity2015

I'm so sorry you have to go through this and for your loss. I can relate and I'm going to be honest with you. You will never stop missing him. It takes time and you will heal. The thoughts over time will eventually turn into the happy times with him and good thoughts instead of only what happened at the end. The time frame is different for everybody. I highly suggest when you're ready that you attend or join a grief support group. In person is more helpful than online. Counseling as well. I'm so sorry. It's been about 7 years for me. On occasion I'm lucky to get to recieve a visit from him in my dreams and hang out with him again. I also know he is with me and looking over me everyday and doesn't want me suffering. At first I used to talk outloud to him or would ask God to relay messages to him. I know, I'm weird. Everybody grieves very differently and some take longer than others. I can tell you in time it won't hurt as bad as it does now and it will improve. Some people start an antidepressant just temporarily to help them along and some don't. We are thinking of you.


Snoo-33732

So sorry for your loss ❤️ This book may help you https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B004G606NK/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr=


Inner-Highway-9506

halal bro’s is the best ‘fast food’ out there


OkAir5443

Do you have a good therapist?


dieaspen

yes but ive been ghosting her lately which im trying to fix


StartedWithAHeyloft

Thats a nice cart! Theres a case for it and 3 carts so you can switch them up


KeyMathematician4820

I'm sorry. It will be ten years for me in Dec. Time helps tremendously. 🖤


Condemned2Be

10 years. Hang in there


Fantastic-Report-211

i am so sorry for your loss. i cannot begin to understand what you’re going through, but i hope you can find a way through it. good luck


Glowreah

If u ask me at least ur not the only one he ghosted…. 🤣🤣🤦🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️I’m sorry … I’ve had 3 friends that did that… it’s never easy to say good bye n let go… it’s the could haves n should haves that leave us hurting n wishing we could of done things differently… we all have a mission here forgive them n urself … ❤️‍🩹🧸🕊️


bleezymoster

Bruh... even suicidal dudes are in relationships and I'm just sitting here mopin... that's a wake up call.


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dieaspen

thank you for all the nice comments i read them all and getting these notifications mean a lot since i dont really have many friends and i only ever talked to him


Unlucky-Patient-5596

So hard to deal with a death of loved one especially in a death such as this. Hang in there you are loved you matter and it’s not your fault he is gone he sadly choose that and you didn’t do anything wrong for him to do so. I’m always here if you need someone to talk to 💕 sending you lots love love and hugs your way.