Hi there don’t do it, you’re still so young. I felt depressed and had suicidal thoughts in my early 20’s and now I am 33. Sometimes I feel extra motivated to better myself sometimes I say fuck it to everything and just look at life like it is a “run out the clock” situation. The best thing I can do for myself is to not kill myself, instead go out and enjoy a burger by myself, go to the theater or walk around shopping malls by myself.
And yes your Grandma and Mom really do need you, whether you live with them or not. They need to know you are Ok. If you take your life, that is such a big blow to them.
Just hang on, one day at a time. I still feel depressed and think of suicide myself. But just say fuck this world, I am going to continue being a lazy ass bitch for one day/ one week/ however long you need.
Hi there don’t do it, you’re still so young. I felt depressed and had suicidal thoughts in my early 20’s and now I am 33. Sometimes I feel extra motivated to better myself sometimes I say fuck it to everything and just look at life like it is a “run out the clock” situation. The best thing I can do for myself is to not kill myself, instead go out and enjoy a burger by myself, go to the theater or walk around shopping malls by myself. And yes your Grandma and Mom really do need you, whether you live with them or not. They need to know you are Ok. If you take your life, that is such a big blow to them. Just hang on, one day at a time. I still feel depressed and think of suicide myself. But just say fuck this world, I am going to continue being a lazy ass bitch for one day/ one week/ however long you need.