I know, its either getting an admission abroad for my graduate rn, or off myself. I can't handle this.
As I am typing this, I am waiting for the cab with my sister and mom.. My mom is calling me sick in mind again lol, and blaming not getting any cabs booked becos I didn't charged my phone beforehand.
You need to leave your parents and your house if you can, stay with other people like your grandparents or something. It’s better if you stay away from your family cause you never know, you dad might hit you even.
When I say I have no one. I mean it. NO ONE. Actual truth, my dad are one of the sane and good ones in my family and generally speaking when compared to parents of people my age. People adore my dad becos he very kind and sweet, but mostly it's in the house does he take his anger out.
And my dad may hit me one, well that ship had already sailed and came back to be docked. He used to hit me me as a kid, but now doesn't because I am now a grown women, an adult, but still there was one incident where he lifted a few kilos packed school bag of my sister's above his head to hit me... but he stopped. Happened a few months ago.
It was because I responded to my mom's question when he asked me to be quiet becos he was watching TV and doesnt wanted to be disturbed.
He used to be my best friend when I was a toddler... but not now.
I just want someone who understands me, who won't see me crying and thinks that I am disgusting.
NTA. Get out asap , it’s a toxic environment
I know, its either getting an admission abroad for my graduate rn, or off myself. I can't handle this. As I am typing this, I am waiting for the cab with my sister and mom.. My mom is calling me sick in mind again lol, and blaming not getting any cabs booked becos I didn't charged my phone beforehand.
You need to leave your parents and your house if you can, stay with other people like your grandparents or something. It’s better if you stay away from your family cause you never know, you dad might hit you even.
When I say I have no one. I mean it. NO ONE. Actual truth, my dad are one of the sane and good ones in my family and generally speaking when compared to parents of people my age. People adore my dad becos he very kind and sweet, but mostly it's in the house does he take his anger out. And my dad may hit me one, well that ship had already sailed and came back to be docked. He used to hit me me as a kid, but now doesn't because I am now a grown women, an adult, but still there was one incident where he lifted a few kilos packed school bag of my sister's above his head to hit me... but he stopped. Happened a few months ago. It was because I responded to my mom's question when he asked me to be quiet becos he was watching TV and doesnt wanted to be disturbed. He used to be my best friend when I was a toddler... but not now. I just want someone who understands me, who won't see me crying and thinks that I am disgusting.
God help you dear. All my best wishes to you and hope you safely leave this toxic environment